I AM SORRY I AM LATE, IT IS A BLESSING THAT I AM OVER HERE SAFE AND SOUND TO WRITE. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH THAT ARE STRANDED IN THIS WEATHER. THANKS TO THE CITY OF DALLAS AND SURROUNDING CITIES INCLUDING TXDOT FOR KEEPING US SAFE.........
SAME TO THOSE ALL OVER SUFFERING FROM THIS STORM. THIS POST WAS HACKED YESTERDAY, AND IT HAS BECOME ALMOST OF A GAME, I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS SAID TO CAUSE IT TO BE HACKED, AND SEE IF IT IS SOMETHING I CAN CHANGE MY MIND ON OR NOT.
WE WILL CONTINUE WITH THE ACTS, IDIDN'T END THE WAY I WANTED IT TO, HERE WE GO AND MY SUPER BOWL MOMENT IS INCLUDED.
I AM GOING TO REPOST YESTERDAY'S POST THEN INCLUDE A LINE THAT 'S LET YOU KNOW WHERE THE STORY BEGINS.....
this post was hacked, and i am too tired to rewrite, but we will expound tomorrow.
Have a couple of announcements..........
With my deepest regrets, I can't put the translator on Rep. Ryan's speech. I know........Iknow...... It's not like that I don't want to, and I did read the speech.
Rep. Ryan I am going to say this to you..........
There are some folk that don't belong in the house, there are some that belong there for life.....
I hope and pray that you take this as a comment that you belong in the latter
Yeah, the senate is more personality, less people, more power, BUT BABY, WE NEED YOU CAPTAIN CRUNCH....WE NEED YOU IN THE HOUSE FOR LIFE.
CANTOR, HE'S GOING TO RUN FOR SENATE OR PRESIDENT, SOON.......DON'T LET HIM FOOL YOU.
BUT YOU, YOU ARE THE JOHN BOEHNER OF MY GENERATION. NOW I KNOW YOU DON'T HAVE A BOX OF KLEENEX LIKE BROTHER BOEHNER.......but you are needed nonetheless. You need to get all of these folk out of your policial ear and tell the truth. Your speech lacked specifics and with you being captain crunch, I know it is because some told you to take it out. We both know Rep. Ryan when Rep. Bachmann came out with her response, it was going to put you on the back burner.
I hope and pray.........I do.......I do..........that the back burner is where you need to be until you come out with the ugly fiscal truth. Just lay it on the line. I GOT YOUR BACK, YOUR DISTRICT HAS YOUR BACK, THIS COUNTRY HAS YOUR BACK. YOU UNDERSTAND? DON'T LET FOLK TELL YOU THAT TELLING US THE TRUTH IS GOING TO COST THE GOP 2012, DON'T LET THEM LIE TO YOU. I REPRESENT THE WILL OF SOME AMERICAN LEGAL CITIZENS........ONLY YOU CAN PREVENT THIS FISCAL FIRE, REP. RYAN.
TELLING THE TRUTH AIN'T THE SAME AS TELLING THE WHOLE TRUTH AND WE NEED THAT FROM YOU. YOU GOT A 30 TO 40YEAR CAREER IN THE HOUSE, YOU WILL RUN THE CHECKBOOKS SOONER THAN LATTER. PLEASE WISCONSIN, KEEP CAPTAIN CRUNCH IN.
And with that I have to tell you why I can't turn the translator on. I made a deal with God when I rejoined church. I don't like it. I didn't like it then. God told me to just be but when he put it upon my heart to say something on his behalf, I have to. I have been just pushing along, but of course, today when I get ready to do Rep. Ryan's speech God called.......
Here's the true story.......
God called me up this morning. It has been a very intense week. I can name all of these acts and talk about how so and so did this, and this person did that, but why? Those who know, know and I have offiically hired God to handle my enemies. That's a pretty long, dirty and ruthless list.
He calls and tells me to meet him in Brooklyn. Seriously, this is some metaphysical. So I put on my baby phat jeans, get me this white hoodie I have dying to sport, some timberlands, I'm clumsy, put three dice in my pocket and roll up there.
God meets me on the Ave..........It's some gangsta stuff today so why not hang in the BK.
He says to me "Tiffani, you know I got other children right?"
I reply and say "Yeah, word is out, you the baby daddy of infiniti..........."
God laughs, but his eyes not laughing.
He says" Tiffani, you got a voice now. You got pull, you got power, your money is coming. You even got police. Ain't no little girl games no more. You got lives in your hands. And I'm giving you the power that what ever happens is going to happen. I am not going to intervene because you right. I let folk test you time and time again. I didn't intervene when you reported all of this mess. I let my other children play you like a fool. I let them do everything and anything to break you. I was there every time you was hit, or robbed or arrested, or graduated, but I didn't do anything.........
Today, God is smoking a newport so hard that Obama would tell Michelle "that man has got something on his mind, look how he is dragging on that cigarette, he smoked almost the whole thing with almost one puff"
He continues "Tiffani, today and a lot of days I put you in situations where you could end up in prison for life, for something you didn't do other than speaking your voice. It's not about right or wrong. You got a big mouth, but an even bigger heart, and even though you are a blue devil in the sense, your bloodline demands the blue, and you are cold as ice, so cold that a member of alpha phi alpha would say that's just too cold for me, you the one. You the ghetto prodigal daughter.....
I know I could have stepped in and you would have finished law school. I heard your prayers asking me for guidance. I know I could have stepped in and helped you get to the doctor where your situation wouldn't be so bad, that you would have kids by now............I know.....I heard you calling for me. I didn't leave you hanging, but I didn't answer and I knew, I knew what you would do without my guidance.
Every day, I hear the prayers of your enemies asking for a chance, one more chance to break you before you give this report to Michelle B. or before God forbid, sorry.........I mean before I give you that job that you need, that break that is coming. And I answer their requests, I give it to them. I give you up, all the time. When that bus driver didn't stop by the station and that cost you hours at work, I was right there. When your job told you to come in knowing you had to walk a half a mile to get there and told you that's okay, I knew how bad you was hurting this morning, I knew how tired you was........
Now God is crying and I reply "Man you are scaring me so bad, I may give Lucifer a call. I know all this God. We allright. I ain't cool with it. But I understand................Even though I am the one for the job you have chosen for me, people want to see me go through hoops for their satisfaction, but me and you both know, God, there ain't going to be enough hoops to satisfy these folk. They simply want me to spend the rest of my life jumping through endless hoops to prevent me from my destiny.
I know my enemies are your children. I know. And I trust you still. But my mom putting out an article on forgiveness this morning to read was a bit much. Look, God. You used me. It is what it is. You made me look a fool time and time again because the hustle ain't in the destination, it is in the path that has been walked.
That's why when people pull this stuff, your people, I might add, I don't say nothing. I don't do nothing. I gave you my word that I would let you handle it and I am. With Rep. Bachmann am I going to send her a letter, yes. It is for my safety. You see how I wrote this post about forigiveness, but it was hacked............
THESE YOUR PEOPLE GOD, AIN'T NOTHING GOING TO MAKE THEM STOP, BUT ME. THEY WON'T STOP"
Now here's the edited version of the acts
I say to God " Look, man.........no disrespect, but I get tired of you asking me for stuff all the time and yet you don't do nothing to nobody else. Look at this mess in Egypt, all from Wonder Mike running his mouth. God, if you are omnipotent, then these muslims are your children too, no doubt, although a lot of them are good people, they got some folk that wouldn't mind putting a bullet in my brain. He promised them something he cannot give, amnesty through science and math student visas, he sues Arizona with federal court authority through Holder yet refuses to respect the ruling from Judge Vincent I believe that threw out Obamacare in totality........
You let these folk play games with my life.................for what..............so they can avoid consequences of thigns they chose to do......... From day one, the judge tried to give me five years in the pen for a plant, when people cooking meth, crack and everything in between getting 3 to 5, even child molestors.............What you want from me man, lay it out?"
God looks, I look.............We look, for moment that seems like eons.......
"Tiffani, Tiffani. I feel you, I know you don't mean no disrepsect, although you pushing it. I can't say nothing to you because I am the one allowing you to be pushed. I just want to be sure where your head is at, I know where your heart is. I want you to look at these acts as a testament of faith and diligence to my will"
I shake my head..........I pull out some East Coast Sour Diesel, now I take a long, long drag......
"No disrespect God. All I want is to just be left alone. I leave folk alone they try to find ways to show folk we getting along and we not. And I am tired of it. I don't go in none of these folk faces, I don't go over they house, I don't do nothing to do them. I don't do nothing with them or for them. They not a part of my life no more, but yet you provide them opportunity after opportunity for them to disrespect me?????? All I wanted is to be a wife and mother and run a charity........be a good part of my community. Because of this mess, look at me............"
God pauses, strokes his beard..............It hurts because she is telling the truth, night after night from when she was little all she prayed for was peace in her life. to just find somewhere to be able to have a good night's rest. God's heart hurts because he knows he gave her everything but.
'Tiffani, your life is mine............."
"Take it then because obviously I ain't doing right. I don't know how to be cool with folk that cost me time........................time I could have had a child not because I was to be a bad mother, nah.........just to cover up some fraud because some "good " illlegal people is better than some "bad" legal people. I get it. What you want from me man, I am going to miss the subway, I can't be uptown after dark........Too much temptation, I may go out or something. What you want from me that I can give you, because your people equate forgiveness with forgetfulness and I can't do that........You the sun but I can't reflect that. I ain't Jesus, he can do that superfragilistic stuff, I can't."
"You can't or you won't?"
I look....because we beefing now, we beefing and I didn't want none of this. God knows I am trying every day, and every day, it is just crap after crap. People all in my face like I don't know what's going on. I don't want nothing from nobody. I work like a dog because when I say I am through with you...........I am..........I feel too deeply to not do otherwise. The love I feel today can turn into a rage that can Lucifer look twice tomorrow.
I can't deal with some folk no more. God it's that simple. It's a lot of folk. Ain't just no one side. I can't sit there and watch someone I love get hurt and get played and not do nothing about it. Why you think I fight for this country? But in the personal realm, people love who they love man, and you can't do nothing but respect. So I stay away.
I ain't trying to knock nobody's hustle, but they living off a lie about ME. I HAVE ASKED THEM TO STOP. THEY WANT. I CALLED MY BIG SISTER MICHELLE, SHE TELLS ME TO HOLLA. I wait, but it won't stop. I don't want nothing from these folk. AIN'T NOTHING THEY CAN GIVE ME TO MAKE THIS RIGHT, GOD, IT AIN'T BUT TO LEAVE ME ALONE. THEY NOT TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY WRONG, THEY TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT TO AVOID THESE CHARGES..........
You know it and I know it........"
God nods............."I see where you are coming from. But Tiffani, they don't have the faith that you do, they can't trust in me enough to trust you...........To trust that it won't be something ugly.....But I ain't stopping you. I don't stop them, so how can I say something to you? I say something to you anyway, but you tired babygirl.......and you should be. You got a lot of other people's crap on your back"
"No disrespect God.........But your people gotta understand from Wonder Mike on down, there gotta be consequences, no doubt. But Michelle ain't going to put my life on front street, she knows that would hurt me too bad. She knows the emotional flux I am in, she knows I can't handle that brand of justice because of what it would take me through. She knows I simply want it to stop and I trust that she can and will make it stop through other avenues of justice that are not subject to fox news........
Tired of those around me hating because I want to get my hair done and look good and feel good about myself. I'm a damn good woman, I've been through a lot, done a lot of wrong but I get up and try each and every day to make it right. Tired of being surround by those who listen to some person past they prime in this game trying to keep something that is over...........going. Tired of gritting my teeth because all these folk in my life come at me like I'm dumb. I don't want to get them back, I just want to be done with them....... Let it be, God stop the beef. Let ALL OF YOUR CHILDREN SUFFER CONSEQUENCES, NOT JUST ME.
THIS THE SUPER BOWL GOD..............I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FAVORITE PACKER OF ALL TIME, STERLING SHARPE, ONE OF THE COLDEST RECEIVERS I THINK OF ALL TIME, ALL AROUND SKILLS STRONG, SWIFT........
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FAVORITE STEELER OF ALL TIME. JEROME BETTIS. I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM, BUT I LOVED THAT GOLD OF NORTE DAME, I LOVED WHAT HIS RUNNING STYLE STOOD FOR. NOT PRETTY, JUST GETTING THE JOB DONE.
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HOW I MISS REGGIE WHITE IN TIMES LIKE THESE.............
I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HOW THAT STADIUM FULL OF YELLOW TOWELS WITH THE SNOW FALLING AND THE BLACK ARE SCENES THAT LET ME KNOW GOD THAT YOU ARE REAL..............
YOU FEEL ME.................I'm tired of fussing, i'm tired. I want to enjoy life and if they folk around me can't stand to me shine, that's allright, bless them with glasses God because I am not going to stop. I have to do my part for this country's sake, for my sake. For the children I wish I would have had sake's............They gotta know Mama was busy doing something meaningful instead of raising them. I want to dance and go out and be loved......
And the same way Wonder Mike is doing this country is the way his dirty pool crew is doing me personally. LYING, SEALING RECORDS LIKE EXECUTIVE ORDER #13489 AND YET TELLS THE EGYPTIANS TO STAND FOR JUSTICE AND YET THREATENS REPORTERS?http://www.examiner.com/conservative-in-national/white-house-insider-warns-of-dire-consequences-from-eligibility-issue THAT LINK IS REAL GOD?
You let these folk make me look some damn crazed meth addict growing some weed, voluntering my id to anybody and you watched WHILE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS VOUCHED FOR THE BULL for what? money ? just to see me at the bottom?
What about them makes them so much better than me? Why can't I just be me in peace? Man, my train coming, I gotta go in a minute."
God looks and simply says "The acts of man reveal the truth of man. No matter what you came to me, you were honest with me. Live in your home, keep that truck, do you, Tiffani. I'll handle it. I will, I promise. Just stay strong and trust in me. These acts are not for your benefit, it is for theirs, they just can't see that yet..........My will will be done. "
We hug, I went back down the ave to the subway, hit 95 and headed home.
My point is that on the field the acts of one affects all. And life is no different. We will not allow the valid cries of those in Egypt affect our bottom line. Obama's acts have made our allies look at us no longer with respect and trust, but with questions and sadness, on all levels.
I will be here, Super Bowl Sunday, I will be in my home, I will be driving my car, no one's else. I don't want nothing but to be left alone. You stole my id, you ruined my life trying to hide up the lies and yet have the audacity to continue to manilupate hoping I will need you for something.
I told you this story because you need to know that you don't have to like God to trust him. You ain't gotta cut for none of his other children. You can forgive and not forget. You have the right to say I can't handle all that. You gotta right to say I want to be happy. I don't want to these folk in my life because I am only surrounding myself with love.
The actions of man reveal the truth of man.
When you all pulled that bull all week long and including today because this ain't going to stop until my tax return is posted?
What did my acts reveal?
Did I call man or did I call God?
By the conversation, I think we know the answer to that. Face it. It's over. I have moved on with my life. If you don't want to see me happy and fulfilled, step off now because that's where I am headed, and I am taking this country too.
Sorry, Egypt, if you all want to overthrow your system, you are going to need more than some rocks and a twitter account because we must support the system that is in power now. Barack, when gas goes up and these kids can't eat, you know your house is the first stop right?
What truth do you think the acts we are going to take against your administration are going to reveal?