Thursday, August 11, 2011

The Book of TNT (Chapter 33)

Hello America,


I am finishing working on my site........will be done by the first thing Saturday morning. this post will probably stand until then or at least Friday evening, I got school and stuff now.


Well, I apologize that it took so long.  I apologize that I haven't been as consistent as I usually am.  Just a lot going on in my life and that stress is taking its toll on my body.......


God works in mysterious ways.........  Well, its not even mysterious......... he's in charge, but I run things ;) and we battle, all the time..........Lord, all the time and even though I have never won anything but delays.....it doesn't stop me, you know.  Now I'm reaching that age where I don't take it so personally, but still sometimes we just have at it........and this is one of these times so I've been busy........


let's open with a little story, shall we........I'm building up in my mind where I want to go today.






Me and Jesus sitting outside this morn........looking at my dogs..........I look at them playing, it breaks my heart that I am leaving.......I wonder whose gonna take care of them, I don't trust Delmar to take care of them, no offense.......  I sit there and think if I feel this way about dogs, how do folk feel about their kids in custody battles?

Jesus and I sitting on the porch.  Me and Jesus we just two peas in the pod, less than a oh that's Jesus thang, Jesus to me is the homie that never leaves........you know and I don't say that out of disrespect, I say that out of respect.

"What's up, J, what you doing out here early in the morn.......?"

"You don't know, Tiffani, today is the 33rd chapter of your book, you think I wasn't going to show up.  And plus, you and my dad.........girl, don't you get tired of getting your ass whooped?  He's going to get his way out of you, you know that don't you.  You rival Lucifer with that stubbornness, it must be in the water down here..."

We laugh.......  I don't say anything for awhile and neither does Jesus, we just looking at my dogs play.  I really need to get a flea collar for both of them, I really need to clean up my yard, but I am always gone trying to keep a roof over my head.

"No disrespect to your dad, J, but what he wants out of me, I just wasn't ready for yet, I win in the sense that I buy time, you know..... but I know I can't run too much anymore.  I'm getting too old, my health, my blood pressure can't take it"

"You sicker than you know, Tiffani.............."

"Nah, I know, just stress........I don't want to go to jail, I want to leave, I don't have no job, and I am just getting to the point.......I am just trying you know."

"You not trying Tiffani, you bullsh***ing......... You ain't mentioned football, hell, Dallas play tonight, every moment you buying for yourself, you got people depending on you, Tiffani, to be the blessing God has in you. I know you don't think he saved you so you could run around and play music producer all day, catch up on your farmville and what not.......and not give him the glory and not do the other business he has asked of you.  You do deserve to run around the club, Tiffani, and do whatever it is you do and you know I'm down......... YOU KNOW I"M DOWN with you, but Daddy got other things in mind, and it sucks man.........  You can hang out, but all that free for all, that me and you was talking about the other day.........  Just can't get down like that.  You know I left earth at 33, Mary and 'em had all kind of parties, dawg we was gonna kick, tear that mother up....... but Daddy said I had to come back.  And Daddy says you gotta get up."

"Yeah........."  with a long, long sigh............." I know J.  I just wanna be left alone, I just want to do my job and be left alone so I can do what I do for me without all this........"

"It don't work that way, not even for you, although, you've been through a lot and deserve it.  Never said Daddy was fair, He is just, but freedom ain't fair and neither is he.  You are his avenger politically Tiffani and the other side........right now they kicking our ass because you trying to have things that ain't meant for you.  You went through the things you did so you can cry openly, you too stubborn and too much of an a**hole to die young and you strong enough to stand through all the bull they are going to come at you with.  It sucks, your circles is already chosen, your staff is already there.  they nationwide, but all we waiting on you to do is just trust him...........for real trust him and I know it's hard, I know it's scary.  "

"I trust him, I trust you, J.  I just don't like that sh**.  Just on one these days........"

"Well, you on one allright.  You saw Pelosi's picks.... It's time, Tiffani. You can't do this without God and God is not going to do this without you.  You could be in a cell waiting on commissary, you know how you like those chocolate honey buns........ standing in line right now"

We laugh......for what seems like hours.  I'm always into something illegal.  sometimes, highly illegal, sometimes just some minor infraction like not having insurance.  But we laugh because I have been through so much, and I do love the chocolate

Me and J laugh to keep from crying, we've been through a lot together.

"Well, there is this latina spot downtown that got some island/tropical/salsa type vibe going on........I'm dying to stop by can't do nothing until I have this surgery, but I do wanna hang out listen to some music.  You down, or all that's out too.......?"

Jesus replies........."When you do your part, dawg, we'll kick it over the us, and stopping by that joint, will be first on the list..........? It's 7:15am, get on up and give God his praise, your girl got a debate tonight right......?"

And I look up and Jesus is gone.......

the point of this story, hell I really don't know...... ;)  My point is that I don't trust anyone personally.  I love God, I know God, I trust God with my life, I just take offense to God running my life.  I be wanting to do me, that's all.  Whatever that maybe, but Jesus and God are right.........there is a battle for this country's soul going on and for some God forsaken reason (sorry, God it just sounded right ..)  I am the voice he chose to use.

So let's get started.  I don't know where I am going to end up, I do now that time is of the essence I worry and that's killing me right now, my bp won't stay down but in my heart, I know that God is always in time, and that's enough for me and it's going to have to be enough for this nation.

@tmims50 strictly political commentary........  we talk about anything all issues on there, I learn from my tweeps, they keep me grounded.  I learned recently that Obama took the eagle off our emblem......  But it's allright.  Doesn't matter if you democrat or republican, how I  check folk on here, I do on twitter, Obama, Boehner, it don't really matter even Bachmann from time to time.  So if you want to teach me, if you want to learn, if you want to be around some grown folks, talking about grown folks stuff, in a grown folk manner, come on and join the fun, I think we just topped 1600, we trying to get to 2000 by the end of the month. no apps, just networking, I follow back.


@pendecadentdiva for everything else, I am getting into entertainment, writing songs, going to produce campaign ads that are out of this world.......this is just where I vent where I hang out, where I cry, fuss b**** and everything in between. if you got beats and joints you need me to hear, iloveundergroundrap@yahoo.com is where it needs to be. on the verge of getting my assistant paid where she can go through and organize all that stuff for me.  I think we at 930 right now, we trying to make that revised goal of 1250 by the end of the month, so if you ready to make hits, grammies and everything in between..........hit me up.  no apps, just networking. I follow back.


My Blog List- everything from inspirational to spiritual and local dallas news and getting ready to introduce the first female on there.......bring in a little cultural something different, but show them some love.........like I said all revisions will be done by Saturday morn.


Well, the fantastic five is still strong, but its 2012, and we all got our sets.  You know how Method Man broke off from WuTang but still was fam, and Ghostface Killah, GZA/RZA was on some other that type of thang.  We all still five women, down for GOD, AMERICA and all that inbetween so you know how that goes........


We got another member of the clique, Jamie Johnson, author of don't take my lemonade stand and five rules of fiscal responsibility which EVERY MEMBER OF CONGRESS OUGHT TO BE REQUIRED TO READ......I am going to get her permission this week and her links should be up Saturday for all of her stuff.  until then show her some love on twitter @jjauthor.  She's good people. good people indeed.


As you can see,


by looking on the right, everyone is gone, but


the 45th President of the United States of America,


Michele Marie Bachmann, now tonight is IOWA and debates and straw poll. Will she have the best punchline? No, she ain't no comedienne.  Will she have the most contentious convo with other folk at the debate? No, this ain't debate class.  Will she show why I chose her, why God put it on my heart that regardless..................REGARDLESS OF WHERE I AM, I WILL WORK HER CAMPAIGN BETTER THAN A STREET WALKER RESTING AFTER A LONG NIGHT UP AND DOWN FIGUEROA AND 54TH?  yes, she will.  She will do it using poise, grace, and class.  She don't get upset.  She's that kind of cool that makes Frank Sinatra Sr. , look down and stay there's a lady right there.  She is not going to get bogged down in judging NO GROWN INDIVIDUALS......


SHE'S GOING TO BRING BACK THE CONCEPT OF PUBLIC SERVICE.


She's going to articulate what's going on as she is the only one outside of Paul in the belly of the beast and break down what needs to be done and how within our system it can get done.  She's not a politician, she's here to serve you all.


Let's go.


Well, somebody needs to give me my money.  I told you Pelosi was going to make this a rainbow coalition.  I told you all Van Hollen was going to be on there, he's aiming to be the DEM Leader when Pelosi takes the gravel back in her latest crack dream......  Clyburn solely there to blame everything on the white man, the white woman, the uncle toms, the aunt mary's, the system, the boogey man and probably Ronald McDonald, I don't know how Ronald will get in there, but I trust Clyburn to find a way.  Becerra, an appeal to the Hispanic population, its not like Democrats grasp the concepts that the Hispanic population is NOT MONOLITHIC........


And in the end, a way to say, look people of color, we understand you all because the GOP got six white boys.......b/c we don't appeal to no issues, we just appeal to you by your color.  We democrats, no issues, just race and class cards........


looking at the markets on my ticker..........there you go wall street baby, we going to be allright. keep rising to the top.  


So let's do something a little different today.


Pelosi and Reid are going to demonize everything with Kerry saying how Obama is the great compromiser and Clyburn making every non person of color that don't agree with the dems a certified member of the Klan.....


and it's going to bring drama and chaos because this ain't just about 2012, this is about this country's soul. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? LET ME REPEAT MYSELF, THIS IS ABOUT THIS COUNTRY'S SOUL? AND IN YOUR SOUL IS WHERE YOUR GOD OR LACK OF GOD RESIDES, (no judgment........) WELL, IN AMERICA, THIS GOD'S COUNTRY, HE GOT A SON NAMED JESUS, AND A METAPHYSICAL HOMIE BY THE NAME OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.  AND OBAMA AND CREW TRYING TO CHANGE THAT TO ALLAH, HUMAN RIGHTS, AND SOCIAL JUSTICE.


Do I think Pelosi, Clyburn and such are part of the Muslim Brotherhood like Obama? No, they just hippies that smoked one too many joints of self-righteous and arrogance.  Do I think Obama is a Muslim? No, I think he is like a lot of us just trying to find his way, but he finds comfort in Muslim culture, the discipline of it, the rigor of it, appeals to his sexist views and hurt heart.


So what's going to happen?  Kerry and crew are going to campaign through this committee, if you make over 250K you are going to be demonized, if you tea party you are going to be demonized, if you want to not raise taxes you are going to be demonized and they will give Maddow and O'Donnell and Sharpton , Anderson Cooper and the like fodder everyday so much that other outlets like The Monique Show, Steve Harvey, and Michael Baisden will join in on the fun.  It ain't that hard nor complicated to say these evil white folk........


And Boehner counters with some deal makers......... and Kyl with Money Mitch, Portman is kind of cool with Clyburn so that will tone that evil white folk mess down to everybody but Portman ;)  Toomney baby, lord, he's just out there on his own.


AND NOTHING IS GOING TO GET DONE BECAUSE WE ON THE RIGHT WILL NOT TOLERATE NO GRAND BARGAIN, WHICH IS TRANSLATION FOR A LOAD OF GRAND BULLS***. I'M GETTING DETAILS ON THIS MINI BARGAIN AND IT'S FULL OF CRAP. LIKE MESSING WITH YOUR EX AND REALIZING DAMN..........I'M BURNING AGAIN, I JUST GOT THROUGH WITH MY ROUND OF VALTREX.  THIS DON'T MAKE NO SENSE.


and we are going to cry.........  we going to put the songs in text today,


so come on ja rule, lil mo....... IT'S MURDER, inc. that is...... ;) let's explore what's going to happen BECAUSE WE NOT GIVING OBAMA NOR THE DEMS NOR THE GEO-POLITICAL POWERS ON BOTH SIDES OF THE AISLE THAT BACK HIS BULL NO MORE QUICKIES IN THE ALLEY, AMERICA BEEN AT THE CLINIC SO MUCH, THE STAFF KNOWS HER NAME.......



When they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together

[Ja Rule]
They want that knife, they want your life
and bad times to prevail , to overwhelm you
Making your life hell, so you can hate the wealthy
And they trying to make you hate this country
Because we is stars
Trying make you hate me at sitting up at the bar
Getting me some bottles of that new Barcardi
Popping bottles grit we party
ducking right damn here, its TIP
, by default I'm VIP
And y'all home with tears in your eyes
cuz pelosi and reid use lies for they prize
Y'all not surprised at G O or the P
Not surprised we drank Tea
just hurt that cuz this wrong
is hurting you g
The hurt is coming from her
gonna feel like forever
but if you cry, I cry grit
We cry together

[Chorus]

When they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together

[Ja Rule]
I gotta ball because default I was raised by hood figures
Sometimes I do kick it and yeah they some bad b****** ;)
gotta unwind g cuz
we can't be fearin
the hate from this world
in the midst of life beatin
Back then y'all made a killing
Put them checks together
in this land entitlement treasure
But now that tea party trying to sever
them entitlement foes
Not trying to y'all into dust, but this check g*** no more
Y'all gonna to get out there and get that M-O-N-E-Y cuz
them check licks they gotta die
Wasn't supposed to last forever
Never supposed to be pleasure
Ain't gonna let y 'all die
You cry , hell we gonna cry  together

[Chorus]
When they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they try, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together
Said they cry, you cry
We cry, together 

[Ja Rule]
Wash away your tears (my love)
You ain't gotta cry no more (my love)
I'm putting that on everything (my love)
And my pain it's my love
And I want
This country to smile for me
No need for tears, we god's property, we gonna get past this g
History books tried warn u life was a mutha*****
But y'all ignored the warning, too tired to hustle
A lot of nights, y'all gonna look and say you a mean b**** T
Tears in your eyes, y'all gonna be saying grit like
"I don't know how to bake my own pie"
Pelosi gonna bring so much pain into y'all life
We gonna have to make it better
Cuz when y'all cry, we cry hell we gonna have to
We cried together

[Chorus]

[Lil' Mo]
Oooooohhhh
You cry, then I cry
Then we cry
When them babies cries
I cry together, together
When I cry, then you cry
Then we'll cry, together
Baby, cuz when
y'all cries, we cries
We'll cry, together
If y'all cry, we'll cry
Then we'll try, together

and after we cry because it's going to messy...........we are going to fight within each other because the dems are going to pull every messy card they can.  they are encourage days of race, hate, rage and everything and between..........

and they are going to even pull converted democrats like Rick Perry

read http://www.politico.com/news/stories/0811/61076.html by Tom Tancredo who points out who perry has been a republican as long as me actually after me, THAT'S NOT COOL PEOPLE, I AM 36, PERRY IS HOW OLD?  A TEXAN THAT IS A DEMOCRAT AND HASN'T CHANGED THEIR MIND ON THEIR OWN IS STILL A DEMOCRAT DAMN WHAT SIDE OF THE TICKET HE IS ON. THE ONLY REASON PERRY IS A DEMOCRAT IS BECAUSE HE WAS HANDPICKED BY KARL ROVE TO RUN TEXAS AND PERRY HAS INTO THE DAMN GROUND.

NOW WE ARE THE CAPTIAL OF ID THEFT AND NOW PERRY WANTS THE DREAM ACT.......

damn, it's going to be messy and hard, but THE TEA PARTY WILL HAVE TO MAKE KYL AND UPTON REALIZE THAT WE ARE GOING TO STAND.

B/C WE CAN'T TOLERATE NO ELECTION WHERE OBAMA GETS TO SAY BUSH, WHITE, TEXAN FOR A FULL CAMPAIGN SEASON, WE DON'T NEED ANOTHER BUSH.

YES, I SAID IT WE FROM TEXAS, WE DON'T NEED ANOTHER BUSH, IF IT WASN'T FOR KETCHUP MEISTER IN KERRY, HELL WE DIDN'T NEED BUSH FOR A SECOND TERM THEN......

THIS GRIT GOTTA STOP.

BIG SIS MICHELE BABY, DON'T BE NO MAN, DON'T APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR SPOUSE, HE AIN'T RUNNING YOU ARE. FOCUS ON THE ISSUES, AND YOU STAND STRONG IN GOD'S GRACE BECAUSE AFTER WE CRY TOGETHER, AFTER WE PROBABLY GET DOWNGRADED TO AA BECAUSE WE NOT GOING TO GET NO DEAL.........WE HAVE TO RECOGNIZE AND RESPECT THE TEA PARTY AND 

TEA PARTY THEY ARE GOING TO COME AFTER YOU ALL HARD LIKE YOU OWE CHILD SUPPORT AND YOU GOTTA STAY STRONG.

WE GOTTA GET BACK TO THE GAME SHOW MENTALITY, WE DIDN'T NEED TO GOVERNMENT HELL IN AMERICA, WE GIVE AWAY PRIZES FOR SPELLING, IN WHEEL OF FORTUNE AND KNOWING HOW TO BUDGET IN THE PRICE IS RIGHT......

DAMN LOSING YOUR LIFE, OVER A GAME PRIZE THIS AIN'T JAPAN.

COME ON BROTHER KRAVITZ AND TELL US WHAT IS THE POINT OF STANDING?

Don’t give up,
Baby, this country gonna see tomorrow
Markets DON'T WORRY, we be fiscally set again
the corruption in this country gonna try to knock us over
But through it we are going to see who are our friends

We going to stand, up again
Tea Party just stand
Stand, So America can run again

Pelosi and crew gonna be as cold as soldiers
Blaming you all for most folks troubled times
Just put one foot in front of the other
B/c baby boys, its time to grind
Through God's power gonna face these fiscal demons
And yes, its gonna  be pure hell at times
This God's fight no time for weakness
B/c they babies, our futures can have they  life

Come on, stand, up again
Come on, stand,
Stand, America's gonna run again

Come on, stand, up again
Come on, stand,
Stand, you’re gonna run again

TP this is so God's will
Put on your game face
Michele you got to, take my hand
It’s time to demonstrate, don’t hesitate
To show you the 45th, and show YES YOU CAN!

Stand, up again
Come on, stand,
Stand, America's gonna run again

Stand, up again
Come on, stand,
Stand, America's gonna run again
Stand, America's gonna run again
Stand, America's gonna run again

that's where we gonna stop for today, its not like I can't keep going.......but that's where my spirit says stop.

BIG SISTER MICHELE, THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A NUT, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO REALLY LIKE ABOUT YOU, IS THAT YOU DON'T GET MAD, YOU DON'T REACT.  YOU MORE PRESIDENTIAL THAN OBAMA.  YOU CALM, COOL AND COLLECTED.

STAND ON THAT BABY,

STAND ON YOUR VOTE AND LET AMERICA KNOW TONIGHT, YOU WILL MAKE THE HARD DECISIONS AND VOTES.  LET THEM KNOW HOW OBAMACARE NEEDS TO BE DEFUNDED AND MAKE ROMNEY AND PAWLENTY COMMIT TO THAT, EXPLAIN HOW THE BILL GOT RAN THROUGH, EXPLAIN HOW THIS GRAND BARGAIN WON'T MEAN CRAP WHEN OBAMACARE COMES UP NEXT YEAR 

AS PAWLENTY AND ROMNEY WILL TRY TO CORNER YOU AS A HARD ASS WHO CAN'T BARGAIN.

STAND ON YOUR TRUTHS, LET YOUR SOCIAL ISSUE STANCE BE KNOWN AND MOVE ON AND END EVERY REFERENCE TO THAT WITH WE ALL GOD'S CHILDREN, AND YOUR SOLE PURPOSE IS TO LEAD THE PEOPLE SO THAT THEY CAN LIVE THEIR OWN TRUTHS.....

STAND STRONG AND KEEP FOCUS ON OBAMA, KEEP FOCUS ON THE FISCAL DOWNFALL OF THIS COUNTRY AND REMEMBER, UNLIKE PAWLENTY, WE GOING TO BE HERE TOMORROW AND THE DAY AFTER, I WILL BE IN MINNESOTA TRYING TO GET UP THERE AS FAST AS I CAN.

THAT'S ALL.  

I HAVE TO GO, GOD HAS ME ON HOLD FOR DIRECTIONS OF WHERE I'LL BE LIVING LITERALLY SO I HAVE TO GO MAKE PREPARATIONS FOR WHICH DIRECTION HE SENDS ME IN.
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