Monday, April 11, 2011

The Book of Truth (K&M) Chap 7

Hello America,


I'm back.  Still chugging along...........


Look, we ain't got much time these days, I don't. Easter is coming and still I'm here.  Instead of letting me make it as I have asked, Dallas County has shown me that it is never going to stop.  Never going to stop in its pursuit of me because of the truths that I have endured in this country.


And that's okay.  You can't ask anyone to be anything that they're not.  I see it in the eyes of my friends, family, the ones I hold dear, that dreading trepidation like darn.................she's gonna make it. And she is gonna make it without me.  She is gonna make it on her own accord, on her own merit and that's the way I always wanted it. 


Why?  


B/c I am an American first.  I was raised with values of hard work and being credit with it when you earn it. I don't know no other way..........


Sooner or later, one day you'll look up Dallas County and I'll be gone for good and we both know this.  I am not going to live in no motel this time or run away in the middle of the night like so some child.......I am going to walk away because that is what grown people do.


I see it in the eyes of all around me...............Just like I see it in the eyes of the Obama administration.  Shock, amazement, hurt, acceptance, depression because the hustle that has run my life for the past 36 years, the hustle that has desecrated America for the past about 45 years is going to stop.  Permanently.


I apologize Kayne's team...........I do...........


I wasn't feeling it yesterday, my bad.  My bad.  I'm just at a point where no matter how much I think this one or that one is simply fill the void that they are paid or asked to do until I make it out of Dallas County for good, it is a moot point.  I am simply a walking bounty down here with all in my life proven the ability to be the one if necessary to collect that money.


It is what it is.


No hard feelings...........I'm a little too pretty for that.


Every day that I am here Dallas County, I am just storing up memories that gotta last me a lifetime. Home awaits for me, the world, the nation is betting on whether I can make that path back.  Texas is a nation within itself, from code compliance to police departments, nothing is what it seems down here is it Texas?


Life on the plantation..........


but slaves of all colors, and slavemasters in many other colors, but it don't matter b/c the latter distinguishes themselves by a black heart.  When you full of love, when you ask, you shall recieve......When you need, those needs will be provided for you.


I looked at God, listened to some music last night, that brought back some painful memories of Dallas County, from when I was homeless, living in a park, in living a car.  To just realizing that I was on the verge of just being another hood figure being my permanent destiny............It made me miss home.  I asked God could he walk with me, but he said 


"Tiffani, some paths you gotta walk on your own............" 


and I left, wasn't mad I understood, but then as I walked past God's office, 


St. Peter said "Cheer up, Tiffani......I'm proud that you didn't ask but don't you know that......


Jesus Walks........."


Come on, Kayne.......Come on, Mr. West.

Jesus Walks by Kayne West

"Jesus Walks"

Yo, We at war
We at war with terrorism, racism, and most of all we at war with ourselves
(Jesus Walks)


The same things you mentioned in your song then, are true now.........with all of this technology and supposed advances, how sad is that?

God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks with me) with me, with me, with me [fades]


God, I hope you show all of us the way, but in case don't nobody else need you.  I do, each and every day, I get stronger, the tea party, the wave of patriots in this country willing to stand up for faith, freedom, and fellowship gets stronger.  Walk with us, Jesus......


Walk with us, not fight for us, no handle it for us,  Walk with us as we enter a battle this country has never seen before: 2012#noholdsbarred.
You know what the Midwest is?
Young & Restless


I know Kayne's from the Chi and from the "City" as OKC has called, but I got a friend, well I consider  a friend, an alumni, Lauren Holland that is from the "Chi" as well and roamed in teh "City" that kind of rationale as to why the Midwest as well as Texas, the south and all over is young and restless.


God places the heaviest burden on those that can carry the weight..........


I read that yesterday morning, and my hands fell away from the heaviest keyboards.  The young are restless b/c they have no purpose, no mission, yet......


But I am far from a young girl, this grown women here.  I ain't restless no more b/c I spend my time handling that number of people on my back that is steadily growing.  So is Paul Ryan, so is Eric Cantor, So Is I wanna say Rep. Blackburn of TN, ( I heard you put your heart on the line......already...........already).  It is the young gunz that ain't young no more.  It's time to put in work, to show the generations that are coming behind us, what it is to look forward to after Nikki, Victor and Katherine get through dropping game each morning.......#igrewuponY&R




Where restless (N****) might snatch your necklace
And next these (N****) might jack your Lexus


Correct Again, Mr. West, I know hope and change is all warm and cuddly, but when somebody's baby gotta eat, b/c hope ain't hiring, and change ain't winning, these type of criminal acts tend to escalate, in better neighborhoods, not ghettos for outside of traps and approved houses there is nothing to steal I might add.....



Somebody tell these (N****) who Kanye West is
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death is
Top floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh!
Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hard


I think we all kind of know who you are Kayne, but if not this is the Book of Truth's starting with m through Kayne's eyes.  Yeah, some views only those meant to lead get to see, and yeah the oxygen up there like everything else is harder to gain access too.  no arragance just truth.

Getting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the method
They be asking us questions, harass and arrest us
Saying "we eat pieces of s*** like you for breakfast"
Huh? Yall eat pieces of s***? What's the basis?


Police harrassment still and will always be a subject that has been overblown and yet so vastly underrported.  It is amazing how some police officers have one for you until the day you die.......The basis is in books like Malcolm Gladwell's blink which I still read from time to time just to remind is that what is ingrained in our consciouness seeks way deeper than our initial awareness and the influence of what is ingrained in us affects our very basic survival decisions.  Black, urban people are potrayed as character that are associated with things bad........


From Black Tuesday to urban schools.  These words have negative connatations and we have to realize as black people and as Americans, these connatations affects us all and instead of acting like they don't exist be honest and let's get over it b/c......

We ain't going nowhere but got suits and cases
A truck full of crap rental car from Avis
My momma used to say only Jesus can save us
Well momma I know I act a fool
But I'll be gone 'til November I got packs to move


Right now young patriots, right now, we got Commander Boehner, I have no clue about military hierarchy so bear with me, and yeah he is calling the shots, but we on the battle ground.  And we got a budget to move and a large demographic to move with it towards entitlement reform.


IF YOU ARE UNDER 50, YOU NOT GOING TO GET NO CHECK.  GET OVER IT, UNLESS SOMETHING IS DONE.  WE CAN'T AFFORD TO FEED EVERYBODY AT THE TABLE.  YOU ALL ALLOWED BARACK OVER 7 TRILLION DOLLARS IN TWO YEARS AND WHAT DOES HE HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT? Higher gas prices, love from our enemies, mistrust from our friends, the audcacity to tell you you can't work to even become wealthy and due to the fact that he is now wealthy community organizing on a level that would make harriet tubman say now that's an underground railroad...........


got the audacity to say rich folk need to pay higher taxes like him.


Not start workplace immigration, WHICH SPEAKER BOEHNER, YOU'D BETTER PUT FIRST ON YOUR LIST........WE GOING DOWN ANYWAY, BUT IF YOU CAN'T GET JOBS FOR LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS AND START DISPLACING THESE ILLEGALS BEFORE THE END OF THIS  YEAR, THEN DON'T THINK ABOUT NO DEAL, DON'T THINK ABOUT RAISING THE DEBT CEILING AND YES, MR. PLOUFFE, I KNOW WHAT CATASTROPHIC IS..........


YOU DON'T B/C THE CATCLYSM OF PATRIOTISM THAT WILL BE HEADED TO DC IF YOU ALL DON'T GET ENTITLEMENT REFORM, WORKPLACE RAIDS, OBAMACARE DEFUNDED AND IF YOU CATCH ME ON THE WRONG DAY, A LONG FORM FROM WONDER MIKE......


MORE THAN THE EAST LAWN WILL BE FULL.


THIS IS FOR THE SAKE OF OUR COUNTRY, WE TALKING TRILLIONS NOT BILLIONS AND FOR WHAT WE PROBABLY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO DO FOR IT .......


 I Hope

[Hook x2]
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks with me)
The only thing that that I pray is that my feet don't fail me now
(Jesus Walks)
And I don't think there is nothing I can do now to right my wrongs
(Jesus Walks with me)
I want to talk to God but I'm afraid because we ain't spoke in so long


Didn't I tell you before hand, God is a stalker, he's always around.  All you gotta do is do one of the them New York, Brooklyn yells like HEYYYYYYYY YOOOOOOOOOOO,  God.  He'll pop up, he's like that.  It is never a bad time to reach him.
To the hustlers, killers, murderers, drug dealers even the strippers
(Jesus walks with them)


B/c no matter how good an illegal is, felons are legal american citizens that have made mistakes, but are just as much of this country, legally as the rest of you all are.  All of this good illegal folk and bad legal felons mess is going to stop.  They are criminals just like us, regardless of the reason.  And just b/c you left a lot of us hanging America, in allowing and tolerating the illegal working population directly impacting felons and the recidivism rate, we making it, b/c Jesus got started walking with the homies.........and even when he falls to the back of the pack, he's still there.

To the victims of Welfare for we living in hell here hell yeah
(Jesus walks with them)


Be thankful, welfare nation, b/c Jesus is going to have to carry some of you all's food stamps.  Obama will sign that paperwork, he will sign anything we put down why?  b/c he's long form is a little short form that's not stamped American.  Start learning how to cook, kicking at home.  b/c the welfare system being totally reviewed for fraud from medicare, medicaid, Sec 8(a) is a condition......


And you can run all the white folk kicking us out commercials all you want b/c....


Now hear ye hear ye want to see Thee more clearly
I know he hear me when my feet get weary
Cause we're the almost nearly extinct


I represent the last generation before cell phones, the proliferation of crack in every facet of society, caller id, and the internet #36nalreadyathrowback.......

We rappers are role models we rap we don't think
I ain't here to argue about his facial features
Or here to convert atheists into believers


Can you talk the Jehovah's Witnesses about that,  I just want to do my lawn in peace sometimes #justsaying

I'm just trying to say the way school need teachers
The way Kathie Lee needed Regis that's the way I need Jesus
So here go my single dog radio needs this
They say you can rap about anything except for Jesus
That means guns, sex, lies, video tapes
But if I talk about God my record won't get played Huh?


No good dead goes unpunished and trying to up lift the spirits the lowest on the totem pole counts as a pretty good deed.    Put some disrespectful, too adult dressed children or some male homesexuality.....you would have definelty gotten more airplay....#ureallydon'tknowwhoallisindcloset.

Well let this take away from my spins
Which will probably take away from my ends
Then I hope this take away from my sins
And bring the day that I'm dreaming about
Next time I'm in the club everybody screaming out


I ain't worried about the club, the day i'm dreaming about is PATRIOTS ALL OVER SAYING WE GOT OUR COUNTRY BACK.  LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS RUNS THIS AGAIN, FROM THE GOVERNMENT TO HOW OUR CULTURE IS SHOWN ON TV......


THAT'S MY DREAM.
(Jesus Walks)
God show me the way because the devil trying to break me down
(Jesus Walks)
The only thing that that I pray is that my feet don't fail me now
(Jesus Walks)
And I don't thing there's nothing I can do now to right my wrongs
(Jesus walks with me... fades)
I want to talk to God but I'm afraid because we ain't spoke in so long 



http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kanyewest/jesuswalks.html


He's always there, IN THE WAY YOU SEE FIT, YOU DON'T NECESSARILY NEED YOUR PASTOR RIGHT THEN TO CALL HIM.  


I know......b/c he bugged me all day about this song b/c he knew I was going to close this chapter today, BUT NOT ONLY DOES JESUS WALKS............


HE TALKS..........


A LOT........  #texas humor.




God places the heaviest burden on those that can carry the weight........


But it's allright b/c I am managing the weight.........we as patriots going to manage the weight......


The weight from the racist, elitist bull that is going to come from the democratic party media spin.  You know why I don't feel that bad baby boomers......b/c not only does my generation have to pay for your checks to live our your dreams like on the credit card commercials, we have to pay and be the bad guys to get all of these illegals processed and out of here, starting at the white house.


We are going to have to be the most ruthless potlicians you have ever seen but we ain't fighting keys or hood stories, we fighting for faith,freedom and fellowship.


For that money, Obama you will give up everything....................EVERYTHING..................


B/C IF YOU DON'T THAT SHORT LONG FORM YOU FEARING IS JUST GOING TO BE MYSTERIOUSLY FOUND.


YOU WILL BE JIMMY CARTER AND EVERY OTHER ONE-TIME PRESIDENT EVER SEEN and i'm don't care about whether the gop lawmakers like the class of candidates.  The people don't like you all GOP, focus and stay in your lane about respecting the will of the people.  Y'all ain't got that right..........stay in your lane, you won't have to worry about getting run over.


And the next President, 2012, will sign a executive order, a bill, whatever, demanding long form disclosures and all this so that this travesty that has come has a result of a union between rich people who love their supposed legacies that the bottom man and those who hate America and our way of life will never happen again.


And when we get through, Eazy E, Captain Crunch Ryan, Brother Boehner, Palin, Michelle Malkin.....they'll still be here. And b/c of the toll it will take on me personally b/c I have to leave to save those who tried to kill me #texasirony, I'll be like Neo on the last Matrix..........gone home without a peep, hopefully delmar will be there, b/c I'm not really Neo and he's no trinity.......gender matters..


So I asked Simply Red for the benediction today, b/c Dallas County accept it, I've been holding back the years of hurt and frustration that you all refuse to stop taking me through and I'm tired.  I'll be gone in a minute and despite disconnects notice, getting pulled over, code enforcement, being hollered out, and all of these childish molesitous games you play  I'm no longer......


Holding back the years
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
When somebody hears
Listen to the fear that's gone
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later

Holding back the years
Chance for me to escape from all I've known
Holding back the tears
Cause nothing here has grown
I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Nothing ever could yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
So tight

I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all of those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Cause nothing ever could oh yeah

I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
I'll keep holding on
Holding, holding, holding

That's all I have today
It's all I have to say

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/simplyred/holdingbacktheyears.html




I get it dallas nothing good is ever going to come to me down here, that's why you want me down here for life.......and although I will miss her........I gotta go, but I ain't running like no bum, I will work hard and when I have enough to live the way I need to, I'll go.


that's all I have today, America, my bad.......These folk down here just like me hard-headed and can't tell them nothing.  They try day after day and still got the nerve to play it sideways (helping me and my enemies at the same time).


It's all I have to say.


YOUNG TEA PARTY FOLK, YOUNG GOP FOLK, I'M GOING TO URBANIZE THIS ELECTION TO GET THE PEOPLE TO RELATE YES, ROLAND MARTIN I WATCHED YOUR SHOW THIS MORNING, WASHTINGTON WATCH ON TVONE.  CHECK WWW.TVONE.COM FOR SHOWTIMES.  THE LADY FROM JET IS RIGHT, YET WRONG.


I AM THAT BRIDGE.


AND NO HURT NOR BETRAYL CAN BREAK THAT BRIDGE.  CAUSE WHEN I'M THROUGH BEING THAT BRIDGE, LOS ANGELES TOLD ME TO COME HOME AND BE WHAT I AM FOR GOOD OR FOR BAD......


A LOST ANGEL.  


i'm 36, i can't afford to hold back no more years of living, how I'm meant to be.


accept it, or die , or get life.  It's real simple, I'm gone........so gone.  Just leaving right this time.  When it is time, got my bills in order, i'll be headed back down 20.


ttyl
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