How are you doing today? I am sorry for the late post times for the past two days, an employer of mine found it beneficial to lie and try to put me in a bad situation....we'll discuss that later.
I read twitter now, way more than facebook, my farms, my cities........they suffering but it is a different type of dialouge on twitter, different networks. I like the astrology stuff, I do. I think that it quite a testament to times of which astrology was created because it is an excellent analyis of about 12 general personality types and traits and while it is in no way absolute, the nature of its origin doesn't detract from the truths that it reveals.......
So can someone tell Senator Mark Kirk, that just because Rep. Kucinich is who he is, don't make his truth any less relevant........Coming from Illinois the state that actually gave that man some of you all call president, that some of us call a terrorist.........BROTHER, YOU AIN'T GOT NO ROOM TO JUDGE. REAL TALK HEAT COMES TO THE LEFT AND RIGHT OF THE AISLE, DOWN THE PEWS AND ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE BULLY PULL PIT. USE THAT ENERGY TO GET SENATE VOTES FOR A BUDGET.
Worry about Senate business...........
Daniel Strauss, thehill.com
From lovescopes today, it says Capricorns will seldom lose a battle unless it is necessary to win the war......
This is one of those days I wish that weren't so true.
Dallas' own Rep. Hensarling is telling us through Pete Kasperowicz that we are paying for Joint Strike Fighters for China through interest payments on thehill.com. I just told Speaker Boehner and I am going to say it pubically here....
Not using my money to pay for my enemy's heat. Don't rule out no shut down, because if we got a fiscal terrorist in office, who just gave how many jobs away and we can't get even an impeachment mention when all clinton did is misplace a few cigars and lied about it............
No way, Speaker Boehner. China ain't going to muscle us........
We got some tough decisions to make, if we can't get a budget with at least 100 billion in cuts to account for that libya fiasco and entitlement reform. Then we go the Rep. Pence way, day by day until y'all can find a way.
Maxine Waters needs her day in court, she needs justice and because she is politically affliated with Barack Obama should not preclude her from justice. Jordy Yager thehill.com. IF ERIC HOLDER GOT TIME TO STAND UP FOR BLACK PANTHERS, STAND UP FOR SHARIAH LAW WHICH ALLOWS FOR RAPE AND ABUSE OF WOMEN UNDER RELIGION BUT MORMOMS AND OTHER GROUPS SERVE FEDERAL TIME FOR THEIR "INTERPRETATION" OF THE WORD. IF ERIC HOLDER CAN SIT IDLY BY AND LET OTHER COUNTRIES DESTROY OUR CONCEPT OF SOVERIENGTY BY SUING ARIZONA........
THEN THAT SAME JUSTICE DEPARTMENT, ALTHOUGH IT IS NOT IN THEIR JURISDICTION, CAN SPREAD SOME OF THE "HUMAN RIGHTS" CRAP THEY POP ALL THE TIME TO THE HOUSE ETHICAL COMMITTEE BECAUSE LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS THAT PAY TAXES DESERVE A CHANCE TO BE VINCIDATED AS REP. WATERS WAS MOVING MONEY INTO HER HUSBAND'S BANK, WHILE WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SAVING OFF FORECLOSURES.......
Let's go........ political and a little personal and then I'm through for today, always check me out @tmims50 at twitter, for political quotes, truths and discussions that will defintely make you think.
I am hurting a little bit today, not physically, but emotionally. Every day that it gets closer to Easter, the more those who are around me pull things and acts they think will get me upset. It is repetitive so I recognize the patterns immediately. In a weird type of way, I almost have this melancholy sense about myself because I know a lot of these people that have been mentioned in this blog over the years, a lot of the people I know and love are going to be memories sooner rather than later.
I can't get Adele's rolling in the deep out of my head. I like the album edit, and I like the unplugged version, it is just the part where she says we could've had it all, rolling in the deep.........that won't leave my head.
I get up to get dressed, metaphysically......., put on my uniform, which really means a black jacket, tailored or if not prada, some colored linen shirt, today I am rocking pink, and a some black pants, with some gator loafers......i'm indulgent get over it. My hair is cut, I got my glasses on because I feel naked without them even with contacts. Nice diamond hoops, nice diamond choker on. one ring, one watch, i'm good to go.
I go over to the couch and start loading up ammunition to write today's post. I hear God come in the room without looking up.........
"Pink bullets, Tiffani.............."
"I know, they match my shirt, my way of reminding folk of the toll that cancer is taking on our population, in my own way, you know how this goes....."
"I get it, I get it" For God knows the bullets and guns I speak of are truths........like release, resolve, and repeals and redemption.
"I heard that today's post might be a little revengeful considering what all these folk are taking you through off-camera........"
I speak, but I never look up, just not one of those days......
"Nah, God. We good. I am going to let them have it with truth, and faith enough to do it in a way that honors and reflects your will, not mines........I am in my lane, all those trying to stop my flow are just images that are passing by as I cruise on down my boulevard...."
God is quiet. He places his hands on my shoulder and says "Tiffani, it's allright"
"I know God, I know.........I don't care no more. I don't. I just look at folk when they don't give me money for food or promise me jobs knowing full well, it was just a scam, I just don't feel nothing no more. It's hard to explain. I don't care. Well, actually I think it's sad because all these acts are doing is just serving as justification why I can't see these folk no more, why they can't never be in home, why I really don't want folk that are questionable by reasonable standards re: pedophiles and such near my child, why I can't trust Delmar or anyone outside of you with money. as far as depending on them to help me.
All I am trying to say God is that I'm just trying to put the best spin I can on this, so when the time comes, and it is coming and I gotta get in that limo because I won't be able to drive anymore and I put those shades on and I step out at my destination, it is these memories that will ensure that I won't feel bad about leaving these folk out of my life from now on.......It is these memories that will ensure that I don't regret the release of so many from my life. I ain't mad, though, no worries.......
You go do what you do."
God cries.......he cries so hard that the rivers from the Mississippi to the Rio Grande added a couple of inches........He cries because he knows why I can't. He knows why my heart is not necessarily cold, but it ain't warm and happy feelings either. He has finally gotten me where he wants me, but it cost the sweet, innocent, Tiffani and a lot of her friends and family to get her there. He cries for her.
I never look at God, never raise my head. It's not a disrespect thing. It's a can't nobody walk this but me, God and you gotta let me walk it the best I can. It's a I am surrounded by foolish individuals who honestly believe that they can serve as the master of my actions by drama......By lying.........by leaving me hungry, by leaving me stranded, by telling me that I shouldn't look for a job, by calling presicely when I get in the car although you nowhere near me, by showing me through coordinated efforts through circles of folk that on the surface have nothing to do with each other, how my life has been corrupted in totality by betrayl in the deepest sense.......
God pats my shoulder, and leaves it there for a long while I clean my guns and load bullets after bullets into clips after clips....
When I'm through, he's gone.
That's the end of the story................
All I am trying to say is that there is no hard feelings, I know what you all are pulling and Rep. Bachmann and Gov. Palin and Michelle Malkin are going to have to go through it. When I say you, I mean Producer Oprah, star Barack Obama and executive producers known as geo-political entities collectively known as the force and all the viewers who broke so many laws to produce "Hope and Change:2008, he's white I am black and the new sequel Hope and Change: 2012, the global edition"
We need resolve fantastic four. We are all going through our own battles, but for some of us, really for you three, it is going to be brutal, but for me it is going to cost me pretty much everything I know.
WE NEED THE RESOLVE AND FAITH WE TALK ABOUT EACH AND EVERY DAY.
MICHELLE B. WE NEED YOU TO RUN, WE NEED YOU TO ASK THE QUESTIONS REGARDING LEGLISLATIVE STUFF WE DON'T. YOU AIN'T GOTTA DOG PALIN OR NOBODY, YOU JUST DO WHAT YOU DO AND INFORM THE PEOPLE.
The rivers of corruption run deep.........
You all have to remember that I had a choice, I didn't have to get arrested that day. The Wilmer office didn't want to take me to jail, he didn't have jurisdiction, but I wanted to. BECAUSE I WANTED TO DOCUMENT THE DEPTHS OF CORRUPTION THAT IS BEING TOLERATED IN DALLAS COUNTY.
FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS, A MAJOR STAFFING AGENCY HAS SPENT THEIR TIME TRYING TO GET ME ON AT PARKLAND HOSPITAL. THE COUNTY HOSPTIAL THAT HAS MY RECORDS AND APPARENTLY A WORKER USING MY NAME. THE ONLY REASON WHY THEY DIDN'T IS BECAUSE OF MY REMARKS YESTERDAY AND MY LETTING CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS KNOW THAT IT WAS POSTAL TIFFANI WHO HAD ME ARRESTED AT THE DALLAS BMC TRYING TO GET MY MAIL STRAIGHT AS I DIDN'T GET MY COURT DATE IN THE MAIL......
I am tired, so tired, America. But like on of my big sisters in the fantastic four, as they are all my big sisters. Gov. Palin, I ain't complaining. I know God has me walking this for a reason.
I am looking down at my phone, I am going through my memory trying to cement all these faces I will never see again.
My time is coming, the spotlight is heating up everyday and I can't say where I am going to be, if those who are around me never stop trying to keep this identity theft going.
It's not one person, it's not just one thing and nor will it be for you Michelle Bachmann as I am focusing on her today.
Michelle Bachmann has a signed statement from me to investigate my life, and unlike you all in Dallas County, in the Obama and Clinton administrations outside of Dick Morris, she ain't dirty. She knows foster kids, she knows and is used to throwaway Tiffani's. She is the mom who don't even turn the Adele off when she comes in your room, just with a cup of hot cocoa and some marshmillows.
She is the type of mom that prepares you for the truths of your life and gives you skills like resolve, the ability to release, the courage to cry rivers of tears if necssary and the strength to repeal those things and people that just don't mean you no good.
That's why I am so glad that she is running because her audacity to see things as they are and call them. Michelle Bachmann they are going to call you, me and Gov. Palin crazy, they can't really go there with Michelle Malkin, but they will anyway for her affliation with us and conservative women.
Dallas, you all need to really, really sit down and think. Whether you like Bachmann or not, she is running in a presidential campaign, pretty much knocking out Pawlenty. Whether you like Bachmann or not, between her and Palin I will have a job that not even postal Tiffani can do. Michelle Bachmann has the keys Dallas and she is not going to fear you all because your muslim, african, or cool with Obama. There is not enough videotapes that you have made or kids you have sold to buy Ms. Bachmann out.
So when you do this to make me mad, or scream or holla or try to get me involved in other folk's domestic disputes.......I don't fret or worry or react, I know my Big Sister got my back.
Rolling in the deep, huh? Adele, we could have it all.........
Palin, Trump, Bachmann are three keys, three individuals that will make the republican debate honest.
And whether you like it or not, Dallas I am going to be there.
Gone are the days, where I have to react with drama just because the same people keep pulling the same thing.
I know, my time is coming.
on 5/21/2011, I am going to graduate. I can't get Pepperdine to call me back because they have made arrangements with Dallas County that I was never supposed to come back, but Pepperdine, nor Dallas County, nor Delmar, nor my family or friends run my life to the extent where any of them can ask me to not finish my education.
Get over it.
The thrill really is gone and you don't have to worry Michelle Bachmann, Gov. Palin or Michelle Malkin(check her link to the right, if you are in the seattle area, her family can use your help).
The rivers of tears emotionally has allowed to release certain people from my life and repeal the negative affects on my behavior and writing which gives me the opportunity to shape the republican national ticket.
We could have it all, but now we can't have nothing but memories.
Fantanstic four, I am going to take a nap right now, I am tired America. I am so hurt although it is not a new hurt, I am so ____________ that I am surrounded by so many people work for folk like mother dearest where they try to break my spirit each and everyday. So I am going to take a nap and pray and that's all I am going to do.
Wrong is wrong...........
And wrong is going to come to those who are screwing over these children with no legal recourse in Dallas County, like wrong is going to come to Obama, joe biden can call folk like me all he wants what he wants, but Obama broke the rules and regulations of the War Powers Act of 193.
You are going to tell me with a straight face that Libya's situation demanded immediate action and 9/11 didn't?
Mr. Barack Obama, I started this fight November 4, 2008 and I will not give up until your head lays down on pillows we the tax payers paid for. For 36 years, I have suffered things that I don't nor can't mention on here, but you never broke my resolve.........
I love Delmar no doubt, I love my family no doubt, but I am not blind........nor am I stupid.
We(the fantastic four) are going to whip you on election day, we are going to push for impeachment now, and we are going to repeal heath care.
B/c Michelle Bachmann has a signed statement from me to investigate my identity theft and it's ties to the postal system and abetting by federal employees from insurance and prescription fraud, attempted murder, child sex trafficking and an assortment of other charges.
She just announced she is running for President.........
My Big Sister..............
More than Adele's lyrics are going to be rolling in the deep.
My Big Sisters are going to fight for me, just like I have been fighting for them.
So I don't have to do nothing but sit back, kick butt on twitter ;) @tmims50 and keep holding god's hand understanding that none of the hands around me has my best interests at heart.
that's all, class dismissed, will be back tomorrow. oh, i am sorry, Palin/Rubio with Bachmann being on the cabinet , Palin/Bachmann with Rubio on cabinet.
I don't trust Herman Cain, I don't trust no black person in politics these days in time over 50, not to run.....I'll take Rubio or Michelle.