Friday, August 16, 2013

The Time (Chapter 12)

Hello America,

I am sorry that I haven't been on in awhile...

Been going through some trials and tribulations with my job....

Been going through some trials and tribulations with my party...

I am getting to the point where I no longer tweet too much anymore.

I am get ready for a war to save this nation's soul....

More and more people are taking me seriously in regards to this Presidential run...

And it's intimidating and scary and overwhelming...

To see folks like Hillary Clinton and Oprah Winfrey and Michelle Obama, blink and basically disregard Obama's second term to get started just in case by some grace of God, I end up being the GOP nominee is humbling....

To see folks like Rand Paul and Ron Paul beat up on Chris Christie because that's what their polling tells them to do, and Ted Cruz, Donald Trump and Rick Perry and the rest of the usual suspects being rounded up by Chairman Preibus to basically not have a primary in case someone like me slips through.... is motivating...

I have never been forced to think about race as much as I have in my adult life, until the past year and my current job and my current state within the GOP...

I found myself going places mentally I don't want to go because I am actually being subject to discrimination...  denied opportunities because of my skin color in part but for the connotations that it represents....  and I find myself alone at work which is not surprising at this point...   kind of sad because I really enjoy it, but in light of that specific situations what can one do?

But where I am finding surprise, hurt, pride and disappointment is within the GOP.

No white male will beat Hillary Clinton.  It just what it is.

Not fair or right, but true.

The GOP has basically ignored or ridiculed any female leader with credibility.  They ignored Bachmann, let Palin hang out to dry.  Piss off their female base by using abortion to justify rape and other issues....

It doesn't matter how much of a sham Hillary is, how she sold 2012 to Soros and Obama for 2016 ....

The obvious differences will be highlighted enough to render the disparities of gender, race and class the dialogue the nation hears and she will ride into victory.

Unless someone who can take her head on with race, gender and class steps up on the GOP.....

I assert and know that person is me.

Everything that Obama and Clinton say they can relate or have been through I really have.

I understand the merits of conservatism in regard to fiscal issues and defense, and I understand the need of respect for privacy and rights that the democratic party is supposed to stand for.

But I don't have the money they do, I don't have Oprah or Michelle backing me...  I don't have the money to go to Iowa to raise campaign funds... I have to go to work and struggle with disconnect notices and late payments....

I think about the Arod's of politics cheating, taking money from corporate donors to tell hardworking people lies....

I think about the bigger enemies that I plan to take head on while in office....

Charging Mexican Cartels, Russian Mafias, African Warlords with terrorism versus the usual federal crimes they can plead themselves out of ...

The dirty and corrupt politicians on both sides of the aisle who I plan to lock up, jail, use a firing squad or water bucket to make Jesse Jackson Junior's punishment look like day care....

All the way from current and former Presidents, Madams of States, Senators and Representatives from both parties......

And I know the road is going to be hard.

I know the bs that I am not even going to mention as I still endure identity theft that I have been going through since W. took office....  is going to increase.

I know every mug shot I have ever taken, every bad check that I ever written will be shown....

And I look down at my bible....

and I read my favorite story of David searching around all of these great warriors in addition to his brothers and seeing no one willing to step up and simply saying "Everyone else won't, so I will"

I watch my favorite baseball team, the Texas Rangers.....  dedicate every piece of their soul into every game, ....  never giving up until this is over because I know this is a bitter fight...

I look at shows like Breaking Bad and Orange is the new black and Mom and weep because I am going to introduce a new industry to stop us from having to cook meth and smuggle dope on the side to pay while illegals drain this country along with corrupt politicians.

I look at Beans, what you all know as Kobe and Dirk and other players written off because they don't have NBA marketing behind them, but their fingers shine with jewels not from hype, but from demanding the best from themselves before they ask anything of others....  and watching their teammates gladly sacrificing all because they stand next to a brother who does it innately....

I know I won't be the right weight, the right gender, the right color, the right look.......

I know I won't say the right words that will get me the right donors....

but hell I'm an American....

I'm designed to make it in spite of.....

God reached out his hand............and when I grabbed it......and reopened my eyes...

I was in the air of my favorite part of interstate 20...  the hills leaving Dallas heading towards Tarrant County right past the Mountain Creek exit heading west....  Where I learned as a kid, that the sunset was the promised land.....  That view made me want to see the world.....

And I wasn't worried because I know I'm in God's hands completely now......

There is no fear because faith is here in totality....

and when I landed...  on the shoulder facing down that hill looking at that western sunset....

I whispered loud enough for The Ballpark at Arlington to American Airlines Center to hear it....


I'm tired, discouraged but got so much left
I going to walk every last painful step
I finally learned to see, the key to victories
require more than words or just one voice
Gotta use your hands and words for more than just to point
'bout their everything, but towards our freedom ring

God knocked me down, then helped me up
Said baby girl, Perservance is a must
Winning is a place, like that pitchers mound
You gotta fight through hell to get that ground
It's game time now, so give two f****s
"Bout anyone who aint willing to put them dukes up
It's time to claw our way now

[Chorus]
Its time for your inner fighter, because we going to walk through fire
Cuz in you is a champion and it's time for you all ROAR
Prouldy march to your Zion
Cuz in you is a champion and it's time to you all SOAR
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
It's time for this fight for sure.....

Roar (The 20 side remix)
Written by Tiffani El Dawn Mims (ASCAP Licensed)

My point is that I hope those of us in this nation that know something is wrong on both sides, with both parties....  

feel that roar,

I hope my brothers and sisters in the Rangers organization and the Mavericks feel it's time to roar, it's time to soar, but it's done by clawing and scratching and fighting for every inch, ball, pitch, pass, shot, bat, bunt....

In every high five and yell we give to each other, giving each other what we need to hear while on that base, while on that job, while on that post up, while in that dugout....

to know......

It's time for a fight for sure...

I'm trying to the best I can...

I'm studying for the GRE because my parents raised me to have at least 5 pots boiling at all times, so preparing for doctoral studies....

But I promise you this.....

I will fight, I'm not running away, I'm not going to be put in a box......

and I will roar....

until Reince Preibus understands......

This fight for this country will be in the ladies room in 2016, and I am to come out of that room with Hillary in handcuffs and the constitution to give back to the American people.

Be back Monday...

I don't get vacation time at my job ;)

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