Friday, March 2, 2012

The Book of H&T (Book 19)

Hello America,

I apologize.

I have not been feeling well.

For those who follow this site for going on four  years now...

You all know that March Madness that is known for some great NCAA basketball, rings a little differently for me.

It is time of storms for me that try my very soul.

It is the point that I am stressed as soon I look on the calendar.  If it ain't jail, if ain't losing my job, if it ain't some you have to be there to believe it that things going on.

So I have been pretty swollen to the point that I have considered going to the hospital.

So apologies.

During my time off, as I was going to take this morning, but my mom woke me up for something unnecessary stuff.......  But it is known that if you want to get the best out of me, get me in the morning......

Ironic because she hated this blog, now her eyes plead for me to write......

I digress......

During my time off, I now know my next book, I didn't even mean it....... God's words just hit.

So today, because this will stand until Monday.

Let me get some things out of the way.

Whatever states Romney won, he bought, so Tuesday's results mean nothing to me.  He has run multiple times, he's been campaigning since 2008 so its whatever.

I do apologize to The Game because I am going to use you all Monday, I just haven't had time..... My mind has been elsewhere, but I gotcha....... The same for Keith Urban.  Super Tuesday is next week and I want to write that when God's words ain't coloring my words so hard...... if that makes sense.

Upon watching SouthLAnd, we see the truths of the next group of folk that consist of this nation.

Women.

An upstanding officer who covered something she did wrong, a shooting that occurred because she was hurt that her husband served with divorce papers, because he told her that he was tired......... and because of her acts, no kids involved her insistence to not learn from the lesson God put her in...........

her addict is on the verge of relapse.............

a child life's is at risk.

And a drug infested ex-junkie who got her life together because her child,  ended the life of her boyfriend because he was slowly taking away the life of her child, her ability to stay clean and because frankly domestic violence don't do anything but make the situation worse.......

but she stood up for acts, she didn't run.

Although it appears on surface, when you shoot your man, park his car down the street from your house, and still going to work.... 

you ain't running, you just getting ready your story to tell your child, when they endure the foster care system and come looking for you at fifteen asking why you did what you did.

I am going to tell you a story and then we are going to close because we are in the midst of the storm as the pastor alluded to.

Job 38:1, God waited to speak to Job after he took everything away, after God recommended Job to the devil to try, after three of Job's older friend's dogged him, after Job's one younger friend reminded us that it rains on the just and unjust........

God waited..........

and waited........

and spoke to Job in a storm...........

One day in another world that I don't leave any more, there was this kiddie pimp.  A dude that makes money serving pedophiles.  Not young teens, like 2 or 3 year old little boys, to grown men .....and grown women.  He sells these children souls but their mothers bring them to him.

Well, one day one of the girls who had already endured about a decade with him, as she had been dropped off with him around 8...... happened to become a business partner of mine.  Wasn't about trying to be with her, anyone who knows me, I have a seven year span, if you are not within seven years of my age, either way, I don't deal with you....

Anyway, one night the money was gone for whatever reason, and I hustled all day to pay for the motel room, to reinvest in my business, and I hadn't eaten.......  And this girl, drove me and my ex to go get something to eat.  The Williams Chicken at Illinois and Bonnie View...... and while she loaded us up in the car, one of this pimp's faithful tricks/sidekick reminded her that "beon" would be told.

And I told her that was okay, I was tired.....so tired, but at that point in my life, being hungry on a regular basis wasnt nothing new......

She said get in and we did and because of her, I ate that night.  I asked her why, she said one day.......They going to need y'all and she cried as she drove us, but she never said why.

I wish now I didn't know why.....

A part of me owes her eternally.........

And sure enough, she got beat viciously........ I don't know if she was alive, still don't.

So the sidekick comes up to me, saying "beon" don't play as me and "Beon" was starting to step into some other s.......... (that means we were having conflicts).

I was taking his money, he felt because of the fact that my ex wasn't in the best position to protect me, I should defer to him...

Me and pedophiles don't mix AT ALL.  And as I grew in business, as I deal with grown individuals.......not runaways, grown grown folk, he began to lose.

And one day, beon and I couldn't take it no more.  He was going to beat me, viciously.  I could see it in his eyes, He could see it in my eyes, he was going to have to kill me, not because I am hard.....

but because I am vain and what he was going to do to my face, hmmmmmmmmmm............

I am being facetious only to an extent, but I was in my storm.

I came out my room, he came out of his.  I couldn't rely on my ex to take care of me.

He has his fists, I had my God....

No fight occurred because he saw that I wasn't going to run because I don't run.  I saw that he was a man trying to make his money as he had his own personal issues.  ........

In the game, you learn that rarely can you judge because in the end only the young and the ones on top, wanna do this......

In the midst of the storm, God told me to run, even when every fiber in my body told me, that this dude was violent and was going to really hurt me less for the money, but more him "having" to beat one of his money makers to the point that was her excuse not to come back......

What does all of this have to do with politics in this nation?

With the economy in a spiral, the GOP driven by conservative women decided to take a side issue and make it a priority and lost as they should have.

How can a nation take a party seriously that focuses on birth control instead of using those same resources and pressure to get a terrorist named Reid to write up a damn budget?

With the Mavs needing help, Lamar Odom decides to hold out and is getting approval from the league, because the Mavs winning a championship is a anomaly but to cut Kobe, Lebron and the basic black stereotype that a pure bred German who wants to be an American without subscribing to Obama's I'll smuggle you plan is more by winning two championships with broke up Vince Carter and some dudes who have the audacity to stress team work and not stars........

strikes fear in the marketing hearts of the NBA, dude never been accused of any legal infraction, wins by hard work, dedication, can't even get an endorsement for some bandaids......

Dude catches rape trials, unfair or not, he gets to dictate the Mavs locker room because David Stern giving him the phone to do it.......

What I am saying to the Dallas Mavericks is face it, Odom ain't going to play for you all....... screw him, you in the midst of the storm, Dirk broke up, find a way,........ the women of today's post did because God spoke to them in a whirlwind, two listened, one didn't....... figure it out. 

Mark Cuban your owner is going to have to learn ain't nothing for free because what money you got, you got drama in your locker room that you didn't need.  Could have Chandler and been through, Dwight Howard ain't coming to Dallas, the league won't allow it.......

What I am saying to the Romney campaign is loves......, if I got folk willing to take a beating for me to eat........... then getting them to vote for me and who I feel is best, ain't nothing.

I WILL NOT VOTE FOR ROMNEY, HE IS A LIBERAL, HE IS JUST AS MUCH AS PART OF THE CORRUPTION AS OBAMA, JUST THAT OBAMA IS WITH THE PARTY HE BELONGS WITH........

I am focusing on getting 60 votes in the Senate to get Obama out because he is going to win as he should at this point.

You don't know what you will do until you go through some storms.........

You don't know what your brother or sister will do until they go through some storms with you......

And until the GOP, senate, house and party realizes that every day they continue to pump "social conservatism" instead the values that this party was founded on.........

they will lose................

Until the Mavs realize that whomever is at the next game, will be there, and let brother West give them some inspiration from the bench or something............

they will lose..............

Until this nation realizes that there is only one candidate that has been weather-proofed, that has been through storm after storm until he realized to listen to God in the midst of it, to learn from it,

we will lose this nation to Obama and this global perspective, break America crap.........

Don't fight the storm, learn to endure the storm, for this how you will learn........

I'll be back, Monday, it won't be a word from Sunday I have to work.

Please know that when one storm ends, sometimes, God puts another on you........

So last week, I got a tattoo from Loc at Pain and Pleasure on Camp Wisdom...... who did a great job, btw......

that pours one simple truth, where there is faith, there can be no fear.........

not a damn drop.

Tighten up folks and realize that the storms are necessary, and the more time you spend fussing, the more you'll ensure that you'll be in it longer.......

Work with what you got: for the Mavs each other, for the GOP, you got Newt........
America, you got women like the one you learned from today....

face it deal with it and move on........
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