Sunday, April 10, 2011

The Book of Truth (K&M) Chapter 7

Hello America........


I am writing this morning with a sadness I can't describe on paper.  It's not out of sorrow, it is out of truth and respect.  This is Sunday Morning, but this is Sunday Morning.  I work in politics, this is what I do for a living, a meager one for now.......a lot of that is on me.  If I would attempt to market myself especially through twitter @tmims50, check it out, I would be in a different place by now......


But it's not that simple, it never is.


I think more than anything today, I am making choices and doing things that specifically today will impact a lot of lives......Words......as we learn through verse today........can only go so far.  Words that are combined with action.......now we getting into power.  And that is where we are today. 


We are going to start with a story, a true story that involves me because I need to make it known why I am not at my home church of Good Street Baptist Church and why I love them and will support the church in my own way.  Then we are going to have a frank discussion, hold on, I have to check my phone for my topic list.........I know, I need an asst. I'm working on it and then we are going to have benediction and we're out....


My family wanted me to go to church today.  My parents and I are members of Good Street, my sister is not.  But in any account, they felt like I should be at church today.  I understand........I know the culture........fellowship is important, service is important, worship is important.

One day, about eleven years ago to this day short a couple of days, but you get it, I was arrested for the first time in my life.  We not going to get into why?  But for those who are new to the site, I have a state jail poss of marijuana stemming from a rebel hippie phase if you will in my life.  This is the day that chapter started....

I remember that day, but for the sake and purposes of this post, I remember people screaming and yelling hallelujah, and praising God.....Now, mind you this was my first time going to jail, but I had been keeping warrants since 18, for reckless driving all up and down I-35.  And I grew up with cousins and people in the game, I know how this goes.......You play the game long enough, you are going to get busted.  It opens you up to another criminal element in jail, it lets the big folk see how you going to act.

So wasn't naive, but the way these people were rejoicing was something different.  I was getting phone bills that had calls to Grenada on it as I look back, it was some real identity theft in my face.  I'm getting walked out and I'm looking at all the people I have sold dope to, all of the people I figured would want me gone, but on the cool, I and I speak only of I today as this involves real factual information.  I was actually a cool neighbor, never had folk in front of my door, never hung out, none of that.  I am looking at the fiends, put their head down, but I am looking at the child molesters rejoice..........

And that hurt me...........deeply.

It wasn't a matter of who was doing wrong in that environment, it was simply a matter of whose wrong was going to be tolerated and because I was not on drugs, not a child molester, I was deemed expendable.....

Now if I was on a different street away from where I grew up, I would understand, but where I was..........that was my land in the sense, of these eyes have seen that land before it was apartments on it.  Now it would be different if I didn't know whose word had to be gotten before it was deemed okay to touch me.  Not that I am connected.......just not unplugged, can you dig it as we go into Tiffani's version of memory lane....

I saw members of every element of my life that day, from family to church members to inlaws to just straight up scavengers........Tiffani El Dawn Mims despite all she had been through in life didn't change until that day.

They said the devil has been removed, Jesus will rise that day. They cheered as I left and all I am thinking is that I sell some darn crack and you all sell and rape children and I gotta go?  All I am thinking is I'm getting busted b/c I am not on drugs nor going to kiss the I don't know how this dude even got designated, yet I really do know how he got designated top dog's butt.  I am a businesswoman, first and foremost.  I ain't cheap, so ain't no need to play me cheap.

I thought in that car, I looked at all those faces as I got walked down those stairs.  All of them.

And that is why I don't go to church in Dallas, during lent.  Honest to God.  Ask him he'll tell you.  Ever since that day, I knew...........I knew.............the road I was going to have to endure was going to be arduous, but I knew that as long as I held on to God's hands, I would get my life back and whatever happened to those who looked me in the face and enabling these terrorists behind my back I would put in God's hand.

Me and God shook on that deal almost 12 years ago, and despite my inner urgings at times, nothing has happened to any of the parties involved on my behest.



Know, Know, Know that April 25, 2011, that Jesus won't be the only one rising.   You all left me for dead b/c you are the ones that shot me. And that is too much for me to deal with sitting in a church b/c it reminds me of how God let these folk call and treat me a monster when in all my days, I ain't never harmed a child, I ain't never took away anyone's innocence.  All I did was grow a damn plant.........very well............and had the audacity to want to turn it into a longitudinal study to help my community with AIDS, mental disorders and drug addiction.

Okay.........so please just chill.  It took a very long time in therapy for me to accept my emotional mortality.  What you all did hurt, and it changed my life all so you all could keep a couple of more cars, and buy toys and boys and girls for that matter.

I forgive you, but I'll never forget.  I don't need to read the books of the bible to know, one can rise Easter.

I did.

So if Zeta cartel, y'all want me........get in line, there's a nation of folk who want to make sure that this Easter that stone rolls back and the cave is empty.  #nodisrespect about your gangsterism......y'all the real deal, but I can't stop being me for y'all.

end of story.

Today's political commentary..........


Paul Ryan and Donald Trump right now are the two most powerful political figures........You can say what you want.


Gov. Palin, thanks for the high five to Mr. Trump.  Maggie Haberman politico.  Donald Trump is doing what Nancy Pelosi should have, what conventional political wisdom demands......Call Obama at his word, and let's be honest, he's lying.  For the political leverage he would get holding out to the last minute on it, that time has passed.  Now his birth certificate is a liability.


Not worried about Bill Cosby, 40 years ago, he was doing let's do it again and other hood movies, just the master p of his time.  No disrespect, but this is squarely on Obama.


And b/c of Mr. Donald Trump straight up dedication to this country.  DEDICATION. BABY, HE MIXED HIS WORDS WITH ACTIONS AND INVESTIGATED FOR HIMSELF.  AS THE CONSTITUTION DEEMS US TO AS INDIVIDUAL CITIZENS.


There is a big difference between impeachment and your entire presence being removed.  We can get rid of Obamacare, Dodd-Frank, half of these czars, committees, Kagan, Sotomayor, Holder, suits against AZ and all of that in one swoop.


Words, Mr. Obama.............


you thought your words via hope and change would mesmerize America like a pimp does his employees.  But any real one will tell you, ain't no fooling, it is just a voluntary choice to tolerate your bull for the sake of some sort of advantage......


the people are broke, and we all know who had the money Obama.


Stay on them Trump, Palin you playing it right.........you put your two cents in, you butt out, continue to be low key, keep your name low right now.  You established, we trying to work the second half of the ticket with Bachmann.  


Obama, you can resign b/c impeachment ain't an option for who I represent or you can get put out.   With all of this twitter and technology, Dondre Whitfield (an actor I follow on twitter, he's actually pretty cool, but then these entertainers start talking....smh)'s assertion that no the govt wouldn't let that type of fraud happen don't work no more.


Keep pressing Donald Trump, you send your people to africa, i'll give you a direct link to your show or whatever you want at this site, and promote any other show you may have outside that amarosa thing, that was a hotmess #justsaying.


Even if you make it to the debate, Obama, we will on the right, but up a candidate that will ask you directly, why you haven't?  And if that means names like Sarah, Michelle, Donald are in the mix, then so be it.........


You lied dude, the way i am frankly getting into your butt, your people's butt, ask Donna Brazile, it would be worth prime time news to shut me up publicly, humiliate me, and you know you want to do it, you co-sign on these dirty pool tactics by your flunkies down here all the time.


You ain't from here.........and hope, change, believe, the dream, Michelle nor you is enough to get you a pass. You spent the money.  You all got your chance to muslimize America through corruption and holding the Bush family hostage frankly.  You got all the bills through, two supreme court justices, but the Kool Aid man got more juice than you.


You only have yourself to blame. You suck, not as a man, but as the leader of this country b/c in order to lead America effectively you need to be assimilated with American values and principles from the start. This not Jakarta and no matter what you pull never will be.


I'm going to go play with my nephew so I am not going to quote no lot of articles.


Tea party folk, don't get distressed.  If Boehner didn't sign that deal, there would have been a shutdown, with a shutdown means lack of police, which basically means ni***** of every race running loose, looting whatever.


Which would have given enough Chaos for barack to declare martial law and take the guns away which is what he wanted.  He has to disarm this country before his paperwork comes out and with the way frankly Trump's team is working, he got like a month tops.  I know you all in the city, black and minority people think America is all city, go outside these cities, these folk can see you with a sniper's scope a mile away...........


Obama has signed the first part, but not the second.  The dems are going to ram s*** in there b/c they know we know and we know we can't afford that chaos on the streets right now, we are overrun with illegal folk that are frankly obama's terrorists.


This only gives time to the 15th, then they are going to reduce and we have to take it.


Why?


b/c we can't afford the chaos.  You want it to stop.


SUPPORT DONALD TRUMP ON TWITTER, TALK ABOUT HIM FOR GOOD OR FOR BAD, MAKE HIS FACE STAY IN THE NEWS, MAKE BARACK SHOW HIS ORIGINAL CERTIFICATE. MAKE SO MUCH NOISE ABOUT IT, THAT TRUMP WHO CAN GET IT, WILL GET IT AND MAKE NBC RICH.........


this is America, when folk can make money off it, ain't no feelings involved.


Paul Ryan, baby, we going to get your budget through..........AND SENATE DEMOCRATS, YOU GOING TO SIGN IT WITHOUT ALL THOSE BS RIDERS....


WHY?


B/C SOME OF YOU ALL KNEW THAT OBAMA WASN'T ON THE UP AND UP AND WHEN THE S*** HITS THE FAN AND PELOSI SNITCHES, SOME OF YOU ALL ARE LOOKING AT SOME REAL TREASON AND CORRUPTION CHARGES.


THIS IS NOT NO DRILL, THIS IS THE REAL DEAL.


RYAN'S BUDGET WILL GET THROUGH ,  WE WILL RESTORE FISCAL SANITY IN THIS COUNTRY.


that's all..  No Kayne today.  I thought I was, but I am not feeling it.

What I am feeling is a little hurt and in need of a friend.  The unfortunate part of going through this identity theft is that these people learn everything about you and then they lean on your friends, folk you lean on.  So it's gets lonely at times, but on some respects it's on me too, I have had Delmar shoot me in the foot so many times, my family, in laws that I should know better in some situations and frankly have to act better reflect that I have learned.  And I am......

So I am going to say the same thing to you, America, that I am going to say to my friends, old and new, those I can't talk to no more, those I can't talk to right now.

India Arie( i see you on twitter, it's cool b/c your personality shows on there, you're moodier than me) and Anthony David, actually his song.  Words.
I did.


I believe that
Heaven must be like this
Ray of sunshine
Kissed upon your skin
Just say you love me
Make my day go good
Pot of gold at the
End of the rainbow

Can't tell you nothin you aint already heard
No matter what I say it's nothin but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel

[India:]
I believe that
Love is synonymous
With heaven
Such a sensual bliss
The way you touch me
Makes this life so good
A reward at the
End of the long road

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]
AAAAAAAAHS

[AD:]
Fairy tales can be
Real if you just believe
Go my mind made
I don't plan to leave
Cuz you were meant for me
Simple that may be
Why be complex
Loving you is so easy
Can't tell you nothin you aint already heard
No matter what I say it's nothin but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel 

Can't tell you nothin you aint already heard
No matter what I say it's nothin but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel 

Can't tell you nothin you aint already heard
No matter what I say it's nothin but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel 

[CHORUS][VAMP]


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/words_lyrics_anthony_david.html
All about Anthony David: http://www.musictory.com/music/Anthony+David


b/c I can't tell you nothing America, my "team" that you ain't already heard.
no matter what I say it's nothing but words.........

Just let me prove to you what I know is real (faith,freedom, fellowship and friendship in some cases)
Let me express to you the way that I feel.

for real..........for real.


just let me #dowhatido

God Bless.......we'll talk tomorrow.
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