Friday, November 5, 2010

Just can't see it.

Hello America,

I am not at work, no big suprise.  Got dropped off, had to run some errands.  I  have been reading, yes I actually put farmville down, and just reading,   Choosing different stories, a point of mine is to go through the viewer comments, try to break down what was said to motivate that person to write. Those are just some of the tools I use to grasp a glimpse of the American psyche in a way.  I think that it is important to read where people are coming from.

I thought about what to write today.  I am still having faith,no doubt, my bill has not been paid, but God told me, he would be there in time, not necessarily on time(which implies adherence to my schedule).  I have had several members of IBOC (a pretty large church in Dallas, where some in-laws attend........)try to run me over try to get me in accidents,  have had members of the potter's house and friendship west(other prominent churches) in Dallas pull some bull too, I got in-laws and people at both of these churches.  I try to get into habits, you know.  I'm getting older, can't run on just raw talent no more, I can but why?

Habits, habits............One habit I try to do is just block negativity whether it is coming from myself or Delmar or whomever, when folk start on the "he/she" shouldn't have done this or that,  I just shut that shit down because the person saying the words has done bullshit too, I ain't had a talk with Jesus in a minute, so everyone else has made mistakes.  I try to shut down talk of just write so and so off, he ain't going to be shit, he headed to the pen, because if I had that type of attitude, I wouldn't be speaking to my family, probably wouldn't be with Delmar, wouldn't still be writing this blog.  I think one of the most visceral manifestations of the American dream is the fundamental American truth.

You can not write anyone off in this country.  You can't say what a person is going to be.   You can't.  We give probablities, that is what makes actuaries what they are, if I believe I am using the correct words, but outside of the insurance companies, you nor I can say that.  The American truth allows us to embrace God's grace(whatever that may be) without being held to a certain religion moreso of just an alliance to a cultural standard.  That each and every day there is breath in your body, you have the chance to do something else. Now your options may be limited, but from the moment you open your eyes and began to consciously process thought, YOU CAN CHANGE!

It is that thought, that truth, that mantra, that allows me to have faith to stay in my personal relationships despite the appearance of bullshit that seems insurmountable at times.  It is that thought, that truth, that mantra that empowers me to keep writing, despite the bullshit attempts at my life, my health and safety that I have to endure in Dallas County each and every day........It is that thought, that truth, that mantra that allowed me to say thank you God for not having me work today and help my sister get my nephew to school, that allowed me to really good some good reading in, 25 articles, plus the pillar pdf in before writing, that allowed me to read and edit and use this precious time that you give me reading this to come up with things and policy ideas that will bring this country back to its greatness............

It is that thought, that truth, that mantra I come from today.  Y'all ready,...........

DJ SPIN THAT!

I thought about what to write about.  Each and every day as my faith grows stronger, it becomes more and more evident in my demeanor, in my voice, in my gait.  I don't panic or worry about the bullshit coming from my in-laws, my family members, my friends who have gotten in something their asses can't get them out of.  I simply laugh at the attempts to break my spirit.  I simply laugh at the attempts to cause jealousy and stress in my life.  I know my health is going to get better.  I know everything is going to be okay, because when you put out good in the world, that is what is going to come back.

I am going to give some honest commentary about Obama, what will happen, some policy ideas and frankly, some of you all ain't going to like it.  I don't really concern myself with that type of shit......I don't concern myself with being the cool kid in the hallway, which is probably why I am the grown woman that everybody knows.........You need not acknowledge my presence to me, you know that I know you know who I am, that's enough.......Stopping in front of me in cars, calling duncanville police on me(and we both know who that is, don't we ______ and _______), cutting my hours at work, all this type of shit that used to get me agitated, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.  THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH HATERS, ALL OF YOU ALL, YOU HAVE FREED ME FROM A BURDEN OF BULLSHIT,  once I have this fibroid surgery.  Then my outside body can look as good and free from pain as my soul...............  LA, you know I gotta finish school, we kicking on the beach when I came back out there.

My point is that NONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS, NONE OF YOU, FROM GEORGE W., TO KARL ROVE, TO IBOC, CONCORD, CRAIG WATKINS, OBAMA, MY IN-LAWS(from each direction), MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS..............None of you all are going to destroy what God has put asunder.  He has put a truth in my heart and given me the ability to manifest that through this site in order to save this country from the coup that is destroying us from within........

Please remove your egos enough to realize that the same God you pray to, I do too.  The same things he blessed you with, he gives to me.  I don't look for him through a pastor, he resides in my heart, soul and spirit 24/7.  Please remember to fuck with me is to fuck with something greater than yourself and me for that matter.  The same goes for Palin, Boehner, Cheney, Demint.  This is not about these white folk trying to get us or we getting them back.  Power is power.  If the roles were reversed, you think I wouldn't own some slaves in that time period, get real.  I would be whopping obama's ass now as we speak........labor is labor.  Race is not the determinant of evil.  Evil actions are.........

Mr. Obama will not change, I am not going to quote any articles today, I want to, but this is all personal opinion.  He does not feel he did anything wrong, he is still the arrogant, pompous asshole who needs his ass dealt with on the east lawn.............

Sorry, it is what it is.  Fuck a shellacking, he got his teeth fucking kicked in and he still won't admit that for whatever reason, THE REAL MOTHERFUCKING BOSSES OF THIS COUNTRY, THE AMERICAN PEOPLE DON'T WANT OBAMACARE. 

I was at work yesterday, wondering why all of the sudden people was mad, I got off work, my mama popping shit(my family knows, don't discuss politics with me unless you ready to bring it).  I'm like what the fuck is going on, I get home and read Boehner's comments about Obamacare.

People, the bill is shitty.  STRAIGHT UP. THE BILL BANKRUPTS THIS COUNTRY IN SIX YEARS.  AND OBAMA KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK HE DID WHEN HE SIGNED IT, THE CONGRESSPERSONS YOU VOTED OUT KNEW WHAT THE FUCK THEY DID WHEN THEY SIGNED A BILL THEY HADN'T READ FIRST.  THIS IS TERRORISM.  HOLD GROWN MOTHERFUCKERS ACCOUNTABLE.

Imagine, Barack is your man..........  He spend up all your shit, he bring his people up in your shit, you tell the motherfucker not to mess with the engine on the car, the motherfucker takes the engine out sets it on some blocks and then got the nerve to tell you it's your fucking fault that it is not working. You go and get your people because this fool has crossed the line, they beat his ass(talking about the election people), he gets out of ER and tells you, I'M NOT THE PROBLEM, YOU ARE.  AND BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING DUMB AND I'M SO FUCKING SMART, I COULDN'T FIND A WAY TO GET THE MESSAGE THROUGH TO YOUR DUMB ASS.

Now, he back at the house, sitting on the couch, drinking a slurpee(Very classy, Boehner, slurpees is for children and in the car, the speaker of the house and the president is a call for a nice merlot, american, napa valley perhaps, classy indeed.......), smoking a newports, spending every credit card, every debit card, every piece of change you got in the house on shit you have told him repeatedly that you don't want or need.

WHAT ARE YOU TO DO?  What are you going to do with this dude, America?  He fucking up, but yet you the problem...................

Because in the end, that's sums up health care, that sums up Obama.

This motherfucker is not going to change.  He is taking his entire staff to get ready for the subpoenas that Rep. Issa(i'm going to let you make it for a little while, Rep. Issa, but the leash is short.......) has on his desk on our fucking dime. We are paying for his crew to get their stories together about the details of these bills because it's not like they were on there when they signed this shit.

I read Boehner's pillar and I agree with you a lot brother, but one thing YOU, PALIN, AND PENCE are going to get into about is pro-life and pro-choice which are not the antithesis of each other.  You all grew up in Alaska, Indiana, Ohio, you white, more than that, you all obviously did not grow up in an urban environment.  YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT A SIXTEEN YEAR OLD IS READY TO HAVE A BABY IF SHE FEELS THAT SHE AIN'T READY.  ONE OF THE RESPONSIBILITIES OF HAVING A VAGINA, ONE OF THE RESPONSIBITIES OF HAVING THAT IS DEALING WITH THE CONSEQUENCES WHEN YOU OPEN IT UP TO THE WRONG PERSON..............

IT'S THAT SIMPLE.  YOU ALL DIDN'T GROW UP WITH BABIES BEING SOLD FOR CRACK, I have.............. YOU ALL DIDN'T GROW UP WITH BABY BROKERS PAWNING OVER CHILDREN SO THROUGH CHURCH NETWORKS THEY CAN BE SOLD AS SLAVES so perverts can have their will and their way.  You don't know the horrors of foster care.  IT IS THE GOD GIVEN, GOD GIVEN CHOICE OF EACH WOMAN TO HAVE AN ABORTION OR NOT.  I UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE FEDERAL FUNDING OF ABORTION, THAT'S NOT COOL. I UNDERSTAND ABOUT NOT PROTECTING DOCTORS AND NURSES FROM standing up on their morals, that ain't right.............But THE WALK OF GUILT, HELL, DAMNATION, RELIEF KNOWING I WOULD RATHER HAVE MY BABY IN HEAVEN, WHATEVER, THAT IS ON THAT SPECIFIC WOMAN TO WALK.

I address this because we have a fucking terrorist in office, the GOP is just as bought as the left on this level of the game, and we don't have time to get into a debate about this.  What difference does it make whether a woman can have an abortion or not, when there is no fucking money?  What difference does it make whether a woman can have an abortion or not, where this no fucking concept of sovereignty?

ALL I AM SAYING, ALL I AM ASKING TO ACKNOWLEDGE GOD'S OMNIPOTENCE IN THAT HE IS THE CREATOR OF ALL(for those who oppose abortion for Christian reasons). He gave all of us a mind to make our own decisions and the right and responsibility that we will answer to him directly on our own personal judgment day.

WE GOT TOO MUCH OTHER SHIT GOING ON.

OLBERMANN DIRECTLY CONTRIBUTED TO POLITICIANS AND IF BECK WERE THAT BLATANT WOULD HE BE ALLOWED TO STAY ON THE AIR?   ISN'T THAT BEING A DIRECT MOUTHPIECE, THE SAME THING YOU ACCUSE FOX OF?

THE TEA PARTY PEOPLE ARE NOT STUPID, THEY UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITY OF SIMPLICITY.............

FISCAL SANITY.

KEEPING OUR NATION STRONG.

REAL SIMPLE SHIT.

JOB CREATION.

In normal times, a president like clinton would be able to steer to the center and get some things done.  Not true with Obama, first of all he doesn't think he is wrong.  Which means he thinks the direction this country is headed towards a muslim-cultured socialist center is cool and in order to think that's cool, you have to accept the fact that in your mind, the christian-cultured democratic center we have in this country is not cool.

Do you understand the premise of my assertion.......................

Do you understand the conflict you are going to always have with an ideolouge like Obama?

He TRULY FEELS LIKE RICH PEOPLE ARE BAD, UNLESS YOU ARE HIM, OR GIVING TO HIM.

I know a lot of you all are working hard to find policy for the center.  I know Palin, you especially, are getting all of these conservatives lined up.  But what kind of conservative.  I am fiscally conservative, but not socially.  You all not going to accept my help?  Not saying I helped all that much, but despite the fact that this site on paper doesn't have a lot of hits, because people bootleg and email it............I got readers in 20 countries, on the white house staff, every head of every major crime syndicate in this country, I run shit, I'm the new, am I not patriotic because although I never had an abortion there was a time when I was getting my ass whooped I may have considered it, damn me, wouldn't take my baby through that and let my family or my in-laws get a hold of my baby, because I am locked the fuck up all the time?  Does that make too much of a devil to be in the GOP?  B/c folk like me save that motherfucker...........

I'm bad, I'm evil because I do enjoy a lap dance from a lady?  Huh?  Go ahead and get all this shit out now, because each and every minute is a minute that this terrorist is destroying our country.  The social shit gotta wait.

We cannot let Obama use the supposed burden of compromise allow him to continue the attacks of this country.

Obamacare must defunded.  Can you spell that roland martin, winning doesn't have to necessarily start with a W, it can start with a N, for hell no, you not getting money to fund that shit.

Cap and trade must not be allowed to implemented through EPA regulations..............

The Start treaty is full of crap.  The pundits know, know that Obama has gotten his ass kicked on domestic policy, the game playbook says make a compromise with republicans regarding security secure those center votes.  I AM NOT FOR GIVING UP A PAPER CLIP THAT CAN BE USED IN OUR DEFENSE, WITH A DUDE WHOSE FIRST OFFICIAL ACT WAS TO SEAL HIS RECORDS, WHOSE FIRST MAJOR SPEECH WAS IN A MUSLIM COUNTRY, WHOSE ADMINISTRATION HAS GIVEN MONEY TO IMAN'S TO SPEAK IN FUCKING IRAN, WHO WRITES SECRET LOVE LETTERS TO THE AYOTOLLAH.

TELLING YOU NOW, DON'T SIGN THAT SHIT..........................

A MAN GETS A NOBEL PRIZE FOR SOME SHIT HE HASN'T DONE, THE REST OF THE WORLD IS LOADING UP ON AMMO AND HERE COMES THIS FOOL KNOWING WE OWE FUCKING CHINA 63 TRILLION DOLLARS AND AIN'T GOT A CENT TO OUR NAMES TALKING ABOUT LOWERING OUR ARSENAL......................

MAN, PLEASE.

WHAT YOU, GOP AND DEMOCRATIC PARTY, NEED TO REALIZE, THE TEA PARTY IS THE GENERATION X OF POLITICS, WE MIXED.  WE ALL KIND OFMOTEHRFUCKERS WHO REALIZE AND ACCEPT FUNDMENTAL THINGS.  THE RIGHT AND OBLIGATION TO THE CONSTITUTION NOT FUCKING COMPROMISE........, THE RIGHT OF THE CITIZEN IN THIS COUNTRY AND THE EMPHASIS ON GETTING ALL OF THESE ILLEGAL MOTHERFUCKERS OUT OF HERE, AND RESTORING SOME DAMN COMMON SENSE TO THE WAY MONEY IS SPENT.

WE NOT GOING TO TAKE THE WORD OF ANY MOTHERFUCKER...

WE READ, WE BLOG, WE GET ONLINE, WE TALK ON OUR OWN.

There is a machine, people, there is a machine that thinks all of us are fucking fools, and if one candy don't work to shut us up, then this one will.

WE HAVE TO BREAK DC, AND THE WORLD FROM THINKING THAT ABOUT US.

I CANNOT AND WILL NOT MAKE ANY DEALS WITH A MAN THAT REFUSED TO PRESS CHARGES AGAINST THE TERRORIST WHO BLEW UP THE US COLE, AGAINST THE MAN WHO TAKES A STATE TO COURT AND ALLOWS OTHER COUNTRIES TO WHEN ILLEGAL IMMIGRATNS OPENLY VOTE, I WILL NOT MAKE ANY DEALS WHEN ILLEGAL PEOPLE CAN VOTE BUT A MOTHERFUCKER CAN'T BUY A HAPPY MEAL.

I WILL NOT MAKE A DEAL WITH A MAN THAT GIVES THE TALIBAN A BILLION DOLLARS AND TELLS THEM WHEN WE ARE LEAVING FUCKING AFGHANISTAN.

NOT GOING TO STAND BY AND SELL OUR SOULS, WHAT WE WORKED SO HARD FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS, FOR  a fucking treaty.

I cannot trust this man to strike back if we are attacked.  I cannot trust him to not look at that shiny pretty medal he got for something that hasn't happened yet.

The terrorist attacks all over the world will increase.  And Barack will be able to say all of the names, which is a testament to his vast foreign relations skills(feel the sarcasm, people, feel it)....... Then he will come out and have the terrorist come over here, why not, they are getting American rights from blowing our ass up anyway, then alisha keys, stevie wonder, and michelle will come out and sing lean on me, and he will amass into the great leader of the world.

the prince of peace,

the annointed one,

wonder mike in his fullest essence...............

Education, how can one compromise with a dude with two young girls that is cool with grown ass men and women teaching six year olds the proper way to suck a dick?

Honestly....................

tell me, help me understand..............

How can one compromise with a person who in his inagurual speech, tells america, you just are going to have get used to some shit, and we don't even have his fucking records.  And for all of you all, I PERSONALLY WILL SUPPORT ANY EFFORT, ANY POLICY OF OBAMA, IF HE UNSEALS HIS RECORDS.  I WILL SUPPORT ANY ISSUE HE FEELS LIKE IS IMPORTANT, MAY NOT AGREE WITH HIM, BUT I WILL STAND FIRMLY BY HIM IN HIS EFFORTS AS PRESIDENT, IF HE UNSEALS HIS RECORDS...................

The people want to see change, ENGLISH ONLY IS A CHANGE THAT WE CAN ALL BENEFIT FROM, SENDING THESE ILLEGAL PEOPLE HOME AND NOT PLACING A FUCKING BOUNTY ON LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS HEADS FROM THE PROMISE OF MANDATED INSURANCE FOR THESE IDENTITY THEFT FOOLS IS CHANGE THAT WE CAN ALL BENEFIT FROM, GETTING RID OF COMPREHENSIVE BILLS IS CHANGE THAT WE CAN ALL BENEFIT FROM, EARMARKS, using and adopting the transparency policies described in the congressional reform section of boehner's pillar of a new majority will help no doubt.

BUT BEFORE I WILL GIVE ANY FURTHER COMMENTARY, I must, we must, as a nation, as a party, as citizens, BE ALL CLEAR WITH OURSELVES AND WITH EACH OTHER HOW WE SEE BARACK OBAMA BECAUSE THAT WILL INFLUENCE HOW AND WHAT MIDDLE GROUND WE CAN FIND.

I cannot make a deal on security with a man that was photographed in the LA times, with members of the PLO.

I cannot make a deal with the speaker of the house who walked out like a bitch on a nation, KNOWING THE FISCAL RAMIFICATIONS OF WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF ALL OF THESE TAX CUTS ARE NOT EXTENDED IMMEDIATELY.

I cannot make a deal with the senate majority leader who wants to enact the dream act, but continue to fund the justice department to sue Arizona, let the new black party and the uss cole terrorist make it to freedom through lack prosecution............

THE FUTURE OF THIS COUNTRY IS IN YOUR HANDS, BOEHNER, YOU AND MONEY MITCH,

PLEASE DON'T SELL US DOWN THE FUCKING RIVER, FOR SOME ISSUE THAT ROVE "SWEARS" WILL GUARANTEE VICTORY IN 2012................

STICK TO YOUR GUNS, AND THE PEOPLE WILL SUPPORT YOU.

NO OBAMACARE,

NO REMOVAL OF NASA,

NO IMPLEMENTATION OF CAP AND TRADE THROUGH THE EPA,

NO START TREATY WITH RUSSIA IF HE CAN NOT REMOVE THE DATE FROM AFGHANISTAN.........

NO EDUCATION REFORM PUTTING MORE AND MORE PUBLIC SCHOOLS OUT OF BUSINESS, UNTIL FOLK LIKE ANDY STERN AND THE MASSIVE INFLUENCE OF UNIONS ARE REMOVED, SECRET BALLOTS ENSURE CLEAR VOICES AT THE BALLOTS.

NO BRINGING OVER MORE MOTHERFUCKERS TO TRANSLATE BECAUSE WE MADE SOME BULLSHIT DEAL WITH SOUTH KOREA WHEN BOLIVA CAN FUCKING SUE ARIZONA AND ICE REFUSES TO DEPORT "GOOD" ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS.

take your time, Barack, enjoy your trip.

take your time, Boehner, the people have spoken.

you don't have to compromise a fucking thing, to get obamacare out and these other issues. the people have spoken, since he don't think he is wrong on shit, hold him to it.  Money Mitch, just fucking say no to what you need to, and we'll tolerate rand's fussing, we used to it, his daddy was the same way.........

If barack wants to fucking veto some shit, fly me up there so I can film the signing directly for the political ads.

MAKE HIM STAND UP FOR THE FISCAL, POLITICAL, SOCIAL, AND CULTURAL TERRORIST HE IS...............

that's all folk for today, I wanted to write about so much else.

But if we all can't agree that man,savior whatever the fuck you all call him these days is a threat to the soverieignty and national security of this counry, the economic life of this country,

then how we can agree on the right. We spend more time talking about abortions than the fact that Alaska's pipeline is going to blow because BP is obama's national crisis producer, those pipelines will go out in the next two years.  We will be attacked by muslim nationalist in which this will give Obama a chance to be "presidential",  he will be heralded for not rushing to fucking judgement WHILE THE BLOOD OF CITIZENS RUNS ON ALL OUR HANDS FOR NOT GETTING THIS TERRORIST OUT OF HERE....

simply the next level of the game.

I am not playing to win the game, I am playing to end the game that has become the politcal system in this country.

I am not going to sell you out, America.  I understand that if you all don't receive justice on this level, you will get it elsewhere.

Do you get that Boehner, Pence, Palin and Demint? 

Fuck Obama listening, he is a retarded narcisstic asshole whose shit ain't even stinky............

Are you listening?  This is far more than a presidential election, this is a fight for the soveriengty of our country.

ACT FUCKING LIKE IT, DON'T SELL THE PEOPLE OUT.

IF NOTHING ELSE HAPPENS BESIDES THE FACT THAT NO MORE CRAZY SPENDING HAPPENS, THAT'S ENOUGH.

NOTHING IS WORTH MAKING A DEAL WITH THIS TERRORIST.  WRITE THE BILLS, GET THE VOTES THE OLD FASHIONED WAY.....................

WRITE THE BILLS FOR THE PEOPLE, NOT FOR FUCKING VOTES, PUT THE SHIT ON C-SPAN AND LET THE PEOPLE VOTE.

NO COMPROMISE UNTIL HE COMES CLEAN.

BARACK, RELEASE YOUR RECORDS, UNSEAL THAT SHIT, AND I WILL PERSONALLY ENSURE THAT EACH AND EVERY IDEA YOU HAVE WILL BE EXAMINED FOR THE FULLEST FOR MIDDLE GROUND AND WE WILL FIND SOMETHING FOR YOU TO TAKE CREDIT FOR.

COME OFF YOUR PAPERS, I'LL COME OFF OF YOUR ASS..............

NOT GOING TO LET THE GOP, DNC, SOROS, SAUDI ARBIA, NONE OF YOU ALL, PRO-LIFE, PRO-ANYTHING, SELL THE PEOPLE OUT FOR A FUCKING DEAL..............

NOT GOING TO HAPPEN, AND YOU CAN PULL WHATEVER YOU WANT TO, ON A PERSONAL LEVEL UNTIL HE COMES BACK ON NOVEMBER 18TH.

I WILL NOT BUDGE, I WLL NOT RELENT, UNTIL HE COMES OFF OF HIS RECORDS. I WILL PROSECUTE ANY AND ALL ON A PERSONAL LEVEL THAT USED MY IDENTITY, DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM MY SISTER, TO DELMAR, TO MY IN-LAWS, TO THE HOMIE ON THE STREET..........

Take this weekend, to not only bask in the victory, but understand the depth of the shit we stepping into........

The american people, this country is at stake.

Is barack going to be allowed to sit on the couch and spend all of our money with all of his illegal homies moving in or are we going to get some order in our  home..........
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