Friday, June 10, 2011

The Book of Culture (Chapter 42)

/I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LENGTH OF DELAY.  EVERYONE CLOSE TO ME PRETTY MUCH HAD SOME EMERGENCY OR SOMETHING FOR ME TO DO.  


MY TIME IS NOT VALUED IN THIS CAPACITY ESPECIALLY WITH THE STORIES I TELL.


SORRY ABOUT THE DELAY AGAIN.


BY THE END OF THE YEAR, STAFF WILL BE IN PLACE.


TRUST DELAYS LIKE THIS SERVE AS MOTIVATION that these problems won't be for long......


simple and plain,


yes love's its a sure thing.


Hello America,


How are you?


Well...........


we saw a lot last night.


we learned a lot last night, yes?


A couple of political notes, well first some clarifications, some commentary about tonight's game, the mavericks, and a personal note as today is bittersweet for me and we out until tomorrow.


For those who don't know Saturday and Sundays are work days here, it is where the spin for the upcoming weeks are started.........


Let me clarify


Yesterday was a very true story, but I didn't tell it to be malicious.  I just need for some individuals to understand why I have to do what I have to do because I can't ask folk to give up family members.  and I can't ask myself to keep anyone that malicious, cruel and corrupt in my life any longer, directly or indirectly.  I can't have this woman and the folk she is grooming nowhere around mines she has no regard for my safety nor sanity, and since I can't move right now, I am going to force the da's hand and police chief's hand through the mayor to pick her and hers up.


I can't take the drama no more.  .  I have to end this myself, for myself and deal with the consequences of it 


I am tired of being tired, scared, blood pressure up from the musings of a childish individual and her unnervingly childish brood who so needs to be checked in so many ways.......


,
however, I did not literally run up on dallas police officers, although they did run up on me.  I didn't have any marijuana or anything on me, I was referring to a former time in my life.  Trust me at this point, if they had a reason to take me to jail, they would........the woman behind that move has a lot of secrets on a lot of people, that is her power, that is her claim to fame, and if she is arrested, it will be a long line of folk to follow.


It is what it is.




It's life.  The only person in some respects was deluding themselves was me.  The privileges of youth are leaving me now........  Too much at stake now.  I am looking at my tweetdeck tell me about the skater, Mr. Irons,who passed away this morning.  Life is too short for lies at my age.  


Let's keep that mantra in mind for today.


I always save the mavs for the latter half. so I'll get to you.  I have to personally thank the captain of that flight called team mavericks....with some dirk dude as the flight attendant ensuring everyone had the motivation they needed .....


John S. Baker, Jr-  I think this dude is real, I think his voice is relevant.  Not to be President or anything like that, but I love his commitment to knowing his stuff when it comes to foreign policy.  


http://www.politico.com/news/stories/0611/56615.html


I think that this is an excellent op-ed that discuss the Arizona Immigration law and its relation to actual global policy.  I disagree in the spirit of I am really not concerned what the world thinks we should do on one level, but I do agree with the spirit of what he is trying to convey in the sense is the world wants accountability in regards to illegal immigration, it is the business owners and slave masters in America that cannot afford to deal without it.


Bill Clinton- if the public didn't have such a negative reaction, Bill Clinton would have taken the job.  It is a GROSS, GROSS CONFLICT OF interest and a chance for the damage that we avoid with hope and change to be inflicted further through a global effort.  Frat and all, this is the geo-political elements combining to ruin America.  This is protection in case someone like Palin gets in office.  WE CAN'T ALLOW BILL CLINTON TO HAVE THIS MUCH POWER, NO PRESIDENT, NO FOREIGN LEADER SHOULD RUN THE WORLD BANK.  YES, I KNOW IT IS HILLARY BUT HER HUSBAND IS A FORMER PRESIDENT AND AFTER THAT RENIGGING GRIT SHE PULLED IN 2008 TO GIVE WONDER MIKE A PASS...............


I DON'T TRUST HER WITH A WET THROWBACK FOOD STAMP.  the only thing we can rely on Hillary for is to renig, trust its a sure thing, it should be motivation..................regarding the 


SENATE GOP- MITCH MCCONNEL THE PEOPLE SAID STOP SPENDING, NOT NEGOTIATE WITH THAT FISCAL TERRORIST.  I DO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE TRYING TO FUND 2012, 2013 IN ANTICIPATION FOR A REPUBLICAN PRESIDENT, I FEEL YOU DUDE...........I get it.  Nevertheless, you don't deal with a terrorist putting the leverage on your shirt like that.  NO TWO TRILLION CUTS, NO DEAL.  PERIOD.


THAT GANG OF SIX GRIT IS MADE THE DUCK UP.


THAT IS WHAT CONGRESS IS FOR.


IT IS ALL OUR OF OUR MONEY BEING SPENT, WE PAYING EXTRA FROM CERTAIN LEGISLATORS TO DECIDE HOW OUR MONEY WILL BE SPENT WITH THE HOUSE AND SENATE EACH HAVE THEIR OWN COMMITTEES FOR SUCH, THIS IS ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION USURPING CONGRESSIONAL POWER WHICH IS DIRECTLY DERIVED FROM LEGAL AMERICAN CITIZENS............





Jobs- How in the hell can this administration talk about wanting to get the American people back to work and further his oil is bad agenda at the same time.  Read the article by Andrew Rusciatta about how energy giant AEP has to lay off workers at five plants to comply with Obama's back door cap and trade through regulatory terrorism of EPA regulations bypassing congressional authority.


Rest in this as long as that nut is in office, the chances of finding a job for the average legal American citizens is next to nill, trust its a sure thing and should be motivation to get him out of there................


THE SENATE- Diane Feinstein is the perfect example of why we must pull a trifecta off, Pete Kasperowitz in the hill reports how Feinstein wants to give this fiscal terrorist some of you all call a President the power to block health insurance rates?


PRIVATE BUSINESS IS PRIVATE BUSINESS, HOW IN THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ANY PRIVATE BUSINESS WHAT THEY CAN AND CAN'T DO WITH THEIR MONEY. WE NEED TO TAKE THE SENATE BACK AND MONEY MITCH WHEN WE DO, YOU WON'T BE THE MAJORITY LEADER, TIME FOR CORNYN, OR SOME OF THESE YOUNGER DUDES, at least in senate years, TO TAKE OVER.


YOU BEGGING OBAMA?


AND YOU ALL WONDERED WHY I DEMANDED CHAIRMAN STEELE BE FIRED.  HE IGNORED CRUCIAL SENATE RACES WHERE WE COULD BE ENDING THIS CRAP NOW.....


Gates- AREN'T YOU RETIRING THEN SAY YOUR WELL WISHES AND SHUT THE DUCK UP, DON'T TELL THE ALLIES WE GOT LEFT THEY NEED TO STOP DEPENDING ON US, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS A WORLD WAR BREWING BECAUSE SOME OF OUT LINE hostile Middle East and African Muslims who got in they mind, that America is gonna be their mecca including the one in the oval office.........?


Dude, pick up your last check and please go sit down..................go to a rangers game.


You done son........


act like it.


Dallas, y'all did your thing last night. Delmar called it on Wednesday.  He said y'all would win by ten, because you all needed to end some dreams, turn the temp down on some championship hope.


BUT WE GOTTA REMEMBER WHAT COACH SAID,


IT TAKES FOUR.


AND IT TAKES A SQUAD TO GET A QUAD........


Y'ALL DID THAT LAST NIGHT.


ALL OF YOU ALL, and Happy Belated Birthday PEJA. DON'T THINK BECAUSE YOU NOT ON THE FLOOR, WE DON'T  LOVE YOU AND APPRECIATE YOU.  AND IF WE DO WHAT WE SUPPOSED TO AND REMEMBER THAT GAME 6 AIN'T A SURE THING UNLESS WE GET THE MOTIVATION WE NEED TO CLOSE IT OUT.... I guess we'll let you have a ring too, even though you killed our dreams homie back in the day with the kings ;)  just playing.


Dewayne so sorry about your knee, loves.......  Sorry you hurting like that.


Tyson, DAMN, YOU WATCHING FILM LIKE THAT SON.........LONG WAY FROM ROSECRANS, huh?  THANK YOU FOR SHOWING US THAT WHEN DADDY NEEDS TO KNOW SOMETHING HE DON'T MIND STUDYING AND LEARNING.......DUDE NICE CHARGE.


JJ YOUR NAME AIN'T EVANS, BUT YOU SURE WERE DYNOMITE, YOU GOT SHOT YOUR SHOT BACK, I AM SO LOVING YOUR DADDY STARE.  EVERY TIME, HE PUT UP A THREE AND SCORED, JJ JUST GOT THAT I DID THAT STARE,  I STROKED IT, I HIT IT, I JACKED IT AND WHAT.....


Jason Kidd, DUDE what do you not do?  I DON'T KNOW who has given you some bball viagra, you got flaxseed in your food what, just playing.......DAMN, YOU LIKE FARVE AT THIS MOMENT.........BROTHER CUBAN, dude I'll buy a jersey, with chandler needing to be sign and Kidd acting this way, my little seventy dollars can't do nothing but help ;)


MARK CUBAN- WHEN ITS OVER AND WE DO WHAT WE NEED TO DO TO WIN, BECAUSE WE AIN'T TREATING GAME 6 LIKE A SURE THING until the box score says so........


Can we see you all come back to the AAC and you and jet, get your jet on.  You stayed brother, and you believed.  I AM SO  PROUD OF YOU.  SO PROUD.  I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY YOU DO, DON'T HAVE THE PULL.  BUT ONE DAY, YOU ARE GOING TO GET A SIMPLE GOLD STAR IN THE MAIL,  you earned it.  You earned it...........


Cardinal- Dude, love the three, love the willingness to try for the charge......


Dirk- YOU ARE LEADER NOW, BABY BOY........Duck being a star, you the leader.  I saw you check Tyson after the missed pass went through his hands.  MAN, A LONG WAY FROM SEASONS ONE AND TWO, HUH?  Those who eat the biggest plate eat last.........


You understand, yes?


Let your brothers, fly........dunk.........dance..........defend.........rebound...........pop they collars........


Let them have the postgame comments and interviews.......  Let them know, you appreciate them.


Let Terry talk.......  Yes, I know the terry's of the league gotta pop it, but that's how they work.  B/c in the end, that's gonna be the dude twenty years from now on somebody's porch, popping grit about you and how he was a key part on one of the deepest teams ever in the finals.


MR. JASON TERRY- I ain't your wife, so let's keep it clean here. Let me officially dust off your shoulders, pop your collar, and adjust your headband.  Captain Terry is back flying the jet in such a dallas daddy way...... You still a little .........  But you came through in the end, and in the end that's all that matters love.......


If it was anyone else, I would be riding them for that jet thing, but you needed your daddy before you went to miami to be in full throttle......glad to see it.


A TEAM A GROUP OF MEN BANDED TOGETHER AND SAID WE GOTTA GET THIS DONE.  NOBODY WASN'T WORRIED ABOUT WHO ALL GOT THE SHOTS NONE OF THAT.  A GROUP OF MEN SAID, IT AIN'T DIRK YOU GOTTA WORRY ABOUT IN THE FOURTH QUARTER, IT IS ALL OF US.


AT ANY TIME..........


ANY ONE OF US CAN STRIKE.........


America, can we appreciate the lessons God is trying to give us?


Can we not give the glory a little bit?


A GROUP OF MEN, DEDICATED TO ONE CAUSE.  NOBODY WORRIED ABOUT STATS, NOBODY WORRIED ABOUT BEING THE ONE TAKING THE LAST SHOT.  WHEN THE HEAT CAME BACK, THERE WAS NO PANIC NO FEAR, 


JUST ANOTHER SHOT to take the dream away..........


JUST ANOTHER CHARGE to take the hope away.......


JUST ANOTHER THREE to take the game away..........


AND ONE MORE THREE to hopefully to take the series away.


I told you all almost two months, ago.


We water tight, where there is faith there can be no fear......


not a damn drop has leaked from this boat, but it was some cussing and fussing along with the way ;)


BOSTON, LEARN FROM THAT, BECAUSE YOU ALL GOT A NATION OF CANADIAN CANUCKS AND THEY WANT THAT SILVER CUP, NOT NO CANADIAN CLUB WHISKEY......


GOTTA DRAW MOTIVATION FROM SOMEWHERE BECAUSE GAME 5 AIN'T A SURE THING UNTIL ITS OVER.


ONE THING I LEARNED ABOUT MEN LAST NIGHT, IS THAT YOU ALL HAVE A MIND AND EVERYTHING ;)  so............


sometimes I step in the way for motivation, sometimes I dont.......


Draw from this story what you will.


Obstacles and yet finding the strength within to do what you gotta.


Well that's all let me tell you a little story...

I can hear the panic in Dallas county from desk.....................

Ikr...................

not like that..................

This morning, God requests for me to come up to his world.............

He sends clothes for me,  I got my christian l's for shoes, I can rock heels, just not in this condition.  But in his world, physical limitations don't apply, nice egg shell skirt, matching prada shirt....... cool.  diamond hoops, little diamond choker with t on it.  I am good to go.

When I get there, God meets me in the hallway outside his office.

He is nervous.........

so I say "Hey, man..........if you nervous, dawg I am telling you I don't want to be here.  I ain't time for it, God because I know you coming with some sideways grit, and I ain't got time for it.  You don't to live down there with Wonder Mike or Wonder Nut.  She tried to have me hurt more times than I can count and she was just up to it two or three days ago.  The people she serves ain't going to jail, so they protect her by default.

I can't ask nobody to leave the loved ones, alone.  All I can do is come back be me, say what I need and if that .  Not just her, God.  My family treats me like they errand girl and they mean well, but I got too much on plate dawg.......Had a whole other post this morning, but my time not valued here.  Too many folk satisfied with me living and looking like this.  Running errands and what not.  I got to do for me. now.  B/c ain't nobody else I got that is not subject to plots and plans from old ass children.

Dallas ain't going to never do me right........I don't have eternal life on this time.  I can't be second rate to no postal workers, teachers, nurses, lvn's........working folk being bigger bosses than me?  .over some cars, some tract houses....... when a lot of that came from stealing identities getting folks locked up, all this and that.  come on God you reading the manuscript this time next year I'll be in the top five on the bestsellers list.........that's not gangsta God.

That's not gangsta at all.  These folk just being nice hoping I am stupid enough to stay and keep playing they game.

So come on, what is it so we can get this out of the way.  The  mavs won last night in such an important way, but I gotta deal with your children all day.......and they foolishness.  Do you know how I felt to know the cheeleader LIBRA was right despite her being so wrong?"


God slumps down.... on the wall.

He's been crying, he looks haggard.

"Tiffani, we so close............."

"Close to what, God this we are the world, Micheal Jackson grit, you and Obama and the rest of your nation been doing terrorizing folk because of human rights.......?  Close to everything being allright?  You think I don't know EVERY LAST PERSON I deal with on a regular basis  hip to the game that is being played and willing members of the team.  You think I don't know that I am poked and prodded all day in ways that so don't produce orgasms......Who do you think I am God?  I do all that you ask me to do, but you let these nuts just run loose.  I am the one who gotta step up and see bigger, I'm tired of it. Do you not think I don't know all of my life...........my life is made the duck up for some other ungrateful childish mofo's can make it?  They try to harm me, every day, to aggravate me, but you don't do nothing to them dawg..........

You don't do nothing........"


God slumps against the wall and sits on the floor.  and holds my hand.

"Tiffani.......please, I just want you to go in this room.  I know you tired......... I know how hard yesterday was on you telling that story, I KNOW WHAT YOU LEFT OUT.  I appreciate it.  Just ........... can you just hold off making any real decisions for a couple of minutes (which is weeks or months in our time)?"

"Nah, we had a deal.........God.........I am keeping up my end, not going to deal with these terrorists no more, you won't do nothing, then I will.  I asked you, can't ask someone to give up they life for that one.......?"

St. Peter comes down the hallway.........We've had a lot of problems in the past, but we're cool these days......

He pulls me to the side.

"Tiffani, God just having a moment right now.  I told him when he brought you up from hell, that you was one of them blue devils.  Your heart beats red with fire and passion, but you so cold that the ice from you will never melt........  He got all these prayers and they all his children......He just trying to balance.."

"you can't balance when one group of folk is trying to kill you and lock you up so they can continue to leech off you for life, with folk that are dedicated to ending it.........that's made up, grit............ I should told 'ya, I am older now.........I am on one.  St. Pete, me and God cool but   Sick of living like this, sick of these fools having all this power but cant do nothing to me theyself.......  God shouldn't have let her make with it with all them sick ass secrets......"

St. Pete looks at me and sighs.........

"You know Tiffani you have been coming up here publicly for the past three years, and I have seen you grow by leaps and bounds.  and I know what you go through, I know the things you don't want nobody to see. And I don't blame you for thinking about yourself, especially how all of us have treated you..... Just go in the room.....and no judgments, do what you need to do, Tiff......

we just trying to buy a little time........You know we not trying to hurt you.......  I know you have every right to be irritated.  The distractions today would have driven me crazy. We see the hacking"

I take the keys.......

I open the door, and its a professional dancer.

some call 'em strippers .......

She's on a couch rolling a blunt of some sour diesel, some real sour diesel.

I roll my eyes......... I am so not in the mood to be bribed today.

She's says " I know you tired.......god figured you needed motivation......."

I say "God brought me up for a lap dance?  I can get that at home with a phone call, just saying, no disrespect and my mind is so not on that right now..........."

She laughs  "Nah.........God brought you here because this is all mental......and he figured me, some sour diesel and some christian louboutin...... might help you relax........  he's trying to keep you at bay, for a couple of days........He knows why you have been avoiding this track, he knows you like the song, and you don't want to touch it.........But we all know if you get the power, when you get the power rather, it is a sure thing that justice will be served........  So we all know you not cheating, we all know that you don't want this, we all know you not touching nothing........  Just smoke this with me, and listen to what I am saying........."

After today's mess after mess, I simply sit back on the couch, b/cI heard st. pete lock the door.......when I walked in there.....

We sit and smoke and don't say anything............

She shows me these christians that I am feeling........I am.............

 I am little bit more relaxed now, and instead of dancing.........

she leans into my right ear.......and softly says.

Go, go, go, go
Ms. Tiffani, don’t you dare slow down
Go longer, you gotta way  more rounds
Push harder, you're almost there now
Lil' girl you making this nation,  proud

And when you're done, you wont be able to feel 'ya legs
B/c when you're done, there's gonna be press all over lil' T, baby
You can’t stop there, the world is gonna become your playground
And you're almost there
You can do it, I believe in you, baby
So close from here

Baby we gonna be your motivation
Go, go, go, go
Motivation
Go, go, go, go

[Lil Wayne]
Ohh girl, we know ur wrath is porous
put that to bed, stop that brainstorming
Yeah this is deep, oh but we go deeper
Make you find yourself,because you're a keeper
It go green light, go with this flow
Dallas want that sugar, but you ain't sweet and low
But hold up wait, new position
God got you on his plate not just for dishes
You our motivation, We your transportation
Cause on this ride, we drive 'ya crazy
But you keep pressing on, no longer pacing
can you spare a moment for conversation.
Dallas Baby.....

[Kelly Rowland]


And when you're done, you wont be able to feel 'ya legs
B/c when you're done, there's gonna be press all over lil' T, baby
You can’t stop there, the world is gonna become your playground
And you're almost there
You can do it, I believe in you, baby
So close from here
[Kelly Rowland]


Oh Tiffani
when you play ur game
No other,
can do that the same
God won't let ya get up out of the game,
no so go lover, its okay to rain....

[Kelly Rowland]

And when you're done, you wont be able to feel 'ya legs
B/c when you're done, there's gonna be press all over lil' T, baby
You can’t stop there, the world is gonna become your playground
And you're almost there
You can do it, I believe in you, baby
So close from here


Baby I’ma be your motivation 



I look, I'm not aroused........


I'm not mad, I am just not falling for this......


God gave me a mind knowing I was gonna use it........


So I lean in her ear........while she rolls another one, but she's cool.


the message she coming with is not, but she is....


We all have jobs........


And I say..........


I feel you on the motivation, ms. lady...........


I understand where God is trying to go.


But  me and this championship is sure thing...........


Hence the reason for distractions all day........


Lean over a little closer........


and then I whispered..........


God is scared and so is my enemies in Dallas because all my team members know, I am dedicated to getting this country straight......and if I gotta push through some corruption so be it.


They worried because at the end of the day it's a sure thing b/c I 


Love You Like a Brother
Treat you like a friend
Respect you like a lover

You could bet that
Never gotta sweat that [x4]

If you be the cash
I'll be the rubberband
You be the match
Imma be your fuse
Boom!
Painter baby you
Could be the muse
I'm the reporter baby
You could be the news
Cause your the cigarette
And I'm the smoker
We raise a bet...
Cause you're tha joker
Truth tho...
You are the chalk
And I could be the blackboard
And you can be the talk
And I could be the walk

Even when the sky comes falling
Even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in blue and I
So put your pretty little hand in mine
Even when we're down to the wire babe
Even when it's do or die
We can do it baby simple and plain

Cause my ending this is a sure thing

You could bet that
Never got to sweat that [x4]

You could be the lover
I'll be the fighter babe
If I'm the blunt
You could be the lighter babe
Fire it up!
Writer babe
You could be the quote
If I'm the lyric baby
You could be the note
Record that!
Saint, I'm a sinner
Prize, I'm a winner
And it's you
What can I do to deserve that
Paper baby
I'll be the pen
Say that I'm the one
Cause you are ten
real and not pretend!

Even when the sky comes fallin
Even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in God and I
So put your pretty lil hand in mine
Even when were down to the wire babe
Even when it's do or die
We can do it babe simple and plain
Cause this love is a sure thing

Rock wit me baby
Let me hold you in my arms
Talk with me baby
[x2]

This love
Between you and I
As simple as pie baby
Such a sure thing
Oh is it a sure thing [x2]

Even when the sky comes fallin
Even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in you and I
So put your pretty little hand in mine
Even when we're down to the wire babe
Even when it's do or die
We gonna make it through all this fire and pain
My ending this is a sure thing
Love you like a brother
Treat you like a friend
Respect you like a lover 





that's all , I apologize I had distraction after distraction from all those who felt something visercal called guilt and a call to God's holy justice..........


No matter what.......


My victory is a sure thing because I ain't leaving the floor or the ice without it?


Bruins what's gonna motivate you to be able to say the same.......


THE NHL ain't feeling y'all winning this......


What's gonna ensure that victory and momentum stay in your arms?


B/c that lady, that beautiful lady called the status quo, is rocking these shoes,


and doing positions that have me really thinking about getting back into yoga,


but as tempting as that sounds,


as tempting as this beautiful lady called status quo is.......


time's up and I am tired.

I am going to finish and close out this series, Dallas.

I am going to get my life together.

I will not deal with anyone who risked my health, my life and my freedom for whatever reason.

the motivation you all trying to give don't supercede the motivation I got from the hell you all made of my life.......

Simple and plain.......

Hell yes, its a sure thing.







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