I am still not feeling well. I thought about tonight's speech.
Obama is man enough to call Bush on the phone in private, but ain't man enough to do it in public, when he opposed the troop surge in the first place and allowed leader after leader to dog the shit out of this country in public....................
Obama is going to put the struggling public television industry further out of business to advocate for a jobs bills that really don't do shit but gives him the ability to say I did something.......................
I thought about my own life yesterday, I was really sick. Although Delmar and I do not openly talk about this blog, he reads it. We discuss it in a roundabout way. It strikes me as so disrespectful everytime he gives me a lecture about letting him have my truck. I think about all the times he left me at home alone no way to get nothing to eat, all for Lawania, all for Jimmy, all for his mama and uncle, all for the chance to say he is the man..........
But when he did have the money, never wanted to help me pay on this truck. When I got home all he and his mama tried to do was steal it, have it repoed or me sell it because both of them knew ms. hearne had cars registered in my name.
All I could do is think how disrespectful, Delmar....................
All I can say to Barack is how disrespectful..............
but you move on, you know. I never quit my job although I was assured by Mr. Meadows, my little job ain't shit.
Never gave up, never not let him drive my truck to get to school, never not let him drive even though he drove his ladies all over town.
never gave up on this site, never gave up that America would fall behind this coup.
So I am not going to be bitter, not going to trip,
just going to say this.
When Delmar and I get on our feet, he is getting his own car in his own name. He knew I was pregnant that didn't stop him from putting me in harm's way to save his brother or his mama or his sister.
When you deal with disrespect of your family, of yourself, the level that the hearne family has put on me. When you deal with the level of disrespect the Mims family, put on me by knowing he was running around with this trash and b/c people wanted me out of that house, didn't say anything.
You realize that all you got is you, and I gotta a baby to think of and I can't get food stamps or anything.
You remember, you forgive and you move on.
So Barack say what you want tonight, the people remember your words. ALL OF THEM, NOT JUST THE ONE PROMISE THAT ENSURES IRAN WILL RUN IRAQ BY THE END OF YEAR.
Just like people will remember, how I was done and how I never stopped being there for Delmar, how I never stopped doing the right thing.
So with that, enjoy the speech, thank you so much ms. ________ __________ for calling the police on me, maybe you can stop bringing your ass over my house.
Anyone who saw me on beltline and inwood yesterday, knows I am just a convict trying to make it the best I can through trying circumstances.
THERE IS A LINE OF FOLK, IN DIFFERENT STATES, DIFFERENT COUNTRIES THAT WANT TO LOCK ME UP FOR TREASON, CALLING BARACK ON HIS SHIT, ANY AND EVERYTHING.
BUT I DON'T FEAR, AND I AM NOT GOING TO START NOW.
so for 96 hours, I am not going to write.
All I ask America is that you allow Brother Boehner and Money Mitch, their time tonight.
B/c campaign promises, and being the "man" for everybody but your wife, don't pay the bills...............
PLEASE DO NOT ENGAGE MS. __________ ABOUT HER THREATS TO THE POLICE, LET HER CALL AS MUCH AS SHE WANTS. SHE IS ABOUT ONE MORE CALL AWAY FROM A 5150 FOR REPEATED VISITS TO MY HOUSE.
take care, and as much as I have been disrespected, I think I can ask this country, I can ask Delmar to just chill, take it day by day and accept the consequences of putting everyone above your family and your country,.