Tuesday, December 28, 2010

It's time

Hello America,

I am still pretty congested so bear with me.  When I went to church, a Reverend by the name of R. McElroy did the scripture, I can't hear out of one ear very well, so I didn't get to hear what exact verse it was out of Isiah, but it talked about judgement and the premise of using God's words and deeds as the context to judge not necessarily in your own.

That verse meant a lot to me.  Things are getting very tense around here.  Things I can talk about, some things I can't, not publicly.....

But the ramifications of my actions reverberate to many households outside of mine.

I love my sister, no doubt, we just bump heads because she is everything I should have been responsible, stable, all that type of stuff. And I am everything that I am arrogant, vain, loyal to a fault, meticulous to a fault......I'm always going to be big sister, no matter what.  It's not fair, but it what it is. 

When loved ones younger than you, see you fall, it is sometimes so traumatic it blinds them from remembering how high up you were when you fell.  They cannot see the paths you walked up the moutain before you made it back down to the valley.

I have to make some choices for my life and those choices affect those around me.  Plain and simple.  And those choices are going to be tough, the ramifications are going to try my very soul, but that does not absolve the decisions I must make. It is hard for loved ones to see,  sometimes, that you are not the summary of just the memories they have seen about you.

Other times, we just make decisions based on assumptions regarding another and we are just wrong..........

I have given you all, America, three years almost of twists and turns that didn't make sense, but in the end will show a truth that none of us really wants to hear nor see, but it is time.

I have no need to be vengeful towards anybody, I get mad no doubt, but I'm a simple woman, a nice beach, some nice friends..........trust I can find something to occupy myself.....

But I don't even know how I came up with the strategy behind some of my decisions, I just knew I need it to do it.  I have to stand on my own because my name, my identity has been rendered that my life on paper screams crackhead or a non-fucntional person with some severe mental pathology.....  When you think of all the jobs I lost, all of the mysterious happenings, all of the folk around me on both sides who called police on me for things I didn't even do, when you think of how many times my possessions were ruined by the fact of a phone call because sure enough that job I was waiting on calls the moment I find my clothes in rags..........

Man, I could go on and on..........When no one would give me a job, but would put money in my hand to go and sell dope with no police interference.........When I could walk around with pounds of marijuana, stacks of cash, amounts of cocaine and sleep at the bus stop because I'm tired and Dallas police wake me up telling when it's time to move along and yet I get arrested at the post office by Irving Police because I am simply trying to file a complaint about why my address was moved coincendally at the same time my court date was mailed, which I missed of course, which led to a bail revokation which leads to a major felony warrant which lead to a high amount paid for my arrest because of my appearance in crimestoppers which put mony in hands of those who looked me in the eye knowing they were stealing my life......

What do you want me to do?

I'm not going to go crazy, not going to use drugs, not going to stop believing in my ability to get up on my feet.....

I joined church because I wanted it on paper, that these problems I give to God, and all I ask of him is that tenets of judgment that Rev. McElroy spoke of Sunday..

I love my family, I love my in-laws because without them, I wouldn't have Delmar, but in saying that I know my family, I know my in-laws, I know my friends............

I know................

And for once in all of our lives, let's start off a year right, shall we. 

Let us all start with the understanding that there are no children in this forum, grown folk only.  Let us start with the understanding that the assumption is that we ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING...........You can go further with me, and understand I judge not with my own heart and understanding, but with God's word and you all are going to have to trust in that.

WE ARE IN CHARGE, WE ARE GOING TO SAY NO, WE ARE GOING TO ENFORCE, WE ARE GOING TO CUT.

FACE IT, THIS FISCAL MESS, THIS MESS OF A MESS OBAMA HAS CREATED IS NOT FOR THE FAINT.

WE WILL RIDE ON FAITH IN THE AMERICAN SYSTEM THAT IT PROVIDES ENOUGH FELLOWSHIP AMONGST LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS TO PROVIDE A FORCE TO ENSURE OUR FREEDOMS GUARANTEED BY OUR CONSITUTION.............

I am not worried about being popular................

I concern myself with ending this madness for the sake of this country.

Those words affect some more than others,

let's go.

1) Obama/2012/Chicago/Church-Carol P. Lee reports on how Barack has called Jesus' name more than a Shirley Ceasar album in the past three months.  All I can say is that you need prayer, Mr. Obama, we all do, and I hope and pray that you wouldn't stoop so low to get back down the black churches know that it is campaign time...........But if that's you and they stupid enough to fall for it, so be it.  If the black community ain't figured that the hope and change don't involve them in regard to the Obama admnistration because some lazy negroes is less of a priority than all of these perfect illegal folk who ain't the demons of captialism so be it.

Eric Bollings(yes, I paid attention today) reports that how when unemployment benefits were 26 weeks the average use was 19.  Which means it occured to people, man this check is running out, let me get a job.  Now that it has been raised to 99 weeks, the average is 36 and counting because the real numbers will come in next year.

When I mention names like MURKOWSKI, MCCAIN, SNOWE, COLLINS, BROWNS, CORKER, LUGAR, GRAHAM, think about stuff like this.

Just like Sec 8a rewards single mothers, illegal immigrants..........

this unemployment scam that money mitch extended for 13 months to put more on the rolls, is in the same category.  Each and every major fiscal initiative incentivies bascially sitting on your.....y'all know I can't say that no more on here, but you get my point.

By making Chicago his headquarters, the obama administration bleeds us dry, you know know WE HAVE TO PAY FOR HIS STAFF TO GET BACK AND FORTH TO CHI-TOWN WHILE YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE GAS TO GET TO WORK...........

YOU SEE MY POINT, NO MATTER WHAT MY DISLIKE FOR MR. OBAMA AND HIS WIFE IS PERSONAL AND IT IS REAL, IT IS VISCERAL..............

I DON'T NEED IT IN MY PRESENTATION OF MY ASSERTION THAT THIS ADMINISTRATION HAS DONE NOTHING BUT FISCAL, POLITICAL, SOCIAL, CULTURAL HARM TO THIS COUNTRY.

THE FACTS SPEAK....

2)AGGRESSION-I know Gay America, don't ask, don't tell is cool. And Biden the fact that you would even mention the eventuality of gay marriage, didn't you say that in 2008? SHAMELESS, HOW YOU THINK SCRANTON LOOKS AT YOU SEN. BIDEN, YOU KNOW BETTER, BUT YET YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PUT MR. OBAMA ON THE FOREIGN RELATIONS COMMITTEE ABOVE ALL THESE OTHER DEMOCRATS............

Russia parliment is changing details of the start deal.....................Give props to Mendevlev of letting his governing body have a chance to look out for their country.  And then the dude has the nerve to tell us, TO NOT BE MAD AT THIS CLOWN.  AMERICA WE NOT TALKING ABOUT WHEAT, WE TALKING ABOUT WEAPONS AND DEFENSE SYSTEMS.

FROM THAT FIASCO THAT JOHN BOLTON YOU CO-SIGNED ON SIR, NORTH KOREA HAS JUST BECOME OPEN ABOUT THEIR MISSLE ASPIRATIONS, EVERY DOLLAR YOU SPEND WITH CHINA IS STRENGTHENING THEIR MISSLE ARSENAL, WHY NOT? BARACK AND JOHN KERRY JUST SIGNED AWAY OUR RIGHT TO DEFEND AGAINST MISSLES?

IRAN IS GOING CRAZY, MEXICO'S CARTEL FEAR NO ONE,

BUT YET FUNDS ARE BEING SPENT TO LET OTHER COUNTRIES SUE ARIZONA......

WHILE AMERICAN CITIZEN'S BLOOD RUNS COLD ON OUR SIDE OF THE BORDER FROM THEIR BULLET'S...

This mess has to stop, I don't know any other way to say it.

Executive order #13489 is what we demand open, not worried about HI's records............

Worried about Barry Sorento's records and how an american citizen was able to attend school in indonesia where it is not allowed with any american ties.......

We know the answer to these questions, he cheated, he is destorying this country because George W. Bush took a silent coup in which he wouldn't have to take the blame instead of declaring Hurricane Katrina an invasion of African refugees as they were, moving from country to country and lastly flooding Haiti and ports as those.........instead of declaring the truth, that this is a united front, a world war, but we are the "hitler" this time.

we are the germans.

Because we ask of no man what he is not willing to give.  We ask of no man what he has earned......

And for that we got the whole world united against us, with the person in the oval office leading us to slaughter.

read the weekly standard.........There are about 10 really good articles on a range of subjects, going to go now.

Someone tell Ms. Lee that Obama never lost his faith.................never lost his fellowship.........never lost the freedoms that he entitles his family to..........

HE JUST NEVER HAD FAITH IN THIS COUNTRY, THIS CULTURE, NEVER HAD FELLOWSHIP TIES WITH THIS NATION, THOSE ARE IN JAKARTA, AND WITH HIS MUSLIM BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND BECAUSE OF THAT IS BENT ON TAKING AWAY FREEDOMS THAT HE AND HIS RIGHTEOUS BROTHERS AND SISTERS "DEEM UNHOLY AND YOU UNWORHTY OF........"

Me and my folk on the other hand, feel otherwise.

Not real complicated at all.

This is the new school holy war, and you all think just because you ain't a member of a church, you not on the battlefield.

Baby, this is the land of the free and the home of the brave,

this is God's country............


THIS IS THE BATTLEFIED............

WAKE UP! WE WILL START BACK WORKPLACE RAIDS, WE WILL DEFUND HEALTHCARE, NO MATTER HOW MANY SICK BLACK AND HISPANIC FOLK MICHELLE GOES AND BRINGS SOME ORGANIC CARROTS TOO........

it's time, and i'm out of it,

it's two o'clock.

i'll be back.
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