Monday, March 21, 2011

The Book of Truths those starting with the letter r (Chapter 5)

Hello America,

I am sorry this morning.  I was okay this morning and then I just starting hurting like really bad.  So bad that I couldn't even stand up.  It finally occurred to me what's wrong, stress.........

Yeah, I probably shouldn't be walking so much, but if you saw how fine my thighs are getting that's motivation enough for me.  But I can only laugh at myself as literally a light bulb went off , thinking fool when you get up in the morning after thanking God, your life is filled with stress and every time you think about this or that, your back and gi area locks up.

So I had to lay down this morning.  When I went to work to write this piece, I ran into the post office surveillance crew and company(just a reference to neighbors of my parents who have this non-coincendential habit of being outside when I pull up).  It is no reason of concern in itself, but when I see these people, I usually then have trouble logging on. 

I have to log on as a guest, and then log on as myself, just to get Internet access.  I finally sit down to write and then my mom calls.......

My point is that I go through a lot to write these words.  I don't know why anyone would fear the words of a little big mouth lady from Texas of all things ;), check me out @tmims50 on twitter, you can get little tidbits and quick quips all day.  for example, today's morning morning joke was

u know it's #marchmadness when juan williams wants to defund #npr and nader wants to impeach #obama. Just a little mon. am humor



Come on..........you know that was good, you know I got a little laugh out of you this morning, it's all day, every day like that in twitter world, come on and check out the fun @tmims50 trying to hit 10,000 by May and 100,000 by december.

I digress, let's go.

I decided to take from a different source today. 

The Book of Matthew, Chapter 12 versus 25-29........

And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand: 26And if Satan cast out Satan, he is divided against himself; how shall then his kingdom stand? 27And if I by Beelzebub cast out devils, by whom do your children cast them out? therefore they shall be your judges. 28But if I cast out devils by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God is come unto you. 29Or else how can one enter into a strong man's house, and spoil his goods, except he first bind the strong man? and then he will spoil his house.


Y'all ready.

The nature of this book demands that we must work within the truths starting the with letter r, how about recognition?

In order to stop the repetitive patterns in our lives, we must first be able to recognize......Now the base root of the word implies cognition.  The art of thinking, the art, the science, the neurological miracle of formulating thoughts in a way that it can not only be understood by the person who comes it with it, but others.

Some people call it, "peeping game", but nevertheless, can we all agree for the sake of this post that recognition is the formal acknowledgement of truths, be it visual, audio, spiritual, whatever.  the formal acknowledgement that that concept,person, place or whatever is real.

Recognize.........

We talked about roles, yesterday and at 2pm I believe CST time, Gov. Pawlenty will fulfill his role and enter the presidential race.  He will say, I was Gov. and I didn't quit.  I am young like Palin and I am a man.........No disrespect to the Gov., he actually has some good ideas, but he doesn't possess in my eyes the "fortitude" to handle a nemesis to our way of life in Barack Obama.  We must recognize Gov. Palin, as your staff goes through my twitter page, that they are going to come at you from all angles, from being a bad mother because work, to being a bad role model for women because you had multiple kids by one man.........

You not going to win.  Gov. Pawlenty is going to say hey i'm nice, and nice guys can get it done too.  And that is true, Gov. Pawlenty, but when you are dealing with political sociopaths, like the one some of you all call the 44th President, someone who really doesn't give a darn about using anybody, about throwing anybody up under the bus, because his childhood ties lied him to the most anti-woman, anti-American social construct in the world re: Indonesian culture training.......,

nice guys don't just finish last, they get hurt.

Recognize..........

Recognize....

Recognize, Gov. Pawlenty's time and placing of this, Palin kicked butt in India and she told Israel, a key ally, y'all ain't gotta apologize for nothing.  She's kicking butt, she is getting her foreign on, like I asked her to do.....

And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand

Let's give a little background, Jesus has been doing miracles, he has been doing his thing, he got his dougie on, singing his Chris Brown look at me now, but in the back of his head, he could feel it like the phil collins song.

He started to recognize that it was some hate in the midst..........He started to recognize that it was drama in the temple.  So on this day, Jesus was like my people hungry, uhhhhh, John, get some of this corn and y'all sit down and eat.  But Jesus was breaking rules because it was Sabbath, and you can't do no kind of labor on Sabbath, but Jesus recognized.............

the hunger of his flock and told them be a fool if you want to, you better eat, because I am.  So after Jesus ate he went to the temple and this is where this verse is coming from.

Jesus knew their thoughts.........sounds like recognition to me.  And instead of being reality show reunion messy bringing up every and any detail to John Salley's delight, he simply says a kingdom divided amongst itself is brought to desolation, a city or state in the same position cannot stand.

I don't know what kind of wine Jesus was sipping on at the time, but isn't that levels.......

We must recognize the nature of the relationship Producer Oprah, the star of her show "2012: hope and change the global edition" Barack Obama, and the television network of geo-political figures, and organizations known as the force want us the legal American citizens to have with our government......

Obama divides.........If it ain't race, or the poor man, or the non-white poor man, then he don't have nothing to say.  If it ain't those bible loving Jesus freaks, or those Muslim hating folks, then Obama's teleprompter is empty.

My point is that he wants to divide us, that's why he comes out with gay marriage after saying he wasn't cool with it.  He bombs libya after the key rebels groups are dead, and by passes congressional authority to do it.  He starts s***.  Because as Jesus said......divided we can't stand.
He makes comments about birther issues, when poll after poll, just said regardless of ideology, the people are saying dude just show your paperwork.

Divided we cannot stand........

Paul Ryan's tweet of the morning......

Need honest leadership to end empty promises & avert a diminished future: http://youtube/SiZj1Uncl9Y


The budget chairman recognizes the truth of Jesus' words this morning, in asking for honest leadership because as we just talk about, we can't stand divided.  We need a leader that understands his or her role in the budget process as President.  Yeah, they write a budget, but in the sense of, we need to make changes.........
 
I AM GOING TO LEAD THE WAY, BY SITTING AIR FORCE ONE DOWN.  I AM GOING TO LEAD THE WAY, BY DOING WHATEVER I GOT TO, TO GET AMERICANS BACK TO WORK EVEN IF THAT MEANS DRILLING.  I AM GOING TO TELL MICHELLE NO WAY CAN YOU GO TO SPAIN AT NO 75K A DAY.
 
My point is that honest leadership starts with the fundamental principle of recognition that Jesus spoke about..........
 
let's keep on.
 
I can't do a Palin/Adam West ticket.  He joined the CBC, sorry.  I remarked to a friend, you ain't gotta join the Klan to bring a different voice to those folk.  THE CBC USED THEIR REPRESENTATIVE NATURE OF THEIR ELECTED SEATS TO CALL WHITE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T SUPPORT OBAMA RACISTS, AND THOSE BLACK WHO DIDN'T UNCLE TOMS OR DUMB YOUNG NEGROES WHO DIDN'T KNOW NO BETTER.
 
REP. WEST KNEW ALL OF THAT AND WENT WITH THEM ANYWAY.  I can't stand for that.  I understand with the military thing, but if a stories POW can't be a teenage drug addict with a name that sounds like it could be on someone's terror watch list........., then nothing is going to change now.
 
Recognize...........
 
We as black Americans need not be pandered, America.  Nominate Gov. Palin a person that is qualified, not that will satisfy white America's wish to not VOTE THE BLACK GUY OUT AND APPEAR RACIST, THAT IS RACIST TO EVEN CONTEMPLATE SUCH..........
 
Recognize.........
 
26And if Satan cast out Satan, he is divided against himself; how shall then his kingdom stand?
 
Jesus asks, if Satan casts out Satan, then how can he stand?  Just like now democrats want to impeach Obama behind this libya thing...........How can they stand as a party when half of them want to impeach the person representing their party?  It's all game, America, can't you see that?  BARACK IS likely headed for impeachment proceedings anyway, but to impeach him for libya and not for being not qualified according to our rules, cements Obamacare.
 
BROTHER JOHN BOEHNER IS A PATRIOT..............
 
DON'T HATE BECAUSE HE RECOGNIZED the truth of Jesus words in the sense of what kind of mess is going on when the dems want to impeach Obama.
 
He recognized that impeachment for that don't involve charging former speakers of the house and majority senate leaders and secretaries of states and ex-presidents with treason........
 
27And if I by Beelzebub cast out devils, by whom do your children cast them out? therefore they shall be your judges. 28But if I cast out devils by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God is come unto you. 29Or else how can one enter into a strong man's house, and spoil his goods, except he first bind the strong man? and then he will spoil his house.
 
Levels, levels.  Jesus explains that if this other Beelzebub had been healing people as Jesus had been running around healing folk and the haters was giving this B dude the credit, kind of like Obama, I mean Bush tax credits......
 
But anyway, he says to them if the B dude is the one doing miracles and I am just stealing his glory, then the people get to be your judges, right?  He tells them that if I cast out the devils on the strength of the Lord's Word, the you got blessings all in your lane.......  He asks how else can one enter a strong man's house, and screw up his stuff, unless he got the strong man in a situation?
 
My political point that strong man is this country.  We got a person in Obama that serves as this Beelzebub and the haters that support him in this analogy are mainstream media and the producer and executive producers of the television show "hope and change: 2012 the global edition".  We got a person in Obama saying screw it concerning this analogy are mainstream media and the producer and executive producers of the television show "hope and change: 2012 the global edition".  We got a person in Obama saying screw the American people, I did all that.  I picked up this country when my shovel-ready projects failed.  I picked up that this country when the SCOTUS let folk disrespect people at one of our most scared moments, the burial of a loved one.
 
I did that........
 
That's where Obama is at, right now.  He already pounding his chest saying I didn't do like Bush, I asked the world for permission to defend my own countries interest.........
 
But Obama, I ask you this, if you are responsible, right? You the president, right? Then how can you get mad at all the blame. you told John Mccain and the rest of this nation, by the nature of your blackness, your ghettoness, and your supposed education that you could solve all this and bring the white house to another level.  and you did..........Not the level the people imagined, but you did.
 
Then accept the responsibility for your actions.  AMERICA IS LIKE VERSE 28, BABY WE GOING TO BE ALLRIGHT, BECAUSE WE AMERICA, NOT BECAUSE OF YOUR PRESENCE IN THE WHITE HOUSE.  WE GOING TO BE ALLRIGHT BECAUSE FOLK LIKE SARAH PALIN, AIN'T TRYING TO CLAIM THE GLORY, SHE IS WORKING ON GOD'S AUTHORITY IN THE SENSE OF SHE IS SIMPLY FIGHTING FOR THE CHANCE for each one of us to have the freedom to fellowship the way we want and have trust in that as we talked about Sis. J. Ceasar from my church yesterday so eloquently breaking it down...........
 
She recognizes that she ain't bigger than America, she ain't bigger than the constitution, she ain't bigger or better than any one of us.
 
Do you recognize that truth, Mr. Obama?
 
Do you even understand that truth, Mr. Obama?
 
This libya, japan, now brazil mess DETERS FROM WHAT REP. PAUL ASKS FOR THIS MORNING, A COMMITMENT TO GETTING A BUDGET, NO MORE CR'S.
 
B/c at the end, IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, YOU KNOW IT AND I KNOW IT, MR. OBAMA.
 
GOV. PALIN KILLED IT IN INDIA, AND ISRAEL............KILLED IT.
 
WITHOUT APOLOGIZING FOR THIS COUNTRY AND OUR WAY OF LIFE.
 
B/C SHE WASN'T CLAIMING CREDIT FOR THE MIRACLES LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS MAKE IN THIS COUNTRY EVERYDAY, She read Matthew 12, she understood that she is simply amplifying a message from God about his country and his people as he has blessed us with a governmental system that has withstood all enemies foreign and domestic and will continue to do so...........
 
Well, that's it for today.  Below is a couple of personal notes,for those who are new, i have a personal section due to the fact I am a victim of identity theft and due to levels of corruption that includes past and present Presidents, I highlight things for my safety and sanity.
 
For those who say, Tiffani you was a little hard on Delmar, he may have simply got lost for time.  Point Taken, let me give you an example of why I feel differently.  Last night, I had food, I had what I needed to stay home as Delmar wanted to go and finish hooking up his speakers.  He is going through this I gotta have phase......Me, not so much, I am more worried about rent, lights, that type of thing.  So I tell Delmar go, I got what I need.  He is so defensive that he snaps on every word.  My point being his intentions were to help his mom and sister further the fraud and identity theft associated with my name.
 
He had the money to go out, he could have.  He didn't. Because he don't want another posting like it was Sunday.  I'm not crazy.
 
Other couple of personal notes, not going to get into no stories today.
 
I support Rev. Robert McElroy to the new pastor of my church, good street baptist.  I know he was born and raised in the traditions that made good street baptist a cornerstone of baptists congregations in the 60s,70s,80s, and 90s......
 
to mother dearest, the reason why I will be at your sentencing hearing is that I don't think you need jail time, I think like postal Tiffani, you are a very hurt and rageful woman who needs psychiatric care......Why? B/c you can't grasp the concept that no material thing you can ever offer me will replace what you did to me, you played with my life and my time.  In addition to the fact, that you still coming up with these plots and plans.
 
SO LET ME BE CLEAR.  I DON'T NEED TO FOR DELMAR TO GET ME A CAR.  I CAN GET MY OWN.  I AM GIVING HIM MY TRUCK BECAUSE HE HAS COMMITTED SO MUCH FRAUD WITH YOU, MOTHER DEAREST AND POSTAL TIFFANI, AND MCNASTY NAWANIA AND SO MANY OTHER FOLK, I don't want my name on it anymore.  In addition, he needs to see what it feels like to pay insurance and have the responsibility of being the registered owner, so when he gets stopped he can see who and what you have in your car matters......... AND LASTLY, I AM TIRED OF YOU PROMISING HIM STUFF YOU KNOW YOU NOT GOING TO GIVE HIM LIKE A CAR, HE'S DIABETIC, HE DON'T NEED TO BE WALKING AROUND IF HE DON'T HAVE TO, TEXAS HAS TOO MUCH EXTREME WEATHER.
 
I don't need Delmar to do nothing for me but just help split these bills of the house that we have together and do his thing involving getting clothes, and marketing himself to be a better barber. If he goes back to driving trucks, it is solely to further the fraud you all are committing and I am not going to be there.  He is a barber now, if he allows you mother dearest to deter him from an occupation that works with his medical situation that's on him.  You can screw up his life, but you won't mine.
 
I will have a car registered in my name and it will not be the truck.  It will be a car that you mother dearest or none of your children, will ever be in.  Y'all got your own, but you know what i am saying.  I am having my surgery and I am finishing school.  I will walk 05.24.2011 in Malibu.  And then day after my degree is conferred, I will have a job teaching.  I am not worried about friends of mine and my sisters not letting me do the job they paid me for because I can use that work on my cv...
 
I am very good at what I do............Ask anyone who was in Dr. Ingram's classes at Pepperdine, counseling theories with me as the TA. Ask anyone who I ever tutored.
 
My point is that I am building a network on twitter that God has already shown me is going to bless me......
 
I don't need you in my life.  Whatever I need, God will provide.  Delmar took something from me in LA, that I felt like was ours and ran straight to you mother dearest........But I didn't dog him, did I?  I helped and I loved. Delmar disrespected me in ways that no man should a woman he sleeps next to every night at your behest?  But I didn't kick him out and force him to be your slave/husband did I, I simply wiped face, swallowed my pride and stayed in my role, didn't I?
 
I have done everything that I can for you son for the reality that you present, mother dearest, your isolation from the world insulating yourself with children and those who need something from you, has made you DSM-IV-TR delusional.......And I can't ask Delmar to be with me, when I am the one who is going to ensure you get some help even though he and you stole from me with help of my family.  Not going to say it was you all by yourself, it started with my family.  It did.  But because of your greed and ruthlessness, mother dearest, you and postal Tiffani, are going to get all the help you need.
 
From Good Street to people I have known my whole life to cheerleaders to godbrothers that are the district attorney for dallas county, I am surrounded by folk who are part of the same scam you are, mother dearest so I know when postal Tiffani sends word about her "networks" I dig it....I can respect it.
 
All I am saying to you as it is 11am, i GOT A NETWORK TOO. Just me and God and that's enough to slay any dragon, to eliminate any foe.
 
It's over.  By 08/01/2011, I will have a home in my name, hopefully Delmar and I will be married, but if not, I will be okay.  My loans and debt taken care of, my fibroid removed, I will be fertile and ready for that man who is ready to have a baby with me, I want Delmar but if he gotta play postal Tiffani's son daddy, I can't do nothing with that.  I will have a car and a home registered to me and legal employment.
 
I don't need you for any of that.  Recognize as we talked about today, that some women have been raised by men to understand the role of no.  To respect it.
 
You have done everything to me, mother dearest through your son, to physically harm me, to have me killed through other means for the sole purpose to keep up the identity theft you blackmailed my mom and my sister out of and IT IS TIME TO STOP.  MY MOM AND MY SISTER GET IT, BUT YOU AND POSTAL TIFFANI DON'T.
 
So just sit back and watch.......
 
Tomorrow, if I can get the lyrics I want , we going on through this chapter, with a new artist, Geno Young, going to turn on the lyrical translator, we going through in some duran duran, some bruce springsteen along with mr. young and see what pops up.
 
Recognize, because respect of one's position can't come until one recognizes the presence of that position.  I don't want anything to do with you, don't need your presence in my life and stop trying to control me and further your fraud through your son.  He told me when he left me stranded in LA, he had to do what's best for him and I am simply following his leads.  The only difference is that what's best for me including looking out for his welfare and what's best for him includes looking out for you and your children's welfare.......Why when you all dog him every time, but I recognize and respect he must like it because he ain't left you all alone yet.
 
I get it, I recognize it, can you so we can move on?
 
be back tomorrow.
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