Wednesday, March 2, 2011

The Book of Reporters (Chapter 3)

around 12:45, i had some major chest pains........I apologize for the delay.  I cannot believe the actions of those who i deem are enemies to my existence to this world.

let me give this legal disclosure and then read the article.

I in no way, shape or form have anything to do with several of the names that have been mentioned in this site in regard to the identity theft of my life.  I cannot get these folk to stop scheming, and I guess today with my grandmother on my mind, I cannot get my blood pressure down.

I am not going to jail.  I paid my ticket although I still haven't gotten my tax return, nor working.  God shows me a way every day.  I do not drive, so there will be no possiblity of me driving to get picked up and have God knows how many cases when I get downtown.  It's not about guilt or innocence, people, it's about whether you can afford adequate counsel, I cannot.

Individuals played with my life..........CALLED THE POLICE ON ME, HAD ME HURT, HAD MY MOM HURT THROUGH A VICIOUS CAR ACCIDENT CAN NEVER BE A PART OF MY LIFE ANYMORE. Your existence in my life is unnecesary.  I have asked you to refrain, you plot and plan about what you are going to do when I'm locked up.

You all are dangerous people who need to be stopped. because if you are too dumb, clueless, or just plain mentally retarded to understand why someone you stole their identity from does not want anything to do with you and you resort to violence, your children and games to convince them otherwise.  you are not only a danger to yourself and to others.

leave me alone and if your freedom revolves around some public display of us being together as I am under constant survelliance, get your stamps and letters up.

i state publically i do not have any relations of any kind with those i have declared involved in the identity theft of my name.  I do not have plans to ever involve these folk in my life in any way shape or form again.

YESTERDAY'S REVEALMENT OF PLANS TO I GUESS RUN AROUND IN MY VEHICLE AND SPEND MY MONEY WHILE IN JAIL SHOWED ME THAT ALL HAVE MADE THIER CHOICES AND SO BE IT.  I CANNOT GET MAD AT ONE WHO CHOOSES HIS FAMILY by name sake OVER those who have acted like family.

HOWEVER, I DO NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT EITHER.

I apologize, this will only make sense to the backwards individuals who just don't get it..............I have forgiven you all, but I will never forget and because of that, NO INVOLVEMENT IN MY LIFE AT ALL.  It is causing me health problems and I use this prelude as more documentation so that when sentencing occurs, i can show why most of you belong in prison for a very long time.  just simply because you all live in a reality where violence and corrruption always gets you your way and that is not happening this time.

go back to reading.........i almost had a coronary, it's scary the delusion that these folk are running around with.

Hello America,

How are you? Had traffic court this morning in Addison, Texas.  So no identity theft thieves, I don't have warrants, I am not going to jail, I don't even drive...We'll address you all at the end.

Today is a day why I planned and gave the reporters an extra ten days.  This is a difficult time in my life.  Spring, the tides of March, sometimes they bear heavier than other years.

I am hurting this morning with something that just hurts what else can I say, but thanks to Harry Reid, who has gone from banning prostiution to making some more back room deals for a budget, I was inspired to press on.

Out of Respect, this is my grandmother's birth, and her death and the place where I was in my life is a source of pain.  It is something that is always close to the surface and I think it has been eight years now since she's gone.  So for glorius huntley....Thank you for the time I had with you.  Tell my Aunt Marie and Uncle Ira Joe, y'all gotta hold a hand of dominoes for me, let me get in a game.  Ain't no guarantee, St. Peter won't be kicking me out :)

Let's start with a story, a true story.

Yesterday was very hard for me.  The racial insults hurt, but really it doesn't concern me.  I know that whatever racists are around me are not stupid enough to call me anything outside of my name in my face and that's all I can ask for.  It was the personal attacks yesterday that got me.

By the end of the day, I just starting crying....Yes, men.....I cry.  I need to get my stress levels down.  I have gone years without crying and I don't have to bring any therapists to tell me that is not good.  I have gone through a lot, I need to cry.  Anyway, I just break down and it occurs to me that it is my grandmother's birthday and while on the surface I knew, I wasn't prepared for the hurt that I still feel about where I was in my life at that time.

I started walking.  Now those that are familiar with Dallas enough.  Not going to give you the exact location, I block enough attemps on my life as it is, but let's imagine.  camp wisdom and 408 to camp wisdom and almost polk.  pretty good walk.

3.2 miles in 70 minutes.  Trying to stay in shape until I have this surgery.  So I am walking and crying because of what her passing meant to me, how her passing changed my life.  And I hear footsteps, it's God.

"Hey, Tiffani what's up?"

"Nothing much, man, how's my grandmama...."

"Over there playing dominoes, you wanna talk to her?"

"Nah.....just wanted to see if she was okay. She got like 30 something grandchildren, I'm just one."

God and I walk in silence, sometimes there is no need to say anything.....

"Tiffani, I know, I know, I know the choices of others are hurting you, but I am proud of you for staying calm the best you can.  They have about 10 more days and they are going to come at you with everything.  They are going to start arguments, drama, more he/she say.  They are not going to pick you up when needed, they are going to try to get you to be around enemies....They are going to call you the n word, crazy and everything else..."

"I know, God, I know.." 

Now God is really nervous and angry, out of all the years he has known Tiffani, never has he heard her voice that quiet, without no power, no energy.

"Tiffani, you allright?"

"Yeah, just tired of folk that can't understand no, just tired of being dogged all day for power people think I have that I don't have........yet.  (laughing).  But no God, i am allright, I still got the cave playing in my heart.  It's almost the end, just a lot to bear today."

"You wanna just walk........"

"Yeah, God that would be nice"

And we walk, and we talk and we cry and towards the ends, God turns me around and says somethings in my ear that in my younger years would have resulted in someone more than likely getting hurt. You know how in the movies, they have that camera angle where one character is telling another something, but all they focus on is the listener's reaction.  And dependent on the message you can just see the rage fume.

But those days are gone, now.  I listen, nod, cry a little and just shrug.  God isn't used to this.  I'm not either, but the love and caring I have left I have to use on me.

I get a big hug, get a couple more words of advice and that's it.

The point of this story was that we all hurt.  AND MAYBE BECAUSE OF SOCIALIZATION, THE DIFFERING NATURE OF HORMANAL LEVES due to gender, I don't know. Some people cry.  It doesn't take away from anything, sometimes you just have to get it out.

I am not going to get bothered on a national level of folks not liking me because I am black.  If I weren't black, I would be pretty peeved to some of this is out of hand.  The point of this is when you center yourself, your God whomever it may be will reveal the truths that you need to know to walk the path that is yours....

That's where I am at now.

The path that the Senate Democrats have to chosen to walk today as  David Rogers in politico, Alexander Bolton in thehill.com reflects a decision once again by Harry Reid to just say screw the will of the people.  Micheal O' Brien as well as he gives the Reid spin on the Speaker's performance.

These people are going to vote down DEBATING ON THE SENATE FLOOR WHERE ALL OF AMERICA CAN HEAR OUR MONEY IS BEING DISCUSSED IN LIEU OF SOME MORE BACK DOOR DEALS WITH JOE BIDEN.

MONEY MITCH, JOHN BOEHNER, DON'T FALL FOR THAT.

DON'T INDULGE IN THE SAME TACTICS THAT LEAD TO A 1,000 PLUS PAGE HEALTHCARE BILL THAT NOONE READ BEFORE SIGNING.

NO SIR, HARRY REID AND I REALLY DID GET A LIST OF YOUR DONORS,

STAND UP, SPEAK UP! AMERICA.

NO MORE SHADINESS, NO MORE BACKROOM DEALS,

THANKS GUYS FOR THE STORIES.

Net neutrality is of personal concern to me, the government has control of what we eat and possibly what we drive, but net neutrality is far beyond the internet, IT IS ABOUT FREE SPEECH.


http://techdailydose.nationaljournal.com/2011/03/house-panel-postpones-vote-on.php




http://techdailydose.nationaljournal.com/2011/03/critics-have-little-recourse-o.php


These are two articles by Juliana Gruenwald from the national journal, technology section.  She explains how key democrats got a hearing before the vote.

SO WHAT? VOTE THIS MESS DOWN.

THANKS REP. CANTOR FOR NOT VOTING ON DEBT LIMIT UNTIL TAX DAY.  IT GIVES US TIME TO REALLY SEE WHAT IS GOING ON, AND ALLOWS US FURTHER DEBATE SO IF/WHEN WE DO HAVE TO RAISE DEBT CEILING, WE KNOW WE EXHAUSTED EVERY AVENUE.

BUT WITH BARACK GOING TO SOUTH BEACH, AND BIDEN STAYING AT WORK.  WITH BARACK FLYING IN TRAINERS FROM CHICAGO, AND THE GAO REPORT, 

WE HAVE A LOT OF CUTTING TO DO.

BLACK POLITICIANS, ARE SOME OF YOU ALL NOT AWARE THAT WE AS BLACK AMERICANS HAD A FISCAL AND PHYSICAL PRESENCE IN THIS COUNTRY BEFORE THE NEW DEAL.

AND YES, I AM AWARE THAT MINORITIES ARE DISPROPORTIONALLY RECEIVING GOVERNMENT BENEFITS.......

WE AS BLACK AMERICANS, KNOW know more than anyone to not count on the goverment for .............No offense, America. Black people know part of our strength in our legacy in this country is to make do with what we have.......

We are going to have to make do, people.

because the cuts are coming,

THERE IS SEVERAL GENERATIONS INCLUDING MINE THAT WILL NOT GET ANY ENTITLEMENTS, AND WE HAVE TO START MAKING PROVISIONS SO THAT THOSE FOLK CAN START SAVING TO.

THE NEW DEAL IS THE BROKE DEAL AND WE CAN ALL THANK PRODUCER OPRAH WINFREY, EXECUTIVE PRODUCER THE GEO-POLITICAL NETWORK KNOWN AS THE FORCE, AND THE STAR OF THE SHOW HOPE AND CHANGE, BARACK OBAMA FOR THAT ONE.

Boy, I'll tell you that hope and change is a gift that just keeps on giving...........

Mark Mellman..OP'ED IN THEHILL.COM SHOWS HOW YES, MUSLIMS IT IS NOT JUST GOP THAT TRY TO USE YOUR RELIGION AND ITS LEGACY IN THIS COUNTRY.

THIS DUDE MARK MELLMAN HAS DECLARED A GOVERNOR OF A STATE TRYING TO BRING FISCAL SOLVENCY TO WISCONSIN AS A JIHADIST.

NUMBER ONE, GOV. WALKER IS NOT MUSLIM, NOT THAT I AM AWARE OF.

NUMBER TWO, GETTING YOUR BOOKS STRAIGHT AND SAVING 1 BILLION DOLLARS, GIVES EVERY WISCONSIN RESIDENT A CHANCE TO WORSHIP GOD, ALLAH, THE KOOL-AID MAN............

NUMBER THREE, THE FACT THAT YOU WOULD STOOP THAT LOW, TO INJECT ISLAM IN A NEGATIVE WAY AND ASSOCIATE SOMETHING THAT KILLED FOLK ON 9/11, DARN WHO WAS BEHIND IT, WITH A GOVERNOR TRYING TO DO WHAT HE WAS ELECTED TO DO.

These are the distractions that keep us from real debate.  Charlie Sheen................BABY, IF HE IS NOT LIVING OFF OF YOU, HE IS RIGHT, LET HIM LIVE HIS LIFE.  HE IS HURTING, HE IS WITHOUT A JOB, HE GOT CHILD SUPPORT AND ALIMONY.

YOU ALL GIVE HIM CREDENCE TO HIS RANTS BY PAYING HIM FOR INTERVIEWS.  I MEAN IF FOLK SOUGHT OUT BARACK'S LONG FORM WITH THIS TYPE OF "ENERGY" MAYBE HUCK WOULDN'T HAVE SHOT HIMSELF IN THE FOOT, THE OTHER DAY.........

GEEZ.......

ERIC HOLDER.
http://michellemalkin.com/2008/11/04/black-panther-intimidation-at-the-polls/

got this from michelle malkins page.  UHHHHHHHHHHHH................

DUDE, NOBODY IS TRYING TO DEMEAN "YOUR" PEOPLE. BUT A BUNCH OF THUGS RUNNING INTO COURTHOUSES WITH HEAT(guns) AND BULLYING FOLK AT THE POLLING BOOTH, NOT ONLY DEMEANS BLACK AMERICANS, BUT ALL AMERICANS.

THESE FOLK ARE SOME THUGS.  YEAH, THEY FED SOME FOLK.  AND YEAH, I READ ANGELA DAVIS' BIOGRAPHY A LONG, LONG TIME AGO.  AND GRANTED I WASN'T THERE FOR THE MOVEMENT, SO I AM NOT GOING TO ACT LIKE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND.

BUT WHAT I DO UNDERSTAND MR. HOLDER, THAT FOR COMING IN A COURTROOM WITH LOADED ARMS BE IT IN THE 60S OR TODAY, BE GLAD THAT FOLK LIKE ME DON'T RUN THE COURTROOM BECAUSE IF THEY CAME IN WITH GUNS UNDER MY RULE, THEY WOULD HAVE LEFT WITH HOLES ALL THROUGH SOME CHESTS.....

IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN THE PANTHER IN THEM TO AVOID THOSE BUCKSHOTS. WRONG IS WRONG, THOSE DUDES ARE TERRORISTS.........

IF ANY WHITE ORGANIZATION LIKE THE KLAN, OR THE HISPANIC FOLK WITH THE LA RAZA THING, HAD ACCOSTED BLACK VOTERS IN NOV. 2008, DON'T YOU KNOW AL SHARPTON WILL STILL BE GETTING PAID OFF OF IT NOW.

WRONG IS WRONG.

I DON'T CARE WHAT COLOR YOU ARE, IF THE BLACK PANTHER PARTY CAN ACT WITHOUT WORRY OF BEING LOCKED UP HOLDER, I AM GOING TO GET ME SOME AMERICAN PANTHERS.

IF THE BLACK PANTHER PARTY CAN HARRASS FOLK AT THE VOTING BOOTH, I'M GONNA GET ME SOME AMERICAN PANTHERS TO ENSURE THAT NOBODY, NOBODY REGARDLESS OF WHO THEY VOTE FOR, DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THESE UNTAMED CATS.

MAYBE HOLDER IF YOU STOOD UP FOR ARIZONA THROUGH NOT SUING THEM AND BREAKING OUR CONCEPT OF SOVERIENGTY BY LETTING OTHER COUNTRIES SUE AN INDIVIDUAL STATE,

MAYBE IF YOU STOOD UP AND DEFENDED THE DEFENSE OF MARRIAGE ACT, BECAUSE IT IS YOUR JOB.......

MAYBE IF YOU DID THAT, YOUR PEOPLE WOULDNT' BE DEMEANED.

YOU ARE THE ATTORNEY GENERAL TO ALL, NOT JUST BLACKS.............

IT IS SAD AND A TESTAMENT TO THE RACISM THAT THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION CONSTANTLY GETS AWAY WITH because none of you men want to vote for a woman president.

It's sad because to this day, WE ALL KNOW IF HILLARY HADN'T RENIGGED, SHE WOULD HAVE WON AND BEEN THE 44TH PRESIDENT AND NO AMOUNT OF BLACK EYE PEAS, AND JOHN LEWIS ACTING LIKE HE WAS THE ONE HUNG WOULD HAVE OVERCOME THAT.

Holder, baby, you gone...............

YOU DEFEND BLACK PANTHERS, BUT YOU LEAVE JAN BREWER AND ARIZONA IN THE WIND TO DEAL WITH BRAZIL AND PERU.........

When your people is equivalent to the American people, and not some hostile negroes trying to play bully because they the only ones with a holder hall pass, then you can get your job back.

Until then, let this serve as notice........

You are the top attorney of this nation, and it is no problem to have you removed for your dereliction of duty.

Shut up, be the lawyer you can be, or take your "people's struggles" to the NAACP, they always hiring.......

Gingrich and Clinton gave us Welfare to Work, which took welfare moms from the home into the workplace through sec 8 which ruined the concept of American homeownership, put women who don't have kids or ones that raised their children in a situation where they don't need assistance or married mothers on the low part of the totem pole.

NEWT GINGRICH DID THAT.  REMEMBER PLANO, TEXAS HOW YOUR AVERAGE HOMEOWNER FELT PAYING TAXES ON A 250,000 HOME AND UPKEEP AND YOU ALL MOVED SHENIQUA, JENNY, CHRISTINA BECAUSE WELFARE EMPLOYS ALL RACES NEXT DOOR, PAYING $25 DOLLARS A MONTH, WORKING AT WENDY'S OR BEING A MEDICAL ASSISTANT THROUGH EVEREST COLLEGE ON OUR TAX DOLLARS MIND YOU.

LAUGHING BECAUSE SHE GETS TO STAY WHERE THOSE WHO EARNED IT STAYED.

NEWT GINGRICH IS A LINK TO CLINTON.

IT IS AN EMBARRASSMENT THAT HE IS EVEN RUNNING.

SORRY, NEWT.........

THE ONLY REASON NEWT IS RUNNING IS BECAUSE THE SAME THING THAT HE WILL SAY AGAINST PALIN OBAMA WILL......

NEWT IS GOING TO SAY I'M EXPERIENCED.........

YEAH, NEWT, WELFARE TO WORK WAS JUST A THE START, YOU DIDN'T HAVE NO PROBLEM JUGGING THAT BOTTLE EITHER.

OBAMA IS GOING TO SAY I'M EXPERIENCED.

YEAH, OBAMA, OBAMACARE IS UNCONSTITUIONAL, YOUR WIFE SPENT 75K A DAY, BUT YOU PUT MILLIONS OUT OF WORK FOR YOUR "ENERGY" VISION, MAJOR HASAN SHOT UP AND ACTUALLY YELLED ALLAH AKBAR, BUT YOU SUPPORT FOLK LIKE MELLMAN CALLING GOV. WALKER A JIHADIST BECAUSE DUE TO THE INCREASE OF FEES OF MEDICARE ROLLS, STATES CAN'T AFFORD UNIONS, IRAN IS NUCLEAR, LIBYA HAS TOLD US SHELL BY SHELL TO SCREW OURSELVES........

NEWT IS GOING TO SAY I KNOW THE SYSTEM.........

HOW MANY ETHICAL CHARGES DID YOUR HOMIES FACE, NEWT?

OBAMA IS GOING TO SAY I KNOW THE SYSTEM

HOW MANY ETHICAL CHARGES IF ISSA CAN KEEP THE LEAKS OUT OF HIS OFFICE WOULD YOU BE FACING RIGHT NOW, OBAMA IF PRODUCERS OPRAH AND THE FORCE DIDN'T KEEP GIVING CHARLIE SHEEN ICE BY THE POUND TO DISTRACT US?

You see my point.

And last but not least as I had a little health scare, SAM YOUNGMAN IN THEHILL.COM WHO TALKS ABOUT HOW OBAMA NOT HAVING A CANDIDATE AND NOT OFFICALLY ON THE ROLE ALLOWS HIM JUST TO PRESIDENT........

DUH...............MR. YOUNGMAN, DON'T YOU, NOTHING PERSONAL AND THE DEMS GET IT.

KARL ROVE IS THE GREASE IN THE ENGINE, BUT I AM THE ENGINE. AND WHETHER HE'LL ADMIT IT OR NOT, THAT'S THE WAY WE BOTH WANT IT.

WE NOT GOING TO RUN WITH MAXINE WATERS AND BARABARA STREISTAND HOLDING HANDS AND SING OLD NEGRO SPIRTUALS.

NO WE ARE GOING TO RUN ON ONE THING ON THE RIGHT.

WHAT HAS HOPE AND CHANGE DONE IN YOUR LIFE BUT SLOWLY CHANGED THE POSSIBLITY OF HOPE THAT YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ABLE TO LIVE THE AMERICAN DREAM AS YOU ONCE KNEW IT.

WE ARE GOING TO RUN ON OBAMA'S RECORD.

THE PRESIDENT WHO SAID OPENLY THAT HE HAD NO PROBLEM TAKING IT TO THE BIG MAN ONLY TO COME BACK AND TELL YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OUR HISTORY, HOME OWNERSHIP WILL BECOME A DREAM FOR MOST.

MICHELLE MALKIN, CROSSROADS KARL ROVE'S ORGANIZATION, DICK MORRIS WHO I THINK IS PRICELESS, THE BOOK REVOLT IS IN STORES NOW, IT IS ON LEVELS....

YOU ALL GET LINKS ON THIS PAGE TOMORROW.

CHECK THESE LINKS OUT AMERICA, SUPPORT THEM.

AND FOR THOSE DEMS, WHO WANT A PALIN OR BACHMANN TICKET THINKING IT WILL BE CAKEWALK.........

COME ON............

BECAUSE UNLIKE HILLARY AND HER TRUSTED AIDE, DONNA BRAZILE.

GOV. PALIN OR REP. BACHMANN AND THEIR TRUSTED AIDE, TIFFANI EL DAWN MIMS.

AIN'T GOING TO QUIT,

WE AIN'T GOING TO TURN OUR BACKS ON THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN FAITH, FELLOWSHIP AND FREEDOM.

WE AIN'T GOING TO GO INTO NO MEETING WITH BARACK AND COME OUT WITH SECRETARY OF STATE JOBS.

WE GOT SOME POLITICAL AND FISCAL LYSOL IN OUR HANDS, WE GOT OUR GLOVES ON, OUR MASKS ON, AND WE ARE SIMPLY ASKING FOR THE CHANCE TO CLEAN THAT CESSPOLL THAT NEWT GINGRICH, BARACK OBAMA, NANCY PELOSI AND HARRY REID SWIM IN..........

GIVE US THE CHANCE TO GET OUR HOUSE IN ORDER!!!!!!!

ISN'T THAT YOU ALL SAY, WOMEN SHOULD BE DOING ANYWAY, CLEANING HOUSE, THEN LET US DO OUR WORK.

AND TO SENATOR DODD, I GUESS, REPRESENTING HOLLYWOOD AIN'T TOO MUCH DIFFERENT THAN SWINDLING COUNTRYWIDE FOR YOU AND OBAMA SOME HOMES.......NICE VACATION, HUH?

I'LL BE BACK TOMORROW.  I HAVE TO ADDRESS A HEALTH ISSUE.

TTYL,
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