How are you doing? I don't really write on Sundays anymore, but I just happen to be somewhere where I can right. It seems the efficacy of this blog is increasing. Now since, yesterday, Delmar always locks the door and now since everyone knows my liscence says my current address. He no longer needs my vehicle, now his sister is letting him drive her nice pretty lexus so that he and his family can find another gullible Lawania or some other foreigner to promise my identity to on the hope that I move back to California and they can keep their scam going down here.
I was somewhere with him yesterday, and this girl that he had obviously been flirting with came out to the car. I guess I was supposed to fight, get mad or whatever, I simply took my car keys off his key ring and moved on. I used to get mad, but why none of these women are top notch, they are just foreigners that he and his family has found to prey on using my identity through getting jobs in my name and whatever telling them I'm cool with it. These so-called folk are just things to get me mad, get me beat, get me arrested, whatever............... Granted he is in a relationship with them, he is from a culture that is cool with harems. He is too selfish as most men to admit that I'm not cool with it and find someone else that is.My mother-in-law is Hall of Fame in her schemes, she is just not American, and I am which is why I will always prevail.
I want to move to California, hell I really need to move to California and in a lot of ways, I never had a chance down here. But I am determined to force this grasp my in-law has with law enforcement to an end. I think that this battle is relevant on a national level because it illustrates the sheer amount of time, energy, and resources that must be used by the victim when smugglers, traffickers, and others get a hold of your identity. And if I ever step foot out of this state, this along with this obama coup will be handled first.
I look at my family members, I look at D and his family, they get defeated and yet spend most of their time trying to come up with some other way, to maximize using my name. A part of me hates these people, for they are just leeches, every day, it is some new lie, it is some new drama, to get me to react, and it's tiring. I look at D and it saddens me on some level that this is the dude I love, this is the dude who supposed to protect me, but yet at another's will where he conversates with the dude who broke in the house last night this morning. I attribute a lot of my loyalty to me being black. I attritbute my loyalty to the fact that I don't see Delmar or any man, frankly, as being the foundation of this sinsiter plot and plan on our country. I feel that the whores of Babylon are all of these foreign women like my mother-in-law who feel like this country is here for their own personal destruction and anyone who gets in the way doesn't matter.
I know first hand that this country has come a long way, but how hard the road of a black person who did not have the opportuntites as some other black people have can be. I look at how all of these folk around me, family, in-laws, friends all are some friend to one thing to another, be it drugs, kids, violence, etc. I used to get disgusted b/c I guess I am just getting older, b/c I don't feel anything anymore. I think that comes from the knowledge that these people I call my world are just users b/c they are used by the things they crave for. I think that numbness comes from recognition that no matter what, these foreigners including the one I love, the ones who helped raised me, the ones I know as family are never going to quit dogging me nor this country.
I look at these people, and I just cry sometimes on the inside........ I wonder in the end who will love me for me, who will love and be there for me not b/c I am some name to run through. But I keep on loving, trying to be the best ex-wife, daughter, cousin, friend I can be, b/c I know truly, TRULY THAT THESE FOLK DON'T KNOW ANY BETTER. If they had the kind of faith that made this country strong in its heyday, they wouldn't rely on scams such as these. But you are talking about people who were born in the third worlds of the global community or first generation from it.
You are talking about people who are comfortable living in squalor, b/c squalor was better than what they had over there. You are talking about people who have been so conditioned by their plight in life that their previous existence in their home country will always, WILL ALWAYS SERVE AS JUSTIFICATION FOR THEIR ACTIONS IN THIS ONE.
It is this very fact that I assert that totally explains why Barack Obama does not give a damn about what he is doing. He is from third world squalor, Barry Sorento knows poverty on another level, he is too lazy to get that American greed in one way, so he turns to allah and becomes Barack Obama and dedicates his life to bringing muslim culture to the world. Where insecure men can wipe out the freedom of women because they are too insecure and too ill equipped to deal with women with any type of mind any kind of way. I know this paradigm because I love and live with a dude who epitomizes it.
I know what it will take to break this vicious chain of HURT AND RAGE ESPECIALLY TOWARDS A CERTAIN TYPE OF BLACK AMERICAN "AGGRESIVE" FEMALE b/c dudes like Delmar, Obama been hurt on levels they will never admit to. This is why this blog has not been shut down, nor sued, b/c most of what I say in this blog is true.
There is a vicious network of gay child molestors, pimps, hoes, child traffickers that move this nation. B/c they represent the deepest of taboo: pedophiles. They rely on drug addicts and basic screw ups to do their dirty business. These are the type of people that I have dealt with my whole life, these are the people I risk my life to end their power. I know a lot of the black gay male and female community has a lot of hurt, I am part of that community. I have never hid the fact of my dealings with women. I have never hid the fact of my dealings with men. I know in my heart that if I wasn't abused, some of these paths I would have never gone down. But some of you all, not only welcome that path, but rape and use people to bring children, innocent souls down roads one should never go.
But that's an american thought, and myself and you all are surrounded by third world trash. B/c these other countries had the good sense to employ immigration rules to not let American trash in their countries. These folk including my family, my friends, my in-laws represent the worst of foreign society sent over here to totally screw up this country.
They are one cap and bill trade signature away from it. They relish and laugh at the thought of America being broke, factories and jobs gone where they can steal or live off "nature." They believe this illusion that Obama has sold them, sold themselves just to get "men" back power, just to justify committing all of these crimes and thinking they will never be held accountable.
The fact that the 50 billion dollar bill was defeated in the senate, shows that this ain't no right or left thing, this is a THESE AFRICAN/MUSLIM/ASIAN TERRORISTS HAVE TAKEN OVER OUR COUNTRY THING. THEY WANT TO BREAK AMERICA TO SEND EVERYTHING JOB WISE TO AFRICA AND LET US BE THE AFRICANS, LET US BE THE TEST SUBJECTS, LET US BE THIRD WORLD.
I looked at Delmar and his sister drive away. Hell, they just pawns in a game of women that they will never be in. I am the young, not so young star that ain't attempting to just be in the game, I am on the verge of taking over it. And when I do, people like Ms. Hearne won't be able to hurt or use or manilupate children or my life or my mama's life or this country ever again. B/c women like me are going to start judging women, not insecure men who gotta beat women into submission because they don't know how to get things any other type of way using the Koran or the third world state of this country as justification for it.
women like me are going to take these females, who gotta a little something living off of children who ain't theirs, to keep men like Delmar who ain't their blood doing their dirty business and away from their family,
we going to take them in a room, we going to close the door and we are going to let the rules that AMERICAN WOMEN ABIDE BY prevail in our own little courthouse. we are going to start holding the mothers that pimp, sell, rent, and use children, along with the gay pimps(sorry, there is a valid reason for the gay assertion in regard to pimpdom) and bitter gay protistutes and tricks that help them in our own way.
Some of you all are first on the list.
I am not going to go out tonight, even though I know Delmar will be gone all day and when he comes home, gone all night. don't even care.
I will live to see another day, I will end this mess, and I will HOLD THE FEMALES BEHIND THIS ACCOUNTABLE. And delmar, nor any other man including barack, will have anything to do with this.
Enjoy your sunday, if you see me and you know we don't like each other, no need to kiss ass now.
keep it as real as you did when you plotted and planned just two days ago to kill me.
America, we got to get these folk out of here, one way or the other. This ain't no black thing but a lot of these muslim terrorists, these foreigners at these schools, a lot of the people mentioned on this blog are foreigners just waiting until this nut called Obama gets a hold of the last key industry energy.
All I can say to you, next door neighbor, in-laws, supposed friends is some of you all got life so totally,
so totally f*cked up that you think a bunch of muslim, molested, foreign, angry african and asian men are going to run this country
that the only thing that is going to get some "act right" in your mind is when the females that made you the monsters that you are are dealt with in a way where they can no longer hurt anyone.
and that day is coming, from Palin to Mims to jenny down the street.
AMERICAN WOMEN ARE PREPARING THEMSELVES THAT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO SERVE A NATIONWIDE ASS-KICKING TO THESE FOREIGN WOMEN THAT ARE USING OUR RULES, OUR SECRETS, OUR TABOOS AGAINST US AND OUR MEN TO TURN THIS INTO A THIRD WORLD CRAP OF A COUNTRY.
Just b/c we first world, don't mean we don't know how to deal with third world trash.....................
step aside, gentlemen, this political, cultural, social, fiscal coup is going to have to be handled by the ladies.
this woman's work..........