Tuesday, March 8, 2011

The Book of Reporters (Chapter 9)-my bad edit.

my back is acting up, so I am going to go but I forgot about Peter King.  Look muslims dude blew up the world trade center, whether they was paid by Isreal, George W. don't matter.

How many criminal organizations have had to go through the same thing?  How you think black folks feel America, everybody from Nicky Barnes to the rolling sixty crips have had some sort of investigation on them?  I didn't see none of you all out there protesting about their rights...............

Why? b/c those folk were guilty of what they were accused with.

Muslims get over it, if you want the hearings to stop, tell on your cousins Akbar and the rest of these miliitant nuts THAT YOU ALL KNOW ARE OVER HERE, BECAUSE THEY ARE YOUR FAMILY, YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN ISLAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When you can do that, we'll end the trials.  People this is a distraction issue, Obama is appealing to the Muslim base.  What difference does it make if Obama can't get away from the links, and reid and schumer can't get their heads out of their butts to vote on a budget.  THE PAPERWORK NEEDS TO BE DONE TODAY.

WORRY ABOUT KING LATER, AND LET IT GO.  THERE ARE MUSLIMS ORGANIZATIONS KILLING FOLK, THERE ARE MUSLIMS SOLDIERS KILLING OTHERS IN THE ARMY SAYING ALLAH AKBAR, THERE ARE MUSLIMS SHOOTING UP SOLDIERS SAYING JIHAD CALLS.

TURN IN YOUR FOLK, MUSLIM AMERICA, BECAUSE WE BOTH KNOW THE KORAN AND ISLAM DEMANDS THAT YOU VIEW OUR WAY OF LIFE THAT TOLERATES YOU AS EVIL AND YOU ARE NOT TO TURN IN YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS.

THAT'S SOUNDS LIKE A GANG, AND IT SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE A GANG.  YOU CAN'T FIGHT FACTS, YOUR RELIGION SAYS THAT WE ARE EVIL AND YOU ALL ARE OBLIGATED TO ALLAH TO DO WHATEVER TO HELP ISLAM CONQUER THE EVIL WEST.

Am I wrong?

We not falling for the Producer Oprah, go try to save the oxygen channel, let the big girls and boys run the nation.

Here's this morning post

Hello America,

How are you doing this morning?  We are going to start out with a story and then a couple of comments about let's say........Newt, the budget, rep. peter king, and gas and call it a day.  We gotta keep it short today, so let's find out why........

Today, isn't the best of days for me.  I am losing weight, which is a good thing in someways, but due to a health issue it places more pressure on the center of my back. Which translates into constant back pain.  It sucks.  What can one do until I have surgery, but to bear it?  Somedays are just harder than others, this is just one of those days.

I have a lot on my mind.  The time is coming for me to get back into society if you will.  I have to go out, lunch, network all of which is cool.  But there are just some folk around me that I just cannot stand......It drives me up the wall of their presence even indirectly in my life.  More than the pressure on my back coming from a physical source, it is things like this that put pressure on my soul. 

I am old enough and cognizant of the fact that we all have to deal with people we don't care for.  I get it.  I do.  I never took the time to ask God why I have the need, why I have the drill in me to not just deal with people I can't stand.  I guess in my eyes those who do are just users.  But those are my eyes and hey, I have a perspective, but so do each of you.  I ain't never had to feed no child.  That type of stuff, so I am not preaching from the high horse.  I am simply being honest with you.  Because in order to be honest with myself, I have to be honest with you.

So I am looking outside, and I am talking to myself, trying to get myself through this mood.  As I recognize it is a mood that is not just about certain people, I am frustrated........I need to be working because if I were working the presence of certain people in my life would be drastically minimized......I feel helpless.  I know what the next couple of steps God has for me.  I know what I am supposed to be doing, I just can't.

I put my head down.  I don't need to live out Kings of Leon's "Pyro"........I don't need to not feel confident, I gotta a game to play today and I can't afford to not be on point.  I pray.   I just put my head down and pray.  I don't even know what I am praying about or for.  I just put my head down and say "help."  That's all I can do at this point.........

I look up and who do I see next to me, Arthur Ashe, one of my all time favorite atheletes and role models for that matter.  Tennis was big to me in my life, but you know how it is your parents gotta work, can't get to practice like that.  I thought about what the tennis world would be like without some sort of black American prescence, not being racist, being honest.  I grew up with Arthur Ashe, my whole family on my mom's side, talks to each other during every Venus and Serena match(get better........).  Tennis is a part of our lives.

In 1975, Ashe beat Jimmy O'Connor........Levels.........Levels....

I shake his hand, he shakes mine.......

He says "Jesus sent me down here......"

I reply" Don't Jesus have enough to do?"

We laugh.

"No seriously, Tiffani, I am from VA.  That's close enough to the hill and that's sure is where you headed, someway, somehow.  God was telling me about your situation this morning and I thought I could bring some perspective.  You know Tiffani, in tennis, you play on different surfaces, you have to adjust for it. 

You know what clay does to a ball, don't you?"

"Yeah, it slows it down......knocks something off the spin...."

"Tiffani, right now, you can play on all three surfaces, but you prefer grass to the others.  That is your home, that is your zone and that's cool.  But in order to be champion, in order to be number one, you have to go where you are out of your zone, sometimes.  Right now, you just being tested in a surface that is not your zone, but that don't mean you can't play your A game"

I nod..........I think for awhile. Me, God and Jesus are cool, but they are starting to get a little stalkerlike.......They are there when I get up in the morning, all that type of stuff.  But I know their hearts are in the right places, because mine's doesn't feel like it this morning.

"You know, Mr. Ashe, I used to watch you on TV............It hurt me when you left not just the game, but this earth.  I was young, and your leaving was just a reminder to me of why you gotta get done what you gotta get done as fast as you can.  You don't know what can happen, You just don't."

Mr. Ashe sighs...........He's looking at me.  He's not looking at 36 year old Tiffani.  He's looking at 16 year old, Tiffani, when he came out publically with the fact that he obtained the HIV virus from surgery and before they tested all blood. He's looking at a Tiffani that had a lot going on back then, that she didn't deal with, she just ran away from, drank away from, smoked away from......

"Tiffani, you ain't no tennis player......."

"Why? you saw my serve........."

"Naw, I saw you walking, girl you can't  lift a fly much less a tennis racket, with your back right now."

We laugh because it's true.

"Tiffani, you not no tennis player.  That's not what God sent me here to say to you.  You simply have to bear through this match.  You know in tennis, you can have a thousands strokes that might have made all the highlights for ESPN and you still fighting for match points.  It don't matter in tennis, the points per se.  You gotta keep going until the match is over.  You gotta keep fighting until the match is won whether it takes an hour or four..........

You just in a long match right now.  You fighting somebody that's older than you, but they ain't wiser than you. Because you try your best to let God lead your path and to have that type of wisdom at any age, puts you with an advantage.  But nevertheless, you in this match and it is long, and yes, you are whopping this person all over the court, but we only go love,15, 30.....

You understand.  You gotta play the match you given, not the one you want.  This ain't football when the ball is in your hands and where you move, the ball goes with you, or basketball.  This ain't baseball when you can just knock it out the park.

This tennis, Tiffani. This is tennis.  You have to endure the match.  You gotta find that within, that energy somehow, to walk through the pain, to play through the pain.  You can't be worried about no trophies.  Whirlwind Johnson taught me, no cheating at no time.  You can't use your will to make it go any faster, Lord knows you running faster than most gave you credit for......

You gotta suck it up.  You winning, no doubt, but in tennis ain't just about the points, it takes endurance and stamnia to get those points.  You have to win so many sets, to get the match and there is no changing that........No changing that."

I listen, I just cry as he is talking.  We are not talking about politics, he and I.  He is talking about something far deeper than that.  Politics that's fun for me.  I actually enjoy reading and talking and all that.  Nah, the battles me and Mr. Ashe discussed, the matches...... touch some places that I am not going to discuss on here.

I sigh, a long sigh...........I shake his hand and I tell Mr. Ashe thank you.  Thank you for even taking the time, to give me a word and inspiration today.  I tell him to thank all of those tennis people up there regardless of color, because I love tennis.  And because I write this blog, that's where the story ends for today.

My point was not disclosure.........My point is that we all have demons, we all have pasts and although I get on Newt, who am I to judge his personal life?  I live with my ex-husband, I don't get along with any of my in-laws and even the ones I don't have a problem with, I don't see or have any contact with.  But I love him and I want to have children with him........For me to explain that to the world, is like Newt explaining all that to the world.

It's like this as we discussed some adult matter yesterday.  If he has made it right with his family, and made peace with his ex-'s and God, then who are we to judge, roland martin...........

I don't like Newt politically because I can't stand welfare to work.  But I do support his effort to run and I do appaluad him for being a grown man and having a backbone and saying here it is, this is what is and now what because I can't change nothing about it.

That's a grown man, in the midst right now.

Different surfaces, make you approach your matches differently.  I love to speed up.  I like for things to go as fast possible, because I am usually trying to get to something I want.  No need to lie. It could be faith, freedom and fellowship one moment, or it could be a dipped ice cream cone from dairy queen.  But I am in a match where God has me slowing down because I have to rectify all the things I ran away from.  And sometimes, America, that scares me.  Talking to you all, being recognized, surviving the daily attempts on my life and sanity, no fear........

It's dealing with the parts of Tiffani, that ain't so big and bad that scares me because it reminds me of times where I wasn't so strong, where I couldn't stand up for myself like I could now.  But it's part of the process, if nothing else, if I do nothing else.  I hope when I look back, down or up after I am dead, I hope that it can be written that I forced honesty back into politics......

Politicians are people, they not your daddy, your preacher, your God.  They are people, they have sex, and affairs, and marriages, and divorces, and baby mama's just like us.   Everybody ain't Obama.  No slant to him as he has raised his children and stayed in his marriage.  But we will not judge on that.  We will judge each candidate on how he or she has faced adversity in his or her life.  And will that character they developed in their own journey, be able to prepare them for doing what has to be done to enter a state of austerity to have a chance at prosperity for this country(I got you, Karl Rove.........I ain't forgot, March is hard on me, emotionally.......).

We are going to judge each candidate on whether and what they believe in, what they subscribe to.  Not the color of their skin, not the nature of their genetalia....

Palin is purposely not going to be at the first california debate, neither is bachmann and they not in IOWA.  GOOD. NO OFFENSE, IOWA, BUT YOU ALL CHOSE OBAMA ON THE DEM SIDE, THAT'S SCARY ENOUGH.....

BUT THE TIME FOR NH AND IOWA TO GET ALL THIS LOVE IS OVER.  BABY, ALL OF US ARE IMPORTANT.  WE IN DALLAS ARE HOLDING DOWN A NATION.  ALL BS ASIDE, EVERY CANDIDATE SHOULD START HERE FIRST.

We gotta do things differently, this time, the game is too dirty.  All these caucases and stuff like that is cool, but just like Newt, Romney, Huntsman(yes, I do read, Mr. Obama, I really do), all these been in the game faces we don't need no more.

The system is too corrupt. Did you all read the links I put up yesterday?  Lie after lie, Obama just runs with impugnity.  Like take the budget,  THIS FOOL HID 130 BILLION DOLLARS IN HIS BUDGET FOR OBAMACARE, KNOWING THAT THREE JUDGES ALREADY HAVE RULED UNCONSTITUTIONAL AND HE KNOWS IT IS HEADED TO COURT.

I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU FEEL LIKE WE NEED, BARACK, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO HIDE MONEY THAT DON'T BELONG TO YOU?  IF YOU WANT TO GET GANGSTA WITH IT, LET ME KNOW........BECAUSE I GOT SOME HOUSES I CAN HIT AND PAY MY STUDENT LOANS OFF.  LET ME KNOW WHEN IT'S COOL AND LEGAL TO TAKE OTHER FOLK MONEY BECAUSE YOUR HOUSE WILL BE FIRST ON MY LIST.

Palin and Bachmann is going outside the system.  I understand with Cain, I UNDERSTAND LORD, PLEASE NOT A WOMAN,I HEAR KARL ROVE'S PRAYERS.........I HEAR THE PRAYERS OF OBAMA, AND MOST MEN.

That's on y'all.  Y'all want some crackhead terrorist in office, go ahead and vote him in a second term.  If your penises mean that much to you, do it.  I am not the candidate, I really can say this.

BUT IF YOU WANT AN AMERICA, THAT IS GOING TO BE STRONG IN EVERY WAY FOR GENERATIONS TO COME, you'd better give my sisters a chance.

Newt is old and white and it shouldn't matter but it does and he is from the south and just because he got A-town in his backpocket ain't nothing.

Dallas run twenty, we just let Atlanta have the bs shows and videos........No disrespect... We use our office space not for studios, but for corporate headquarters.

Same thing with Huckabee who really took himself out with the birther thing.  What is Obama going to say, he is old, he's white, he don't understand America.........he don't........and with the AIDS comments?

All Producer Oprah and the geo-political machine known as the force are trying to give you is candidates that are going to make Obama's second term victory legitimize him over Reagan and every other President.

And that's just not going to happen.

It's not.  We learned from the book of acts about choices, we learned from the book of paul ryan, support this dude, check out his site and charts and stuff, it's scary............the fiscal terror Obama has placed on us, the importance of recognizing fiscal truths and making tough but needed decisions from that.  We learned from the book of John, the power of "so be it",  to accept tough realities and stand up and be strong and march with those unpopular mantras through every decision. We learned in the book of O, how Obama and Oprah are just really reflections of what they think will calm us down, to get us to buy into this television show of "Hope and Change 2012: the global edition" until they can take America off the air.

We are learning in the book of repoters, to just look at things for what they are.

Black people did not vote Obama in.

White people did.

Now whether a lot of them did it for socialism, or whatever they put on their survey card is cool.  But I am going to tell you something and this is where we are going to end.

Most white people that voted for Obama, that are American, that are supposedly not democratic, but independent voted for the most racist reason of all.  They voted for the ultimate disrespect of black American men, and black Americans.  They voted for the one dude who they KNEW, THEY KNEW would screw up so bad that the contemplation of another black candidate would give all of us ulcers.......

They found the one nut who smoked crack and had a harvard degree with funny paperwork.  And for those who don't think racism runs that bad in America.......Baby, we love to hate each other a lot more than we hate to love each other.  But that's the beautiful thing about America, we can go and move and do what we want.  I grew up in a black world, in a volunatarily segregated town........and I love that I did.  The culture I gained is priceless, but I was raised by two parents who thought me to judge on my own and that's why I love that I never just stayed in Dallas.

What I am saying is this....

The independent voters who voted for Obama did so just to say I will never vote for one again.  Look at Arthur Ashe, imagine if he had a fourth of Obama's baggage would he be revered in the tennis world, and Obama ends up President?  Come on....................Too many qualified, without the baggage black American men were here that could have viable candidates for both sides.

The only thing that is going to be Obama is "history."  The same "history" that propelled him into the office, they know it. That's why it is a everybody but Michelle or Sarah campaign going on right now.

We Americans, we love the underdog, we love the packers against the mighty steelers....We do.

We are going to win this presidency and Iowa and NH and all the whole "folksy wolksy" just playing Gov. Palin political machine is over. 

We don't need the caucuses to win.  We need money to get the message out, and we need some soldiers. Take your time, Palin and Bachmann, let Newt and everybody else dog you for not going to the typical bonny and clyde show.  Michelle B.,, baby you keep working those talk shows with your boards, show the people where he is stealing the money and keep telling them, gangstas give us our money back.

Palin, you work with the vets, you work with special needs children.  You raise money for them. 

While y'all out kissing the political machine's butt, brothers in the GOP.

Your sisters out here putting in work for the people...............

And when the convention comes, they are going to remember who was just going through the motions of the corrupt political machines, and they are going to remember who was knee deep right next to them, sweating and struggling out there with them.

That's all, class is disimissed gotta walk several miles today.

tiffani
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