sorry about the personal for the past couple of days. I just get so tired of coming home to this plot, or this plan especially those manifested by a female who frankly has no reason to really have my name in her mouth.
I thought about what to say today, I am at my mom's watching my nephew getting ready for football, damn time goes fast don't it.................................
More than anything, this identity theft has cost me time. Now, to clarify Ms. Hearne didn't start off using my name, that started with my parents, my family members, but when she did get a hold of it, b/c she don't have a husband, not one that is going to stay with her, b/c she is greedy, it just got out of hand.
I highlight the exploits of these people b/c they parallel to barack with this liberation theology. That everyone who got something is bad, until that person gets it.
I think of the anger I see and could hear in Delmar's voice yesterday..................
It never ceases to amaze me how people who have done nothing but steal and use have the audacity to be mad b/c someone is saying the shit has to stop.
It is that same sentiment that permeates on every level the Obama administration. The mentality that it is cool to "redistribute" the wealth as long as they are receiving it and you are giving it.
I prayed and asked God where does this anger, where does this lack of respect come from in Mr. Obama, in Mr. Meadows, in Ms. Hearne. Where this does obilivion to how their actions send reprecussions and reactions throughout the universe and how they will be held accountable.....................
He gave me an answer, now it is one that a lot of you all aren't going to like
The presence of a father, a man who is not afraid of what others think, a man who puts more time and energy into making sure that his family is okay, than making sure that his fellas know that he is the man lies somewhere in that answer, that is too deep for today.
I thank God every day, for John Elder Mims, for good and for the bad, he took me through. B/c as a man, he instilled in me the concept of no, he instilled in me the concept of why no is not always a bad thing. He instilled in me the courage to handle my business and worry about sorry ass folk that ain't going to do a thing for you later. That is why I can walk around with one pair of shoes with my head high. B/c I work my ass off each and every day to keep my lights on, my gas on, to keep my family fed.
I think of how much more greatness of the manhood they posses inside, Barack and Delmar, if they had fathers in their lives. I think of how much kinder Delmar would be if his mom didn't allow stepdads to beat him with metal pipes, if she didn't beat him down every which way you can for a young man in order to have permanent flunkie by her side. I think of how much shit she would have stayed out of herself, if she just would have had someone to sit her ass down, tell her no, and tell because I said so, dammit and don't ask me about no more unless you won't me to give you something to cry about.
The hearne family, the mims family, the obama family, the huntley family, the bowie family.......etc., etc. all of these people represent hurt people and hurt people hurt people. Hurt b/c they never got the chance they think as some other folk did in this country.
The fact that most of the people mentioned in this blog are not in JAIL is a testament to greatness of God's will in this country and a testament to the level of corruption in this country.
I think of all the people who helped me, Dr. Paula Love, Lisa Vaughn, all of these people who believed in me and how Delmar and his family, my family just didn't give a damn about these folk when they planned and plotted a kush dynasty down here. Delmar has no clue how many gave so that he could have a pack of cigarettes and a 1/8 of kush to be okay, nor does his family nor mine.
I don't keep on with this for illegal immigration in itself, I keep on with this b/c I know one thing that drugs will always be a presence in most people's lives. Be it crack, caffiene, X, marijuana, don't matter.
I know that as an addict, yes I have my moments, but I was just pissed yesterday, I won't be meeting you outside your car for money to get a joint......... you have to recitify the hurt inside before you can stop the hurt you do to other people.
I give you my life so that you can so the labor I have to utilize in order to fulfill the labour of love I have for this country, I have for its people, that I have for illegal aliens.
Labor is hard baby, labor is making tough decisions, labor is not being cool. Labor is being a leader.
Men like Delmar and Barack will always be leader, they know how to say exactly what to say to make you think that you are the number one person on their team. They have been raised by women who have exposed them to people who manilupate, b/c anyone who beats on a child, neglects a childs, puts a child in situations of eating or not eating when an adult pressures them to commits crime is a manilupulator.
They are a coward b/c real motherfuckers know how to get grown folk to do anything they need, they don't need to sabatoge the precious innocence especially of black males in this society and that is precisely how people like Barbara Hearne and Barack Obama operate.
They feed into the anger of these men and they turn into something evil....................................
Hurt people hurt people.
And when you are dealing with hurt people who for some reason will not, cannot stop, then talking and all that peace, Barack, that shit don't work.
having gates run around afghanistan showing some broke villagers in some uniforms ain't going to erase the fact that you are going to leave afghanistan ass out just like you did iraq, barack b/c at the end of the day, your anger about your life, about your mom leaving you alone with folk like David Ackers a little too long, blinds you for the fact of your new role.
You were not put in to transform this country, barack, that is on a personal, private citizen level.
You were here to fulfill the duties highlighted in the constitution.
You are here to protect and serve. AND IF YOU CANNOT PROTECT AND SERVE THE INTERESTS OF THIS COUNTRY WHETHER YOU AGREE WITH THEM OR NOT, YOU NEED TO STEP DOWN.
IRAN WILL ATTACK ISREAL, RUSSIA WILL REGAIN CONTROL OF AFGHANISTAN THROUGH A LUCRATIVE ARMS AND HERION DEAL WITH THE TALIBAN. WHY?
B/C EVERYONE KNOWS THAT BARACK WAS PUT HERE TO DO THAT, EVERY DAY HE SHINES THAT NOBEL PEACE PRIZE HE GOT FOR "SHIT IN THE FUTURE."
WELL THAT SHIT IN THE FUTURE IS IRAN AND THE MIDDLE EAST BASICALLY BREAKING AMERICA.
BARACK IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL AMERICA WHERE TO BUILD MOSQUE, THEN YOU BETTER FIND ANOTHER PAIR OR BORROW THEM FROM PELOSI, B/C IF YOU DON'T SHOW UP TO 9/11 ON 9/11, THEN ALL YOUR WORDS ARE MUTE..................................
People, I am going to let you go, I got Delmar at home who is trying to figure out if Lawania is a foreigner, how much he was played, but just like Barack, he will never see the truth until he can handle the pain of the fact that bonds him and barack in some ways forever.
The pain of realizing that from the start, you were played by the people who were supposed to care about you, that from the start, you were nothing but a means to an end.
I know that pain..................baby, I live that pain.
Safe staffing has until Tuesday evening to find some employment, I love my job, like the people there, but everytime I have something major due I get laid off, and I can never depend on Delmar like that.............
He has shown time and time again, his personal pain renders him undefensible about seeing angles and hustles, the same thing with barack.
He is so full of rage, but so unwilling to be like his sorry ass daddy, i'm not calling him sorry, i am using the connatation from barack, that he refuses to stand and fight for anyone.
I am going to use this weekend to utilize labor to continue my mission of labour of love........
b/c the only thing that is going to break the hold that folk like barbara have on delmar, that folk like the iman have on barack is love........
and love ain't always pretty or feels good or involves saying yes,
and anyone that has had a father that at least gave an iota of a damn understands that and it is our obligation to ensure that these malicious, hurt, vicious, muslim-centered individuals understand that, COMPLETELY.
I do it through bbq's, I do it through being as honest as I can.
but THIS TIME, MS. HEARNE, YOU WILL NOT DROP OFF A LITTLE PACKAGE FOR DELMAR, TO TAKE MY CAR TO MOVE YOUR MERCHANDISE, THIS TIME BARACK, JOB NUMBERS WHEN THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE RECOVERY SUMMER AIN'T GOING TO SAVE YOU.
EACH DAY, UNTIL ELECTION DAY, THIS COUNTRY IS GOING TO LOVE THE BARACKS, THE BARBARAS, THE DELMARS INTO UNDERSTANDING AND ACCEPTING, YOU DON'T GET TO FUCK OVER FOLK WITH NOTHING HAPPENING TO YOU B/C YOU GOT A COUPLE OF CARS, YOU HAD A COUPLE OF TRUCKS, B/C THE NOBEL PEACE PEOPLE CHOSE YOU.......
WE ARE GOING TO CONTINUE THIS LABOR OF LOVE UNTIL BARACK, BARBARA, AND DELMARS ARE WHERE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE, EITHER BACK WHERE THEY CAME FROM, IN JAIL FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, OR HAVE SHOWN THAT THEY ARE APPRECIATIVE OF BEING IN THE GREATEST COUNTRY IN THE WORLD, DOING RIGHT BY ITS CITIZENS............
draw an economic plan on that barack...............
end the games, ms. hearne, b/c I am not playing with you nor your son.
gotta go bbq,
I LOVE ALL OF YOU ALL, HAVE A WONDERFUL SAFE LABOR DAY, THANKS TO OUR TROOPS...........
I could have went along, but I would never wish WHAT HAPPENED TO ME OVER A GREEN CARD to anyone in this country