How are you doing this afternoon? It seems like the plan was for me not to have a ride to the other side of town until after one, which would have rendered me unable to pick up my dad.
It seems that some of those in my personal life figure if they can end the relationship I have with my parents and family or at least sour it, it will force me to turn to them......Because then my family will lose faith in me and not help me during this next crucial season. Was that the rationale behind today?
So I realized that Delmar(he wasn't feeling well, nothing sinister on his part) wasn't going to be ready by the time I needed to leave so I caught the train, caught a bus and walked about half a mile, but I got done what I needed to get done. I have to help my family, despite of all the bitching primarily by myself, they are my family, I am their family and they have no choice but to ride with me because the only one at least in my family that will get us out of the hole is me.
As I was walking down the street, this truck just stopped. I turned around, he stopped again and just stared. Like this bitch walked..... before she let her family down. Oh, Illegal America, you have no clue who you fucking with, but we will use this story as basis for somewhere to start today.
I didn't spend my time walking getting mad that I didn't have a ride in my own car, no Ms. S., I'm beyond that baby. I spent my time walking, first of all thankful that I could walk, second of all that it wasn't that cold outside since all my shit has been cut up, third of all that I am able to help my family out in some way, lastly that I am able to see and respond beyond the petty bullshit that is put before me.
My point is that I am so deep within my faith now, I do not worry or concern myself with the actions of others in some regards. Therefore the level of bullshit that I have to endure is decreasing which is better on my health.
When I was getting "checked" if you will by the lastest crayon in my box(I don't have 128 box of crayons but i'm well beyond the 10 pack), she mentioned some things and points that I have heard almost word for word from none other than LT, a past flame or fog depending on how you look at it of Delmar's. Now I am holding the phone listening to this(yes, there is a political point) and I am looking at the phone questioning did this female just let out of her mouth what Delmar's ex or whatever you want to call her just did a couple of months ago on a phone number that Delmar or one of his people gave to her.
I realized while I was getting "checked" (I use the quotations because although there was some mild irratation, wasn't really that pissed off about the words because of the person that it was coming from)that there are some simliarties in what this woman is saying and other women which lends me to realize that some of these similiar complaints are really just common stereotypes of generalizations of me. In addition to me wondering and trying to connect the dots on what this crayon and this magic marker gone horribly wrong could have in common to let some simliar shit out about me on a personal level?
So here we go for today.
I sat back and thought of all this bullshit that has been coming from person after person and they have the same type of themes. you ain't woman enough which really is a testament that I am not going to fight some female............Why would I? Is fighting going to keep Delmar faithful? No. Only he can keep himself faithful.........Why ruin all of this beauty including my spetacular smile over a female, a trashy motherfucker at that. Whether it was LT, this particular crayola or jenny off the street.
Baby, i grew up in the 80s, was raised by grown classy women of Good Street Baptist Church, real bitches.........I don't fight with my hands, save that for the dudes, hoes and dykes. I fight with spirits, pens, affadavits, complaints all that other.
Second of all, nobody runs me. You can ask Delmar or my mom, I don't do what they say most of the time. WHY, Barack? B/c I am a grown ass woman. I do what I need to do. So folk calling with booty calls, don't do anything for me. I am not going to sleep with someone and catch a disease because my feelings are hurt(they are for real, but that's personal), and I am not going to get into some fight and get arrested because Dallas Police Department has shown its willingness to put false charges on me to keep me locked up so that the blatant identity theft can continue.
B/c of the first C discussed today, Conviction.
Conviction is doing what the fuck you said you would and sticking to it. The tea party is a testament to conviction. Despite all of the naysayers calling them a bunch of crocks, they stuck with it didn't they. They got congress at least on the right to start taking back America for legal Americans with the earmarks. It may not be much money, but all dollars start with cents. You feel me, barack? A real hustlers knows that sometimes, it takes a quarter to get to a fifty to get to a hundred piece to get to a quarter to get to a half to get to a big 8......................
EVERY FUCKING DOLLAR SAVED MAKES A DIFFERENCE............
BY NOT USING EARMARKS THE GOP HAS DECIDED TO START TRYING TO MAKE GOOD WITH THE AMERICAN PEOPLE AND WE GOT A WAYS TO GO.
B/c of convictions to a clear set of values the tea party is making a stand and a statement in Washington.
Convictions are going to determine the sentence of Rep. Rangle, although the charges seem minor or "sloppy" the fact that our dollars were used to print materials to solicit funds for his center and the center records were not demanded is going to really show the conviction of the democratic members on that subcommittee as they are still in charge. If Rep. Rangle used our money to fund his center, where do you think the money for his legal defense and re-election campaign came from.
Rep. Rangle is not some new school, he has been putting in work for 40 years, including running the purse strings of the ways and means committee, singlehandeldly teaching Obama the ins and outs of federal government because Barack didn't have a fucking clue when he came in, and being in charge of taxes and enforcement while he just didn't fucking pay his.
HE NEEDS TO BE KICKED OUT. IF WE ARE GOING TO GET THIS SHIT STRAIGHT, THEN WE MUST HAVE THE CONVICTION NOT TO COMPROMISE OUR VALUES AND HAVE THE COWBOY IN US TO KICK ASS IF NEEDED.
HE NEEDS TO GO. BECAUSE IF HE DID ALL THAT OPENLY, LORD KNOWS WHAT ELSE HE WAS INTO? THIS IS THE MOTHERFUCKER WHO LITERALLY WENT AROUND THE HILL DURING THE HEALTH CARE VOTE TELLING MOTHERFUCKERS "YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE PRESIDENT MAD....................."
FUCK A CENSURE, HE NEEDS TO BE KICKED OUT. B/C IF IT WERE ME AND YOU AT A REGULAR JOB, AMERICA, WE BOTH KNOW, WE WOULD HAVE BEEN MET BY SECURITY AT THE DOOR, HAD TO DAMN NEAR BE ARRESTED AND THEY WOULD HAVE GONE AND GOT OUR PERSONAL SHIT FOR US.
This shit ain't going to change if congress on both aisles doesn't have the conviction to call a wrong a wrong and check and punish their collegaues when needed.
THE SYSTEM IS CORRUPT, THE FACT THAT DEMS LOST AS MUCH AS THEY DID AND HAVE TO REALLY FIGHT WITH PELOSI TO QUIT IS A TESTAMENT TO HOW MUCH THE SYSTEM IS CORRUPT AND REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE LEGAL AMERICAN VOTER AND WHY SHOULD THEY?
When illegal people can bust a nut, sorry for the frankness, unload a baby on this soil and they fucking kids get in-state tuition costs and a motherfucker from OU can't go to school in Cali without paying top dollar?
Why should they give a fuck, America, about what the fuck you think when illegal motherfuckers votes count and the VOTES FROM OUR FUCKING MILITARY DON'T?
We more concerned about Prince William and a female he been with for fucking eight years, THAN THE FACT THAT REP. RANGLE, AND REP. WATERS' TRIALS ARE JUST THE SURFACE OF THE COMPLIATION OF CORRUPTION THAT RESULTED IN THE FISCAL, POLITICAL, SOCIAL, RELIGIOUS AND CULTURAL COUP CALLED THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION.
Now we find out that the housing market is fucked up, BARACK BABY, CAN YOU EXPLAIN? DIDN'T YOU WRITE THE CHECK FOR FANNIE AND FREDDIE MAE?
Sometimes, you have to posses the courage and the conviction to tell the truth. Fucking with Barack is like getting shot multiple times, yeah we got some shots in the ass that hurt, but didn't leave too much damage, and other shots like the obamacare, the 600 billion deflation of the dollar by the fed, and the housing crisis are shots to heart, lungs, vital organs and areas.
WE SHOT THE FUCK UP. FROM THE MOMENT, THAT THIS TERRORIST NAMED BARACK GOT A HOLD OF THE HOUSING CODES, AN ACORN OFFICE, AND A VICELORD JACKET, WE WAS FUCKED THEN.
LET ME TELL WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. THE FUCKING MARKET IS GOING TO DROP. WHY? B/C WHEN YOU LET A FUCKING TERRORIST WITH TIES TO ACORN WHO OPENLY ADMITS TO HELPING ILLEGALS KEEP SOMEWHERE TO STAY BECAUSE FUCKING HUMAN RIGHTS TRUMP FEDERAL IMMIGRATION LAWS WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU EXPECT?
Some point, we are going to have to accept that this administration's actions are way beyond just bad policy, that the policy coming out of this admnistration and congress are destructive to this country.
And with housing, we are all going to have to take the loss.
think it doesn't affect me, I got a sister who just paid for her house with her spouse the old fashioned way, by getting a mortgage they could fucking afford............All of these foreigners using folk's identity , using folk ssn numbers, using technicalities to halt banks from recooping their shit...........
The market is going to collapse, which is going to collapse property values, which is going to collapse penion plans. AND THERE WILL BE NO BAILOUT. NO MORE. THERE WILL BE NO MORE MONEY FOR CHARTER SCHOOLS AND THESE PUBLIC SCHOOLS, YOU ALL AS A COMMUNITY WILL HAVE TO PICK UP AND FIGHT FOR.
THE VOUCHERS PAYING FOR THESE CHARTERS SCHOOLS HAVE TO GO.
But what the fuck can you say when Mr. Obama's used a CT's woman SSN on his selective service application and Pelosi vetted it and he sealed his records as his first official act.
I know what you are pulling, Illegal America, you think because you got all of these motherfuckers over here that you just going to overwhelm the system and we can't get your ass out.
DON'T FOOL YOURSELF, IF PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE IN CHARGE, 30 DAYS, 30 COUNTRIES WOULD HAVE ALL THEY MOTHERFUCKERS BACK FROM MEXICO TO BELIZE TO KENYA TO NIGERIA..................
You can't compromise your convictions for nobody.
So I wrap up with this, YES DALLAS COWBOYS I SAW YOU KICK ASS. AND IF YOU RUN THE TABLE, YOU WILL BE IN THE PLAYOFFS, BUT PHILLY AND VICK IS HOTTER THAN A HERPES OUTBREAK THAT WON'T RESPOND TO VALTREX..............
ARE YOU GOING TO HAVE THE CONVICTION, AMERICA'S TEAM TO BE THE COWBOYS YOU KNOW COULD BE, YOU CAN BE OR ARE YOU GOING TO COMPROMISE REACHING YOUR GOAL BY FOCUSING ON PRACTICE AFTER PRACTICE, PLAY AFTER PLAY BECAUSE SOME FUCKING COMMENTATORS AND LOUD-MOUTH BLOGGERS LIKE UM...................
THINK YOUR FUCKING SEASON IS OVER?
Cowboys, Compromise and Convictions...............
I don't know about the cowboys, but I do know about me. And each and every day, I PUT IN WORK. And just b/c it does not involve sucking random men's dicks, or fighting physically like some hoodrat, don't mean I am not just as gangsta as you bitches sitting on the outside wishing you was on the inside like me. I EARNED EACH AND EVERY STEP BECAUSE JUST LIKE TODAY, I AIN'T AFRAID TO WALK WHEN I DON'T HAVE A RIDE, I AIN'T AFRAID TO SPEAK THE TRUTH WHEN I KNOW GOT AND DAMN WELL I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE FUCKING BEING BLACKMAILED.
I AIN'T AFRAID TO LOVE DELMAR AND UNDERSTAND THE CONFLICTS OF INTERESTS HE HAS GOING ON, WHEN I KNOW ME AND MY GOD WILL HANDLE ALL MY ENEMIES, OLD, CRIPPLED, CRAZY , YOUNG, DON'T MATTER.
I AIN'T AFRAID TO LOVE MY FRIENDS, EVEN THE ONES WHO WANT TO KICK MY ASS ALL UP AND DOWN CAMP WISDOM WHEN I KNOW FOLK LIKE ME ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO ARE GOING TO BE WILLING TO DO WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE TO ENSURE THAT DESPITE THIS HOUSING COLLAPSE, MY SISTER, MY MAMA AND OTHERS WON'T LOSE THEIR HOMES.
I GOT CONVICTION, JASON GARRETT, WHAT YOU GOT? YOU CAN SHUT ME UP FOR A GAME, OR YOU CAN SHUT ME UP FOR A LIFETIME BY STAYING TRUE TO YOUR CONVICTIONS AND HAVING YOUR PLAYERS MANIFEST THAT ON THE FIELD.
I GOT CONVICTION, BARACK OBAMA, WHAT YOU GOT? YOU CAN DO RIGHT BY THIS COUNTRY, OR YOU CAN GET DONE BY THIS COUNTRY.
I GOT CONVICTION, CHAIRMAN STEELE, WHAT YOU GOT? YOU CAN DO RIGHT BY YOUR PARTY BY ACKNOWLEDGING WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED AND STEPPING ASIDE OR YOU CAN GET IT HOW YOU GET IT BECAUSE WHEN IT COMES TO RENIGGERS, YOU KNOW I SHOW NO MERCY...........
I GOT CONVICTION WHICH ALLOWS ME TO COMBAT FAKE ASS COMPROMISE(WE NOT BUDGING ON THE DREAM ACT, AND IF YOU PASS IT DURING THIS LAME DUCK SESSION, BARACK, BABY YOUR ASS AND YOUR RECORDS IS FIRST ON MY LIST).
SOME OF YOU ALL, NEWT AND MITT, NEED TO REALIZE DON'T NOBODY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR MONEY. SELLING A COUPLE OF POUNDS, FINDING SOME DOWN ASS FEMALES TO MAKE SOME FLICKS TO SELL, SHIT LIKE THAT DON'T MATTER TO ME AND TRUST THE CAMPAIGNS DON'T REALLY GIVE A FUCK WHERE THE MONEY COMES FROM AS LONG AS IT IS LEGAL.
WHAT YOU GOT IN YOUR TANK?
B/C I SURE AS HELL KNOW WHAT I GOT IN MINE, AND YES MOTHERFUCKERS WE GOING TO END OF THE EARTH AND ON THE MOON.
KNOW WHO YOU FUCKING WITH, KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING WITH B/C ALL OF THE BULLSHIT YOU ALL DOING TO ME IS ONLY MAKING PEOPLE HAVE MORE LOVE AND RESPECT FOR ME AND WHAT I'M TRYING TO DO.
THEY DON'T HAVE TO LIKE ME TO RESPECT AND HONOR MY CONVICTIONS.
YOU CAN LEARN THE HARD WAY OR THE EASY WAY, DON'T FUCKING MATTER TO ME, BARACK.
PASS THE TAX CREDITS, LEAVE THE DREAM ACT ALONE, UNLESS YOU WANT A RIDE TO ALLAH A LITTLE EARLIER THAN YOU PLAN.
NOBODY FUCKING FEARS YOU ILLEGAL NATION, YOU ALL GOT NUMBERS, I GOT LAW, ORDER AND SOME FUCKING BULLETS ON MY SIDE.
YOU ALL HAVE GOT TO GO, WHETHER YOU WANT TO DO IT IN A BODY BAG OR A BUS IS TOTALLY UP TO YOU.
I'LL BE BACK TOMORROW AND PLEASE, DALLAS PERSONALLY, REALIZE THAT WHEN YOU PUT THESE FEMALES IN MY FACE FOR CONFRONTATION I ONLY USE THEIR WORDS TO TIE YOU ALL ASSES TOGETHER, AIN'T A BITCH IN THE WORLD WORTH LOSING MY GOOD LOOKS FOR.