Sorry I am late. I have been starting out a little later these days. Got a lot of soul-searching to do about some things.......It takes time.
Today, we are going to remain in The Book of John, not that I want to, but some actions remain that must be discussed in the context of "So Be It."
There are truths that must be accepted.
In regards to Palin, the latest person to ask me to chill on the birther thing, I also heard Karl Rove. It is like this, I am not going to dog Palin, her child, her son is literally under Obama's thumb. I am not going to dog Rove, he's smart, intelligent, I UNDERSTAND where he is coming from......
However, Mr. Obama you continue to fail with this issue time and time again. IF YOU KNOW YOU ON THE UP AND UP, WHY BOTHER WITH ME? Why find every person you think I look at as a role model to try to "shame" me out of my honest beliefs....... First of all, I'm grown. Second of all, I'm grown and Last of all, I'm grown.
I understand the focus should be on jobs, Gov. Palin, like you giving me a job...........However, this is what is going on in the streets. The fraud that it takes to harbor, to feed, to insure, to provide life and liberties is killing legal American Citizens. Not just felons, they are a targeted population, but it is an issue of national security.
Executive Order #13489, will not get Obama impeached, but if he wants to squash things, open it up, starting building an avenue of trust with folk like me.
ALTHOUGH I NEED THE MONEY, MR. OBAMA, I DON'T WORK FOR PALIN, NOR BACHMANN, NOR THE TEA PARTY. I can't anyone to hire me, remember, can't even get results of interviews because I got people hoping and praying that I give up, that something happens to me so that they can continue their lives as "good illegal" Tiffani versus the "Bad Legal" Tiffani that exists as me......
Get over yourself, dude. I am just a little person with one little mouth. You got CNN, Oprah, your nobel peace prize, your harvard education, your princeton wife, community organizer, ordained from God according to Kadafhi.
The truth you must accept Obama is that I am not going to change my mind, because I don't believe that you are qualified to be President according to our rules. I do believe you are a citizen, I don't really care who you worship although your radical muslim anti-american childhood socialization worries me.....
The truth I must accept is that due to the depths of the corruption of this governmental system...., I will be alone in this fight.
Just do you, Mr. Obama, go out and be the wonderful orator, hustler, or whatever you need to call yourself these days.
I am going to do me. I keep asking you, Mr. Obama, just leave me alone, but you want the approval of all.........and you not going to get that, just like I am not going to get something I really want and not meant to have...........
These are So Be It, truths, that we all must respect and here we go for today.
First of all, I am not crazy and yes, I am birther. I am not going to be questioned by a generation who let SPECTOR AND OTHERS UNDER FEDERAL OATH SWEAR A MAGIC BULLET PUT HOW MANY HOLES IN JFK? I ain't seen a CSI episode yet to explain that one.
We must accept that we feel and think differently. Putting personal opinion of Mr. Obama aside, I really think that he was socialized in a muslim anti-american mindframe and is using the oval office as his attempt to consolidate if you will the two worlds that have had the most impact on his life, ignoring the inherent nature of each singularly, which precludes his ability to see that they cannot reside together.
A fundamental difference of paradigms, of concepts, of constructs........Too long for this post, maybe a lecture at George Washington University or something.
Just because Nancy Pelosi used to be the speaker of the house, doesn't mean she speaks for the 112th. I got parents that receive government benefits, I can't get a job due to the fraud, I get interviews, do the paperwork and then no one calls me back. This government shutdown has real impact to me, but if it has to be done, it has to be done.
Thanks to the huddle of politico, with mike allen I believe, with all the up to date minutes and votes........you keep my abreast, I may not quote you, but trust I use your services.
http://www.wnd.com/?pageId=264897-THE SUPREME COURT IS GOING TO HEAR CASES REGARDING ELIGIBILITY OF MR. BARACK OBAMA, READ IT FOR YOURSELVES, NO UNLESS THE SUPREME COURT IS CRAZY TOO, SOME OF YOU ALL JUST NEED TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT OBAMA COULDN'T BRIBE OR THREATEN EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY.
I ASK HIM TO RELEASE EXECUTIVE ORDER #13489 WHICH IS NOT TIED TO THIS CASE TO BUILD TRUST WITH LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS, BUT AS YOU READ THIS ARTICLE REALIZE THAT SILENCING ME WILL NOT SILENCE THE MOVEMENT TO PROVE HIS INEGILIBILITY, AND HE IS GOING TO HAVE TO FACE IT.
this is a link to a rebuttal of Jeffrey Tobin from Anderson Cooper's 360 on CNN about Birthers......... It's not just me, Barack, now granted I am one of the black faces that is willing to come out and say it in public. But it is not out of hate, people keep on with this, YOU ARE DESTORYING OUR COUNTRY and people are going to fight within the system.
michelle malkin, http://www.townhall.com/ - discussed Wisconsin and the throwdown with big unions, Obama's base. I support Gov. Walker, we still think of unions as these innocent community organized situations, Unions are the most ruthless corporations out there without many of the regulations many lobbyist of other industries and such have to face. Public service should be enough. when you take a job in which someone can call you a public servant, you should know you not getting paid anything because you realize your job directly affects the public, you are saying I am willing to sacrifice personally for the sake of the public.
Have you listened to some of these children these days, they need all the education they can get. Protests is cool, but at lawmakers homes instead of the capitol isn't cool. And more than being mad at Gov. Walker, be mad at Obama, YOU LET ANDY STERN HAVE MORE POWER THAN A SENATOR MR. OBAMA WHEN IT CAME TO OBAMACARE AND THEN GAVE HIM AND HIS PEOPLE A WAIVER ON HAVING TO IMPLMENT THESE LAWS.
You have used these union people black,sometimes, to attack other black people because they felt different than you politically. Don't get mad, merely sit back in amazement and be thankful what a blessed society we are that we STILL AT THIS TIME IN THE GAME, http://www.bet.com/ FOR SHOWTIMES still use our system, not our guns to try to affect change.
David Limbaugh tells us why in http://www.townhall.com/ why as adults, why as grown people, WE CAN'T IGNORE FISCAL TRUTHS..........
WE HAVE TO CUT.
WE WILL HAVE TO ADDRESS ENTITLEMENT REFORM AND ON THE RIGHT ENDURE, EVERY RAPPER, EVERY BLACK ACTOR AND ACTRESS, EVERY DR. PHIL AND HILL HARPER MICHELLE AND OPRAH CAN FIND............. to call you racist.
You are just going to have to endure right, John Boehner, Cantor and Ryan.
So be it.
Because while they are calling you all white devils.............I will be the black flunkie, riducled at home, at work, at school, pretty much wherever I go in public.
So be it.
If you gotta shut government down, at least you got articles like Matt Towery in http://www.townhall.com/ to support your cause.
Donald Lambro breaks down in http://www.townhall.com/ how the open process by Boehner is allowing the people's house to be the people's house again.
For those who feel like Hispanic people, just some racial burrito waiting for Jeb Bush to come in and apply racial ben-gay, check out this article by Linda Chavez in http://www.townhall.com/ called End Racial Preferences Now.
Now, I am going on a limb and going to assume that since Chavez is her last name that she either is Hispanic or knows something about minority status. My point is that, Hispanic people are diverse, in culture, in origin, in thoughts on everything from tortillas to politics and immigration. I don't agree with Ms. Chavez in full, but I APPLAUD HER AUDACITY TO WANT TO BE JUDGED TOTALLY ON MERIT, TAKING INTO ACCOUNT HER RACIAL LEGACY.........I APPLAUD HER FOR HAVING THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HER VOICE..........
and last but not least read, Rick Santorum, Mulitculturalism Threatens America, http://www.townhall.com/...........
I feel you brother, I got your name right, I don't think you are the candidate I would chose, but KNOW WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THIS FIGHT, WE JUST STILL FIGURING OUT OUR ROLES, IT'S LOVE OVER HERE BROTHER RICK...........OKAY, NO WORRIES. IF YOU CAN FIGURE OUT THE SCAM ABOUT MULTICULTURALISM TO AN EXTENT, THEN YOU GOT A LITTLE SENSE......Caveman or not.
That's all folks, I am tired. Tired of going on interviews and folk hoping and praying that they don't have to call me back. Tired of folk around me hoping and praying that I don't get a job so I will have to continue to do errands and not have the pride of working for myself.
Y'all wanna hear a quick story, because I told God I would tell it and then I gotta go.
Last night, this is a true story. Last night, I wrote my chief of staff a note, I don't talk to her often but I call her my chief of staff for a reason. Anyway, I needed to disclose something to her, I had to get it off my chest. There is so much fraud, my phone is tapped, text, voice, don't matter, so I knew in saying what I said, others around me would hear it.
God hit me up this morning, early this morning. I am like "what's up? i check in, even pay tithes, going to church, praying, trusting all that, so what is going on?"
God asks" is that the only time I come get you?"
"Oh......Well, Tiffani, you know that I am not just your boss, I am your friend, you can talk to me......"
"Yeah, I know that."
"You don't have anything to say? nothing you want from me"
"Come on, now God you know me better than that. I don't ask you for nothing out of the way, I ask you to guide my life, but in the end it's your life so that ain't much like asking nothing for me. I know why you are here man.........and I am just asking you to let it go. Let me make it, if I am hurting let me hurt, okay. That's a big step for me, that means I am getting in touch with my feelings, I paid attention in therapy for $125 an hour, I paid attention.
I am not one of your other children, God. I can't sit up there and play pretend with No Obama for no money, food stamps, vouchers, or whatever crap he is trying to offer today. You got Jesus for that. I ain't mad at nobody, but I don't want to be around folk who KNEW and participated in fraud concerning my life.......
You say you love everyone the same, but you give Wonder Mike and these illegals a pass, but then have the nerve, no disrespect, and come tell me to forgive, I guess forget and serve these folk? You ask too much of me, Jesus got time."
God strokes his beard. The relationship between he and Tiffani is changing. She trusts him with her life, but she doesn't trust him with her feelings. He can't blame her, he has let her down time and time again not out of meanness, but because those steps were not on her path. He can't blame her mortality for not being able to see the whole picture, and he can't blame her logic of just not even coming to him with stuff like that anymore.
"I am getting married. I ain't trying to contact no enemies, I just miss my friend, my friends for that matter. I am just hurting but I am not coming to you with it, because you got your other "Children" to look out for, you know the ones who break the immigration laws over here every day along with your other children doing only what you know what to help them.........
I ain't mad, I understand, you got responsiblities, I just ask that you respect me and let me make it how I can because justice ain't a dish that you can serve me without affecting them......No disrespect."
"So you got all the answers, Tiffani? You got it all, figured out?"
"No, but I got the answer from you that I needed, you chose them, you let these folk try to break me each and every day........And for what, a dude who is actually screwing up the country and cheated on top of that. I ain't got nothing figured out, but I am doing the best I can. I can't be like most people, that dude cheated, the system cheated, and they are letting folk like me rot in the wind because nobody wants to send these folk home.............What you want from me?"
God looks.....he looks in her heart. There is no malice, there really is just an honest desire to work, take care of herself, because she is surrounded by folk who treat her like crap when she don't have it, an honest desire for America to still be the beacon of freedom and law for everyone.......And a lot of hurt, hurt that she ain't going to ask him to help with. He sees no desire to drink, no desire to escape that hurt through strip clubs and crayolas, no desire for revenge, no desire to start something she can't finish anymore...
"I'm just tired, God. I can't be the cornerstone. I'm getting my kings of leon, pyro on. Every day, every day, I gotta hear someone in my life trying to control me because they working and i am not. Every day I got someone asking me to continue fraud that keeps me down to help them up. Every day, wonder mike offers me crumbs when all I want is the ability to make my own loaf. And most importantly, every day I see you giving them the pass to break laws, and do whatever and nothing is done about it. Ain't nothing else to say.
I don't dog you, I spread your word, you are the master of my fate, the captain of my destiny, I ain't tripping"
" I know, Tiffani.........." God says quietly, tears streaming down his face. "You know Tiffani, I could show you a thousand lives, I could show you a thousand stories, but it won't erase the facts, it won't erase the fact that I used you and others like you for those I deemed more worthy. In the end, all of you will walk the paths meant in life, but you can't see what I see. I can't ask you to ignore the reality, i can't ask you to lie to yourself........."
"I know that's why we in the book of John Boehner............there are so be it truths that we all gotta accept for good or for bad. I ain't mad at you, God. I ain't going to even ask you to stop through your folk with the mess because you not. I simply ask that you guide me day to day because I need it and leave me alone otherwise. Go help your more "needy" children. I've been let down by every single person I have ever loved...........ever..........You know you can't be there in the way I need you to so let me be. So be it and let's just ride this turbulent time out until folk like me can figure out a way to have a chance in this world, just like these 'illegals and enablers' you to love to defend so much........ you stole my life, not like that, but you know what I am saying. Could have had kids, man...........instead you got me working like a dog, not even getting my paychecks in full so I can bow down to Wonder Mike?
I ain't got nothing to say right now. I just want to be left alone, don't need no help on the personal side. "
God's blackberry goes off, and of course, it's wonder mike praying for someone to find a way for Tiffani not to mention Executive Order #13489, or impeachment, or removal in anyway.
I give God a hug, give him some dap, not no fist pounding, some real dap, because he and I will always be, just going through a difficult time right now. I feel him hold me longer than I want to be held, I feel his heart, his caring, his hurt. But me and God have made choices that have affected our relationship forever and a day. I pat him on the shoulder, feeling him wanting me so bad to call him and leave.
That's the point of the story people, sometimes it is what it is and there is nothing we can do about it, but accept it and move on.
This is from the other day, but my black history fact of the day that I liked was.
Brig Gen Sherian Grace Cadoria (born January 26, 1943 in Marksville, Louisiana) was the first black female general in the United States Army and the highest ranking female at the time of her retirement in 1990 with the rank of Brigadier General
I wonder what so be it truths in her life did she have to defeat, did she have to accept on the path for that destiny.
That's all, I told God that I would tell you that story.........He's a little vain, we having a spat, he wants to the world to know that it's Tiffani that ain't reaching out regarding that subject no more........Men, what can you do with them? don't want to find out what I would have to do without them........
I'll be back tomorrow. That talk with God took a lot out of me, going back to my resting spot.