Saturday, October 2, 2010

Every inch

Hello America,



Getting ready to head out for today.  First of all, let me give a big ole' BOOMER SOONER!, What you didn't know, University of Oklahoma, Class of 1998.

It is weird because I had a friend over last night, just chilling, sometimes it is like that.  And I got up this morning and found out a sister of a good friend had passed.  I thought about the dynamic women in her life, some that are my classmates, some are my neighbors, some we belonged to the same brownie troop :-).  I thought about the battles of breast cancer as this is BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH.  THIS IS NOT A BLACK, WHITE, BROWN, RICH, POOR, LIBERAL, OR REPUBLICAN DISEASE.  THIS IS REAL AND THE PROPORTION OF BLACK WOMEN AND WOMEN PERIOD IS JUST INCREASING SKY HIGH.

Anyway, I thought about how Susan G. Komen's walk means a little more to me today.......

I thought about how many of my sorority sisters I know and are just looking at me like how much weed has this girl smoked where she can't remember her sorors........big smile.

I thought about all of this life that is going on, battles that have been won, battles that have been lost without me.  I thought about just how much fucking up have I really done over the past fifteen years.  Then I think about how hard the road to redemption has been...........

So for all of those who are fighting each and every day, something far deeper than policy and crazy identity theft bull, this is for you................ b/c you all fight every day, every night, every moment and the prize is far deeper than the oval office or control of congress.

So from my favorite football movie, any given sunday, we fighting for every inch, every blade of grass

GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR STRUGGLE...........  WE CAN BEAT BREAST CANCER!

Today, Robert Gibbs is getting ready to tear his ass.  So what is new, just like those I just mentioned, they keep fighting.   Obama is going to have to get his whole posse out of the white house before the subpoenas and possible impeachment papers come.  So politico, has the story and I will start back giving the authors love, the game is getting ready to come on, so I am pressed for time.

I think about all of the many people I know, way more than 500 friends on facebook, you gotta realize I did a lot of running around, just was into a lot of shit.  And now that I am in politics, it gets personal, some of us like Rowdy Rahm(you earned your title brother, you brought the ruckest, now the toughest times for a president, that's some bullshit, but you earned your stripes)  live to fight these battles everyday.

AND SOMETIMES, YOU FORGET, NOT ON PURPOSE, YOU GET SO CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME, YOU JUST NOT NECESSARILY LOSE SIGHT, BUT YOUR PURPOSE AIN'T AS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AS IT SHOULD BE. 

I LOVE, I HATE, I ABHOR, I WORSHIP, I EVERYTHING DALLAS.  IT IS SO MUCH TO ME, IT HAS DONE SUCH MUCH TO ME, AND SO HAVE I TO IT.  BUT IT'S MY HEART.  I LOVE LOS ANGELES, BUT MY HEART, MY BLOOD, MY SWEAT AND TEARS ARE HERE.

I READ THE LOCAL NEWSPAPER AND IT HUMBLES ME HOW A PERSON FROM DAVID CARTER CAN INFLUENCE ELECTIONS, BUT CAN'T GET PEOPLE SHE GREW UP WITH TO SPEAK.  IDENTITY THEFT IS DEEP.............

IT PAINS ME BECAUSE THERE WERE JUST SO MANY THINGS THAT WENT ON, WHERE IT WAS ONE PERSON'S WORD AGAINST MINE AND MY WORD WASN'T THE BEST SOME DAYS.  I WAS BREAKING THE LAW, I WAS GETTING HIGH ALL THE TIME, SMOKING TITANS ALL DAY LONG, I WAS WALKING MY PATH, I WAS DOING WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO, I WAS TRYING TO GET MY LIFE BACK, I WAS TRYING THE BEST I CAN, BUT FALTERED....  I DID GET BACK UP, I DID GET MY LIFE BACK, I DIDN'T BACK SLIDE.

I AM TAKING THIS TIME WHILE OBAMA IS TALKING ABOUT GREEN ENERGY, TO RENEW MY SPIRIT AND I HOPE THAT ON THIS EVE OF THIRTY DAYS BEFORE ELECTION DAY, THAT WE ON THE RIGHT/TEA PARTY WHATEVER, RENEW OUR SPIRIT.

GO TO OUR GODS, OUR CULTURE, OUR FAMILY, OUR PEOPLE AND RENEW OURSELVES WITH LOVE, TRUST AND PROTECTION.

OUR FAMILIES WILL BE AT RISK, I CAN ONLY WISH FOR A KUSH STRONG ENOUGH TO HIDE THE PAIN OF WHEN THEY(OBAMA AND THE DNC) COME AFTER MY FAMILY, MY NEIGHBORHOOD, CALL ME ON ALL THE RANTS AND RAVES I HAVE HAD OVER THE YEARS.

BUT I CAN'T HIDE, I WON'T HIDE, NOT FOR TOO MUCH LONGER.

THE TIME FOR THAT IS COMING TO AN END,

THE TIME FOR STANDING UP AND TAKING EACH AND EVERY BARB THAT YOU HAVE EVER THROWN IS APPROACHING, AT LEAST FOR ME, PRETY RAPIDLY.

And I, along with all of these tea party candidates, all of these new people in the game, are going to have to answer for our pasts, for good or for bad.  I have put so much of mine out there to pave the way for the O'Donnell's of the day.  But opening the door doesn't pay the debt from the burden of information,

ONLY DOING RIGHT BY YOUR PEOPLE, BY ACKNOWLEDGING THAT NO MATTER HOW BIG YOU ARE, EVEN MYSELF, I AM NO MORE OR NO LESS THAN MY BROTHER OR SISTER NEXT TO ME IN SOME RESPECTS.  AND SINCE I AM THAT ARROGANT SON OF A GUN THAT BELIEVES IN LIFE, LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS THROUGH FREE-MARKET ENTERPRISE AND LETTING GROWN MOTHER FUCKERS DO WHAT GROWN MOTHER FUCKERS DO.

I got to do whatever it takes, i got to take whatever it takes to endure so that the people can see what a vital resource in citizenry people like me are...................

THE FIGHT WILL CONTINUE ON B/C I LOVE YOU DALLAS, I LOVE YOU CARTER, IT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE IT AT TIMES, B/C THE ARENA I FIGHT IN IS A LOT DIFFERENT THAN YOUR NORMAL JOE. I DON'T GET TO FIGHT THE SIMPLE BATTLES.

BUT I LOVE YOU AND WHETHER YOU CAN EVER ACKNOWLEDGE THAT OR NOT,

DON'T MATTER.

CARTER, DALLAS, TEXAS, THE SOUTH, THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IS MY FAMILY........

YOU ALL ARE ALL I GOT, AND NO MATTER WHAT COMES OUT, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, BABY, KNOW AS LONG AS I AM BREATHING, I WILL FIGHT FOR WHAT OUR FOUNDING FATHERS DIED FOR.  I NEED TO BE REMINDED FROM TIME TO TIME THAT THIS AIN'T JUST MY FIGHT, B/C THIS JUST AIN'T MY COUNTRY.

IT'S ALL OF OURS.

REMEMBER THAT! GOP! TEA PARTY! AND COME UP WITH SOME REAL HONEST ANSWERS FOR THE BULLSHIT THAT THE LEFT AND OBAMA IS GOING TO COME OUT WITH.

DON'T LIE  BE REAL WITH YOUR SHIT, B/C THE LEFT IS COMING AND THEY ARE COMING FOR ME, AND ALL I CAN DO IS JUST STAND AND HOPE YOU ALL STILL GOT LOVE FOR ME.  B/C YOU CAN COME WITH IT, BARACK, I AIN'T BACKING DOWN, GOT TOO MANY FOLK THAT NEED ME

god Bless,

Big Mann-Delmar

follow the cuts, man.............follow them damn cuts!
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