Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Time (Chapter 8)

Hello America,

I am so sorry that I haven't written....

I always choose themes, that I pray about to color my days and weeks if you will....

The day after the blackhawks won, I chose the word still...  That's the theme that God put on my heart.  What I didn't expect was for God to make that word permeate so much in life....

I literally lost the urge to write, I stopped going out, I stopped everything and I just thought and prayed....

I watched the Blackhawks win and I was so proud for they overcame so much.....

I didn't watch the Zimmerman trial at all... I didn't watch about Dwight Howard for I never wanted him to come to Dallas. 

He represents the new type of male that is prevalent especially in the black community, he needs his hand held, he needs a father... he needs a protector, one of those Josh Hamilton types, and we in Dallas just don't have time for it.....

I prayed and I asked God when I could write again....

I saw Jay Z's false platinum...  Needing an app to push your music will ensure I will never promote any of his songs again.

I saw what went on in Egypt.

I started working out with my own designed bootcamp.  270 workouts in 300 days...  And I'm doing well, I'm eating right, working out daily...  walking everywhere I can...

And yet and still God wouldn't let me write... He kept the word still all over my life.

But today, just as simply as God said be still, he said write....

so I am going to tell you a quick story and a quick song, and I will be back Friday....

When I heard the jury in the Zimmerman trial ask for the instructions on manslaughter, I heard God call me....  and he had someone with him who I always admired, his legal style..... still dressed very dapper....

The man asked me "what is the jury going to do?

I replied "Acquit but they are torn about it, they are asking for instructions so they can say they deliberated and it didn't fit the letter of the law, but he is going to walk... It's Saturday night, they are praying and hoping people are drinking and kicking it so they can leave quietly and will have nothing but church tomorrow, to occupy themselves.........."

The man smirked "You may didn't finish law school, but you are sure as hell no dummy, you know people.......  Are you mad at God for this?

I thought as I have allowed the "stillness" to enter my life freely... and in totality... so I no longer have to force myself to think before I answer.....

"I'm not happy that a child lost his life, I'm not happy that parents who know who shot their child have to see someone walk away that did it...  But I am thankful for the verdict, for it was a vast stretch legally the way that law is written, it was politically polarized because Obama and Sharpton's intervention, and the way that President Obama silently is going to condone the verdict because he doesn't like niggas... which is a reflection of his being raised by a white woman, Africans and foreigners .....

It's needed that child's blood won't be in vain... It's time for black people to realize, if you not foreign... Obama ain't for you, regardless of what color you are, and it's time for us as a community to really watch and learn how our children are acting and what messages are they conveying and receiving.... not mad at God... "

The man looked at me for a very long time....  my answer caught him off guard....  He's seen me grow up for awhile... and a man who knows him very well was my pastor as a kid.....

He nodded and shook my head...  and simply said "Stillness ain't so still is it?"  

My point is this.....

Sometimes, when I take a break, it is because it's needed, but I'm safe.. I'm okay.

Actually taking a class with Warren Buffett of all people, about being a philanthropist....

I am going to run for President and I will be the nominee for the Republican Party because otherwise, the party is at risk of being extinct, not because I'm black, young, beautiful...

because I'm relevant to the current and modern American struggle.

I wanted to write about Dwight Howard but in the end, until he reaches the valley and doesn't have a temper tantrum or blame others... he will never reach the mountaintop, that ain't for me to teach him.

I wanted to write about Kobe, but I told Kobe almost 4 months ago, that it was over and time to be an older player instead of the man, but it will take a season of heartbreak before he gets the message.

I wanted to write about George Zimmerman, but why?  Although legally he may have been correct according to the law, he said God told him to kill a child.....

He has to answer to God about that statement one day, and there will be no judge or jury but one....

My focus is on this nation and the issues from immigration, to the economy to the defense of it, that will create a supply side paradigm to bring back jobs without having to spend a mortgage on college, to bring back black people and all people with sense, where we pull our pants up, and don't curse, and actually relish getting older because we know life ain't promised....

My focus is to ensure Hillary Clinton won't be President, nor Rand Paul, Jeb Bush, Marco Rubio or Mitt Romney...

Not because they are white or rich, but because they are politicians, and I am a

public servant.....

I am here to serve the public until we understand....

"New Slaves"

[Verse 1:]
The nation should focus on all us not just veterans...,
or those who say they broke cuz they got brown foreign skin
I fighting just to be servant ain't thinking about wealth
because I need all these legal childrens future to get that clean bill of health.
So God took me through all these isms
From graduation to probation revocation solely for"
That Obama/Clinton/Paul Rubio elitism
Cuz the citizens, the peons that I'm fighting for
can't afford diapers, food but listen to two chains
Cuz its a helluva a lot better than listening to hunger pains
I have to let these politicians publicly rip through me
Just to ensure that the Liberty bell still rang
No more Slaves

[Hook:]
You see it's leaders and there's followers
But  I know who got the power

You see it's leaders and there's followers
But I'm sending shots from the watchtower


I'll be back Friday... and we'll resume from everything from My Texas Rangers, yes it's baseball, to basketball to football and how it all relates to America's team...

Using Kayne's entire album.

 I rock an iPhone created in America, I'm going to let Jay Z empower terrorism on his own...

No more slaves, don't matter Jay Z and Obama want to be the masters... instead of Richard or Mitt...

No more slaves.  I ain't leaving Chicago...
 
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