Wednesday, December 8, 2010

When to Compromise, Why to Compromise.....The Anita Baker edit-the hacked remix

sorry,America, my cell phone got my texts switched up, this is the same post from today, it's just that I can't get it to stay, being hacked again..........

Sorry for the mulitiple posts............

Hello America,

I thought about what to say today.  I don't have any money, no job prospects, nothing to get back in school and finish where I could at least teach online something.  With severe anemia, you learn a lot about your body.  I have to know physiology, but there is something different when it is you.  There is something different from reading about your body slowing down and feeling it.  Where even walking up the stairs, leaves you faint and weak.

I have been under an undue amount of stress.  Part of it is my lifestyle, my choices, no need to lie or run from the truth.  And it takes its toll............I'm hardheaded, I could be working right now, living totally different if I would just budge on some issues, get up and endorse some folk and ideology I don't believe in.

I had a good talk with my coach(yes, I am at the point I recognize I need a little guidance, just a tad.....) and I'm cracking a little.  If some folks have a wall up, I gotta a fortress with guards, snipers, dobermans and rotts.......Keeping the nice, actually and unnervingly sensitive Tiffani locked up is best for me in what I do.  Now, granted, I have taken that wall to the extreme...........some could say the fringe........(big smile....the pun was intended).  And as I looked at my life, I asked God to help me put some cracks in that barrier because I can't do it.  I'm just not the one to let everyone in, I don't know how to lose and stay down, I don't know how to do anything but keep fighting and keep fighting and keep fighting............

I wanted to write, but wasn't in the mood.  I know first hand, a joint, a drink, an orgasm(i just stopped cursing....we still grown in here) ain't going to subside the pain, the emptiness I feel from being shut out by my own volition from my friends, my enemies, the world you know........After the freshness of starting something new in my life passed, I realized and got a little overwhelmed by the responsibility of words..........

It can deep.

So I watched TV outside of cnn, fox news, msnbc, which I watch all day, every day.  I watched Real Housewives of Atlanta, I watched Sex in the City the movie which I absolutely love.........., I watched the Soul Train Awards in full.

There was a tribute to Anita Baker(yes, there is a political point, so will someone get money mitch a copy of this, he is going to want to read this, probably in private, but nonetheless). 

For me, Anita Baker was a different and fresh spirit in r&b, her voice was low, my voice is low.  But more than that, she sung about committment...........Her song giving you the best that I got was the song and still is the song, I am going to play at my wedding.  Her lyrics of "I bet everything on my wedding ring" was the musical equivalent of Ruth 1:16saying in the bible, ", "Don't urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God."

Those words from Anita Baker, those words from the book of Ruth impacted my life.............so profoundly...........Maybe because it spoke to the spirit of loyalty that rules my life most of the time, I don't know.

I watched all of these singers..............amazing singers................cover Ms. Baker's songs..............

And it hurt, America, it hurt, it hurt so bad I called God up and said "Man, you ain't playing fair, you ain't playing far at all........."

I got to see Dionne Farris, Goapele, Tamia.........I got to see Kem and Rachelle Farell.  I'm 35 and have yet been to concert.  I got to see grown folk loving and singing like grown folk.  I got to see women my age going crazy because they got to sang, Anita.............

It hurt, America, because stuff like that breaks down walls.  It reminded me of better times in my life, simplier times in my life, it reminded of days when I used to dance with my head on a man's chest, it reminded that I need to do stuff like that more often.  I need to love love.  I miss music.........I miss Eric Benet, I miss r&b, my musical palette is so much more than that these days.  Got to have my Kate Perry, my Kings of Leon, but in the end, the love that I understand, that I need on deeper levels is communicated by folk like Chante Moore......

So I watched these shows, watched these movies, I love that Big and Carrie got married at the courthouse, thinking about the same thing, but the reception, I got to kick it.  I thought about everything and anything outside of politics........

It was a good moment.

There is a time to compromise, no doubt, but this is not it.  Not b/c I am against any type of compromise, compromise is based on the premise that there is common ground and simply a matter of logistics if you will that is the source of contention.

These tax credits are about JOB CREATION.NOT CLASS WARFARE AND BECAUSE OF OBAMA'S OWN ACTIONS, THERE CAN BE NO COMPROMISE.

HE WON, MCCAIN CONCEDED, DOESN'T MATTER HOW YOU CALL IT.  HE WON NOT ON ISSUES, BUT SOCIOECONOMIC WARFARE THROUGH CLASS AND RACE POLITICS.......

FROM SAYING LET ME BE THE FIRST BLACK DUDE,

LET ME BE THE ONE TO BEAT THIS BAD RICH WHITE DUDE,

LET'S REDISTRIBUTE THE WEALTH.

FROM GETTING RECORD NUMBERS OF NEW REGISTRATIONS........., he infused in order to win or put himself in the appearance to win folk who don't know anything about american politics......

I am ashamed to say, but not afraid to admit, it is the obama new registrations that make me want to bring back a poll tax.  I am dead serious.  I am just 35, but the older and more immersed I get into politics, the more the fact that any moron can vote frightens me.  I remind myself to have faith in this country, that the founding fathers put in checks and balances so that my fears would not be validated and our freedoms would not be violated.

Obama has no choice but to sign what he can.  THE PERSON WHO HAS CHOICE IS MONEY MITCH. SO STEP UP ON SENATOR...........

I am checking out medigap policies for my mom today.  I gotta make sure they are taken care of, but also I am not well.  I have to have surgery, I am going to have to have somebody look out for me.  I can only imagine what other Americans are going through. 

I am not going to go into why too much today.  But we as an economy are on life support, and those who know and don't fall for this the wealthy get off argument know...............KNOW.............THAT JOB CREATION IS THE BLOOD OF AN ECONOMY.   IT IS THE LIFE.

AND WITHOUT IT WE ARE ANEMIC AT BEST..............AND TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHO USED TO WALK MILES FOR FUN AND CAN'T MAKE IT UP A FLIGHT OF STAIRS WITHOUT BEING OUT OF BREATH IN ADDITION TO BEING IN SEVERE PAIN, it ain't pretty because when you don't have that vital force, everything else arounds it shuts down.

my hair falls out, I lose my memory, like for real and this from a person who has smoked marijuana daily for like over 15 years now.......i hurt bad and I don't take painkillers, although I probably should because of my own anxities.i'm cold at 75 degrees.freezing cold

Everything else falls apart because the source of energy(work with me, techically i'm not correct, but you understand) is not there.

IT IS THE SAME THING WITH JOB CREATION.  THERE HAS TO BE INCENTIVE AND BECAUSE OF THE NATURE OF THIS ECONOMY, IT IS USUALLY AN INCENTIVE OF A FISCAL NATURE..........PROFIT THAT MOTIVATES ONE TO INVEST IN HIRING SOMEONE, OR EXPANDING BUSINESS HOURS, OR WHATEVER.........

The economy cannot expand without job creation, job creation cannot happen without investors and capitial.  A lot of that capital comes from investments, profits, etc.

AND ALTHOUGH I HIGHLY SUSPECT THERE IS LARGE BASE OF OBAMA DEMOCRATS, NOT DEMOCRATS THEMSELVES THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT BASIC ANALOGY......

MONEY MITCH DOES......................

WHAT DOES TWO YEARS DO BUT GIVE OBAMA ANOTHER EXCUSE TO SAY RICH FOLK BAD, WE GOOD BROKE FOLK?

IT IS TIME FOR THE GAMES TO STOP..............

MONEY MITCH....................

I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU ALL PLAY OBAMA FOR A FOOL, NOT BECAUSE I LIKE HIM, BUT BECAUSE THESE GAMES YOU ALL ARE PLAYING ARE COSTING THIS COUNTRY FAR MORE THAN SOME DEFICIT NUMBERS THAT BERNACKE PUTS OUT......

NAH............

WE GAINING APATHY AND LOSING FAITH IN OUR COUNTRY, IN OUR SYSTEM, SO TWO YEARS FROM NOW IF OBAMA GETS CONTROL AGAIN, WE ARE READY TO GIVE UP........

CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN MONEY MITCH.............

BOEHNER IS SILENT, BECAUSE ME AND BOEHNER HAVE WENT DOWN THAT ROAD, HE HAS SHOWN HIS LINE, I HAVE SHOWN MINE, WE HAVE GOT INTO IT, AND THAT IS MY BROTHER TO THE END..........

WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN WITH US, MONEY MITCH?

WE CANNOT AFFORD UNEMPLOYMENT BENEFITS, IT IS MESSED UP, BUT IT IS THE TRUTH.

WE CANNOT AFFORD TAX HIKES ON ANYONE, IT IS MESSED UP, BUT IT IS THE TRUTH.

PLEASE, MONEY MITCH, DON'T MAKE A FOOL OUT OF OBAMA, DON'T MAKE A MOCKERY OF THE PEOPLE WHO LET YOU AND THE GOP MAKE IT ON THE TEA PARTY BACKS.......

MAKE THESE TAX CREDITS PERMANENT NOT B/C OF IDEOLOGY BUT SO THE INDUSTRIES AND COMPANIES AND JOBS CAN PLAN FOR THEIR ECONOMIC FUTURE WHICH IS INHERENTLY TIED TO OUR ECONOMIC FUTURE.

IT IS NOT HARD, THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO MILK OBAMA LIKE NEWT DID CLINTON.

WE ARE TOO BROKE.  THIS IS ABOUT SURVIVAL.  THIS IS ABOUT I HAVE TO TAKE MY IRON PILLS EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T PAY MY LIGHT BILL.  DO YOU UNDERSTAND MONEY MITCH?

THE PEOPLE REJECTED DEMOCRATS, REPUBLICANS, THEY REJECTED THIS SYSTEM.

AND ONLY YOU, MONEY MITCH AT THIS POINT, CAN START TO BRING BACK FAITH FROM THE SENATE SIDE.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT OBAMA BEING YOUR FRIEND, HE WILL ANSWER TO BOEHNER NOT TO YOU, THE GOP WILL TURN INTO AN EXPANSION OF SNOWE, COLLINS, AND SCOTT BROWN POLITICS WITH THESE SWEETNERS ON DEALS THAT DO NOT ESPOUSE THE LIMITED GOVERNMENT PHILOSOPHY........

TAX CREDITS NEED TO BE PERMANENT AND IF YOU ALL ARE GOING TO STAY UNTIL DEC. 24TH, I SUGGEST  YOU COME WITH A BUDGET.

NO START TREATY(I keep telling you all I got ears everywhere, why you think boehner hasn't said a peep, until they can figure out whose aides am I talking to).  NOT RIGHT NOW, THERE ARE MORE PRESSING THINGS AT HAND, LIKE WIKILEAKS.......

NO DREAM ACT- I WAS READING AN OP-ED IN POLITICO ABOUT THIS ACT GIVING FOLK A LIFELINE.  REP SESSIONS POINTS OUT VARIOUS LOOPHOLES IN A BILL THAT ALLOWS CRIMINALS, TO BECOME CITIZENS BECAUSE THEY TAKE A COURSE ONLINE?  THAT CAN'T HAPPEN.

NO DON'T ASK, DON'T TELL-YOU KNOW GAY PEOPLE WHEN WILL YOU ALL FIGURE OUT THEY ONLY COME TO YOU WITH THIS STUFF WHEN THEY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ELSE.  LEARN FROM BLACK PEOPLE AND STOP BEING THE DEMS' PANSIES ON SOMETHING YOU KNOW GOOD AND WELL AIN'T GOING THROUGH.

THERE IS A TIME TO COMPROMISE...........

IT IS NOT NOW.

BECAUSE THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND.  THE PEOPLE I REPRESENT WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNLESS UNEMPLOYMENT BENEFITS ARE OFF THE TABLE.  AND YES, WE ARE PREPARED TO TELL AMERICA WHY BECAUSE WE ARE THE ONES PAYING FOR IT.

THERE IS MIDDLE GROUND ON BUDGET ISSUES.

BUT JUST LIKE THAT HEARING THAT MUSIC HURT ME, BUT HELPED ME.  THE HONESTY SHOWED THROUGH VOTES ON THIS BILL IS GOING TO HURT THIS COUNTRY, BUT HELP IT IN THE END.

IT IS NOT THE RESPONSIBLITY OF THE GOVERNMENT TO BE MY BROTHER'S KEEPER.

THAT IS THE RESPONSIBILITY OF US AS INDIVIDUALS.............

IT IS NOT THE RESPONSIBLITY OF THE GOVERNMENT TO BE THE WATCHER OF ALL CHILDREN,

IT IS THE RESPONSIBILITY OF THE GOVERNMENT TO PROTECT LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS AT ALL COSTS FROM ALL FORMS OF HARM.

I'M BROKE, A FELON, CAN'T GET FOOD STAMPS, CAN USE THEM, BUT NEVERTHELESS, IT IS NOT THE RESPONSIBLITY OF THE GOVERNMENT TO GET CARE FOR ME,

THAT IS ON ME.

When I heard that music, it hurt because it represented the last bit of innocence I had, my dad had major surgery not too soon after, and my life went in a totally different direction than what I though it would.

We didn't have no sec8 in my family, we didn't have no unemployment, we didn't have none of that.

We had good ole' fashioned common sense that would make Gov. Palin smile(how are you Governor........you think when you have time you can teach me to shoot like that?), we had faith, we had the ability to find a way from cooking at home, eating what we had, sewing clothes, cutting every corner we can and trusting God to fill in the blanks...............not Obama.

I told you in every way, i could, America, because I have to go cook up some gumbo.........

I told you in every way, I could, that the election of Obama would make all of us into something sinister that I can't say anymore that is associated with Black Americans.

That life on the plantation would be more like the Black Americana when he came in.

He spent all the money.  He increased 84% of federal spending.  He hires folk to tell us we out of money.  He apologizes for our country.  He didn't want to send troops to Afghanistan, he wants us to sign some treaty that disarms us and gives Russia an out because it is what he really took the Nobel peace prize for.

I could go on but I am not.  My point is that he lied and those lies costs us all.  And if we don't give this economy what it needs to survive, then it is the illegal aliens that folk like Pelosi, Reid, Soros and Obama empower through ACORN and sanctuary cities that will attempt to live off our fiscal corpses.......

Money Mitch...............

you have control of the 14 or so, votes needed to make this deal go through.

you have control of whether this is just business as usual or not.

you have control whether folk like me will abadon the RNC and simply go through the tea party and the second amendment............

you got all this in your hands...............

what are you going to do?

That's all America, I just wanted to let you all know, I am not some demon monster.......

hold on, St. Pete thinks a little different........

Well, let me just say I can relate.  I know what's on the line, I have been homeless, I understand,

but sometimes there is a time to compromise, and there is a time not to.

Money Mitch, the blood of our economy is your hands.........

the responsiblity is yours and YOU, DEAR SIR, WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE.

We giving you the best We got,

DO THE SAME, MONEY MITCH!

DO THE SAME.
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