Monday, September 27, 2010

Don't Want to Play no more

Hello America,

How are you? Instead of eating my breakfast and taking my meds, I have been getting important work done: farmville.........  I know between that and sorority life, I am no earthly good at all. 

But it's okay, as a writer you get that I really need to eat, but I like where I am feeling wise so let me write first feeling, sometimes.  So this is on the up part of the roller coaster, so let's go.

I can tell that my sister-in-law is hacking, and I know she and hers cringes everytime, I go to this page.  First it was blocked, then it sent me to an alternate account that I have open just in case, the busters try to shut me down again.  So now, I own http://www.realtalkforrealpeople.com/ and I own http://www.realtalkforrrealpeople.com/ as well.  So if one is ever down, I got the other on lock.    I may own one pair of shoes that I work in, but I own acres and two websites, I may be broke, but I ain't no dummy.

A good friend of mine, started a blog today and it tickled me inside at the thought of it, she is pretty insightful and her candor is invaluable.............Can't say how many times, I know she was right about so many things during a different point in our friendship.  And when we would get to a point where I, not she, I wasn't ready to cross, or simply just didn't get.  You would truly be suprised how clueless I can be in my personal life at times.........But anyway, she would say to me Tiffani, do you want to be real or do you wanna play?  B/C I don't want to play.........

That shit drove me up the wall b/c my ego is just so there sometimes, I don't think any word out of my mouth should be considered play, even when I am playing.  :-)  So comments like that used to blind me b/c my ego would be offended that I couldn't grasp the depth of what she was saying, I was unable at the time to appreciate where she was trying to take me cognitively and what she was trying to get me to acknowledge.

So, this is in dedication to Crystal Z. Perry b/c right now, I don't want to play anymore.  And maybe one day, she will see that as she is a very dear friend or maybe not in which she will remain a friend anyway.  That is neither here nor there.  The point of her is to support her blog, and to use her pointed question at me as a starting place for today.

I was reading and playing this morning.  Everytime, Delmar raises my blood pressure with that mama hearne bullshit, I am losing my memory.  I have lost like $30 in the past two weeks, including $10 today, my last ten, y'all know I ain't been at work.  But you know I am hopeful that I will find it and I move on.  Yesterday, I was pissed but through your prayers, my prayers and support, I lived to fight another day of bullshit.  I made up my mind that no person, espeically no female is going to fuck up my health, by wasting time and breath on them.  So Delmar, you and your people can relax for today.  I would be lying if I said I really gave a fuck about some people who will NEVER be up in my face, in my home, or in my life.  I know that most of you all frequently mentioned in this blog in the personal section are in this identity scam and you all are hoping and praying that associations with Delmar will get you through.......

Listening to him defend his associations with a relative he cheated with, one that is running through my name, one that happens to be a family friend, trying to put all of his people down for something they don't deserve, trying to keep the peace, trying to keep his mama out of jail, every day a new scam, but can't pay rent, or things like that, I just realize that the only person who has been playing to an extent is me.

Well, let's just say moments like that made me not want to play no more.  I am a laid back person, that's just me.  I don't really get upset over too much for too long.  Anger is useful, but draining, revenge and some diabolical shit, that's more up my alley.  So while Delmar, my job, all of these folk lie, tell me shit and wait for my spirit to crush, disrespect me, my feelings, I just don't deal with it I guess.  not in the way, I probably should.  I don't cry, every once in awhile, I don't listen to rap :-) , I just think of what they pulled, why they pulled it and how to counter and move on.

But as I checked my email this morning, YES, THERE IS A POLITICAL POINT IN THIS.  I got an urgent email from Brother Rush, not personally, but on his townhall thing.  YES, RUSH IS STILL MY BROTHER, B/C I KNOW HE IS ONE OF THE FEW THAT HAS CALLED OBAMA THE TERRORIST MOTHERFUCKER HE IS FROM THE START! WE BROTHERS AND SISTERS ON THE BATTLELINE, ON THE FRONT LINE!

Anyway, I read this email and I realized, I DON'T WANT TO, CANNOT AFFORD TO, HAVE NO INTENTION TO, PLAY WITH THESE FOLK NO MORE.  I DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO CUSS SO MUCH, BUT GOT DAMN THIS IS THE ONLY WAY THESE SILLY MINDED MOTHER FUCKERS CAN ACCEPT MESSAGES.

JUST READ THIS SHIT!

Dear Concerned American:



Recently the Wall Street Journal reported that Majority Leader Harry Reid may try to ram the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill (S. 3194) through the Senate ANY DAY NOW.



That's why it's urgent for concerned citizens like you to act now.



A few weeks ago, we told Right to Work supporters and other concerned citizens that union-label Senators could bring the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill to the floor for a vote at any minute as an amendment to appropriations legislation.



They were trying to catch us sleeping, but your phone calls, letters, and faxes helped kill that effort.



But now Big Labor's allies in the Senate are at it again.



Please send your Senators a free action fax IMMEDIATELY and afterwards call them and urge them to vote NO on this brazen union boss power grab by clicking here.



You see, the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill is designed to force every firefighter and police officer in the country under union boss control.



Worse, it's just the first step toward forcing ALL state and local public employees under Big Labor's thumb.



And during these troubled economic times, passage of the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill is the LAST thing we need.



All you need to do is take a look at California and Illinois to see what the rest of the nation has in store should S. 3194 pass.



California is facing a budget deficit of over $19 billion thanks to out-of-control government union bosses and their outrageous demands.



Illinois is facing a $13 billion shortfall -- half the state’s budget.



Dropping down a level, the city of Vallejo, California, actually went bankrupt after nearly 75 percent of its budget was spent on satisfying the demands of the union agreement covering police and firefighters.



And the Mayor of Lancaster, Pennsylvania, recently stated that struggling cities are “handcuffed” by public sector monopoly bargaining.



The union-label Democrat leadership in Congress is DESPERATE to pay back their Big Labor allies.



It’s an election year. The union bosses can see the writing on the wall, and they know they simply MUST get their payback now before it’s too late.



And the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill is at the top of their “to do” list.



That's why it's vital you send your Senators a free action fax IMMEDIATELY and urge them to oppose this toxic union boss power grab.



And after you have filled out your free fax authorization form, we’ll provide you with the phone numbers of your Senators so you can call and urge them to vote NO on S. 3194.



Demand that they OPPOSE any bill that includes Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining.



Urgently,



Mark Mix

President, Right to Work Committee



P.S. Please send your Senators a free action fax IMMEDIATELY and urge them to oppose the Police and Firefighters Monopoly Bargaining Bill or any attempt to add this Big Labor power grab to other legislation
 
DO YOU SEE THIS SHIT! DO YOU SEE THE SHEER AMOUNT OF UNCONSTITUIONAL NEED TO BE SHOT ON THE EAST LAWN HEADED EAST AT 7:00 AM ON THE NEXT FULL MONTH THAT HARRY REID AND THIS RUNAWAY, TERRORIST, HERE TO IMPLEMENT SOCIALISM CONGRESS IS PULLING? YOU JUST GOING TO GANSTERIZE THE POLICE REID, HOW ARE THEY GOING TO SERVE AND PROTECT FOLK LIKE ME THAT DON'T FUCK WITH UNIONS....
 
BARACK CAN BREAK THE NEWS ABOUT HOW IT TOOK FOUR FUCKING MONTHS TO PLUG A HOLE IN THE GULF OF MEXICO AND LEGALIZE ILLEGAL CHILDREN, BUT YOU WON'T HEAR A WORD OF THIS SHIT.
 
SUPPORT THIS MAN AND HIS EFFORT TO NOT TURN EVERY FUCKING PRECINCT AND FIREHOUSE INTO A GOT DAMN CLIQUE OF LEGALIZED GANG ALSO KNOWN AS UNION.
 
THIS IS WHY MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE ME CAN ONLY STAY IN AMERICA, B/C WHO ELSE IS CALL THIS BULLSHIT FOR WHAT IT IS.  HARRY REID NEEDS HIS ASS WHOPPED RIGHT AFTER NANCY PELOSI AND OBAMA HAVE HAD THEIR FILL OF ALL THE WATER THEY NEED TO TELL US WHO IN THE FUCK IS LETTING ALL OF THIS SHIT GO?
 
THE MEDIA IS FIGHTING TO SHOW ME EVERY ANGLE OF BRITTANY'S SPEARS DRAWERS(YES, I SAID IT DRAWERS, I AM FROM TEXAS) AND WE CAN'T NO NEWS ON THIS SHIT!
 
ONE MORE READ,http://www.politico.com/news/stories/0910/42730.html,  REAL DAMN TALK FROM SEN. IMHOFE, TELLING US THAT WE NEED TO BE READY TO BUST AND EVERY FOREIGN MOTHERFUCKER THAT IS COMING OUR WAY. 
 
IN TWO SHORT YEARS, IRAN HAS BECOME NUCLEAR, VENEZUELA IS REALLY ASKING AND BEGGING FOR THAT ASS WHOPPING THEY GOT COMING, YEMEN IS DEFIANT, AFGHANISTAN AND PAKISTAN AND OUR OTHER ALLIES KNOW BARACK IS A BITCH AND NOT GOING TO STAND UP FOR THEM.  GEORGIA EVEN OUR ALLIES IN THE EASTERN BLOC NOW THIS DUDE IS FULL OF SHIT.
 
THE FUCKING RUSSIAN NAVY WAS CLOSER TO MAGIC CITY THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN AND AMERICA, THAT SHIT JUST AIN'T RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (just playing with the magic city part)
 
BUT YOU GET MY POINT,
 
SO WITH THAT, I LEAVE.
 
BUT NO MORE GAMES, DNC, NO MORE GAMES ILLEGAL AMERICA, YOU CAN NOT CALL ME TO WORK, I AIN'T GETTING KICKED OUT, YOU CAN HAVE DELMAR CALL EVERY RELATIVE OF EVERY NASTY HOE HE EVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT MS. HEARNE, I AM NOT GOING TO GET INTO WITH HIM, HE GOTTA LIVE WITH THESE ACTIONS, WE IN DALLAS, WE BOTH FROM HERE, NIGGAS KNOW WHY AND WHAT IS HAPPENING..............
 
LATISSA YOU CAN POP UP OVER MY  HOUSE WHEN I AIN'T THERE NOR YOUR BROTHER, BUT ONE OF THESE DAYS YOU ARE GOING TO GET MORE THAN WHAT YOU SAY YOU LOOKING FOR........
 
BARACK, YOU ARE GOING TO PULL A LOT OF BULLSHIT AND REALLY TRY TO BREAK MY BLACK ASS, BUT ON NOVEMBER SECOND, I WILL BE THERE SAYING YES WE CAN, AND YES WE DID GET AS MANY OF THE SHIESTY, TERRORISTIC, TREASONOUS, SHADY MOTHERFUCKERS OUT OF CAPITOL HILL, AND OUT OF STATE AND LOCAL OFFICES AS WELL. 
 
STARTING WITH CRAIG WATKINS IN DALLAS, GIVE DANNY CLANCY A CHANCE TO CLEAN THIS BULL SHIT UP...........
 
Why? can I say these things so brashly?  B/c folk like me never learned how to play........
 
All folk like me know how to do is just lean, hit, bust, break until it ain't just ms. hearne screaming No mas, No mas.
 
WELL, THAT'S ALL FOLK, THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON'T EAT BREAKFAST AND TAKE YOUR MEDS AS YOU SHOULD.
 
GOTTA GO,
 
BUT SPREAD THE WORD, THE MORE GAMES YOU ALL PLAY TRYING TO GET ME UPSET OR TO PUT DELMAR OUT, SO MY HOUSE CAN MYSTERIOUSLY GET BROKEN INTO,
 
ONLY INTENSIFIES THE HELL I AM GOING TO PUT INTO SOME OF  YOU ALL'S LIVES PERSONALLY AND POLITICALLY...........
 
NOT PLAYING NO MORE, NEVER WAS THIS IS JUST ONE OF THE SITUATIONS WHERE WE ARE GOING TO WHOP TERRORISTS, TRAITORS, AND JUST OVER ALL SHADY, SHIESTY, DUMB AIN'T ABOUT SHIT MOTHERFUCKERS ALL UP AND DOWN THE STREET.
 
JUST SO ALL THE WORLD CAN NO, AMERICA THAT'S FULL OF CRAZY BITCHES LIKE TIFFANI E.D.MIMS, DON'T PLAY.
 
DON'T PLAY AT ALL.  KEEPING FUCKING WITH ME, IT IS ONLY GOING TO MAKE THE SHIT THAT HAPPENS TO YOU ALL THAT MUCH SWEETER AS I WATCH YOU GOING IN AND YOU WATCH ME BLOWING UP.
 
 
Bigg Mann-Delmar
Camp Wisdom and Polk
Y'all act like you don't know what it is..............
Five minute fades, ten minute tapers, afros, mohawks it don't matter.
real talk with grown men............
 
hit him up!
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