Monday, January 3, 2011

real simple stuff

Hello America,

How are you?  One of the benefits writing this way is that there is no structure in the sense of I rarely write a draft, don't have an editor, can kind of fly off the handle.  This is one of these days where I need an editor, I need the structure of this being a formal job.

I'm stressing on some personal stuff.  I don't know how you all, men, do it, but do these urges to mark your territory just spring up out of randomness........

If I were at a job, I wouldn't be allowed to read my facebook account and deal with that drama before work, but that's not the case.........Let me just breathe.................

Okay........

FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL OF THE BIRTHDAY LOVE! IT WAS TRULY AMAZING TO READ HUNDREDS OF BIRTHDAY WISHES FROM THOSE I THOUGHT REALLY FORGOT ABOUT me.

So I took the time to thank everyone personally and that took some time.

I don't like male attention........not like that, but I don't like it when all of the sudden just all kinds of men are trying to holla(slang for trying to date.....America) at me.  I have been back in Dallas for over a year, no one has had two words to say to me, now I got all type of folk in my face.  I can't stand that, but that's the way it is.  When you hot, you hot.  Now that the truth about what all is coming out, I guess people feel okay about approaching me about dating.  And now of course, Delmar wants to stake his claim......I'm just not even try to hear none of that right now, class is back in session.

So will all my prayer warriors, say a prayer for me.  God was right, I am getting a resolution to a conflict, but I can see now I am not going to like everything about the way he rectified it.  PRAY FOR ME..........FOR ME TO ACCEPT HIS WILL HIS WAY..........

You know for folk like me work is needed sometimes 24 hours a day.  I don't like changes, I don't like drama, and there has been some names from the past pop up in the past couple of days that just got my mind on everything but work.  So I apologize in advance, we are going to address some issues, I had a post in mind, not going to deter from it.  So let's go.

1) raising the debt ceiling-PEOPLE IT'S LIKE THIS.  I listened to steven moore this morning, I know the debt ceiling can be raised and nothing positive will happen unless we have a balanced budget.  BUT MY POINT IS TO ACCEPT REALITY..........LIKE I HAVE TO ACCEPT AT TIMES THAT I WAS IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN THAT DOES NOT SEE ANY PROBLEM BEATING HIS WIFE BUT KILLING FOR HIS MAMA.  YOU UNDERSTAND AND I SAY THIS NOT FOR SYMPATHY?  WE HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT CONGRESS ON BOTH SIDES HAS SHOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN THAT THEY CAN'T LOOK AMERICA IN THE EYES AND MAKE TOUGH CHOICES AND STICK BY THEM.

THEY ARE TOO ADDICTED TO THE ELECTION CYCLE.

BEFORE WE RAISE THE DEBT CEILING, WE NEED CUTS..........

SORRY, THAT'S THE WAY IT IS.

I SUPPORT PAUL RYAN FULL STREAM............

NOT WORRIED ABOUT ELECTIONS, WHAT MATTERS NOW IS NOW.  WE CAN'T CONTROL OTHER PEOPLE, BUT WE CAN CONTROL CONGRESS.

IF THIS WERE PRIVATE BUSINESS, THEN CUTS AT THE TOP WOULD ALREADY BE MADE, IF YOU WANT TO RAISE THE CEILING CONGRESS, THEN CUT YOUR SALARY IN HALF............

STOP SPENDING MONEY ON FOOD STAMP, SEC 8 APPLICATIONS AND WHAT NOT IN OTHER LANGUAGES................

STOP FUNDING THE CREATION OF THESE CZARS THAT OBAMA DOES............

STOP FUNDING THE SECRET SERVICE FOR EVERY EXCURSION OBAMA WANTS TO TAKE, MAKE A LIMIT AND TELL HIM THOSE ARE THE REQUIREMENTS FOR THE JOB.

STOP GIVING CONGRESS FREE POSTAGE.............

SHUT DOWN PROGRAMS..........SORRY IT IS GOING TO HAVE TO HAPPEN BECAUSE IF WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT BEING NICE, THEN IT WON'T HAVE TO BE FOR LONG, BECAUSE THERE WILL BE NO AMERICA LEFT............

THIS IS NOT GOING TO DIVIDE THE GOP, IT'S NOT.  BECAUSE BEFORE ONE MORE DIME IS TAKEN FROM CHINA, CUTS WILL BE MADE OR THE WILL OF THE PEOPLE IS GOING TO START EXERCISING OUR 4TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS.........

THIS IS NOT A GAME. AT ALL, THIS AIN'T ABOUT PLAYING NO CHICKEN.  THIS IS ABOUT WE ARE OUT OF MONEY, WE CAN'T PAY THE DEBT WE GOT.

WE HAVE TO STOP LOOKING AT THINGS HOW WE WANT THEM TO BE AND LOOK AT THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE.

Trust, Trust from church yesterday to just today's drama, I have to do the same.  And the equilvalent of being with an abusive partner who knows you are sick is the same of this debt commision. 

Lying to myself that I can love all of the anger this dude has in him away, lying to myself that I can remedy all of the anger this dude has towards women because of the fault of other primary women in his life

IS GOING TO COST ME MY LIFE, SOONER OR LATER.  NO MATTER HOW MUCH MY WILL IS, NO MATTER HOW STRONG IT IS, UNLESS BECK AND GOD CHANGE THIS MAN'S HEART, IT IS NOT GOING TO STOP.

IT WILL COST ME MY LIFE.

lying to ourselves that we can't live without medicare, medicaid and this new deal crap because we haven't had to in the past sixty years, Lying to ourselves that somehow the economy will rebound enough where another congress and administration can put their head in the ground...........

IS GOING TO COST THIS COUNTRY IT'S LIFE, SOONER THAN LATER.  NO MATTER HOW MUCH THIS CONGRESS PROMISES, RIGHT OR LEFT, GOP OR DEMS, IT IS THAT DIRTY................, IT IS NOT GOING TO STOP, UNLESS WE STOP IT.

IT WILL COST US THE LIFE OF THIS COUNTRY.

So let it go, Obama administration, don't ever talk to us about destroying this country, WHEN WE PAY FOR EVERY STIMULUS, EVERY HOPE AND CHANGE PIECE OF CRAP POLICY YOU ALL SEND DOWN THE HILL..............

WATCH YOURSELF..........

I CAN AFFORD TO BE FOOLISH, THE LOSS OF MY LIFE WON'T BREAK THIS COUNTRY, IT WILL SUCK, AND I PLAY WITH MY LIFE EVERY DAY, BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TRYING NEW THINGS AND YOU CAN TAKE THAT LITERAL TRANSLATION HOWEVER YOU WANT TOO.  I am trying to respect the vows I made with someone who didn't keep his vows......This is my life to waste if I continue on the same path.

But can you as a Nation, America.

THE TIME IS NOW, AND ONLY NOW TO GET THIS STRAIGHT.

MEDICARE AND MEDICAID, FOOD STAMPS, SECTION 8, ALLOWANCES FOR STUDENT VISAS...........GONE.............WE PHASING OUT..........., HEADSTART PROBABLY TOO, IN ADDITION TO CUTTING EVERY PIECE OF PORK ON THE HILL, SO MUCH THAT PORKY THE PIG LOOKS LIKE HE IS ON CRACK!

IF THEY NOT, DON'T ASK FOR SUPPORT ABOUT THIS DEBT CEILING........

YOU PLAYING AND DEALING WITH GROWN FOLK.

2)RNC-BABY, YOU MAY HAVE THE MACHINE, BUT LET ME BREAK IT DOWN TO YOU, IF I GET BACK TO CALI WHICH I HAVE TO ANYWAY, IF I POP 5000 POUNDS OF MEDICINAL MARIJUANA AT LET'S SAY 10 K WHOLESALE, ASK YOURSELF, HOW MUCH FUNDRAISING I CAN DO..............

YOU ALL CAN BACK DOOR STEELE ALL YOU WANT................

NOT GOING TO VOTE, BUT IF STEELE REMAINS, I AM JUST GOING TO HAVE GOV. PALIN IF SHE WILL, GO INDEPENDENT, WE AIN'T GOTTA DO NO DEBATES THROUGH CNN, FOX, WE WILL GO "VIRAL"

AND WHEN WE GET HER IN OFFICE, AND GET MORE TEA PARTY FOLK IN, FOLK LIKE MURKOWSKI, MCCAIN.........BABY, THAT EAST LAWN IS GOING TO BE FULL.

GET RID OF STEELE.............

HE'S DIRTY...........

SEIBRUS, WE DON'T NEED A WHITE STEELE...................

GET RID OF HIM..........

Let's end it right there, I know Issa is investigating, but executive order #13489 would have been nice to review.

I am mad at God, not mad more irritated, because I have to accept the fact of dealing with a situation that I cannot have complete control over and that drives me wild.  I can't keep playing with my health for the sake of love.......

Can this country afford to keep playing with it's fiscal health just for the sake of saying "I didn't cut y'all checks, but he or she was going to"

Because I could write on and on.............Lord knows ask the crayolas...........I can be prolific, but at the end of the day, one question remains.........

one for me..........

Am I going to remain with a man who I love........I do......but routinely poses a risk to my health and safety?  don't know, that's between me and God.  I talk to him every day about it, I write about it here, because I get so many emails from people who appreciate my candor, it's not that simple.  I want him to change, God is telling me that ain't my place..........

one question for you

Are you going to remain and allow a system of corruption from the right to the left that will put this country out of business, just to say "we didn't cut your checks"

The paperwork said life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness........

I didn't get the memo that added health care, food stamps, unemployment for five years, and so on.......

Make a choice, real simple on paper, hard to do in life.

I gotta do the same.

gotta go.

i need to talk to god, sorry, not being mean or a butt, but i can't focus on this right now, i got personal health issues.

i'll be back tomorrow.

TIFFANI
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