Sunday, February 27, 2011

The Book of Reporters (Chapter 1)-the Prelude

Hello America,

First of all, I am thankful that we all made it here........Didn't make it to church, so I send my apologies to my church family of Good Street Baptist Church.  Sundays and Politics....What can I say?

Today, will serve more as a prelude to tomorrow.

There are some things that we must know and understand upon entering this chapter.  First of all, reporters report real and factual information.  We can't get mad at the information they provide.  Second of all, we must understand that most of the major newspapers, news outlets and channels are ran by very few.......They all control what we see, hear, or read.  Fox News needs MSNBC you understand.  Remember we talked about antagnoists is the Book of O?

I only want for you to read what you desire, but you owe it to yourself and your country men and women to read for yourself, to find out things for yourself.  You owe it to yourself and this country to realize that these figures, these names, the palins, and obamas are real people and they have feelings......

Yes, I am saying it.......They got families, they got people and although they bring it upon themselves by the nature of the job present company included.  It still is what it is.

So let's start because although I am not a reporter by any means.  I do know enough that one of the first things they do is bring the information they have gathered into the proper context........

All we are doing is getting some clarifications out of the way and some minor commentary.  This book will not count towards the 10 days.  I am still figuring out how I want to do this, but I will say this.  I will try to give everyone their quote, their credit, I am going to provide links, not going to quote too much, and no newspaper, no news source is out of bounds.

For the sake of keeping me focused, we will have categories though.........Tomorrow, It's Monday and how can we not start with business, budgets and money.  Tuesday, out of respect for my season long promotion(No I am not getting paid, this is out of my free will.......) of the hit television show the Game on bet. http://www.bet.com/ for showtimes, we wil dedicate that day to the game.  Be it conspiracies, patterns, just things going on.  I haven't decided past then.......

BTW, Gov. Christie, baby if you are going to hate, hate.  If you are going to run, run.  If not, turn the spotlight off because you can't handle it.  "Unscripted Moments.................."  Man, please.  think of the flak you suffered for taking your children to disney land.  Well, be a woman..........with a mind..........with a mouth...and have the audacity to say I'll stand up.  5 children, the same man for over 20 years, one baby has a situation, one baby at war with a dude that you don't really feel as commander in chief, one baby dancing for dollars(sorry, just playing Bristol, my mouth is fly.....), one baby trying to find as much time with mama and daddy.

AND ALL OF THIS LIVING IN THE MEDIA BUBBLE WE PUT PALIN IN.  HOW YOU THINK SHE FEELS MAKING A SPEECH AND SOME BUTTHOLE CALLING HER BABY, HER BABY RETARDED? Don't say it don't happen and no disrespect, Gov. Palin this needs to be heard.

Life as a woman, AN AMERICAN WOMAN is simply a culmination of unscripted moments.  We as women can't write the script because the star of the show called the Male Ego needs all the attention all the time.

Would you stand up to Obama, Gov. Christie with your child under his command?  Would you be able to listen to night after night, your children getting dogged on a dance show so bad, the only thing the victor can say is I just had to beat a Palin?  You got your panties in a bunch of disney land.  Try doing everyday, brother.........EVERYDAY.

NO OTHER SINGLE MEDIA FIGURE, NOT EVEN THE DUDE IN THE WHITE HOUSE WHO HAS BEEN CAUGHT MEETING WITH LOBBYIST HAS CAUGHT MORE MEDIA ATTENTION THAT HER.  GOOGLE IT.......RESEARCH IT.

STOP HATING DUDE.........THAT SAME CARP YOU SAYING TO HER, SAY IT TO OBAMA, BECAUSE RIGHT NOW IN LIBYA,

KADAFFI'S SON HAS SENT ABOUT 1000 FOLK TO SOME "UNSCRIPTED MOMENTS" THEY CAN'T COME BACK FROM............

and just now Obama is saying something.

If you are going to run brother, run.............if not, don't think just because some of us don't urinate standing up, we ain't willing to stand our ground.  This ain't no women stronger than men crap, THIS IS ABOUT THE FIGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY AND OUR ABILITY TO HAVE FAITH, FREEDOM AND FELLOWSHIP.  and no man nor woman is bigger than that goal......

You need another trip to Disneyland, or can  you get together before tomorrow?  You don't want Christie.  Because you exemplify what the people know, you all will rail on Palin, but Barack meeting with lobbyist, deciding which laws to enforce, renigging to his environmental base, by bringing back drilling......., his budget.

You make the world, this nation look down on you. Gov. Christie, you won't touch the big black bully holding our lives and liberties in his hands, but you will dog the little white girl only has a flag and a constitution in her hand to fight him for our lives and liberties.......

You see how quickly I can reframe.  Producer Oprah leave that one alone.

And to show how it is not about Palin.  Today, on facebook.  A facebook friend of mine put up two pictures, one of michelle Obama and one of a gorilla.  He was smart enough not to comment on it, but plenty of his friends did......

I looked at the picture to make sure it didn't look like her.  I removed the post because in my mind it was wrong.  Wrong is wrong.  If you want to talk about somebody, at least explain why.  But no America, I am not naive, there are people out there who don't like Obama because he's black, they not going to like me either.   

I didn't remove him as a facebook friend, he knows better to come to me with that.  He got sense.  It is just game because how can someone like he and I find common ground.  In the fight to save this country, "ain't no atheists in the foxhole................."

Producer Oprah nice try, but brother b and I are still cool.  Not sleeping with him, nor is he my daddy or God.

The Book of Reporters Chapter One

There is a heavy sadness in the air...............Checked my facebook, even twitter.  You know how you can just pick up vibes.

Those closest to me, hold tears in when they think I can't see them..........

It is a pivotal time.  The book of O opened a lot of doors, but that was just mostly opinion, we observed some patterns, but it is time to really break down what "Hope and Change:2012 the global version" really means on personal levels.  What does this show do and don't do for you?

I thought about what to write about, it seems the closer you get to the truth, the more hesitant you walk.  The end is coming near for some chapters in my life.......That thought, that reality scares me, but I hold on to God's hands.  I know at any time, AT ANY TIME, A MIRACLE CAN HAPPEN EVEN IF it is a mere prick of the heart..........

I don't want to write a story today, I don't want to talk in codes. This is the book of reporters, it is my obligation to our "gangstas of information"  just playing, to just keep it real.

I am on the verge of ending my case.  I am on the verge of getting mylife.  I will not be obligated to anyone in some senses.  I will be able to get employment and move on, but at what cost?

It saddens me from the bottom of my heart, the choices of some parents these days..........You into some foul mess, but yet you put your children in it?  What happened to the good ole' days, where my old school gangstas at?  What happened to the days where you did dirt so your child could get in that school, so your child wouldn't end up nothing like you??

I am in a situation where one put her children in the mix and I can't stop the mixer because some people I didn't plan to be in there are there.  It doesn't work that way.......

There is only one situation, that will allow no one to go to jail for this massive amount of fraud, that will stop the fraud from continuing but save those who are already in it, that will keep this country from falling apart AS THIS CASE HAS THE POTENTIAL TO SHUT THE GOVERNMENT DOWN, screw a budget......

There is only one situation that will allow the massive amount of people involved in this scam to keep the medication they need, to keep the spouses they love, the be the parents they need to be.  But at that same time, it will save all this, what will it cost in return.

I have a choice to make.  Do I continue or do I stop?

Do I stay in Texas, the ground zero of this fraud concerning me and send folk to prison for a very long time or do I move back to California with riches untold, some bomb parties, and forget this all happened?

I wish it were that simple...........I tried to make it that simple, but when you have individuals who have no problem, NO PROBLEM issuing violence upon others, it no longer became about me.  It became about a bully, who needed a bully bigger than her to help her "see the light............."

How can one "see the light" if you not wiling to turn the flashlight on?

No one pays attention to warnings, only examples.

Producer O has given me a choice............not directly, but her and the geo-political organization known as the force have offered it to me.  Don't be part of the fantastic four.  Go be Penny Marshall and write some movies they say........

As we go into these articles, I WANT, I DEMAND ONLY THAT YOU READ AND THINK FOR YOURSELF.  I am looking at a family dynamic where every member took the word of one.  It never occured to them to think for themselves, to realize that EVERY DOG HAS ITS DAY, that every body plays the fool............And that saddens me because as I walk through my community, as I look at eyes of those in the stores, on my street........I see that most of the people trusted man........before GOD.

Trusted that just because they cling on to material things, and use and abuse, that one who hold God's hands would falter just like them.

I made up my mind that night, America.  That night in 2000, I spent in Lew Sterret Jail I was going to have to teach some folk a lesson.  I didn't realize at the time, that that battle would be seen on a global stage.

There is a thin line..........

What am I going to do?

What am I going to do?

I can leave and get this fraud straight, buy the home I am in now to ensure that no one else gets it.  Tear the house down and sell the lot, downtown dallas is hot real estate right now.  That way my life can be free and clear in Cali and those WHO CAN AFFORD IT, will be able to stay in the homes they purchased with my life.......

But in every plan, you cannot accomodate everybody and somebody has got to take it for the team on this one.  My life was harmed, I was hit, I was hated on, I was beaten down for doing and everything to try to get my life straight and punishment must come. Not out of revenge for me.

SO IF IN NO OTHER WAY, THESE IGNORANT (not necessarily, they fault, you only know what you see) MISLEAD FOLK CAN SEE LITERALLY THAT YOU CAN'T SCREW OVER EVERYBODY, EVERYBODY AIN'T GOING TO TAKE THINGS LYING DOWN. That there are some folk in this world that can play the game a lot better than you.

They gotta learn about life........America..................

They gotta learn about life........You can't treat people this way and expect you are going to walk away.  This is grown folk.  You all stole moments away from my life.......

What am I do to America?  Do I leave the fantastic four?  Do I move and save lives? 

That's all for today, I wrote this for the reporters.........Because when you invite reporters in, they have a tendency to find you, get in your business, ask all kind of questions.  I needed the reporters to know a little bit of the environment they are stepping in, when they start asking questions......You are going to run into about 25 Tiffani's at least, you are going to have family,friends,whomever telling you we best friends and the truth is I have made vows to never see most of the folk again in my life.  Hurts too much.

What am I to do...........

Freedom is on the line.

I'm gonna let Mumford and Sons, tell you my answer with their song, the cave........

Oh and Yeah, Mumford and Sons, that thimble song ain't too bad either.

take care, America.  I have to make a decision and get ready for tomorrow.

Just remember, what you all are asking of me...........and be respectful of the fact that at end of the day, I never want to see some of you all again in my life, don't want you holding my children, don't want you in my home, my cars, anything that has to do with me.

Remember ..........

B/c I ain't going to let you all choke to death, although I should......I should.........

I gotta live my life the way it's supposed to be............ and that's not under the will of some woman and her people.......

Mike Huckabee, you be real careful coming to Cedar Hill on the 8th......No automatic passes for you, or any governor from Arkansas no more down here, the last time that happened we had Clinton for 8 years and we can't endure another one......


It's empty in the valley of your heart



The sun, it rises slowly as you walk


Away from all the fears


And all the faults you've left behind






The harvest left no food for you to eat


You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see


But I have seen the same


I know the shame in your defeat






But I will hold on hope


And I won't let you choke


On the noose around your neck






And I'll find strength in pain


And I will change my ways


I'll know my name as it's called again






Cause I have other things to fill my time


You take what is yours and I'll take mine


Now let me at the truth


Which will refresh my broken mind






So tie me to a post and block my ears


I can see widows and orphans through my tears


I know my call despite my faults


And despite my growing fears






But I will hold on hope


And I won't let you choke


On the noose around your neck






And I'll find strength in pain


And I will change my ways


I'll know my name as it's called again






So come out of your cave walking on your hands


And see the world hanging upside down


You can understand dependence


When you know the maker's hand






So make your siren's call


And sing all you want


I will not hear what you have to say






Cause I need freedom now


And I need to know how


To live my life as it's meant to be






And I will hold on hope


And I won't let you choke


On the noose around your neck






And I'll find strength in pain


And I will change my ways


I'll know my name as it's called again


what else is there to say?  Figure it out........


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