How are you? Got an interview today, lost an interview today, but I'm up still lookiing, still trying. The movie waiting to exhale was kind of an affirmation of the state of black women at least for me at that time. The book was highly successful and all of a sudden all of these wonderful black authors came out into generes that made me stay at black images in wynwood in dallas for a time in my life.....
Yesterday, somethings happened, but the only one you need to know about is that, although things happen, "Tiffani" didn't happen. I didn't trip, I didn't yell or fuss because I can honestly, honestly say, don't have to lie or exagerate that I really just don't give a fuck about some shit anymore. Not because I am mean or callous, when you are dealing with grown motherfuckers you have to accept the fact that they are going to do what they do, regardless of how it impacts you. They may be sorry about it later, but it ain't going to change shit. And that goes for me as it does with any person so there is no pointing fingers today.
The situation was a familiar one, the my usual reaction was a familiar one, but this time, I didn't have to do shit. Just being in touch with one's spirit is just so powerful on a level, I can't even get into at this time. My point is that I have exhaled, I have exhaled all that negative, she crazy, she on crack, she a fuck up, she don't deserve him, she don't deserve shit, she need her ass kicked, she want to much out of life, she want a motherfucker to be responsible and that's some bull shit OUT OF MY LIFE.
I don't know how it happened. I really honestly, don't BUT THAT SHIT IS GONE.
SO WITH THAT AND THE FACT THAT THE TEXAS RANGERS ARE IN THE PLAYOFFS, WE MAKING NOISE FROM WASHINGTON ON DOWN TO THE MIGHTY BATS AND BULLPEN OF THE TEXAS RANGERS, WE GETTING READY TO PLAY BALL!
I LOVE FOOTBALL, BUT BASEBALL IS AMERICA'S SPORT. THIS IS OUR HARVEST TIME, THIS IS OUR LAST TIME TO SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL GRASS AND HEAR THE CRACK OF THOSE BATS!
I got up this morning and I went to the park. I am getting my weight down, as I am learning more about fibroids and just uterine health in general, my health in general, I am starting to synergize all of the elements it takes for a good healthy lifestyle. I am starting to value and respect my emotional and mental stamina, health and ailments just as importantly as I do my iron levels. I walked and jogged around a baseball field 15 times, I thought about how Josh Hamiliton and all of these other rangers started at one point with that first time around the diamonds......
I looked at the east( I have never denied that I have been influenced by every major religion), I looked to the east while the dew was still on the ground as to me that represents the remanants of the night before the truth of the morning sun takes over. I looked east and I prayed. I prayed that I stayed committed to the truth, faith and inner wisdom that I have found inside. I prayed that no matter what others may do to me, may not do for me, don't matter more than what I do and don't do to myself, for myself and about myself.
And although that is some simple shit, I don't have any problem admitting that it is a battle that I have lost on many occasions, but a war in which I will become victorious.
I listened to John Boehner on Hannity last night, he made a comment about being a regular guy with a big job. People who got jobs GO TO WORK. AND THEY KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR YOU. The fact that he called a pretty long legislative career a job in which he gotta put in work each and every day, lets you know the approach the man is coming from.
Same with Rossi in Washington.......check him out, I am not saying that because he can be the 51st vote, I am saying it because he sounds like a candidate with some sense. Who understands playing ball the right way, with the people's permission. He understands basic shit, basic I gotta get to work, I got to pay this light bill tomorrow b/c he's been there.
Boehner replied how Obama makes references to color, but if Bush told a joke about the lack of naps in barack's kitchen(the back of his hair America) all hell would have broke loose, but the part that really scared me is just how out of touch Obama is.
I know Ohio, thanks to Dick Lavy trucking, I have been through every major city in that state, from Versailles to Troy to Dayton to Bradford. Black, white whatever, they work hard in Ohio as they do in every state. Some just we making it, but we got life, liberty and our own personal pursuit ofhappiness state.
Out of touch......
Out of touch......
I thought about my own personal situation and how I have a group of women that I am not going to call by name today b/c the list is too long, who feel like they really know me. Like they really know what makes me tick. And I thought how out of touch these motherfuckers are.
I could go on and tell you about how when you go through the things I have, you remove yourself from the situation emotionally early. Mentally, you learn to stay , you have to your life depends on it, but emotionally, you remove yourself. It allows you to see every motherfucker for what they are.
AND LITTLE WOMEN WHO ARE A LITTLE SMART FOR THEIR OWN GOOD CLIQUE, I am 35 years old. I am a grown ass woman. I am going to stay in my house. I am not coming over nobody house to see nobody. I'm one of those women, if we fucking(sorry, some of you all need to hear this) and we got somewhere to stay, then that's where we going to stay. I am NEVER ever in life going over no dude's mama's house to come see him, date him none of that. So if Mr. Meadows is going to be with me, he's got to stay with me. If not, there is no point. I am not being a ball breaker because he has his demands to. I made sure that he has his liscence so it ain't no threatning him, I ENSURED THAT HE HAD FREE CHOICE and if some of you all can't understand why he will stay with me any and every time I stay by myself, then ask someone to expound on the Grade A theory and why those like me who have it, keep it running to the house....
Simply, I am not worried about nobody else. I have to find a job. I have to pay my bills. I have to raise money to pay for a surgery, my car off and my tuition by summer 2011. I can do all this if I am left to my own devices. The fact that the Dallas Morning News is highlighting Mark Cuban's brother and his dedication to the medicinal marijuana movement is Texas is just further proof that my people, my people is coming so I don't have to worry about crying over what a person chooses to do for me or not. I am taken care of, already, it just took a long time for me to accept that.
The reason why Rossi, O'Donnell, and all of these folk with all of these problems are closing in the polls is this. PEOPLE NEED SOMEBODY WHO THEY CAN RELATE TO, PEOPLE NEED SOMEBODY WILLING TO PLAY BALL, AND IF THEY COMING WITH SOME OF THAT SATCHEL PAGE, NOLAN RYAN TYPE HEAT WELL THEN WE GOTTA COME WITH SOME BO JACKSON, DAVID ORTIZ, KEN GRIFFEY JR'S BATS..........
You don't have to have a degree in economics to know we are spending more than we got. You don't have to have a degree in foreign relations to understand when a motherfucker is threatening you. You don't have to have a law degree to tell a career politician motherfucker you going to jail and I am signing the damn paperwork! You don't have to have a degree in administration to run an agency and let it be known that the first motherfucker to fuck over this country by fucking over they job will be the first, last and only example that the rest of the staff is going to get about consequences.
You don't have to have none of that. You just have to be willing to play ball. YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO DIVE FOR THAT GROUNDER, YOU GOTTA BE WILLING TO STRETCH OUT FOR THAT BASE. THAT DON'T REQUIRE NO DEGREE, THAT JUST REQUIRES HEART, DEDICATION AND HARD WORK. SOME QUALITIES THAT SOME OF YOU FEMALES, B/C IT'S STARTS WITH THE LADIES, CAN'T GRASP.
No longer will I fight drama with drama. No longer will I allow evils like drama, threats, and childish bullshit and motherfuckers to block me from my blessings.
I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO PLAY BALL IN THIS FIELD.
AMERICA, LET THE GOP BATTER UP. LET THE PEOPLE BATTER UP. THIS IS OUR FIELD, OUR GAME, OUR NATION AND WE ALL GOTTA PLAY OUR PART FIRST AND FOREMOST BY BEING OURSELVES.
I AM A POLITICAL FIGHTER, BUT IN REALITY I AM A LOVER. I SING TO DELMAR, I SING TO MY DOGS, MY NEPHEWS, I LOVE LOVE SONGS, BUT THAT DOESN'T NEGATE WHAT I DO FOR A LIVING. But no person can seperate the values they have in their personal from their professional, AND THESE TEA PARTY CANDIDATES ARE NO EXCEPTION. THEY ARE NOT POLISHED POLITICIANS......
THEY HARD WORKING MOTHERFUCKERS JUST LIKE YOU AND ME. TRYING TO GET IT DONE SO YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF YOUR FAMILY, HOW YOU SEE FIT.
SO YOU CAN FEED YOUR FAMILY, HOW YOU SEE FIT.
SO YOU CAN EDUCATE YOUR CHILDREN, HOW YOU SEE FIT.
LET US PLAY BALL! CALL US UP, WE DESERVED TO BE IN THE MINORS FOR A MINUTE, BUT THE WORLD SERIES IS ON THE LINE AND I AM NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT BASEBALL, TEAM AMERICA IS ON THE LINE.
LET US BRING THIS SHIT HOME. LET US BRING YOUR COUNTRY BACK TO YOU.
Find two points about your candidate and ask two people how they feel about it. Just start the dialouge, the energy will come.
And no Dick Morris, you can't show a commercial saying "black magic or voodoo" for the O'Donnell campaign, I know you should be able to, BUT YOU CAN'T. BUT YOU GOOD PEOPLE.
Tiffani E. Mims
he building, he building, but I can't tell you where he putting the bricks at! follow the cuts....