Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The Book of TNT (Chapter 10)

Hello America,


How are you?


@tmims50 stritcly political commentary breaking down why Big Sis Michele will be the 45th
@pendecadentdiva commentary about everything else.


My brothers show love the blog list is to the right, news, inspirational, all that, things no main stream media is going to pick up....... 


The fantastic five, the superclique running things right now, Michelle Malkin, Jedediah Bila, avengers of truth, loading clips of Candor and Conservative Values........  Gov. Sarah Palin, playing cards better than the folks on ESPN late at night at the poker table, along with myself, the 45th President of the United States Michele Bachmann, the links are to the right.
It's weird, you know.......So many people rode on me for staying with Delmar, now that its really over, these same people have the nerve to be despondent.......


Go figure, but I mention him for this reason, today is his birthday, along with George W. Bush, my cousin Melvin Bowie and a childhood friend by the name of Sandrea Roberson......


I truly wish all four of these people, a blessed birthday.


Really thought about sending Delmar a card, but it is so much grit going on, we can't have no communication.....  If someone reads this that knows him, let him know.  I am trying to give him a gift we can both use: closure.....


I bring up the personal today first as it is weird in the land of Tiffani and Television.  I am the star of the show Tiffani, the truman show gone horribly wrong.  It is a side remark about being an identity theft victim and having your every move, your text, your every phone call analyzed for the sole purpose of learning what it means to be me in the hopes that one of these bullgrit plans work and I end up dead, in a coma, or in a cell for life.......


There is a different vibe going on Dallas these days.  My neighbors ask about Delmar.  I can see it in my parent's and family's eyes........like damn its really over.  I can't lie, yes it is.  It's been over, it has, Delmar let me know in everyway possible that he had no intention of being the man I needed him to be.  Doesn't mean he couldn't be, he just wasn't going to do that for me.  I wish I could say all this concern came from an altruistic base, but it is not.


It comes from fear, like who will beat Tiffani, who will stifle Tiffani now, who will keep her from grabbing that moment of opportunity and leaving and moving on with her life.......


All I can say to that Dallas, Los Angeles, illegals and the Obama nation.


NOBODY, NOBODY BUT GOD.


I am very sensitive in the respect of I feel things........I notice nuances..........I guess that's why I always gravitate back to psych.  That's why I changed from marriage and family counseling to back to an ma in psych, because I know that psych is home to me, I know that I love learning and discussing how personalities arises and what constructs make up this and that........


The feeling I get out on the streets is that I'm cheating......... I'm wrong..........


Damn......... I'm the one at home, I'm the one looking like a fool, being played like a fool and now because I finally say no mas........ I'm wrong.  


Dallas, LORD, Imma miss y'all.  I'll probably be down here every other week, but I can never call Dallas my home again.  Shame ain't going to bring me back to Delmar nor to Dallas.  Both of you all had your chance and you used it to show me time and time again that I am not the priority, that I am simply a means to an end.


There is no need to hook me up.  I just lost one of best friends in life, for good or for bad, in Delmar.  I lost my memories, my ability to call my precious Dallas home.  I lost........Can you all not understand that?  I can't buy back any of this time, and yeah, I am headed for fame and fortune......


Uhhh.........


yeah........ ;)


I know, you know Dallas that the facade of Tiffani is crazy, def, dumb, retarded, is going to end, the moment I cross state lines.  Including the hits on this blog alone.........


So while you at home, next year, COUNTING MY HARD EARNED MONEY remember


 fame and fortune don't hold you tight at night and tell you baby, its gonna be okay.  Well, it can if you pay the escort service enough but you know what I mean.  Fame and fortune ain't going to bring me the husband and children I thought I would have at this point in my life.  Fame and fortune ain't going to erase the anxiety I feel when I see a Dallas County Constable car parked outside my parent's house, waiting on me to do "something...."


A lot of you all feel sorry for yourselves, and maybe you should, but dammit I lost too..........And I didn't even do anything.


Not going to run the streets wild, that's not me.  I am going to sit back and hold God's hand and use the rest of this year to heal, not date.  I am going to trust God and trust my spirit that if I love and be honest with myself the way that I need to that the man who will conquer my heart will emerge on his own.......Not one for the eharmony thing WHICH THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH.





I am simply trying to find a job, do the best I can and leave.  Okay......


Its time for you all to accept that I am a person........not a ssn, not a means to an end, and you all played yourself from moment one.  HAD ONE SINGLE PERSON TAKEN THE TIME AND THE COURTESY TO BE HONEST WITH ME........WHO KNOWS?  BUT YOU CHOSE TO LIE, BEAT AND MANIPULATE AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU ENDED UP IN MARVIN'S ROOM YESTERDAY........


These days........huh........


repeal and replace- can't happen until President Michele Bachmann signs some sort of executive order, if within legal and constitutional bounds, and/or signs a bill from the 113th congress.  The 112th is having too much trouble doing simple grit.  Like passing a budget. BUT TRUST AS VICE PRESIDENT RUBIO LOOKS ON, WE WILL END THE SMALL BUSINESS KILLING MONSTROSITY CALLED OBAMACARE.  so politico, end your side ways hate, we on it.


Jim Crow- Bill Clinton when you have an eight year old black male child, make you call him sir, and you ride your ass at the back of the bus. THEN YOU CAN COMMENT.  WHEN A BLACK WOMAN HAVE YOUR NUTS IN A JAR, AND YOUR ASS HANGING FROM A TREE ON THE MERE INFERENCE THAT YOU DISRESPECT HER HONOR, THEN YOU CAN COMMENT.


YOU RACIST BASTARD.........YES, FRAT I SAID IT.  YOU THINK JIM CROW WAS JUST ABOUT A BUS RIDE, IT WAS ABOUT A GROUP OF PEOPLE NOT RESPECTING THAT ANOTHER GROUP OF PEOPLE ON LEVELS THAT YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ABOUT........


YOU FROM HOPE, ARKANSAS RIGHT? WASN'T NO BARACK, HOPE OR CHANGE BACK THEN WHEN YOU WERE GROWING UP.


YOU IRRESPONSIBLE STARTING GRIT ASSHOLE..............


Redistricting is about votes and if you all could make every district like Pelosi's then it would be called JUSTICE FOR THE PEOPLE............


YOU MESSY.................


DAMN, I MISS THE DAYS WHEN FORMER PRESIDENT PUT AN EMPHASIS ON FORMER AND LET THE CURRENT PRESIDENT FIGHT HIS ON BATTLES.


But do what you must love...............


play all the silly ass games, you deem necessary because every day, whether they admit to me or not, it is somebody else, saying all bullgrit aside, she's right.


5 TRILLION DOLLARS IN FAKE ASS STIMULUS PLANS, A 50% INCREASE IN OUR NATIONAL DEBT IN TWO YEARS WITH PELOSI AND REID LEADING THE WAY AND ITS THE REPUBLICANS, WITH SENATORS LIKE DICK DURBIN TELLING FEDERAL CRIMINALS IN ILLEGALS TO COME ON DOWN, WHILE OBAMA TELLS THE GULF Y'ALL CAN'T WORK........


love..........frat.............


GOMAB............baby..................GOMAB....................


but understand your sister, as we forever tied..........your soror gonna end these type of days.


That was a low and messy blow, I don't know what Obama has on you and Hillary, but I hope that it is worth the decent presidential legacy you used to have before you became Wonder Mike's mouthpiece.......My first article at SMU law school defended your ass......  SMDH.


Obama- Baby..........a pledge to fathers...........DON'T YOU KNOW PARENTHOOD STARTS WAY BEFORE CONCEPTION?  DON'T YOU KNOW ITS MEN OUT THERE MAKING THEIR FATHERHOOD PLANS KNOW BY TRYING TO ENSURE THEY HAVE THE MEANS TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR OWN BEFORE HAVING THEM........?  You didn't run no campaign to the be the dude to take over good housekeepings role.


YOU RAN ON THE PREMISE THAT WITH ALL YOUR VAST SENATORIAL AND LEGAL AND COMMUNITY EXPERIENCE THAT YOU COULD SAVE THIS ECONOMY FROM DISASTER.......


Getting little gold stars for tit and tat ,ain't going to solve grit bruh.


YOU INCREASED OUR NATIONAL DEBT IN BY 50% IN TWO YEARS, A DEBT THAT TOOK OUR ENTIRE HISTORY TO MAKE.


all these days of politicians, running like scared little boys from these facts and numbers going to stop.




THE BUCK WILL STOP WITH YOU BROTHER.


AND WE BOTH KNOW YOU ONLY WANT A LONG TERM DEAL FOR YOUR CAMPAIGN FOR 2012.........YOU GOT A LONG TERM DEAL ALREADY, OVER 8 TRILLION DOLLARS THAT YOU HAVE BLOWN..........


no more


Minnesota -GOV. DAYTON, AIN'T YOU THE GOVERNOR?  AIN'T YOU THE LEADER OF THE STATE?  THEN IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY AND YOURS ALONE TO MAKE THE SACRIFICE, THE CONCESSIONS NECESSARY TO ENSURE THAT THIS STATE AND ITS CITIZENS......IS TAKEN CARE OF.........


BROTHER MAN, I don't know you. BUT I AM PROMISING YOU...............DUDE, IF YOU KEEP TRYING TO EMPOWER BARACK'S BULL OF GOP BASHING AND DON'T MAKE A DEAL WITH THE CONGRESS AND LEAVE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN MINNESOTA HURTING ONE MORE DAMN DAY...........


baby, some of that 106 in the morning, humid as hell, TEXAS HEAT IS SO HEADED YOUR WAY.


MAN UP, USE THE TESTICLES GOD GAVE YOU AND DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THIS DONE.


WHEN YOU POINT ONE FINGER AT OTHERS, THERE ARE FOUR MORE POINTING BACK AT YOU.


IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE RESPONSIBILITY, IF YOU CAN'T HAVE COURAGE UNDER FIRE, ACT UNDER PRESSURE, STEP DOWN........


the people of Minnesota are my brothers and sisters too............  We as urban patriots ain't going to let you keep using them for no political bullgrit.  YOU ARE THE EXECUTIVE THE CEO OF THE STATE, ACT DUCKING LIKE IT........


HUD- you not getting no private damn investors, organizations like HACLA and the rest of these housing organization that act more like slum lords than federal associated organizations it is time to sell the properties you own, put them back in the private sector and end programs like Sec 8a.......


Time to stop rewarding single mothers and punishing married families.  NO DISRESPECT SINGLE MOTHERS.......not like that.


BUT IF YOU GOING TO HELP PARENTS, HELP THEM ALL.  HELL, IT IS HARD OUT HERE RAISING THESE CHILDREN.........


you can't whop your kids, they got hotlines........HELL, ALL Y'ALL PARENTS NEED HELP.


HUD YOU COMING OFF THOSE PROPERTIES, I worked for the housing authority of the city of los angeles for six months, and witnessed fraud unseen.  Time for the scam to end.......


these days of fooling with tax payers money for the sake of "Social Justice" is over.


HOYER- BABY, WE DON'T NEGOTIATE WITH TERRORISTS, FOREIGN OR DOMESTIC.  DON'T BRING THAT BULL TO THE TABLE.  DON'T MAKE DEMANDS.  STATE WHAT YOU WANT, DEAL WITH WHAT YOU GET.  THE INCUMBENT IS A DEMOCRAT, HE MADE AN OATH TO DO WHATEVER IS NECESSARY TO GET THIS DONE AND HE ALONE WILL HAVE TO DO THAT.........


now.........if you wanna keep acting like a terrorist, we got some beds at G-bay, SINCE OBAMA IS BRINGING SOMALIAN TERRORIST TO AMERICAN SOIL............WON'T KICK OUT NO ILLEGALS, BUT TELLS THE SOUTH NAH, Y'ALL CANT WORK.  TELLS LEGAL AMERICAN STUDENTS, NAH..........THE FOREIGN STUDENTS, THESE DREAM ACTS KIDS DESERVE IT, Y'ALL DONT..........


Cantor- Baby, you tell 'em love...........YOU TELL AMERICA, YOU WALKED OUT BECAUSE YOU KNOW NO AMERICAN CAN HANDLE NO DAMN TAX INCREASE RIGHT NOW. let the people know......


Afghanistan- Someone tell Lt. General David Rodriguez that troops leaving may not cause a surge in violence, but Iran sending over weapons and troops damn sure will.........


Senator Reid-- THE REPUBLICANS ARE SCARED OF THE WILL OF THE PEOPLE, BECAUSE WE ARE NOT THE LEFT.  WE HOLD ALL TERRORISTS, FOREIGN DOMESTIC, POLITICAL AND FISCAL ACCOUNTABLE........ these days of the crap you called a senate with no budget for years..........gonna stop.......


MICHELE BACHMANN- let me just say this as we getting ready to end.  THE DAYS ROMNEY, PALIN, PERRY OF THINKING JUST B/C YOU GOT THE MONEY, YOU GOT THE CROWDS, YOU GOT THE NOMINATION IS OVER...........


WE FEAR NO CAMPAIGN, WE DON'T HAVE THE MONEY OR THE POPULARITY YOU GUYS DO, BUT WE WATER TIGHT BECAUSE WE HAVE FAITH IN THE GOD WE SERVED THAT HE PUT US ON THIS PATH TO GET OUR PEOPLE BACK WORKING, OUR SMALL BUSINESSES THE HEART OF OUR ECONOMY BACK ON TRACK AND A STRONG DEFENSE AND KICKING THESE ILLEGALS OUT...........


So rick Perry while you raising funds, FIND A WAY TO EXPLAIN HOW YOU SUPPORT THE DREAM ACT, HOW UNDER YOUR GOVERNORSHIP, NOW TEXAS NOT CALIFORNIA IS THE LEADER OF IDENTITY THEFT?


GOV. PALIN WHEN YOU CAN FIND A WAY TO JUSTIFY TO ME THAT YOU HAVE EARNED THE RIGHT TO CALL ME AND EVERY OTHER PERSON OF COLOR A NIGGA JUST B/C THESE ASSHOLES DO IT, THEN I'LL CONSIDER YOUR CAMPAIGN.  HOW YOU GONNA LEAD WHEN YOU THINK OF ME THAT WAY? No, it ain't right for nobody to say it............But I told you when you vouched for Dr. Laura, that you cost yourself 2012.  And for those racist assholes who think we don't need black votes.


GUESS WHAT PEOPLE OF COLOR ARE THE MAJORITY.........


THE GOP IS GOING TO HAVE TO FIND OUT THE HARD WAY WHEN PRESIDENT BACHMANN IS BEING SWORN IN THAT PEOPLE OF COLOR ARE NOT MONOLITHIC and cheesy ass immigration ploys, or tapping into racial hatred and resentment don't win a campaign.


Y'all Goliath, no doubt, BUT THE BACHMANN CAMPAIGN IS DAVID and we got a rock CALLED GOD'S WILL.........


baby..........


Where there is faith, there will be no fear, we are water tight..........


BRING IT ON.


FOR EVERY SHOWTIME, FOR SOUND BITE YOU GIVE, WE SIMPLY HIT BACK WITH GATS OF GRACE, MACHETES OF MATURITY, AND EXPLOSIVES OF EXPERIENCE......


what?


townhall.com


Thomas Sowell breaks down how Obama has lied about this stimulus money, read it and remind yourself WHY WE ARE OUT OF DUCKING MONEY.


Michelle Malkin breaks down HOW ON EVERY HOLIDAY, THEN OBAMA WANTS TO RELEASE RECORDS.......like how much every bee keeper and czar in between is living off OF YOUR DIMES.


John Stossel- DAMN, CAN WE SHOW SOME LOVE? BREAKS DOWN MY POINT ABOUT HIGHER EDUCATION, HOW IT IS NOT NECESSARY TO BE A STAPLE OF YOUR RESUME OUTSIDE OF A DIPLOMA/GED? He breaks down, millionaire after millionaire..........story after story......of folk who just used HARD WORK AND DEDICATION TO MAKE IT. Higher education is for nerds like me that love to learn and for occupations that require extensive training.   


Bob Beauprez- breaks down the numbers I was referring to with the stimulus........


Well, that's it........

I have other things to do.  It is 106 I think here, and very humid.........

These days, we going to see a lot of change, a lot of hurt as Obama has shown the willingness to not make a deal and turn it into a campaign issue as its not like he has a record worth a crap to run on......

and when the people are hot and tired, and the market collapses and no one is able to afford to buy a home but the rich and ruthless which is what Obama wants anyway.....

They going to see past your bull, Obama.

They going to see past Rick Perry's Bull.

They going to see past Sarah Palin's hype and they are going to say......


These days life up under this dude BO
hope and change sound cute, but can't get no job no more
and these days can't nobody show love
cant give helping hand when trying to fill they own w/ grub
and these days trust God ain't so mad.......
He just waiting to trust in him again b/c this country needs its spiritual dad.
and these days we just don't know what to do but the answer lies right in front of you...


These Days It seems like you can justify anything for the sake of change
Like disrespect, no honor, no trust is basic parts of the game
It's Cool to say what you don't mean, as long as its for gain
Just meaningless nonsense so bad Lucifer cries out its a damn shame

Seem like its cool to be gay?
Brother man can't you see the effects of no dads impacts even today
We all Gods children, we all hurting in some mo
ways u feeling me
acting we doing good but hell
We know they just pretend to be
Our homes is missing dads
because we making child support checks truly forget they ass
So quick to blame like the answers, grit you wish you had
too many grown men at home at they mamas pad
not ready to handle reality's class
can't u see its time for revolution
to embrace the values that we have embedded the constitution
so that all of our citizens have a chance to make a contribution
against this hope and change cultural prostitution
moral infections
or cultural delusions
generations of boys and girls embedded with them deep in the valley hurt
I know, Mr. Zro, that life as we know it don't work
but no need to blame your sisters...primarily dude, look in his verse
it is easier said than done
Aint no perfect promised to nobody up under this here sun
through his grace, through his mercy we live to face another one
Obama's waiting on us to break
wanting our future def and dumb
trying to get you to see we already won


but you seeing now obama is a lie, trying to make it seem like he's feeling you
and want u to help this country die?
then tell me why your slave ancestors held they head up high
making the journey to stay here where their legacies could fly
not going to let y'all die
but until we stop this change
Everything you thought was valuable going up in flames
don't front like we don't need money to eat mayn......
Stop hating on folk trying to fulfill they own plan
Same God that loves you, loves them MAYN.

These days seems like life is so cold
the illegals taking over like the law is no mo
and these days we act like God ain't above
instead of realizing none of perfect or got room to judge
and these days TRUST God ain't so mad
cause he's just waiting to show you, show this nation y'all been had
and these days we know what we need to do, all we got is this red, white and blue

WE CAN HATE, BLAME GAY WOMEN, DON'T MENTION GAY MEN......

WE CAN BLAME MONEY, WE CAN BLAME EVERY WHITE, RICH MAN THAT DONT LOVE OBAMA.....

BUT UNTIL WE AS A PEOPLE, as a nation, realize that we need to get back down to basics......

Start handling our own, stop worrying about judging others..........

Start realizing that everybody trying to make it the best they can.........

These days of strife, of hard times are going to continue.

Until we accept the fact that we altered off of God's path, by embracing the mentality of a man who was indoctrinated with an innate hate of our way of life.......

Obama can't handle no debate with no woman, and while Palin's mouth is so fly, fly fly that Triple 6 mafia fly.

This ain't no damn television show, we need a leader who has the maturity to shut hope and change with actions, not soundbites.  with experience, not promise.

#just saying.
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