Friday, December 31, 2010

You earned it.

Hello America!

How are you?

My Birthday is here, by the next time you will hear from me, I will be 36 years old............

A blessing, a blessing indeed..

Remember when I talked about my personal lent, I wanted to give myself three things......I always do, even when I was locked up, I gave myself three things.

Every year, I try to be more meaningful in my gifts to myself.

This year, I have given myself the power to respect my feelings and abide by them, meaning if I don't want to do something or I don't feel it within context, I'm not and not going to beat myself up about it either.  The second gift I gave myself was some help through God, I can go about things alone or I can go about things a different way.  I have some things that I am trying to do this year.....Making changes that affect this country which means the hate is coming on another level.......

Just needed help in the sense of someone having my back that doesn't entail hate or personal motives.  The third is I am giving myself my schwagg back, the one that I think I am worthy of, the Tiffani El Dawn Mims (yes, that is my given name, it is a namesake.......) schwagg combining the lessons learned from all of this 36 years of life.........

I was thinking today of what to write about.  No matter how much I plead, there is one individual who just don't get it.  She interferes in ways that she doesn't grasp will lead to a grand jury indictment.  She can't leave things alone, but when is fighting for their survival how can they?

i thought about fussing, but we already on 2011.  Baby, i got people who read this is Russia, in South Korea, in the Netherlands, in the Ukraine, crazy right!  I know....

So my third gift is more the one I think some of us down here fear, a Tiffani looking good, feeling good about herself, making peace the BEST she can with some friends that she truly hurt and violated boudaries so deep that even Whodini would say Tiffani, you went a tad too far.  A Tiffani that is strong and empowered enough to take the call and say yeah, I'll work your campaign......I won't charge what Rove will charge, how can I?  But ready to take the hits to say,

let me hit my girl Felecia, let her work some hair miracles, let me hire a style consultant(man, trust it's needed, I have no problem spending the money, but dressing myself.ahh......I know what I want and don't want, but I am not going to get it, entreprise at its fullest), get me up to where I feel good about myself.

And the walls and the weapons that my enemies have formed against me will fall like the melting snow that NYC is kinda of sorta going through this morning.

All of those lies of she was on this, she gave me this info, she was cool with it........all that will be gone with the wind.

Ambitious goals indeed...........But I know with God's help, I will be able to enjoy those "gifts" hopefully the rest of my life.

Well, we are here.  I am not going to take too long.  Someone said something that really caught me off guard.......

Let's go over a couple of notes.

GOV. BARBOUR, I HAVE RESPECTED YOU FOR A LONG TIME........LONG TIME, BUT THAT CRAP YOU PULLED THE OTHER DAY REMOVES ANY TYPE OF RESPECT THAT I HAD FOR YOU AS AN OFFICIAL AND AS A LEADER IN THIS PARTY.

OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY ALL THE BLACK MEN, YES, I SAID IT, OUT OF ALL THE BLACK MEN THAT WERE HUNG IN THE 'SIP......................BEATEN AND KILLED AND SLAUGHTERED IN THE 'SIP...........

ALL THE BLACK MEN WHO ARE DOING LIFE RIGHT NOW FOR ASININE CONCEPTS AS LOOKING AT A WHITE WOMAN, BEING CONVICTED OF CRIMES WITH EVIDENCE BUT THE BLACKNESS OF THEIR SKIN PRECLUDED IT FROM BEING HEARD BY THE JURY, OF BEING IN POSSESSION OF ONE JOINT AND SENTENCED TO LIFE SO SOME AFRICAN(yes, Mississippi is full of them, head on down to Jackson............you would be suprised) OR LATINO BLACK CAN COMMITT IDENTITY THEFT IN THEIR NAMES FOR GENERATIONS...........

OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU COULD PARDON, YOU GIVE SOMEONE A PASS BECAUSE THEY SICK AND FRANKLY THE STATE SEES IS AS FISCALLY EXPIEDIENT AND YOU THINK YOU GET A PASS BECAUSE BENJAMIN JEALOUS PATTED YOU ON THE BACK............?

YOU DISGRACE THE OFFICE AND CONCEPT OF PARDON, DEAR SIR..............And Haley, I had love for you.....................I did........Just because I don't want you in this race, don't mean I don't have love for you............

YOU DID THE EQUIVALENT OF BILL CLINTON PLAYING A SAXOPHONE ON THE ARSENIO HALL SHOW, BARACK TELLING THE WORLD HEY I SMOKE CRACK AND PLAY BASKETBALL..........YOU DISGRACED THE STRUGGLE OF THOSE WHO ARE INCERATED AND INNOCENT, YOU DISGRACED EVERY MAMA WHOSE BABY, MALE OR FEMALE DIED IN THE PEN, YOU DISGRACED EVERY OTHER FAMILY MEMBER WHO NEED A HUG FROM THEIR PARENT, A WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT NOT TO HEAD DOWN THE WRONG PATH,

JUST BECAUSE IT WASN'T A PHYSICAL BODY PART LIKE A KIDNEY, DON'T MEAN THE NEEDS OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU COULD HAVE PARDONED, DIDN'T MATTER........

BE REAL THANKFUL, THAT I DON'T CURSE ON HERE............

BUT I HAVE TO EVEN LET JOHN MCCAIN OUT OF THE RENIGGER CELL FOR A FORLOUGH JUST TO PUT YOU IN, DEAR. GOV. BECAUSE THAT WAS LOW..............

I was reading commentary by from crayolas of mine, I'm just one of those, it's never over until i say it's over type, which means it's never over because I have so much "baggage" if you will with some of the last 5 crayolas over the years.  This person don't know about politics, outside of Barack is fine and a gangsta because he cheated and came in and whopped the white folk........

She was thrilled by this......not dogging her, she is actually one of the most insightful people I have ever met in her own way, we are all blinded by our own judgments and hurts.  But as far as politics,
this person represents a large demographic of obama's black vote.  Not the black vote is not powerful because of popularity, it is powerful due to its perception and its impact on popularity.......

I thought about Gov. Barbour's actions and it told me what I needed to know.

Not going to wait anymore because ain't nothing else to wait on.

It kills me with all of these STRONG MALE LEADERS ON THE RIGHT, THUNE, PENCE, JINDAL, BARBOUR, JEB BUSH, ALL OF THESE DUDES, Rubio(he can be VP, but he ain't ready for President, not yet.......although obama opened the racial train of firsts, let's NOT BE LIKE HIM........2016, 2020, rubio, baby, you got my word........YOU GOT HEART, YOUNG MAN, YOU GOT HEART......, GET SOME BATTLES UP UNDER YOUR BELT.....I'LL COME TO FL TO WORK YOUR CAMPAIGN......no hate in there.....none).

out of all of these dudes, NOBODY WANTS TO CALL OBAMA THE TERRORIST HE IS, IN REGARDS TO HIS SYSTEMATIC DESTRUCTION OF A JUDEO-CHRISITAN CULTURE BASED FREE MARKET CAPALISTIC FISCAL ENVIRONMENT DEMOCRATIC STRUCTURE REPUBLIC THAT WE NOW KNOW AS AMERICA.........

just two folk

Dick Cheney and Gov. Palin.

Dick we can't lose him, he has served his time on the battlefield, he should be revered for his hard choices, not having to fight no nigerians to avoid no cases......

Gov. Palin, turned in her application, she took me on and most importantly she took my advice.

It wasn't easy for her, but she trusted me.......

And it wasn't easy for me, but I trusted her.

And reviewing her hannity interview last night, didn't catch it the first time.......

Let's do it.........

go ahead and announce it.

You may not want to go the traditional route, WHEN IT COMES TO RUNNING A CAMPAIGN......THAT'S COOL, WE CAN DO FELLOWSHIP VERSUS NETWORKING, BUT I NEED A JOB....SERIOUSLY........

YOU NEED TO HIRE ME AND I KNOW THAT MEANS I GOTTA CLEAN MYSELF UP A LITTLE MORE......GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF ME UNTIL I GET TO WHERE YOU NEED ME TO BE.

BUT YOU NEED TO HIRE BEFORE SOMEONE ELSE DOES........

and let's do it.

you run for 2012, I'M THERE.......

YOU DID WHAT I ASKED YOU TO DO.  I DID WHAT YOU ASKED ME TO DO.

I know working for you  will be a challenge, I know that you will hold my hand literally, literally in prayer before you let me go outside to the strip club.  I know that you will force me to talk to God before talking to a bottle or a blunt.......You know that working with me will be a challenge.  You know that we will HAVE IT OUT BEHIND PRO-LIFE, PRO-CHOICE........You know that I will force you to go places where rove's says it don't matter and huckabee feels like is his.

BUT WE CAN DO THIS.  WE WILL DO THIS.

WE WILL RUN ON THE FOUNDATIONS OF FAITH, FREEDOM, AND FELLOWSHIP.  I expect to learn and grow from you, and I hope you expect not too much out of me, just yet....

But on the last day of the year, AS I WAITED ALL YEAR FOR SOMEONE TO STEP UP.......

YOU EARNED IT GOV. PALIN.........

You did.

Get ready for your first packet to be sent to you, get ready for some emails from me, someone in your staff needs to get to you because I got personal issues.  Citibank told me I had until the 30th to pay, but of course when I called to pay, they sent my loans to default.  This from the same bank under Obama's watch that misinformation got me two classes of short of graduating with a 3K debt...... 

I don't have it right now, to set up secure links of that nature right now.

Well that's it, America, the last post of the year.  I am joining the campaign that I believe in, I am loving the fact that I get to marry someone that i really do love, although it took years to admit it, not that i was ashamed, but when you got crayolas, they ask questions and what not.........(what can I say? just being honest......), I am loving me before anything else, and that's a beautiful thing.

I end with me today because upon the last day of the year, it starts and ends with you,America

I know what I going to do to help my country in 2011 because before I spend one iota, helping others on other borders, i got to help mines first.  tell the DHS director if she wanted to see some porous borders she could have went to Arizona, and saved us some tax dollars.

Sarah Vs. Barack

Tiffani Vs. Michelle

not about Biden or who Palin chooses, although I do think, I do Rubio deserves a real look at VP.......he got heart.......he got heart.......he ain't afraid to make a stand.

the latter battle is the one that those in the games know will dictate the former.  this is the battle of the lines......

Let's end this year with a prayer, and go home.  there are chitlings to clean.  YES, I SAID IT, I AM FROM THE SOUTH, I EAT CHITLINGS, BLACKEYED PEAS, CORNBREAD, AND RED KOOL-AID, BECAUSE TO ME, IT AIN'T ABOUT WHETHER IT'S ON MICHELLE'S APPROVED FOOD LISTS.

IT IS TO HONOR THOSE SLAVES WHO WERE THROWN PIG INTESTINES AND TOLD TO MAKE DO WITH IT.  IT IS TO HONOR THOSE MOTHERS AND FATHERS WHO DIDN'T GET SCHOOL VOUCHERS, BUT MADE SURE THEY MADE DO WITH THE SCHOOLS THEY HAD AND DARED THEIR CHILDREN TO DREAM BIGGER, TO WANT MORE.  IT IS TO HONOR THOSE WORKING MEN AND WOMEN WHO SAID I AM A MAN(WOMEN INCLUDED......) RESPECT ME NOT FOR MY JOB TITLE, BUT HOW I DO MY JOB WITH HONOR, DIGNITY AND GRACE.....

IT IS TO HONOR THOSE WHO SAID WE AIN'T TAKING NO HANDOUTS, WE MAKE DO WITH WHAT WE GOT.  IT IS TO HONOR THOSE WHO SAID, BABY WE CAN'T AFFORD THOSE NICE CLOTHES, WE GOTTA MAKE DO.  IT IS TO HONOR THOSE WHO SAID, WE CAN'T AFFORD NO TURKEY, NO HAM, PICK THOSE GREENS AND GET ME SOME FAT BACK.

IT IS TO HONOR THOSE WHO WERE STRIPPED OF THEIR CULTURE AND LANGUAGE SO THAT THEIR CHILDREN COULD BE RIDICULED BY THOSE WHO GOT TO KEEP THEIR CULTURE AS LOST SOULS(always, remember, EVERY OTHER IMMIGRANT GROUP, BABY, NO MERCY IS FELT FOR YOU, BECAUSE YOU GOT TO KEEP THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT, THE KNOWLEDGE OF WHERE YOU COME FROM AND YOUR CUSTOMS.....).

IT IS TO HONOR MY GRANNY WHO WAS A MAID, BUT RAISED SIX CHILDREN WITH SOME SENSE ON SOME HOMECOOKING AND SOME COMMON SENSE.

IT IS TO HONOR MY FATHER, MY MOTHER, MY AUNTS, MY UNCLES, MY FRIENDS, MY CULTURE, MY DEFINITION OF AMERICAN BLACKNESS, MY DEFINITION OF AMERICANA......

I can't go to watch service tonight, too sick.

It is with great sadness this site in this form will come to an end sooner than later.

It is with great pride, and great humility I take the offer of fellowship Sis. Sarah, some folk I don't call by their first name, even when the last name is too formal......

Let's get this country back......no turning back until we all bleeding red, white and blue.

Goodbye 2010, I didn't win like I thought I would.

but 2011, we got heaven right here on earth,

it's called America........

TAKE CARE, GOD BLESS, HAPPY NEW YEAR! DRIVE SAFELY!  PRAY FOR ME, I'LL PRAY FOR YOU....................

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
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