Friday, April 29, 2011

The Book of Culture Chapter 2 1/2

THIS POST IS DEDICATED SOLELY TO RESIDENTS OF DALLAS COUNTY.  I AM NOT CRAZY, A SPECIFIC INCIDENT HAPPENED TODAY THAT RISK MY SAFETY AND HEALTH AND I AM NOT GOING TOLERATE.


IT WON'T MAKE SENSE UNLESS YOU ARE IN DALLAS COUNTY, BUT READ IF YOU WANT ANYWAY........


I'M GOD'S PROPERTY AND THAT AIN'T GOING TO CHANGE WHETHER YOU KNOW MY PERSONAL BUSINESS OR NOT.


Hello America, 


This is a personal mini chapter, I was very sick today, and stress compounds anything.


I am going to dedicate this to Dallas county, postal Tiffani and my family in specific regard.


This is my life............


This is my story, so there is no political point, this is a point for you all identity theft theives, b/c I am at a point where the actions and views of some are making me sick and that can't be tolerated.


This post will regard image, and sexuality.  If you are not prepared to deal with adult issues,


STOP NOW.  SERIOUSLY. STOP NOW.


I PURPOSELY WAITED UNTIL LATE AT NIGHT TO POST THIS AND BY 10 AM IN THE MORNING, IT WILL BE GONE.


I can't get into detail, but let me state this.

I am attracted to women, but I am not a "stud", "dyke" or whatever terms are cool these days.  Meaning I am not a woman attracted to women thinking I am a man nor do I engage in any sexual aids to would further add to that delusion...........

Fill in the blanks and get it.

Over the years, Delmar has had a consistent pattern of trying to dress me in manly type clothes, when he knows HE KNOWS that is not me.

Look all I am saying to some of you all IS THAT I AM NOT STUPID.  POSTAL TIFFANI HAS TAKEN OVER BEING MRS. MEADOWS NOW THAT MOTHER DEAREST HAS RETIRED.

And  Delmar has been aiding and abetting this delusion SINCE 1998 when we got together.

I knew.......

I always knew.........I just happened to love him and feel sorry for him b/c the values that mother dearest put in you all, will render you alone and childish on a permanent level in the long run.

So let me be clear.

I am a woman who likes women, but I love men.  I will marry a man, I will have a child with a man, and I will never have any type of long term relationship with any woman ending in living together, marrying or whatever is going on today.

I am not a dyke.........

I am a woman who went through a lot, and since there is a proclivity for all of my clothes to get cut up or destroyed, I don't bother buying them anymore.  Nothing good can come for me until I leave Texas.

I am going to have a baby, and I am aware and have specific reason to believe that somehow, someway, postal Tiffani, you and your offspring are somehow using my identity.  What Delmar is your husband and you running around telling people I am some big ugly dyke that don't want no kids...........so when these folk buy my id information, you ARE ASSURING THEM THAT I WILL NOT HAVE CHILDREN?

And b/c you all got so many mothers using my identity as Mrs. Meadows, I am not know but you get my point.  You got me and these people having problems, and it is on the verge of getting violent.

THAT IS A LIE, AND FOR THINGS THAT I AM NOT GOING TO MENTION TODAY, THAT HAPPENED SPECIFICALLY, I AM SPECIFICALLY STATING MY INTENT TO HAVE A CHILD.  I WANT TO HAVE A CHILD WITH DELMAR, BUT THAT IS NO GUARANTEE.

I am a beautiful, feminine woman who is walking the path that God made for me.  And you, postal Tiffani and Delmar's delusion is only fooling yourselves.

Go to my twitter page @tmims50, look at the folk on there, Senatoral Candidates, elected congresspersons, PEOPLE WHO CAN I EASILY SEND A DM TO AND ASK HEY CHECK THIS OUT.

Yeah, I understand you powerful postal Tiffani, you got your cars, your house, your tapes and frankly I don't give a darn about none of your grits.  I don't celebrate other people's possessions.

Parkland Hospital tried to remove my womb without consultation, I had to walk out of emergency services with a 9cm fibroid that other doctors have determined have no effect on my fertility and YES, POSTAL TIFFANI I TRULY BELIEVE YOU AND YOUR PEOPLE WERE BEHIND THAT.

I AM GOING TO MARRY A MAN, IT DON'T HAVE TO BE DELMAR.

I LOVE HIM, I WANT HIM TO MARRY ME, BUT I CAN'T DEAL WITH YOU ALL NO MORE.

IT'S GETTING OUT OF HAND.

STOP TELLING PEOPLE, I'M GAY, STOP TELLING PEOPLE I'M SOME DKYE, STOP TELLING PEOPLE THAT I AM COOL WITH WHAT YOU ALL DOING EVEN IF DELMAR IS CO-SIGNING.

I UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS TRYING TO HELP.

I UNDERSTAND THAT WE ALL GET INTO SITUATIONS, WE DIDN'T PLAN FOR.

I am not moving back to my mother's house, where YOUR FAMILY POSTAL TIFFANI GETS MAIL.

I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH PULL YOU GOT WITH THESE CITY OF DALLAS UTILITIES PEOPLE TO SEND OUT DISCONNECTION NOTICES RIGHT AFTER I PAID.

I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH DELMAR FINDS A WAY TO NOT HELP OUT ON BILLS.

i'm going to make it because the only person or entity I depend on is God, not him.  I am not going to turn to drugs, nor prostitution.  I don't have to, God got my back.

I don't say nothing to him b/c I love him, but trust get some man to spend 12 years with you....... ain't no secrets..

IT'S NOT HAPPENING.............

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT, POSTAL TIFFANI?

GRASP THE CONCEPT IF DELMAR NEEDS TO LEAVE WHICH I AM NO WAY ASKING HIM TO, THAT'S FINE.

BUT MY LIFE HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT A LIVING HELL SINCE I GOT WITH HIM, AND YOU MS. LADY AND YOUR FAMILY HAS HAD A LOT TO DO WITH THAT HELL.

MY FAMILY IS IN THE MESS TOO, BUT THEY KNOW IF CHARGES CAME, I AM going to help them, , WHY?

B/C THEY HELP ME WITH MY BILLS.

STOP TELLING THESE FOLK THAT I AM SOME SORT OF DRUG ADDICT.

I DON'T MESS UP DELMAR'S CLOTHES, THAT'S WHY HE HAS NICE CLOTHES.

I HAVE TO SPEND ALL MY DOLLARS ON RENT, AND LIVING AND STOP TELLING FOLK YOU ALL ARE GIVING ME MONEY, OR ANYTHING.

I AM USING THIS SITE TO STATE FORMALLY THAT IN NO WAY THAT I ASSOCIATE WITH ANY OF THE NAMED FOLK IN THIS POST OR ANY POST IN SPECIFIC REGARDS TO IDENTITY THEFT.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR PULL TO GET FOLK TO NOT PAY ME WHAT THEY OWE.

I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE CLOUT YOU HAVE TO KEEP IT GOING...........

DO YOU BOO.........

DO YOU

BUT WHAT I AM SAYING IS THAT I AM GOING TO CALIFORNIA, AND MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE, WITH DELMAR OR NOT.

IF HE NEEDS TO STAY AND LET YOU BE MRS. MEADOWS TO KEEP IT GOING, SO BE IT.

THAT 'S ON HIM,

JUST B/C I LOOK THIS WAY NOW, AFTER SURGERY AND SOME DAMN PEACE, TRUST AND BELIEVE, SOMEBODY WILL LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I NEED.

I HAVE NO FEAR OF THAT.

I AM BUYING THIS HOUSE AND KEEPING IT IN MY NAME, B/C IT WASN'T OFFERED TO DELMAR IT WAS OFFERED, TO ME, THAT'S WHY WE STILL IN THAT HOUSE AND I HAVEN'T WORKED FULL TIME IN SIX MONTHS.

ALL I AM ASKING YOU TO DO POSTAL TIFFANI AND CREW IS STOP LYING TO FOLK BEFORE SOMEONE GETS HURT AND IT AIN'T GOING TO BE ME.

I AM STRAIGHT IN THE SENSE, I WILL MARRY A BIOLOGICAL MAN.  I AM A BIOLOGICAL WOMAN.  I AM NOT ONE OF THESE FEMALES WHO KEEPS THEIR HAIR CUT LIKE A MAN WANTING TO BE A MAN. I GOT VERY SICK FROM DEALING OF THE STRESS OF REPORTING SOME OF YOU ALL OVER 1000 TIMES WITH NO AVAIL AND MY HAIR FELL OUT.

I AM TOO SICK TO PUT CHEMICALS ON IT.

I AM NOT ON DRUGS, I DON'T HAVE A PSYCH FILE.

I AM A HIGHLY INTELLIGENT WOMAN.

STOP THESE LIES.

B/C MONDAY MORNING BABY GIRL, I WILL BE IN MY HOME.  I WILL HAVE THE UTILITIES I NEED, AND I WILL CONTINUE TO DO WHAT I GOT TO DO TO GET THE HELL AWAY FROM YOU ALL.

I AM GOING TO BE RICH, I HAVE TO BE TO KEEP COUNSEL ON RETAINER TO MONITOR ACTIVITY REGARDING MY NAME.

I LOVE DELMAR, NO DOUBT, BUT HIS FASCINATION WITH YOU IN THE SENSE, OF YOU THE ONE WHO IS THE EPITOME OF AUTHORITY HAVING IT, HUSTLING WHATEVER IN HIS MIND.....

IS GOING TO COST HIM THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO HIM:

ME.

B/C NO WOMAN IS GOING TO TOLERATE WHAT HE TOOK ME THROUGH.

I KEPT ON B/C I AM A CONQUERING, SO I ENDURED ALL THE GAMES, THE BEATINGS, THE BS ARRESTS SO THAT IN THE END, I AM GOING TO DO WHAT I AM PLANNING FOR AUGUST 2011.

SEE ALL MY FRIENDS, SEE ALL MY FAMILY AND WHEN I AM GONE, I WILL NEVER BE BACK ON A LEVEL WHERE ANYONE CAN PLAUSIBLY BELEIVE THAT I HAVE ANY ASSOCIATION WITH YOU OR YOUR FAMILY IN SPECIFIC REGARDS TO IDENTITY THEFT.

STOP THE DRAMA B/C I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE ATTACKS ON MY HEALTH.

I AM NOT TRYING TO FIGHT YOU OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE.

WHAT I AM TELLING YOU IS THAT THIS SITE, MY TWITTER ACCOUNTS ARE KICKING ASS AND SOONER OR LATER, FOLK GOING TO PUT TWO AND TWO TOGEHTER AND WHEN THEY DO, THEY WILL SEE THE TRUTH

THAT GETTING WITH ME WAS PARTLY A SCAM THAT YOU AND YOURS GOT IN......AND THE CONSTANT SABATOGE OF MY CLOTHES, HEALTH, JOBS AND OPPORTUNITIES IS FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF KEEPING THE IDENTITY THEFT YOU ALL ARE DOING ALIVE.

there are no secrets at this level..........


the only people that are being fooled are you and yours if you all think that everybody in Carter Country knows what is going on, and thsoe who really know me, not Delmar, know the grown Tiffani before I came back to Dallas, know.........


I will send this out and end it.


That's all.


I am sick of the drama, don't bring manly clothes home for me to wear, or anything else to keep this charade only yours think is working.


I am going back home..........


and home is California.  I will buy this house and keep it my name so that no one without my specific permission will ever have access to anything that has my name on it in Dallas County.


And it is high time, that you and yours start facing that reality...........


I love Delmar, but I love me more b/c he has shown me time and time again that you and the rest of yours will always be a higher priority than me.  He has shown he is cool with me being, looking and feeling like crap as long as Postal Tiffani got all this stuff.


And that's okay.  Because when you love someone, you accept them for who and what they are.


But more than I love him, my family, actually on some level you and yours the children or what not, I LOVE ME.


AND SINCE DALLAS COUNTY ALONG WITH GOV. PERRY HAS SHOWN A COMPLETE REFUSAL TO END THIS IDENTITY THEFT CRAP.


I AM.


B/C I AM GOING TO CONQUER THE REST OF WHAT I NEED TO DO, 


LEAVE AND NEVER LOOK BACK IN SPECIFIC REGARD TO YOU AND YOURS.


YOU ALL PLAYED WITH MY LIFE, AND I CAN'T HAVE NO CHILD AROUND HERE, B/C YOU HURT MY CHILD, I'LL HURT YOU AND THAT'S NOT FAIR TO ANYONE WHEN I CAN JUST LEAVE......


that's all.


stop the drama, stop the lies, and yes, I know Delmar is helping you b/c he thinks that what he is supposed to do.  I wonder will feel the same when another man who don't have to worry about issues like postal Tiffani, calls me his wife and the mother of his child.


B/c despite of what you all think,


i am a damn good woman and we all know the moment I leave him alone or leave Texas alone, my world will change.


and i'm ready for it.


y'all not fooling nobody.





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