Friday, April 1, 2011

The Book of Truth (K&M) Chapter 2

Hello America,

How are you today?  It is Friday, but for folk like me the work is just beginning.  Saturday and Sunday give political folk a theoretical break because the markets are closed, but in reality it serves as a chance for American politicians to catch up with the rest of the world........

Major League Baseball started yesterday, the padres, the cardinals, the Yankee's, the tigers and tonight my favorite two teams in baseball.  The Boston Red Sox vs. Texas Rangers........

And they say it ain't a god, come on..........

Texas Rangers, this ain't about last year, this is about this year.  Pitch by pitch, out by out, inning by inning, series by series......You know how we do, you know.

I can tell this book is hitting some nerves, we got some job numbers to discuss, a budget, a shutdown, a transparency and disclosure issue, voting issues, and #43 issues.  We got a lot.  Today, we gotta a story, we got some real talk, and then as always in this book, we are going to let Kayne have his say.  And b/c today is a Friday and April Fools on top of that, I had this post already written but I need to address a couple of things, so Kayne gets two songs today, and we have a group that I think we can all appreciate on some level for the benediction.  Let's go.

There is a lot of tension in the air.  Remember, I told you all it is something with me and Texas and Lent........It is always full of twists and turns.  It makes me anxious.  My stomach stays in knots during these times, but it is allright.  The stronger I grow in my faith, the more I become settled and centered. I don't get as anxious as much anymore, I get upset, I get irritated no doubt.  But more than anything, my ability to sit back listen, learn and observe has increased on levels that even concern times.

I am not missing anything, right now.........anything.  I guess in someways, I never did, not b/c of me, but b/c of faith.  I can't tell you 10 bible verses off hand, but I can show you my life.  Right now, right now for me are moments I am going to look back on and say that was it.

So let me tell this story.

I get up this morning.  I have been sleeping soundly these past couple of days which is a good thing.  I have been tested a lot and I am not going to get into that, the only time I bring personal here is when my safety is in danger, not my ego ;) .

I get up do my chores and look outside..........

When I blink my eyes and open them again, God is there and we not in Dallas, no more.  We are east.......we are on the bays of Nantucket, looking at the eastern sun, give the east coast its daily head start.

I just look, I never look for God.  I just know he's there.

"God, you got something you want to say to me?"  I ask.

"I can't just say hello?"  God replies............

I don't say anything, we well beyond that now.  God and I now that I am not playing little girl games, I ain't trying to buy no clubs, no rims........I am talking about power, getting the power back to the people of this country, the legal citizens of this country and as we will discuss later, that really means taking it back from the illegal sector of this country.  And that is no small task........

"Okay, Tiffani.  You right..... You right........I have been letting distraction after distraction, knife after knife be thrown at you, but to your didn't flinch, you didn't take the bait........"

"All due respect, God, ALL DUE RESPECT, you sound like you got a little hater in your sound like little ole' Tiffani wasn't supposed to make it this far......"

God looks at me, I look at him.  There is no malice, there is no disrespect, it is simply I, God and my truth.  B/c I can't know God's truth, I only know the truth my soul, spirit, womb, body and mind give to me.

"Tiffani, you think I got hate in my heart?"

"No, but I think the version of you through King James and organized religion is full of hate disguised as love.  It ain't nothing personal with you, but we are in a public medium these words have to be written so I have to provide context........."

He strokes his beard.  He knows me.  He knows that I am honest in saying that, but he knows the substance of what I said is there for a reason and I am not going to take it back.

"Tiffani,  no one man should have all that power........."

"I ain't a man, remember?"

B/c this is a story and not visual.  When I say this, it hurts God very deeply.  Not b/c I am on some burn my bra thing........God knows my life, the life I don't write about to you, God knows how many times simply b/c of my gender why he allowed family, friends and lovers to try to break me and when they did, how many times he let them break every piece I had to sacrifice my life to get back.

"You gave them all that power, God, but you gave them that power through use of my name.  My identity, my blood lines and you know we talking about non-Americans, so it has a deeper connotation than just getting some cars in my name.  You gave them my power.........My power...........And all I wanted to do with my power is give it back to the people so that they can live their lives for themselves........My power is merely a manifestation of simply being a conduit to give back to the people.

You know that, Obama knows that, the Geo-political entities known as the force knows that, yet you hate by letting these folk get away with murder........Murder, but it is my doorstep you at this morning........Wonder Mike didn't get a knock, huh?"

"Tiffani, I knew I shouldn't have signed off on you listening to too much Kayne too early in the morning....Tiffani, no one man should have all that power.............."

"How you going to say that to me, look at Obama, this fool starting wars, printing money, the dollar is worth less than the peso, cheating, ethical violations, selling guns to the Mexican Mafia, teaching little children about sex?  Really, God........I love you, God, but all BS aside, you barking up the wrong tree.  I'm your child too, and I was designed to represent legal American citizens, but I am to protect and advocate for those who are my generation.......  A lot of these baby boomers brought it on they self bringing all these folk over here.  You let one make it, they bringing ten friends........And you think folk like me are going to lay down, for what?

A burka, and to have to officially hear Delmar's mouth all day long.......Come on, Man.......Come on.  What you want, God?  What you want, you couldn't send Jesus or something?  What is it?  B/c  I ain't them.  I can't be them if I wanted.  I can't get fascinated over no bs that ain't mine.  I am certainly not going to make some other negroes rich.  My site is going, I am doing your work.  So you going to hate because I don't have a penis.  You going to hate b/c I will send every child molester and predator a VIP ticket to your kingdom.  Yo going to hate because under no circumstance am I going to let all these Africans pop up out of the woodwork because Obama is going to give them amnesty......

Come on, God no disrespect, but put on the line.  I got work to do today.  I gotta hire an assistant to get folk to stop calling me during the time I write.  What you want that I can give you, b/c that ignorance, that nonsense you speaking of, I can't do."

God is pretty mad.  He's actually pretty peeved.  But he's quiet, because he knows I meant no disrespect.  He knows I have done everything he has asked me to do.  But he sold me short.  He let others build empires on my back, on backs like mine and b/c those people took care of other people...........If I rise, so many will fall. So many........We talking lives, and insurance, and life........He is the one who gave me the keys to the kingdom, he is the one with me through all of the hurts, the pains, the drama..........He was.  He is a man in the sense, he wanted it all.  He wants to please his people, who are hurting all over the world.

I am clueless to an extent, but I am not dumb.  I get the whole other people are suffering.  But God owes me in the sense, that I have done what he asked me to do.  And there is no mediation that can solve this one.
I see his struggle.  He knows why me and Jesus more like brother and sister than savior and sinner.

"Look God, let us fight.  Let us fight this out the right way. Let the citizens of this country know what it means for themselves to be a freedom fighter, because the love you giving Obama with this global mess pass, ain't right God.  Your bible said obey the laws of the land, but your actions say Obey the laws of the man who gets a pass.  On everything, let us fight.  If you ain't going to stop helping him because he is for the 'people', then at least stop coming to me with this pity party.

If you wanted somebody who wouldn't think for themselves, why would you hire a Texan?  "

We laugh, the tension leaves, the problems don't.  But me and God let it go.  He wants me to stop, He lets me hear the prayers of his people.  I let him hear the prayers of my people, my heart.

"Kayne, huh, Tiffani, out of all the folk, Kayne.........."

"I know..but this America, God, I know you got the world to think of, but in this country, his voice, his audacity to think for himself, of himself is the key to ending this regime. and I gotta do what I gotta. I love you, but I gotta go........"

And like that God is gone........

The point of that story today is that I do realize and I do struggle actually at times with what I am doing.  I understand African Muslim culture to an extent a lot more than some of you all realize.  Please realize when I say Muslim, I speak not of the religion but more of the impact on culture, the Muslim religion has in majority Muslim countries.  I don't care who you worship, it can be ms. piggy and kermit......

There is a thought and a sentiment and Delmar and I were cooking dinner last night and I need to address it because it is the same type of thing going on on the hill.

Jobs provide opportunity.  I get it, Barack with your job numbers.  But this is America, we get a little deeper than that.  There are plenty of stories on job numbers.  I prefer or the fox business news and I haven't had time to read them this morning on stuff like this. They get a little deeper. 

I get it.  I see the frustration in Delmar's eyes because the decision regarding me is not up to him. And as a cancer and just the type of dude he is, it is driving him crazy.  I see the frustration in Boehner's eyes, I see the frustration in #43 eyes as Jordan Fabian tells us that #43 finally opens up about Afghanistan........nothing else.

Jobs alone are not the determinant of the strength of an economy.  Who the employer is, matters? B/c private jobs are the results of individual effort or voluntary collective effort.  Government employment is not.......And if the government that I work and pay taxes for unlike some of these government employees the Obama administration is trying to so hard to protect, then that same government needs to stuff for me.

This ain't love.  This is a binding contract between citizen and government.  To ask me, to pay for illegal immigrants to reside in public housing while I have to read about Jordy Yager telling me that the Obama administration has been holding back and causing problems about disclosing information is not only unacceptable, it is unAmerican and unconstitutional..........

A lot of you all want to quote the constitution.  Quote this, when all forms of government are deemed corrupt.  Debbie Seigelbaum tells us in as the other two articles are from there as well 5,000 illegal folk voted and helped shape the future of my country?  My people's country?

Barack, you screwing up the country anyway, you burning through our money, you just want to do it your way.  And today, it's official..............

No more................

No mas............

It's like you driving us over the cliff, and mad because I took the gas pedal and put it to the floor....Not b/c I want to die because I know the God I serve whether we beefing or not will place a landing ground for me.  I can't speak for nobody else, but I can't look at myself and in good conscience not do anything.

African Muslim men, if you can't live within our system, baby go home..........It's not our fault, you have screwed up over there.  But you won't break America into your system and because Obama is implementing unconstitutional laws, because he is breaking and circumventing mandated congressional approval regarding wars and czars and giving away jobs WITH NO MEDIA OUTRAGE, NOT EVEN A PEEP.


then we wouldn't have this problem.

But it's clear that you all are not going to stop.

It is my job, my duty to ensure that each and every legal citizen is able to have... 
 the good life brother Kayne speaks about in this video link.......

Not going to translate it today.  It is my duty that every legal citizen REGARDLESS OF GENDER, HAS THE OPPORTUNITY TO REACH THEIR LEVEL OF HAPPINESS......

In addition, b/c some of us are fresh off the boat, some of you all know you work for me, not the other way around......... It's time to stop. 

If we can't get 65 billion dollars in cuts, shut the government down.........We can do it your way, or our way.  And No Obama, signing the FAA bill ain't enough.  Unlike the left, we will have order on the right.  Call us retarded, uncle toms, crackers and everything in between, but the tea party represents legal American citizens, WHO PAY FOR ALL OF THESE HUMANITARIAN MISSIONS, AND SHOVEL-READY PROJECTS.......

Kayne more than anyone else I can think of in hip-hop has the audacity to be a grown man about his and be honest............Obama I know you representing your fault, y'all raised to look down on a woman and yet you wonder why Michelle looks at you sideways......... Just know that this is America, we make hansons, we make Gerald Leverts, we make Paul Ryan, we make Roland Martins, we make Tyreses, don't question the process look at the results.  We don't block brothers from having their path, nor sisters........

Why? you ask........ Why?  would we do something that would put vets, old people, women and children in fiscal danger?  

Tell 'Em Kayne.  Power from the limitless soundtrack

Hey Hey)

I'm living in that 21st century doin' something mean to it
Do it better then anybody you ever seen do it
Screams from the haters, got a nice ring to it
I guess every superhero need his theme music

You right about that, we in the new new age, right now.  You gotta appreciate the haters, let you know what's going on........I like the theme music, that beat and chorus is moving to say the least........

No one man should have all that power
The clocks tickin' I just count the hours
Stop trippin' I'm tripping off the power
(21st century Schizoid Man)

now the psychology major in me, would actually love to delve into the deeper meaning of schizoid man, which I think is pretty brilliant, but I am going to leave that alone.  But you right Kayne, no one man should have all that power.  

The system broken, the schools closed, the prison's open
We ain't got nothing to lose motherf*****r we rollin',
Ha? motherf****** we rollin'
With some light skinned girls and some Kelly Rowland's
In this white man world we the one's chosen
So goodnight cruel world I see you in the mornin',
Ha? I see you in the mornin'
This is way too much, I need a moment.

Pretty much sums up two years of hope and change, don't you think?  I know that this attitude of we ain't got nothing to lose is easy to get into, but ahh........Mr. West, there is far more that Obama is trying to take.  Gun rights, your ability to make money, if that film tax goes through would you be getting royalties from this track like you are now...

More than it's a white man's world, it is a powerful man's world and yes, Mr. West, they are all white, but not American mind you.  Look at the owners of the Federal Reserve Bank who now OWN MORE OF AMERICAN DEBT, but at the same time, print dollars until people running to Mexico for pesos....  You are chosen, Mr. West.  Your destiny chose you upon your birth, to tell your truth to the world.  And yes, when the world ain't ready for your truths, it can get ugly.......

No one man should have all that power
The clocks tickin' I just count the hours
Stop trippin' I'm tripping off the power
Till then, f*** that the world's ours
(21st Century Schizoid Man)

It seems that way, but just like your lyrics, it is deeper than that.  The world ain't yours, Kayne, no more than the world is Obama's........It belongs to the people, they just ain't got mad  enough to let you know that yet....

F*** SNL and the whole cast
Tell them Yeezy said they can kiss my whole a**
More specifically they can kiss my **s hole
I'm an a**hole? You n***** got jokes!

I know this may seem like a surprise, but sometimes you can be a bit of a butthole......But you supposed to be, you trying to explain metaphysics to those who are about who you sleeping with for a living.......Ain't no need to get mad..........that's just power.......

You short minded n****s, thoughts is napolean
My furs is Mongolian, my ice brought the goalies in
I embody every characteristic of the egotistic
he knows, he so f*****' gifted

Yes, we had that discussion last week, these two distinctive groups of black people.  They are doubt.  I feel you on the Napoleon thing, I am trying to save a country and these fools mad because I ain't satisfied with a charger and some gold teeth.  You are gifted brother, but not immortal...............that's just power though, it is some addictive stuff.  I am a Capricorn, I was born addicted to it, and being from texas been raised on it my entire life.....#texastruth.

I just needed time alone, with my own thoughts
Got treasures in my mind but couldn't open up my own vault
My child-like creativity, purity and honesty is honestly being crowded by these grown thoughts
Reality is catching up with me, taking my inner child I'm fighting for custody
With these responsibilities that they entrust in me
As I look down at my diamond crush to piece thinking...

I feel you, I do Kayne which is why I think men like you will be part of the catalyst that ends the show Hope and Change: 2012 the global edition before it even gets on the air.  What are you going to do Kayne?  Baby, you got a voice, but more than you ain't afraid of your truth, what are you going to do with all your power?  Me, .....I am going to give it back to the people, b/c if I keep for myself, I ain't no better than Obama.....

No one man should have all that power
The clocks tickin' I just count the hours
Stop trippin' I'm tripping off the powder
Till then, f*** that the world's ours
(21st Century Schizoid Man)

The powder can lead to scarface type moments, but you gotta wake up and see one man ever had all that power, it was just an illusion.  Folk like were born to put mirrors in America's face to show that truth.  No one man has all that power, I would be dead already........

Colin Powers, Austin Powers
Lost in translation with a whole f*****' nation
They say I was the abomination of Obama's nation
Well that's a pretty dour way to start a conversation

I don't think you were, but some of that you brought on yourself. Bush don't like black people.......really Kayne at the end of the day when you blessed and powerful like #43, you don't care about black people.....

You understand the difference because you got so much going on in your life, you worried about doing your job which at the end of the day is protecting legal American citizens..I mean Bush don't like black people, McCain ain't black, white folk that are rich and not for Obama are evil, that was pretty much the crux of the Obama 2008 campaign.......

They just used hope and change, b/c all that wouldn't fit on the t-shirts with a large font.....

At the end of the day godd*** it I'm killin' this s***
I know damn well ya'll feelin' this s***
I don't need your p****, b**** I'm on my own d***
I ain't got a power trip who you going home with?
How 'Ye doin'? I'm Surviving
I was drinkin' earlier now I'm driving
Where the bad b***** huh? where ya hidin'?
I got the power make your life so excited..

you are right now, Kayne and that's why I chose you..........B/c Obama didn't work out like you thought huh........He can use you for a campaign rally , but now that he is President you just some rapper trash, huh?  Me and mine on the other view you as the epitome of capitalism using your truths to not only create a musical and cultural legacy but a fiscal one as well........Ain't nobody just gotta cross to the other side of the aisle  ;)

B/C THE GOP IS BEING DRIVEN BY THE TEA PARTY get over it....... It is what it is, just a lot of different views that all can agree the spending will stop.  not has to. will stop.
(Oh hey Oh hey Oh hey
Hey Hey)

Now this'll be a beautiful death
I'm jumping out the window
Letting everything go
Letting everything go

You got the power to let power go..

you right about that one man ever had all that power, the rest around him didn't realize it was just as much theirs as his.  This America, this ain't Mecca.  Remember, that Barack, b/c we coming.

Well, that's it for the day.  Katt Williams was talking about #43 one day and saying how Bush would say some country phrase and really think he had something......Well, Mr. Williams he was saying something, in Texas we don't have to spell it all out, this strange thing called common sense spreads around here.

So in tribute to him, Fleetwood Mac leads the benediction be back tomorrow......

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well, who am I to keep you down?

It's only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost, and what you had, and what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know

Now here I go again, I see my crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
It's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams
And have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

Dreams of loneliness like a heartbeat drives you mad
in the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost and what you had, ooh, what you lost

Thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Women, they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean, you'll know
You will know, you’ll know, ah, you’ll know
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