Thursday, December 9, 2010

You sending them in droves..........thanks a lot

Hello America,

I apologize, I had some personal  business to attend to today.  First of all, let me complement the entire staff from the registration receptionist to the very considerate rn who checked me(yes, we can get a lot done together, yes we can.........) to the very compassionate intern at Ob/gyn clinic at Parkland Hospital in Dallas, Texas.

Could I have filled out a suggestion card?  Yes, and I probably will, but this is helpful as well.  You know, Mr. Obama, it wasn't a black thing because the receptionist were Hispanic, wasn't a rich thing because a dude rocking some major hardware on his wrist opened the train door for me.  It was a kindness thing, a have some decency thing.

There is a lot of tension in Dallas right now.  Two constables are indicted, and here is the one who had the audacity to file charges on the Dallas Constables office for stealing, yes, I said it, stealing my growing equipment, my clones of northern lights because they sure didn't make it to the evidence room, did they is still running loose.

I rode the train, there is a new train route.  I always try to support DART when I can, they spend most of their time trying to lock me up, but it's all good.  I got on the train this morning, tried to pay couldn't get the money in.  This is only important, because I get on the train all the time with no money, sometimes it is just like that.  It has gotten so out of hand that the officers now.  Anyway, when I got to my stop today of course, they asked for a ticket and I had it.

I could see the nervousness in Delmar's face this morning, I could hear it in my sister's voice. 

SO BEFORE WE START WITH TODAY'S POST, LET ME BE REAL CLEAR WITH ONE FEMALE IN PARTICULAR, WE DON'T NEED TO SAY NAMES, WE ALL KNOW WHO THIS IS.

MA'AM..........................

YOUNG LADY..............

OLD LADY................

WHATEVER IT IS YOU CALL YOURSELF, not going to raise my voice with you, not going to curse.  I AM NOT GOING TO JAIL. I have had warrants for something or another since I was seventeen, that didn't stop until I was thirty years old.  Way before I got with Delmar, I learned how to not get picked up.  There will never be a situation where Delmar calls you and tells you she in the hospital, let me move back in with you and bring the truck over there.  That's not going to happen ma'am.  Never going to be a situation where Delmar calls you and tells you she in jail, let me move back in with you and bring the truck over there.

Do you understand?  I apologize America, but as we go on in this post today, you will see why my personal so affects your political.  Can you understand that ma'am?  Baby, don't you know I am God's property so that childish rudimentary games you pull only serve as WHAT NOT TO DO WHEN I REACH YOUR AGE.  I don't want anything to do with you.  I appreciate the help you give Delmar because you should he helps you. 

I will never step foot in your home again, no need to disrespect it that's yours.  And if Delmar wants to continue to be with me, he must live with me.  AND NOTHING OF MINE WILL EVER ENTER YOUR HOME, do you understand that?  Su entiende?  I don't need you for anything in my life, I have made it this far with your sabotage, with your drama, I'll be allright.

To make a long story short, you are cut out OF ANYTHING DEALING WITH MY FISCAL FUTURE.  JUST FOUND OUT I AM FERTILE AS A EASTER BUNNY, my children not coming over there.  To be around someone who locked their mama up?  To be around someone who gives my cell phone number to the nasty garden tools Delmar sometimes calls his shorty on the side?

FACE IT.....................................

FACE IT............................

I AM THROUGH WITH YOU.  I'm not concerned about Delmar talking crazy on the phone to me in your presence.  I am a beautiful, attractive, disease-free, children-free, highly educated, sweet carmel/cocoa sister...............need I say more.  Face the fact, that I made a choice to end the chapter of your involvement in my life and respect it.  It is not my concern nor fault you did not foresee the consequences of that.  I love him, no doubt, but you are the source of this.  You raised him to not rely on faith, but on fool's gold that appears when folk got a little something trying to live off of you.....

Understand that every time, you or Delmar pull stuff to cause rift between my family with the hopes that it will cause me to lean towards you, you only distance yourself further and further from me. to the point I highly doubt I will ever leave you in the room alone with my child, you will never be in my home.

BE GROWN AND WOMAN ENOUGH to face the consequences of the choices you made and respect others........

Everybody can't be bought.

Sorry,

It was just too much this morning, But I use that example because there is a point to this story. 

I get on the train today.  It's hate.  There is no secret who I am.  That bad evil gop lady who helped the tea party folk get rid of brother Obama.  It's not that complicated with these folk, they uneducated, most of them are fresh off the boat, they mad, they broke, because this master plan to break these evil rich folk starting with the "blacks" is a gross and utter failure.  And largely in part to me, not by myself, but you don't see too many black faces letting these type of words and commentary out.

No one wants to offer me a seat, this ain't forest gump, so I stand.  I look at Dallas growing, emerging, getting more trashier by the millisecond.  I cry a little.  I ask God is this what you let Bob Hill and Dallas County screw over me for..........Just to build some apartment buildings to pack more and more of these folk that ain't from Dallas, from Texas, from the South, from America over here........

I looked at Parkland, I listen to the immigrants talk about how the government will pay for school, but yet no discussion of paying taxes.  God looks over at me, and worries............

He knows, I know, and Dallas knows.......how much I have been railroaded.  I cut my eyes at God, tell him to move on...........Despite my objections, despite the fact that frankly I feel like God ain't right to let these folk move over here, and get rewarded with amnesty.  I feel like God ain't right for letting Obama cheat, and Bush and every other person who could have stopped this coup remain silent.........

God knows that I feel that he ain't right.  He also knows that I am a soldier, his will is my way, but he created this mind knowing I would use it.  Wrong is wrong..........This is wrong.

I go to the doctor.  I got good news.  Yeah, I need surgery, but I can have children. I only want one at this age, but it felt good to be with a doctor who didn't make me feel bad about wanting children.  felt good to be with a doctor that listened. 

So I leave, head on back, down to where I need to go.  I call Delmar, he calls me back, with already a combative tone on the phone because this "female" is in his presence. Right now, he is thinking in the back of his mind, let me keep it 100(meaning let me keep this relationship with this person on good terms) in case we get kicked out.

I haven't paid my rent, but you know what.  I am not worried.  Not because I want to be a bum, of course, not, but I am not worried about it.  This is not 2000.  I am not growing weed in a trap(a place where drugs are sold).  I am not selling drugs.  I am a good citizen.  I put it truly in God's hands.  Delmar's level of faith resides totally on what he can see or hear, so frankly he doesn't have any.  He makes sides deal in case something happens to me and this wonderful person can help because he can't grasp the concept that this person screws him time and time again and it will never stop........................He can't see that is not an option on any level...........the only way he'll see it is just like you, day in and day out of me not going nowhere.........

I get on the train, I don't argue with him.  Whatever he needs to tell that female is between him and her.  Because what they are planning ain't going to happen.  Delmar makes his choices with things that belong to him.  I make my choices with things that belong to me.  (read that statement time and time again until you understand what I am telling you Dallas).

I chose not to deal with anyone that I don't trust and right now, that circle of trust is my chief of staff, me and God, and maybe my dog spike when he's on my good side..........

Everyone who is in this massive identity theft charade knows who I am.  They looking mad, starting crap. I don't worry, I don't fret.  They can talk, but no one is going to approach me. NO ONE.  I look at these children, uneducated because parents expect teachers to parent because they gotta work.........They beg, they have no skills, they have no hustle.  And America is full of them on every corner.  Not like they are going to have a job or something to go to.  It is the dream of folk like the female described earlier...........runaway children...........no parents..............no hopes..........no dream.............stupid, dumb, and naive enough to listen to someone because she got some brand new old cars................somewhere to stay for these children..................

In a sick kind of way, she views me as one of these children..................someone to use and get over.  The females who already prostituting approach me like what's up(meaning hey, i know who you are, I know you don't trick, but you are pretty cool, let me come hang out with you, i'll pay my way).  Not that paying is wrong, I have given money before, no need to lie.  but it was because the person who got it is the person I wanted to have it. I wanted money in that person's hand, but i didn't need it to get whatever i needed from that person either.

The dudes on the bus and train just mean mugging.  I don't want these women. I don't.  Nothing wrong with them, but pandering and pimping that's not me.  So one of the females says to me"Ain't nothing you can do to stop these folk from hating you, all you can do is just do what you gotta to not deal with them........"

Prophetic words that shut the bus up, streetwalkers fight.......I don't care if they 99 or 9, that's just something about them.  She put enough in her voice to get me a pass, wasn't feeling the best today.

I walked over my t-jones(dallas lingo for mother) house.  I thought about what she said. I thought about how time and time again haters take my emotions, they take my blood pressure because I give it to them.   I think about how good it has felt by cutting certain folk out of my life.  I think about how good it is to say NO, you not good for me, stay away.  I think about how good it is to have love.........you know..........

I looked up and realized when I got home, that I'm free.  I am totally in God's control and that certainty frees the drama and stress from these home made plots and plans by females running around corners while females like me run economies, run spins......I looked in that mirror and realized whether I have rent money for the landlord Friday or not, he is going to ensure that I am not put out.  God's business is at hand, and that will put asunder for no man or woman.

That's where we start today.  I know it was long.  My point is that despite most of the folk that encounter me on a daily basis, KNOWING, KNOWING THAT IF GIVEN A CHANCE, I WOULD DEPORT THEM AND FIND A WAY TO PUT OBAMA AND MICHELLE, MIGHT AS WELL INCLUDE THE KIDS ON A BUS BACK TO WHERE EVER THEY ARE FROM.....................They still respect me.

Why?

B/c I stand on my word.  If I say I don't fool with identity theft, then folk know I will sell dope instead.

If I say I didn't give this woman my ssn and family ssn, then folk know I will file charges to show otherwise.

If I say I didn't smoke crack, then folk know I have no need to lie to folk who don't pay my bills the blunt sales alone serve as that mythbusters.........( can you bust the myth of why your records are sealed barack.......can you solve that mystery?)

If I say I am going to stand and depend on the God I serve, then folk know ain't no need to continue to badger her(the notable exception to this is discussed earlier).

DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM THIS EVIL, MEAN, HATE ALL THESE FOREIGNERS, TRULY FEEL THAT THESE CHILDREN NEED A SWTICH AND A HUG ON A DAILY BASIS,

DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEY KNOW I AM BEGGING GOD FOR AN OPPORTUNITY TO GIVE SOME ON THE HILL STARTING WITH WONDER MIKE, SOME OF THAT BEFORE THE MORNING DEW HITS THE GROUND EAST LAWN LOVE..........

Despite all that,

THEY COME TO ME.  BECAUSE THEY KNOW, WITH HER I CAN EAT.

WITH HER, I CAN BE MY OWN PERSON.........

WITH HER, I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HER MAKING ME SLEEP WITH HER BECAUSE SHE GOT ME FOOD OR SHELTER.

WITH HER, I KNOW THAT ALTHOUGH SHE CAN'T SOLVE ALL MY PROBLEMS, SHE WILL DO WHAT SHE SAID SHE COULD AND BE HONEST ABOUT WHAT SHE CAN'T.

WITH HER, THERE IS NO JUDGMENT...............

WITH HER, THERE IS NO FEELING OF BEING USED.

WITH HER, SHE AIN'T GOING TO CALL ME NO GARDEN TOOL OR MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ONE.........

These your people, Obama.  YOU LEFT THEM BROKE, TIRED, CHANGED THEIR HOPE TO DOPE...........

YOU LIED TO THEM, YOU MADE FOOLS OUT OF EVERYBODY BECAUSE YOU PROMISE EVERYTHING TO EVERYBODY.

These children, these young people, these new voter registrations.

They don't get the concept of LET'S MAKE PELOSI MAD SO I CAN SAY I AM A CENTRIST IN 2012.............

Nah..............they real simple.  All they know is they can't eat, they can't make it on these streets, they ain't going nowhere to go, they know they don't even have a clue.

They know that people like me are going to have money, REGARDLESS, i don't depend on the government to anything for me but bring me up on charges.

But they also know people like me got heart, people like me will put a g(1000) dollars in the clerks hand at the store and tell them don't let a baby come in here go hungry, i'll be back tomorrow to get my change.

They know people like me despite THEIR CITIZENSHIP STATUS, DESPITE THEIR POLITICAL STATUS will help them...........and still go back to my deportation efforts.

THEY KNOW PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE REAL...............

THEY KNOW PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE SOLID GOLD...................

always worth the weight.

THANK YOU, EVERY DAY, MR. OBAMA.  THERE ARE THOSE WHO WILL VOTE FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE A PENIS, THE TESTICLES PART..............WELL, I SAID I WASN'T GOING TO CURSE NO MORE.............SO LET'S JUST SAY THE TESTICLES PART IS DEBATED WITH YOU.  THERE ARE THOSE WHO WILL SAY HE'S BETTER THAN PALIN, HE STOOD UP TO PELOSI.

YOU CAN HAVE THOSE VOTES.............OBAMA.  YOU KAINE, CHRIS MATTHEWS, BILL O'RILEY(DON'T LET HIM FOOL YOU, HE'LL VOTE FOR OBAMA BEFORE PALIN).

You can have all those folk.

I'LL TAKE THE YOUNG ONES, I'LL TAKE THE IGNORANT, I'LL TAKE THE GULLIBLE.

They used to putting in work, hitting every corner, just getting votes instead of dope or sex sales this time.........

I got them.

go play games, WHILE I FEED AND TAKE CARE OF THIS MIDDLE CLASS YOU SAY YOU CARE ABOUT.  WHETHER I AM ON 63RD AND CRENSHAW OR CAMP WISDOM AND CHAUCER, WILL NEVER BE HARMED ON THESE STREETS................NO STREETS IN AMERICA.........

BECAUSE WHEN YOU MR. OBAMA, MS. PELOSI PLAY YOUR LET'S HOLD THE TAXES OF THIS COUNTRY HOSTAGE GAMES.........

people like me put cash in folks hands to pay bills, and nobody is going to ask questions where it came from.

hope and change, and saving the middle class and redistribution don't pay bills.

But Benjamin's, employment and the word of a g on levels some of you females even in your 50+ years can't comprehend do..........

They don't care about China trade barriers issues, I do.  All they know is you promised them everything and all they see is they are losing everything.

It's real simple with your demographic and thanks for giving them to me.  Unlike you, Mr. Obama, my street creds be in lindsey street in norman, be it mlk in los angeles, is certified.  I am a stand up lady, I keep my words and I show no mercy. 

Okay, gotta go, but for those of us who are little more politically inclined.

THE TAX CUT MESS IN THE HOUSE IS GAME, OBAMA, PELOSI, AND REID KNOW THEY DON'T NEED IT.

THE GOP HOUSE MEMBERS WHO VOTE FOR IT ARE GOING TO PAY AND WE WAY BEYOND BALLOT BOX MEASURES........

Appreciate you, Brother Boehner, Getting flake in the money chair it helps.........

Guy Benson(all articles cited from townhall.com today) breaks it down with that move.

Larry Elder shows us how BUSH WAS RIGHT, SADAMN HAD HEAT, and we learned this all from wikileaks and more importantly, Obama's refusal to do something about him.  God, you said I could learn from anyone situation, you wasn't playing around were you.............read the article and send a I'm sorry to BUSH.

All this coverage on Wikileaks, yet no one mentions that..........

Cal Thomas breaks down the democrats fundamental problem, they can't stop spending money.........They can, THEY JUST NOT GOING TO STOP SPENDING YOUR MONEY.........on every illegal they can find........

CHINA NEEDS GAS, SO OBAMA SHUTS DOWN THE GULF COAST KNOWING THAT CHINA IS PAYING UP TO TWO TRILLION DOLLARS FOR OIL ACCESS. CHECK IT OUT, TOWNHALL.COM AND LET ENERGY INSIDER KEN MOORS BREAK IT DOWN, HOW OBAMA SPENDS SPENDS SPENDS, BUT WON'T LET THE US WIN NO KIND OF WAY.

2 Trillion dollars can take a bit out of this deficit, and create jobs..........

Kind of like medicinal marijuana, but America getting money is bad........I forgot.......

It's okay for Michelle to spend 75K of our money a week, but wrong and morally corrupt for us to spend our money our way.........

Micheal Reagan breaks down WHY I AM NOT JUST A POLITICAL OBSTRUCTIONIST, HE BREAKS IT DOWN HOW ONCE AGAIN, OBAMA POLICIES SCREW OUR ALLIES, THIS TIME HOW START AIN'T GOING TO HELP POLAND......

POLAND IS THE HOMIE,

AND REMEMBER, GEORGIA AND HOW RUSSIA CAME IN, DISRESPECTED OUR SOVEREIGNTY, KIND OF LIKE HOW HOLDER LET THESE COUNTRIES DISRESPECT OUR SOVEREIGNTY OVER AZ'S LAWS............

START SCREWS POLAND AND HELPS RUSSIA..........

READ THAT ARTICLE.

JACKIE GINGRICH CUSHMAN BREAKS DOWN A FUNDAMENTAL FLAW IN OBAMA'S PARADIGM...........THIS FOOL THINKS GOVERNMENT IS HIS MONEY..........

READ IT, SHE IS TELLING THE TRUTH.

DONALD LAMBRO IS PEEPING THE GAME, TELLING YOU HOW OBAMA AIN'T GOING TO GO CENTER..........IT'S JUST GAME.

OPPOSING PELOSI AIN'T BEING CENTERED........

THAT'S JUST HAVING COMMON SENSE........


GAY PEOPLE, I TOLD YOU TO STOP LETTING THE DEMS PLAY YOU FOR FOOLS.......

WHEN I GET MY IDENTITY STRAIGHT, YOU WILL GET ASK DON'T ASK, DON'T TELL, FIGURE OUT THAT TIMELINE............

I END WITH THIS,

WORDS FROM MR. OBAMA, WE ARE CALLED TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER.

DO YOU INCLUDE HOSTAGE-TAKERS, EVIL RICH FOLK, THOSE WHO CLING TO THEIR BIBLE(B/C YOU AIN'T GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD FOR CALLING GOD'S NAME) AND THEIR GUNS( the constitution says I gotta right to bear arms specifically to combat big government folk like you)...........

DO YOU INCLUDE THOSE WHO WANT YOU TO RESPECT THIS COUNTRY AND ITS RULES BY OPENING YOUR RECORDS.........

DO YOU INCLUDE THOSE WHO FIGHT TO KEEP CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS DO YOU KNOW BECAUSE OF THE "ENCOURAGEMENT" FOR DIVERSITY, WE DON'T EVEN GET A NEW SANTA MOVIE?

DO YOU INCLUDE THOSE WHO VIEW YOU AS THE ENEMY, AS THE SOCIALIST THAT YOU ARE?

DO YOU INCLUDE THOSE WHO WILL GIVE UP THEIR LIVES EVEN IF IT MEANS YOURS BEFORE YOU FILL OUR PRISONS WITH G-BAY DETAINEES GIVING THEM PRIME RECRUITING GROUND.........?

DO ME AND MY SISTERS, SARAH PALIN AND MICHELLE BACHMANN GET TO BE ON THAT LIST OR IS THAT RESERVED FOR THE GOOD, NON-RICH, NON-WHITE FOLK?

NO DREAM ACT,

NO START,

SOMEONE NEEDS TO GIVE OUT SOME DETAILS ON THAT BUDGET.............

HOW IS A COMMUNITY ORGANIZER'S WIFE ON THE BEST DRESSED LIST, BUT YET YOU TELL AN ENTIRE COAST THEY CAN'T WORK FOR SEVEN YEARS...........

GOV. PALIN, BABY YOU HANDLING(YOU ARE DOING AN EXCEPTIONAL JOB!) when you go overseas, can you take some pictures for me?  You getting your read on, you coming with the heat on these posts.........you go girl...........

Rep. Bachmann, baby, you keep laying in the cut(keeping a low profile when you can), keep raising that bread, next year YOU GOT THE MIKE! YOU ARE THE MIKE!

that's all, folk.

Just thought some of you all needed to know how you build a real coalition,that won't chew you out on tough decisions.  BE YOURSELF, REMAIN TRUE, STAND ON YOUR PRINCIPLES AND STAND YOUR GROUND.

something you all on the left, and the dirty right ain't gotta never worry about with Obama...............

He bends so many ways, he makes the r&B singer Ciara asks how you do that..............

ttyl
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