Tuesday, December 20, 2011

The Book of Mirrors (Chapter 21)

Hello America!

For me, the finish line is almost there.  My last paper is due today, turned in my thesis proposal last night.  A couple more days of homework...........

The end is in the sight.

I am not going to a full post in today because I have been hacked.  That usually means that I have written something to piss somebody off, frankly.  I have up to date security on a personal level, but I gotta step up my data encryption and all that type of stuff.  So let's just reprint what I said yesterday and as we go through some of it, we can hopefully see where the problem incurred shall we.


I have not forgotten, I am in my last week of school.


I got research design and advanced psych stats which is cool, but I started a new job the week after and it has just been real hectic. Been running on about 3 hours of sleep for the past 4 weeks, but school is out Thursday!


I have to start writing at night, I have to adjust my schedule so we will have a very long, very detailed post tomorrow.


We will specifically address the supreme court's decision to politicize the health care issue by having oral arguments as the caucus' are heating up.


We will address Reid's legislative terrorism, he is blocking the bill to keep Obama from signing it which will hurt his re election chances.  Without Obama, Harry Reid will be in the cell he belongs in.


We will address Mitt Romney buying up every endorsement he can buy. With newspapers, as broke as they are, write a big enough check Mr. Romney, hell even Jet magazine will endorse you.


We will address Mr. Obama's assertion that saying you cool with don't ask, don't tell don't mean you are for the gay agenda and just what is the agenda.  Trust....  I think I have a little more perspective than the President unless those crazy stories in those tabloids are true ;)


We will address the endorsement of Nikki Haley and the upcoming one from Sarah Palin.


We will address why Ron Paul even being taken seriously in light of the development of North Korea today are of national security levels.


We will use two tools tomorrow, the sermon I heard yesterday or parts of it.


Words from Donna Brazile, I rarely agree with her, but for me she was and is a role model.........in a lot of ways.


And the movie American Gangster.


We will focus on these key words...............from the movie


"I don't feel so safe"


Words from Donna Brazile


"You all just going to make this up as you go along"


And from Pastor Anglin


"You need to be prepared, you need to let things go"


We going to have truths, about the game, about the corruption.  About why Frank Lucas' are Frank Lucas' and why Richie Roberts' are Richie Roberts'


We heading into battle, all I got is my hand held to God's, my innate schwagg, (a Capricorn, raised in Dallas, Texas) and the truth as I see it.


It will be 8am CST.


I am simply too tired to write.  I got a stats paper to finish this evening, a thesis proposal to finish tomorrow.  But I am getting it done.


Hmmm...................

What in this short simple post could be so harmful that hackers took the time to enter my site?  To remove this post.  I had to put it back on twice yesterday and when I checked it this morning, it was gone again?

Well because I have to be at work in less than an  hour and in less than 24 hours, I will have sleep ;)

To give whomever chose to hack this their money's worth ;)................

Let's get into a couple of things briefly.......................

I went to church Sunday and I was so tired, so tired.  I honestly have been going to bed around 4 or 5 and back up at 7 for the past 3 or 4 weeks.  New job, school.  But I don't feel sorry for myself,  I am blessed to have the problems that I do.

A lot of you all ain't working, got babies to feed, its Christmas.........not coming from a woest me place.

I was so tired, Sunday that I was scared of driving.

And God tells me "Tiffani, you have to go, more than for yourself, you have to show the people"

Not being the one really concerned about anyone's opinion of me for a variety of reasons..........

I reply "No disrespect, God not even worried about that, I don't want to have an accident, I am running on fumes of fumes here..........."

God leaves............but he sends Jesus and just like the Carrie Underwood story, he takes the wheel because it is apparent that my words are not out of defiance, they are out of truth from sheer exhaustion.  I am supposed to be resting healing from surgery, I am supposed to be doing a lot of things.

But just like you, America, when you got a bottom line you gotta cover, you gotta do whatever you got to get it.......

And I get to church, and I am glad I went.  I had planned on going to church, but just tired.  And what was said, I will get into tomorrow.  I took sermon notes, so I am not going from memory.

But I will say this, the pastor was more passionate in his delivery than I have seen him in a long time.  It is ironic because through the years, I have become less so on the outside.  From being in "street" situations to being in graduate school in psychology where you are trained to withhold your emotions, to just my normal personality.........I never jump, or cry, or shout for joy........

I do on the inside, but I don't on the outside.  Been in too many situations where being emotionally expressive could have cost me my life or my career.

The text we will get into tomorrow, but the Pastor mentioned something I think is important, I have been so out of it, I have forgotten that Christmas is upon us, but from dealing  with co-workers and my twitter and facebook families, I am so blessed that you all haven't.

Amen to that, I had a whole real Christmacy thing planned in my notes, just this schedule is whopping on me.

The pastor says.........in his assertion that his God is the right God, that there are some things happening, a "shift" occurring and that in order to be prepared for that shift, one must be "prepared", one must be willing to "let things go"

Let's remember that.........

The second place I draw from is Donna Brazile, around this time what 4 years ago, she and her candidate in Hillary Clinton were the obvious choice not to just be the DNC nominee, but to be President.  Let's face it, she was gonna win, and out of all the three candidates in McCain, Obama and herself, arguably she should have won.

As much as I love Hannity and some of the others, a part of me is tested when I hear and see folks like him, because I think of what sexism and racism has cost us.........

A Barack Obama administration.

With an Iranian country in possession of our drone and a young Korean leader, ready to prove.........he ain't scared of no America.

A high price to pay to say a black man did it before a white woman...........

So as it was 4 years ago, it didn't come down to no Iowa, no disrespect, Iowa the fact that Romney can write check after check not even bothering to came out and meet you all is a just why the rest of the states are keeping on with the gradual trend of not taking you all seriously......

It came down to Florida and Michigan..........

It will again.

And to keep Hillary out, because God forbid a former republican, as she was, who happens to NOT use a urinal was too dangerous than a black candidate who really nobody knew anything about with a name who parts has frequented the terror list more than bin laden's in whole, who obviously shows an Anti-American and Anti-Christian streak......

feel the sarcasm, America............

two institutions in particular, the black church and the black church :) need not make one complaint about donations being less, about the spirit of the people changing.

For they help put not an unGodly man because frankly I don't really care what Obama is as far as religion, but they help employ a man who through his policy has shown an Anti-American and Anti-Christian spirit for the sake of race, defying and defiling what God's words were and because of that who has it worse under the Obama administration?

black people, every sector, from young to old, from woman to man, has had a rise in unemployment and poverty under this administration in levels that have not been seen in 30 years........

Obama can't tell you to not complain, but I can............

I do.

God don't like ugly, Black America.  I am not saying that Jim Crow was right, and affirmative action was wrong.  Not even touching that, but what I am saying is

God's word is......................... and still will be God's word, whether your actions reflect that or not.

I digress as I am coming to a close just providing background for tomorrow, I really do need to address these hacking issues.

So as Ms. Brazile who is a role model of mine, you frankly don't see faces that look like mine in the places that she has been.  She is the pelosi of campaigns.  She is the highest ranking black female to ever really have it.  She was poised to be the Rove of the left.

And of course, there is some "Discrepancy" in Florida, you know the story, or not look it up, outside of wikipedia! I might add.......

And Ms. Brazile is arguing and she says as the epitome of it's not the Republicans fighting Hillary Clinton being the nominee, its the dems, it is Bill, it is the "establishment", it is "geo-political politics", if you watch the video you can see it on her face as she is older at the point she was at then, than I am now........

She simply looks around and says "You all are just going to make this up as you go along"

And before you know Hillary has conceded Florida and Michigan and pretty much dropped out, and Hope and Change: the Hustle known as break America and its spoiled citzenry has begun, with the help William Jefferson Clinton and most of the democratic party including my favorites, Harry Mason Reid, and yes...........yes.......... Nancy Pelosi........

At that moment, Ms. Brazile and Mrs. Clinton, were at the verge of the "shift" that Pastor Anglin spoke of and obviously they had prepared rifles of resignation and were willing to sacrifice the belief of the very action nation of the voters that they had..........

for "history"

for a black man to take office on the surface, but really for the fiscal, political, cultural and social destruction of this country to enter its next phase...........

It left the people hurt, as even I was seriously considering voting for Hillary by not voting at all, McCain is just downright unnerving, he was better than Obama no doubt.......but Hillary that was debatable.  As the op-ed I put up the other day, she was the better candidate.

There is a part in American Gangster by Ridley Scott, where Frank Lucas has become this big time dude and all of the sudden he is pulled over, and basically for the point of this post, he realizes that he is in trouble and he goes to the Don Cassonato which has been played by Newt but he's been replaced and he says.

I don't feel so safe.

He tells the man who is responsible for his destruction, he doesn't feel so safe.........

So as I prepare for tomorrow's post, think about that America.  You all are telling the one responsible for your destruction, not in no its all Obama's fault way, just conceptually work with me.........

You all are telling the one responsible for your destruction, that you don't feel safe.

The ones you depended on like Hillary, like Donna, like Nikki Haley(i haven't forgotten you dropped me on twitter dear lady...didn't know why then but I do now), and others.........

are saying to the powers that be " You all are just going to make up this as you go along" and taking their secretary of state jobs, their professorship, appts to the Romney administration if all things work out for giving up South Carolina to Mitt.....

and leaving you all in the cold........

And God says through the pastor basically Tiffani

why don't you shout about it, you need to prepare for it, and you are going to have to find a way to live without it.

Three different its..........

Let's find out tomorrow, as the listed topics will be addressed. Ron Paul is simply dangerous as this point, I am really not caring he is a Texan or loaded or old and hornery and Texan enough to stay in this race, we got a young fresh terrorist with something to prove and a President who likes to solve physical confrontations with words......

I will be back tomorrow and we will use the movie and these two other parts along with the music of Ashanti to put all of these questions and policies together.

Let's hope that I am prepared.
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