Thursday, March 10, 2011

The Book of Reporters (Chapter 11)

Hello America,

I am sorry for not annoucing my post.  I'll explain in a minute.  Today on tap, we got Barney Frank, we got Obama, we got birthers, we got net neutrality, and the budget.

Y'all ready, okay, I am getting familiar with the format, I hope you are too. I write maybe a book's worth of material just in the morning, during meditation, so having a format, helps me.

Every day, someone knew is joining the faith,fellowhsip and freedom team, check part of that out @tmims50-twitter, palin, eric cantor @GOPLeader, paul ryan, speaker boehner, bachmann, we all on twitter, check us out.......

Today is hard for me, very hard personally, so as I write this, remember not only is this a true story, but it is my life...........

My life.........

Ain't no need of wasting time, let's go.

I mention all the time how I am a victim of identity theft and how after 18 years, I am starting to get it straight.  I need to give you all some background information.  I went to OU in 1992 and I was scheduled to graduate in 1996.  However, at the last minute although the dean's office makes you go through repeated graduation checklist type stuff, they told me that I didn't have any spanish credits.  Now I took spanish four years at Carter High School ask any of the cheerleaders, Ms. Zamarano was the cheerleader sponsor, I was in her class every year after Ms. Ollie left (RIP, these are all former Carter High School teachers).

If OU had told me that in time, I was fluent enough to try to pass the exam you take to get out of that type of stuff, forgot what it was called. But they waited until the last minute, so I ended up an extra two years at OU.  At the same time, I was offered a job at the post office, making good money.  It was through kelly temporaries.........Yes, political people, there is a political point, bear with me.  We are in the book of reporters and reporters always can background information so that they can view their information in the proper context.

All the paperwork was signed for that job, but because I had bad credit even then, I couldn't get a somewhere to stay in Dallas, believe or not.  I had already had paid for cars in my name, and rental history, but couldn't get somewhere to stay.  I didn't get that job, but someone took that job impersonating me......

Let's move forward, but keep that tidbit in mind.

So last night, Delmar is on one.......(meaning he is irritable, he is fussing, showing out in front of his friends, making them think that I am the enemy) I don't sweat it, he has been trying to fix car, trying to work, he's frustrated, starting to find out what all living and taking care of yourself without parental intervention means......

But it is a decidedly angry tone towards me........But I don't sweat it, I tell him I love him because I do and tell him hey, I'm trying to help because I am.  After last night's edit, I went back to best buy to reset the password and register keys and all this type of stuff.  I ran into an old classmate who helped me fix it and I came back and set everything up before I left for work this morning.  I didn't want someone to have access to my accounts or to be impersonating me online while I was at work. 

So I did a little IT work, and finally made it home.  This is not about Delmar, he is merely a conduit, a dude who is caught in the middle of trying to help his family and trying to keep his wife.  Not an evinable position for any of us......

I didn't trip on him at all, I asked him to get me a plate, he got us one to share.....even though neither one of us had eaten that day.  I don't have a car, and it is hard to get around sometimes, you running errands all day.  I ask God to simply remove my hunger because I am determined until someone is arrested, I can't drive my truck.  It is not even mine anymore, but you get what I am saying.

We go to bed but I can see worry in his eyes.  Working at ABI, I was paid like an illegal alien, nothing on the table where the individual who is still at the post office to this day can keep her job and not bring attention from the IRS.  When I was working for legit jobs, my personal life would always interfere.......You can't go to work with bruises on you, you can't go to work with cutup clothes, or your ride don't come pick you up for hours or even at all, they didn't have the train and all that back then.  So back then, the identity theft thieves were able to add validity to their assertion, that I was "unstable" and "probably on drugs" lending credence to the legal defense of she was in complicity with us versus my assertion that I didn't have anything to do with any of this mess, because I didn't and I don't.

It's killing me inside to an extent.........Because I see the worry in his eyes, when we are actually doing good, there is no arguing and heated situations because I don't care anymore.  When he says I'm going to be there in ten and takes an hour, I don't care, I refer to my bus schedule.  When he is rude to front in front of his friends like I really care about his whereabouts, I just tell him god bless and move on....

For every iota of peace, I am gaining, it is being turned into worry with him.  He is in the middle of a very tenous, very legal, very criminal situation.......I love him, I try my best to protect him, but he is from a family where he fills the void of father, brother, uncle, husband at times.  He needs those roles,t here are a big part of his identity and when mama or sister or whomever comes calling, it is a chance for him to put on his cape and save the day.........

There is a movie, an urban movie called Paid in Full starring Wood Harris and Omar Epps based off some real Harlem Hustlers.  There is a corresponding dvd series called felons which highlights some of the actual felons that were highlighted in these movies, like Nicky Barnes and Fred Lucas from American Gangsta that type of stuff.

One of those dvd highlights one of the main characters in Paid in Full, played the rapper named Camron, the real life person is named Alpo.  On the dvd, Alpo provides background for his perspective.  Now mind you, this is real life.  This is real beef, so no disrespect Harlem, I am not going to say I know so and so.  I use this story as reference.  Alpo provides rationale for killing one of the other main characters......He says something to the effect, the other person lied.........Lied about something that he didn't have to, which made him (alpo) suspicious about what else this person is lying about.

For the past couple of weeks, now that my twitter page @tmims50 is blowing up, I am getting around.  Not aruging not giving Delmar a reason to move home and allow his family to exact "Revenge" for me making these "accusations", yes there is a pound of sarcasm in there.......things ain't going to plan for those I call enemies in my life.  Delmar comes and goes as he pleases, I don't ask him for anything, I walk when I need to.........it can't get too much better than that for him.

For the past couple of weeks, i have not been able to get online from my desktop, I can't send messages during certain times via my phone for facebook and twitter. sometimes retweets that i don't send on there, go through my timeline you will see the references...

 I have been noticing things. Delmar hasn't lied to me, but his actions........He stays on the phone all night texting, but I don't care....I learned the hard way, a man is going to do with he wants, if that's cheating, if it's protection, it don't matter. He loves me, I don't think he is cheating, at all.  But I know that he is trying to provoke me, because his family feels that I am less deserving of my own life than those who are using it.  He feels like I should be okay just being Biggz wife and as long as there is a kitchen and a mama to go help, postal Tiffani should keep her life.  Because she got kids, and she has had it "harder" than me and his eyes.  And i can't do nothing to change that.

B/c in the end, it don't matter if I snored lines longer than Pennslyvania Avenue, this is my life. Don't belong to her, it belongs to me.  This is a fight me and God handling, I trust Delmar to be Delmar, loyal to his family.  i work and plan accordingly.

I go to work this morning to give an assessment.  Now this is important because I actually am qualified to administer certain psych assessment without the approval or supervision of a psych, and some I can with their approval.  This assignment is important for two reasons, one it is for a legit company which means payroll taxes will be assessed and my working there will be documented.  Second, it is actually in the field in which I majored.....

I got someone impersonating me that has a high school education, intelligent from what I can see although childish and delusional and a postal worker.  Psychology is a cover all major to an extent, but when you get into assesment and that type of stuff, it is more than what you can read online.  I had one of the best assesment instructors at Pepperdine in my opinion and of course, for the life of me I can't remember her last name, I want to say her first name is Linda, but it's on my transcripts.  And I had one of the most meticulous instructor in psychometrics at the University of Texas at Tyler by the name of Dr. Ron Livingston.......

The person over the assignment tells me after an hour, that it was a mixup, and to come back tomorrow.  He takes my notes as I had to make some notes, when you have been trained correctly in admnistering tests, in order to preserve the validity of that test and ensure the reliablity of it, you must give the test in correct format.  So I take notes, because I wanted to be prepared.  Another co-worker takes one look at me, and checks out for the day. I mean straight up walks out.

So he reviews my notes, it is apparent.  That I am not the postal worker version of Tiffani El Dawn Mims.  It is apparent that I am Tiffani El Dawn Mims, the one who went to school and all.  I can see the not hurt, but things on his mind in his face.  I am being screwed.  There is so much work I can be doing right now, I have over 10 years of midlevel admin work put in, but I can't even get an assignment at a call center selling food stamps......just playing.

I am being screwed from working because postal Tiffani needs to keep her job.  I don't even get down, I am not mad at Delmar, he is trying to save his family.  He is not the eldest in his family, but I am in mine.  The eldest child knows not to ask for help because there is no little big brother, there is no one that can stand in front of you and fight the fights that have to be fought.  That sibling disparity with me and postal Tiffani(that's your new nickname) reflects our attitudes.  I don't have any brothers to ask to handle things for me.  I have me.  That's probably why I rarely miss, I don't utilize other people to do my dirty work.

So I go home, for a moment, because my gut got that Alpo feeling.  But I have to see for myself.  I go home as my neighborhood is full of African refugees playing from New Orleanes or Memphis or Chicago, they do business with my family who stays down the street and other people in this identity theft game.  They play tell.......They tell when I leave, when I come, whatever.

I don't call anybody........Anybody.  I play with my dogs, do some errands and head out.  As soon as I get to my desktop, Delmar is calling.  But not on my cell phone which he doesn't do until after 7 when postal Tiffani is at home and off work.  During the day time, he hangs up, he keeps it under 30 seconds, I guess thinking that the trace won't come through.  People, digital phones leave digital information.  As soon as you get on the phone, I and the rest of law enforcement can pull up your location.

He texts me, saying that he needs help. But he won't call.  When he does call on my cell phone, he won't leave a message.  And I am dying inside because I am getting calls from my people, telling me, screaming at me, like Tiffani look at this dude.  Can't you see, he in it?  Can't you remove those blinders from your eyes?  Let us handle him and them right now.....

But I can't do that, I love him.  I am posting this to beg him to get out of the way and let what's going to happen happen and not catch a life sentence for all involved making it worse.........


I start to write the post for today, but first I change the passcodes and he is calling again. I know if I answer that phone, he will want to me to come and hang with him, or the hacking will start again anything to keep me from posting because postal Tiffani is at work.  And he knows I am going to document.

I ask you, what I am to do, America?

I don't want anyone to get hurt or locked up, but we are well beyond that.  I am in love with a dude who is standing in front of a moving train driven by me thinking his prescence in front of it, will cause me to stop..........

How do you get someone to understand it don't work that way........?  That's in the movies.  How do you get somone to see that it has already been decided that postal Tiffani and her crew will take the blame and the law enforcement and hr people that really ought to get some east love lawn are going to walk because the steps lead all the way to the white house, bush, clinton and obama?

This is my job, America.

Can some of you all not understand that?  My life has been saved literally by those who have no name so many times, not just because I am me.........Nah..........the identity theft and the way I have endured the attacks have gotten me into places most identity thieves won't allow anyone to get to because they would have shut down by now.  I am leverage for a bigger struggle for the citizens of this country to retain faith, freedom and fellowship as you all see it.  Otherwise, I would be dead by now or locked up for life.

But how can you shut down when you have made this your life?  This is your job, this is your home, this is your car.

How can two people live one life? You can't and something is going to have to give.  And it doesn't matter why you did it, MY LIFE IS MINE.  I AM TIFFANI EL DAWN MIMS.  I DON'T WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AS OF YET.....

YOU CAN'T BE ME, AND I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU IN THIS MESS.  YOU ALL REALLY NEED TO GET AN ATTORNEY RIGHT NOW.  I CAN'T BE BRIBED, WE WELL BYOND THAT.  YOU ALL UTILIZE VIOLENCE..........

Violence..............

You all need to get an attorney, id thieves and start really planning for inceration and life without a job, a car, a house, insurance if it means that.  If it means that.

http://www.allvoices.com/contributed-news/8432151-go-ahead-call-me-a-birther R.G. Yoho, this is a story kind of like the one I just told where Barack is joking about the birther thing.......But all jokes have some grain of reality to them, do they not, that's why there funny?

This is Obama's way of doing what some of these ID thieves need to do, slowly but surely moving to just admitting, I am not from here..........I did use your ID,...........we thought you was going to be cool, or crazy, or broken down, or locked up and I thought I was going to get away with it.  I thought you was dumb for loving and staying by Delmar so I just went on with what I do.....

The dems version of the budget, got less votes than the GOP version. alendander bolton, thehill.com

BUT NEVERTHELESS A BUDGET IS NEEDED, CHECK SEAN HANNITY FOR SARAH PALIN AND PETER KING TONIGHT, HIT UP http://www.foxnews.com/ FOR SHOWTIMES.  Joshiah Ryan, thehill. says Reid is ready to make a deal.

but how are you going to make a deal when you in the hole?  YOU MAKE CUTS, NOT DEALS, AND YOU KEEP CUTTING UNTIL YOU ARE SPENDING LESS THAN WHAT YOU BRING IN.......

IT'S REALLY THAT SIMPLE, JUST LIKE THE SITUATION I JUST EXPLAINED.  SOME THIGNS ARE JUST UGLY, SOME THINGS ARE JUST F'D UP.......

THEY JUST ARE, AND IT TAKES MESSY, NASTY NEEDED ACTIONS TO CLEAN IT UP.

CUT, REID...............CUT.

Rep. Peter King is just making us face reality, we got a large number of folk in our country subscribing to a religion that mandates that our way of life is evil.

Barney Frank explained by Christina Wilkie in the hill.com just shows how we need to be drug testing Frank instead of Charlie Sheen.  He says lazy people don't immigrate.  MAN PLEASE, TO GO FROM A HUT TO SEC 8, FOOD STAMPS, SLURPEES AND FREE INSURANCE THROUGH OBAMA, WHO IS THE ONE ON CRACK FRANK, YOU OR OBAMA?

I really, really wonder Mr. Frank what are you on?  I would respect you more if it was a drug, but I really think you high off your own bullbatter#roydmercer(it's an okie thing).

Don't pay no attention to this dysfunction.

that's all for today, people.  I have to go to work tomorrow, which means i have to endure another night of being treated mean, or picked up late, or barely fed.  I have to endure all this because law enforcement don't want to admit identity theft on a federal level that spreads from Dallas to DC to Tyler to LA.....I don't want to be cursed out tonight, I don't want to be harrassed, I don't want to be bothered.  I am tired of the games, today.  I don't want to be treated mean, I don't want to hear how working at the post office was better than going to college.

It is for some folk, but not for me.  I can clear the 155K i owe the government with an advance on a book.  I can be totally debt free and clear in 6 months......winning, some of that charlie sheen winning before I am forty.  paid for house, cars, and land.  I have no need to rationalize the path of someone else with mine.

We gotta face the truth and we gotta deal with it.

I am not giving up my life..........Sorry...............I love Delmar and I love him for trying to help his family and they ain't the only ones nor is it where this identity theft started.  However, my safety, my health being risked because day after day he and others are doing things to upset me to show my"temper and instability" is only making the cases against some of you all so strong.  there will be no plea deal. y'all playing with life and treason at this point, you playing with conspiracy for murder charges......

Not for you, Obama.  B/c I am not joking.  New Hampshire, y'all get that law and I see the medicinal marijuana bill as well on the hopper.

And every state,

WE GOTTA FACE THE TRUTH BUDGET WISE, WE DON'T HAVE NO MONEY, EVERY STATE IN THIS UNION UNDER THIS ADMINISTRATION IS A FISCAL HOLE..........

WE GOTTA FACE THE TRUTH, OBAMA AIN'T LEGIT AND IT IS GOING TO BE UGLY WHATEVER STEPS HAVE TO BE TAKEN TO REMOVE HIM.

WE GOTTA FACE THE TRUTH ON A PERSONAL LEVEL, THAT TIFFANI IS GOING TO WORK AND GO ON WITH HER LIFE, I CAN'T SIT BY THE SIDELINES AND LET YOU PROFIT FROM MY LIFE AND HAVE THE AUDACITY TO THROW UP MEANINGLESS MATERIAL THINGS GAINED FROM MY IDENTITY IN MY FACE........

time to face the truth........

pray for me, it is going to be hectic this evening and the only reason I put all of this information today is because I am like Alpo, I have seen it with my own eyes and obviously we got some folk very desperate and desperate folk do really stupid things.  I don't want to hurt anyone, I am not going to fight.  But there are folk around me who are real tired of folk standing in the way.

Face the truth, it's over........

please........

for your sake, not mine.

You stole my life. You stole the right to be President, Obama.  And these lies it has taken to cover this up, can't be hidden no more.

It's over......

I will be at work tomorrow and if anything happens to me, print this and take it to the DAs offce and then forward it to my big sister Michelle Bachmann.  Her people know.....

that's it.

i don't know what else to do or say.  the train is coming, regardless. REGARDLESS.  my net neturality folk on the hill, i saw the committee vote.  My mind is somewhere else today, BUT THANKS.......  I GOT YOUR NAMES, I GOT YOUR BACK, I OWE EACH 15 PEOPLE A FAVOR.

tiffani, the real one.
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