Monday, October 1, 2012

The End (The Prelude)

Had to edit quickly b/c of hacking

But you'll get the gist...

Thanks Nap for having that fight in you last night, gave me strength this morning


Hello America,

I apologize.  I haven't been here as of late.

Me and God have been going to couples counseling.

For those who think that Jesus should be in the mix, I apologize.

It's a beef between he and I.  And we have been trying to work it out and as with any marriage, it's complicated, for he is my better half... He is my better whole.

So today won't be as long as  I want it to be, but every business day until the election, I will write.

So I am going to give you a preview in the new book the End. and yes, Cowboys and Rangers and Romney there is a point so just listen and read.

Let's go...

God wakes me up yesterday and says "Tiffani, get up........ We going to counseling"

I moan b/c we have been going through this over and over and over again and we find ourselves stuck in a bad place.  It is sad in Heaven's studio...

Dust is starting to settle over the equipment, even St. Peter expresses his sentiment that he misses seeing me.

Me and Jesus cool but we ain't cool b/c me and his Dad have problems.......

God says to dress up........

And I do......

Something real cute, but nothing disrespectful... got to put on these purple wedges I've been dying to put on.

God is spruced up today, tailored suit... the beard is trimmed.........

We end up in the therapists office and lo and behold, Lucifer is our therapist for today.

Despite all of our troubles, we both laugh b/c we know its bad if we gotta go to hell to get some counseling........

Lucifer laughs as well...... b/c despite the fact that we are mortal and spiritual enemies....... we know each other, and when you know someone hey it's the memories, it's the memories.

So Lucifer looks at me and says I used to be like you before I made a change that I can't turn back from and I don't want to see you here with me, more fun to terrorize you in the world frankly......

I smile, Lucifer and I have never lied to each other.

So he hands out two glasses, two actually really nice snifters, Czech glass.........

And he says......  One drink for you, One drink for God until you get the courage to tell him what's on your heart.

He pulls out the Real Don Julio as I am on a tequila kick these days..........

I shake my head and simply say no........

God and the devil shoulders slump and in their eyes I can see pleading b/c all three of us know the alternative is never pretty, I got an 18 inch scar to remind of me that........

I say "No, Don Julio's...................."

"Two bottles of Inoncente Platinum and close the door.  It ain't the most expensive tequila but it's organic, it's made purely from the things that God created...... "

The devil walks out and says so shall it be.

And we drink, drink after drink............

And after awhile, I tell God........ "I'm tired, my fundamental nature is not to trust those who hurt me, you hurt me....... you could have reeled me in long before you did.......  I can't bear to go through some of the things I have before........ I just can't.  I want to trust you, I want to talk to you, I want to not think about the hurt but I can't.  I'm just one of those folks that wants to get the bad out of the way so my good won't be interrupted........  I'm trying to forget it, I'm trying man.... I'm trying but I can't.  I can't put myself out there like that no more.  I got heart problems man, I aint no kid no more."

God smiles...... for he knows me, he knows there is an innocent part of me that will never leave due to things this blog don't need to know about.......



He kisses me on the forehead.......... and he simply says "Thank You"

And when I close my eyes and rest, I found myself in the studio with a dude who was on the A list when you had to earn being a celebrity.......

A bonafide star in my generation at least......

He says to me " You don't want to screw up, huh?  I can dig it, seen too many  folks like me, do the wrong thing.........  But you know what I don't regret it, b/c you gotta live your life......  Whether you want to or not,  and while being safe and mundane feels good and secure that ain't you.......

You a champ and you can't run from that, even if it leaves you on the floor of the Vapor Room with all you friends crying b/c they didn't get to say goodbye........"

"work with me on one track b/c when I crossed over God told me.........."

I heard  your heart beat b/c I knew  your end had come

I ain't ashamed of what I've done so my war is won

Your soul is tatted right here on my arms

So make the most of your life, b/c when its time the end fo sho will come

Aint no need to worry son

My will demands the end gonna come

Make the most of your life b/c the end is going to come

Make the most of your life b/c my will will be done

Young hearts live life blind
But older ones remember time
Don't stop you b/c you think should
b/c stopping you is never good
Dont care about what you may or may not screw up
It's the end baby, all that you gotta give up

Your teams gotta see you get up and fight
Because its his will you live on the promised side
They gotta know each play means a season's life
And give their all until all other's hopes die

I hear your heart beat b/c you know the battle is won
And we all know that the hate, the struggles comes along
But we all tatted right here on God's arms
So bring that fire baby, b/c tonight we going to sound the alarm.

Die Young (River's Remix)
Tiffani E. Mims ASCAP licensed

That young man was River Phoenix..........

And b/c the devil is who he is that is my time for today as this site is being hacked.  I have to publish from  somewhere else.

Cowboys, the end is now, don't let folks fool you with the rest of the season.

You got a chance to make it right now and only now.

That means starting with the fundamentals.. the line.

You don't need Jason Garrett or no coaches for this.

You are a band of five brothers...

You walk into the game together, you sit together, you fight together.

Rangers you know that tonight is more than just winning the division,

You've been here long enough to know that home field means something.

You've been here long enough to that the whispers is getting louder and folks is jumping off

the submarine as Wash would say.

the end is come, and the West must be won where is should be

in the West.

Play like it, every run, every pass, every bat, every pitch....

And let everything go............

nothing else matters but tonight, this moment with your brothers in Dallas and your brothers in Oakland....

Rocking that Dallas, Texas blue.......

I apologize for being scared last month.

But last night upon the harvest moon where the spirits reap what they have sown through the season.......

You guys reaped belief in yourselves, and belief in the thing that made God smile in each other.

Ranger ball.......

Let that message rub on your brothers in Cowboy stadium tonight.......

The end has come..........

for all of us.......

Just like River said.......

ain't no need to be nothing but ourselves......

Have a great game.

All my brothers,  here's a kiss on top of your foreheads....

And Witten baby, just be you.....  the line will hold you up today.

and Romo.....

Carr and the defense y'all new to these posts......

Be you......  Walk that sideline...........

Make sure that urgency is there...... every play.

Rangers do you.....

Be back tomorrow.....

Thanks River

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