Monday, August 1, 2011

The Book of TNT (Chapter 27)

Hello America,


We don't have much time we will have a full post tomorrow.


Tomorrow is the day and we need to get some things done TONIGHT.


Let me just give a couple of quick notes.


The other day I was coming home and attacked by some dogs at the bus stop I was at, I have called animal control.........to make a long story short I called Dallas Police Department 911, first they transferred to the jail information line, secondly when I called back they said I didn't have the address correct which I did, and most importantly they didn't come.........


And that's my point, that hurt me because all I can think of in the back of my mind is what Delmar , the ex-husband, comes to beat me..........


Will Dallas Police leave me hanging?  Is my identity and the theft of it so rampant here, that the police department who is supposed to protect and serve all citizens leave me to die.........


AND THAT HURT ME, yes it has something to do with today's vote, be patient........


I listened last night as Delmar came over, I have two pits, beautiful dogs, they'll bite anybody but me and Delmar, I listened as he called them feeding the dogs meat from his mom's house which is an assured death sentence in most cases.  I looked at my phone as a family member of mine who is like a sister to me, called the exact moment he was out there, urging me to go out in a pitch black backyard and check on my dogs.


I have a now 10cm fibroid and a hernia from it, one hit, that's an automatic hysterectomy and probably hemorrhage to death or sustain substantial brain injury which means I can't testify, I can't leave, and I can't start school which I do Wednesday..........


There was a time in my life, where I would have sat in my house and drank all night long, embracing the coming depressive cycle that was coming into my life.  Where I would have welcomed it, like why have hope, why care, you know, these people, the police if i'm hurt they won't help me, but when someone calls on me, they are there within minutes, my own family reports my whereabouts to an abusive ex-spouse......


But I am tired of that, America.


So I was hurting so bad, physically and emotionally.


I reviewed the deal........


and all I could see and think was this mofo here........in reference to Barack Obama is going to try to gut the defense department.  The only verifiable academic achievement we have of him, is how to disarm this government within the system.......but none about IRAN and the rest of the members of the Muslim brotherhood.


I am worried.


I turn on the TV, and see two of my senatorial daddies share the same concern Senator Vitter, and my bob costas politically daddy is back.......sense has entered the building in Senator L. Graham.  I know my concern is not alone.  DON'T WORRY BROTHERS, WE AIN'T GOING TO LET NOBODY GUT OUR DEFENSE TO THE POINT WE CAN'T DEFEND OURSELVES AND OBAMA WILL NOT DEMONIZE SS, MEDICARE, AND MEDICAID BENEFITS, most in my generation don't expect them no way.  DON'T WORRY, BUT IT WARMED MY HEART SENATOR GRAHAM....IN PARTICULAR I HAVE BEEN WORRIED ABOUT WHERE YOUR MIND IS........


Dick Morris thank you for having the courage to tell Palin she can't beat Obama, she can't and I love her to death.


Sara Huckabee GOD BLESS YOU SISTER, YOU ARE SO RIGHT WHEN WE VET, RICK PERRY, ALL WILL KNOW HE AIN'T ON THE UP AND UP AND ROMNEY GOT SOME CITIZENSHIP ISSUES AS WELL.


THANK YOU SISTER.........AMEN FOR THAT.


I digress...


I asked God like damn......man.......you got these folk out here going to let me die, you got this nut some of us call a President going to make it a defense or checks game.


I'm hurting man........  I'm hurting, I try to so hard everyday to be strong, but that police thing hurt man, that family member telling his ex-in-laws and ex-spouse my every move hurt.  These folk got crackheads and junkies and killahs following me everywhere I go and if something happens, DPD is going to let me die......literally.


God said send me a prayer.......


I could feel the depression coming like a wave, that would result in physical lethargy, which would lead to political apathy, you can't just come out of a depressive cycle like you can a mood with a chocolate bar it doesn't work that way........


The hurt was so blinding, my feet are like three sizes bigger than their normal size, I'm not breathing right, I know my body is feeling it.  I want to get high(smoke marijuana, let's be clear), I want a drink, I want any kind of delusion to remove all this.......


All I had to strength to say is "help me make it through this moment, and when that moment is over, help me make it through the next........"


I know tea party it feels like you lost, but do you realize, do you realize that the VP said you all stopped them from spending any more money?


LET ME REPEAT JOE BIDEN TOLD HIS CAUCUS THE TEA PARTY STOPPED HIM AND HIS PARTY FROM SPENDING ANY MORE MONEY.


Y'all better pat yourselves on the back, Y'all better give God some praise.


This politics, this United States we getting down to the nitty gritty with the purse and the kitty politics, you rarely walk away with everything you wanted.


But you all made a stand.


And if you are serious, tea party, baby, get your gatorade up, this is what the dems and the gop do for a living everyday.  It's kind of like being married, you get all the blame, never get enough credit or sex, and your spouse has the nerve to ask you what your problem is ;)  it is what it is.


but you made a difference.


AND GOD BLESS YOU TEA PARTY FOR PRESENCE, GOD BLESS YOU FOR STA MANIA, IT AIN'T EASY.......  YOU HELD YOUR GROUND, YOU MADE YOUR STAND KNOWN.


BUT LEARN FROM THE GOP AND DEMS, WHO DO THIS PROFESSIONALLY everyday, sometimes you have to survive the moment to make it to another moment and while you can't see, the totality of those moments do make change.


Okay.


*hugs, kisses*


LAST NOTE BEFORE WE END WITH THE BENEDICTION FOR TODAY.  AIN'T NO NEED TO PRAY WITH THE SENATE AND NOT THE HOUSE.


JOE BIDEN, THE TEA PARTY DIDN'T ACT LIKE TERRORIST, THEY SIMPLY STOOD THEIR GROUND, BUT YOUR BOY, WONDER MIKE, THREATEN TO PUT OUR VETS, AND MILITARY PEOPLE WHO PUT THEIR ASS ON THE LINE TO KEEP HIS ASS SAFE FIRST AND FOREMOST ON THE STREETS OVER A POLITICAL POINT.


AND TRUST ME BROTHER...............


THAT WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, WE NEED TO ALL LET IT BURN AND SEPTEMBER 9-12 TELL YOUR BOY BIDEN, HE NEED NOT READ THIS POST BECAUSE I AM NOT KISSING HIS ASS.  HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, THOSE PEOPLE WHO HE WAS ON THE VERGE OF NOT PAYING, BUT THEIR LIVES, THEIR FAMILIES, THEIR LEGACIES AND THEIR DESTINIES ON THE LINE..........


THIS COUNTRY DOES NOT TOLERATE TERRORISTS FOREIGN DOMESTIC NOR THOSE WHO RESIDE IN THE WHITE HOUSE.


Watch your words, Biden, because I am going to feed Obama a plateful and unless you want a plate yourself that will defintely keep you awake during the next state of the union speech.  I suggest your watch your ducking words and don't disrespect people working within the system.


We are the most armed citizenry in the world, a bucket, some water, a forty five desert eagle and a sawed off AIMED AT BARACK'S HEAD LIKE HE AIMED THE LIVELIHOOD OF OUR TROOPS AND VETERANS WOULD HAVE BROUGHT HOPE AND CHANGE IMMEDIATELY.........


Be thankful those people chose to work within the system, instead of working the system.......


*walking away, but watching your ass......* you gonna pay for that, brother.
not today, but your bill is coming


I need 


Nancy Patricia D'Alesandro Pelosi
Jon Llewellyn Kyl
Richard Joseph Durbin
Steny Hamiliton Hoyer
Kevin McCarthy
and 
Eric Ivan Cantor


to come to the front of the classroom.........


Will you all hold hands with me?


Will you all pray with me?


I chose these people because these are the party leaders and whips and although they don't a lot of credit, THEY PUT IN WORK, EVERYDAY, ALL DAY........


Please can we bow our heads and Rep. K. Ellison, I believe your name is, I know that you are of Muslim Faith, no disrespect, none this is just the culture I know, but my heart is in the right place and put in Allah and the Koran where you need to, because there is no disrespect today.



And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain: and when he was set, his disciples came unto him:

Dear Lord, these are the leaders of our parties.......  the mulitidues are hurting, they need for America to be okay, so that they can be okay.  Party policy don't pay light bills, it don't put food on the table, our babies are about to start school again......  The members of the house and the senate are coming to these people Lord, guide their words.........
2 and he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying,

Lord, I don't know what came out of these individuals mouth, I have been hustling up my own little money to get something to eat today, I don't receive any of these benefits directly, but the people I call my country men and women do.......  I don't know what they told their parties, their members, all I can pray is that they remember these lessons.......




3 ¶ Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Lord, let us remember as we cast votes today, that there are those who are poor in spirit, they didn't get the change they wanted, they didn't see their leaders stand up for what they thought they should........  But let them know through the spirit and words of wisdom that these six people put forth that there is always a bigger plan, there is always another moment and their efforts, will NEVER EVER EVER BE IN VAIN.
4 ¶ Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. 

Lord, this is just the beginning of cuts..........this is just the beginning of removing ourselves from this ugly mess called we don't have no money because it's spent.  But allow these leaders to relay to their parties, that your will, your way will provide FOR ALL OF US.

5 ¶ Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth. 

Lord, bless those this evening, who have the strength and moral character to put bs policy aside, to remember that there are lives at stake and keeping a pledge don't pay for medicine, and holding the line don't stop hunger pains........  let these leaders relay in their debates and their votes, that when they put their ego aside, STARTING WITH ME, LORD, STARTING WITH ME......... baby, your will and your way provides blessings unseen..........

6 ¶ Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.

Lord, help these leaders embrace these new party members, Lord help ALL OF US TO REALIZE THAT THEY ARE CHOIR BOYS AND GIRLS, WITH HEART.  AND THAT HEART BLEEDS RED, WHITE AND BLUE.  THEY SCARED FOR OUR COUNTRY AND WHILE THEY MAY NOT GO ABOUT THINGS THE RIGHT WAY OR THE TRATIDITIONAL WAY, let these leaders relay to their people, their party members these folk thirst after a fiscal rightesouness and because they embrace your name, because they are concerned about our currency WHICH PROCLAIMS IN GOD WE TRUST IN TIME THEIR PRAYERS FOR FISCAL SANITY AND STABILITY WILL BE FULFILLED BECAUSE WHAT YOU PUT TOGETHER, NO MAN............

NO MAN..............

NO MAN CAN PUT ASUNDER.........



7 ¶ Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.

Let these leaders as the debates have started be merciful in words,.......... let these leaders relay a message to their members to be merciful in their votes.........  I know mercy ain't popular, I know mercy ain't part of no pledge, but we need you know Lord to help us understand as a country, that only you can fill in the blanks........we are a nation of diversity, we can't even agree on our favorite ice cream, sometimes, your grace and your mercy smooth over those differences, now is not an exception........

8 ¶ Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.

Bless those who are voting pure in heart, and if their heart says no or yeah, and they HAVE CONSULTED YOU, LORD, THAT'S ALL WE CAN ASK OF THEM, PLEASE LET THESE LEADERS RELAY THAT TO THEIR MEMBERS, THAT'S ALL THE PEOPLE ASK OF THEM....

9 ¶ Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.

Bless those who yell peace, when we wanna, when we gonna scream war.........for right now, our nation's fiscal future is at stake and although we know the reason why, that is of no concern right now........BLESS THE LEADERS LORD SO THAT PEACE MAY RULE THEIR HEARTS JUST FOR TONIGHT..........
10 ¶ Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: 1 Pet. 3.14 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Lord, we got some lying going on, we got some blame, we got some shady stuff, we don't have time for that right now, Bless each and every one of these leaders, they didn't bail out, or get bullied, they have to work within the most successful, dynamic, diverse electorate in the world, in the world's history...........It's a hard job, LET EACH ONE OF THE SIX INDIVIDUALS KNOW, baby, there is peace waiting for them...........  there is peace.

11 ¶ Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. 1 Pet. 4.14 

Lord, let those who are telling the honest truth amongst these leaders know, THAT NO LIE SHALL EVER DEFEAT YOUR TRUTHS.......AND TO WALK NOT FEARING THE LIES, NOR ACKNOWLEDGING THEM BECAUSE THIS IS YOUR COUNTRY, AND IT WILL REMAIN SO, LET THESE LEADERS KNOW THAT AS THEY HUSTLE AND BUSTLE STILL FOR VOTES OR WHATEVER THE CASE MAY BE.

12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets 2 Chr. 36.16 · Acts 7.52 which were before you.

Let us all rejoice, that we have a country so great, we can decide our destinies with words and votes, versus bullets, war and death...........  Let us know that all of these leaders including and starting with me are going to be lied on ALL OF THEM, DOGGED, STABBED IN THE BACK, BUT LET THEM REJOICE AND LET THEIR HEARTS BE EXCEEDINGLY GLAD THAT THEY ARE IN THE LAND OF THE FREE AND THE HOME OF THE BRAVE...........

and it's time to put all bullshit aside, 

they got a country to save.

AMEN!

AMEN!

AMEN!

God Bless, i'll be back tomorrow.
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